The Schernoff Discoveries (4 page)

“We need to learn to ski,” Harold said suddenly one winter afternoon. We were in study hall—where we often were when great ideas came to him. This happened because Harold’s school-work was so easy for him that he finished it during regular classes and in my case because I was so slow I never got it done.

“Why?”

“It’s a matter of standing.”

“Standing?”

He nodded. Outside a gust of wind blew snow
around the football field and rattled the study hall windows.

“I’ve been doing a little research,” he said.

“Oh.” This, I had found, was
always
dangerous. When he entered the research phase of his ideas, he had already decided to implement them.

“One of the reasons we have so much trouble becoming popular and remaining popular is our lack of social standing.”

There was so much wrong with this statement that I turned in my seat and stared at him. I had long before decided I would never be popular. In fact I had concluded that if I simply survived my adolescence I would be happy.

“Studies done on primitive tribes reveal that if the social standing is improved, the personal popularity of the subject goes up as well.”

“Primitive tribes that ski?”

He smiled, a condescending grin aimed at my stupidity. “Of course not. I extrapolated that idea myself. Of all the sports available in the winter, skiing is the most glamorous.”

“Glamorous …”

“And if we become proficient at skiing, our social standing will rise more precisely because the sport
is
so glamorous.”

“It will?”

“
Exactly
. It’s as basic as physics. I wonder why I never thought of it before. All we have to do is learn to ski. How hard can it be?”

I could have pointed out lots of things: that we lived in northwestern Minnesota, where the nearest mountain was roughly a thousand miles away, that neither of us owned a pair of skis, that neither of us was athletic, that I was sure I would somehow be injured or damaged or punished or all of the above, which seemed to happen every time we tried one of his ideas. But the study hall monitor started watching me then and since it was Mr. Marley, the shop teacher who delighted in thumping students with a birch rod he brought from shop (this was back when teachers could and often
did
discipline you), I remained quiet. By the time I objected it was too late.

“Harold, where did you get the skis?”

“They were in my aunt Margaret’s garage, up in the rafters, wrapped in an old rug and covered with a piece of tarp. I noticed them some time back when I was up there doing research
on rats. There is an excellent rat population in the garage and several central nests in the loft area. You know, they’re quite social.”

“Where did your aunt Margaret get the skis?”

“Oh. Her brother was in the ski troops in the army—aren’t they perfect?”

For making a bridge, I thought, bending under the weight of the pair I was carrying, plus two enormous ski poles made of bamboo that seemed taller than me. The skis were huge—laminated wood four inches wide, an inch thick and a full eight feet long. On each ski there was a binding made of steel an eighth of an inch thick with a toe cup that wedged the foot in and a coiled spring that clamped back around the heel like a vise. When the foot was in place and the clamp was latched, the skier’s foot was permanently attached to the ski—as strong as putting a screw through your foot, I thought.

We were heading for Black Hill—also known as Old Nut-Buster in memory of a boy named Danny Halverson, who tried the hill on a bicycle in the summer and caught a drainage culvert crotch-first after leaving the bicycle at thirty or forty miles an hour. As Danny said, the speed didn’t matter as much as what got crunched.

Winding through town was Crooked River. Most of the country was prairie-flat, but south of town the river cut through a series of bluffs and where three bluffs ran down to the river’s edge there were hills. They were not anything like mountains, to be sure, or even foothills.

Along the riverbank the city fathers had put a curved park and two of the bluffs came down to the park in gentle slopes a hundred or so yards long. But one bluff ran parallel to the river. Over millions of years the river flooding every spring had cut and rounded and scooped this bluff until the fall was much steeper than the rest. Old Nut-Buster. A two-hundred-yard drop to what seemed certain death.

“It’s
vertical
,” I said as we came to the top.

“Nonsense. I studied the topographical maps in the courthouse and while the top of the drop is over seventy degrees from the horizontal it decreases at the bottom to a little over forty-five degrees.”

Vertical, then forty-five degrees until it flattened out along the bank of the river to run another hundred or so yards to where the bank curved to the right and where if we didn’t stop we’d head out across the river. The water was frozen, of course, but it moved fast through this
cut and here and there were open holes where ice had not formed. I remembered stories of children and drunks who had fallen through the ice and been swept away, never to be seen again, and more to the point, never to be seen by Julie Hansen again. “We’re going to die.”

“Well, of course you don’t have to do it.”

I had thought of that.

“You can let me go alone.”

I had thought of that as well.

“And I admit there is probably some risk and I may fail.”

And that too had entered my mind. I had pictures of dragging his body home tied to his skis. Better his body than mine.

“But think—what if I succeed and become a great skier? What if that happens and you haven’t done it and I become popular and you aren’t and Julie Hansen talks to me and not to you?”

He had me there. Julie was the most popular, the most beautiful, the most blond, the most pert, the most white-teeth-with-no-braces, the most bouncy ponytail, the most cheerleader—just the most of all. I on the other hand was a seething ball of hormone-driven insecurity and if there was a chance, one chance in all the
chances of the world that I could get Julie Hansen to acknowledge that I even existed …

“You go first,” I said.

“I considered that,” he said. “And at first it seemed the correct thing to do. But there is science afoot here” (he was reading Sherlock Holmes at the time) “and since we both know I am more of a scientist I think it best that you go first so I can make deductions on the basis of your effort, to refine our knowledge.”

“I thought you’d suggest that.”

“Besides, there’s the fact that the one who goes first will earn the most glory.”

“Harold,” I said, swinging my arm around at the white snowscape surrounding us, “there’s nobody here to know if I’m brave or not.”

“I will,” he said, looking out across the river. “And I’ll tell everyone that you went first.”

“Oh. Good, then. I was worried about that.” And while there was sarcasm in my voice I knew he had—as usual—talked me into it.

I pulled my gloves off and spent an extraordinarily long time bolting the skis to my feet. Then I stood, put my gloves back on, took the poles in hand and focused all my brainpower on stopping time, the way I did if I had to go to the dentist
or on one of my many trips to the principal’s office. I could just stand here forever, I thought. That would be just fine.…

“Well?” Harold looked down the slope. I had been avoiding doing just that, but I now I looked. The world seemed to drop away beneath the tips of my skis.

“I don’t know,” I started. “It seems more like falling than skiing. You know, like just falling off a building or—”

I’m not going to say Harold pushed me. I don’t think he would do that. I was, after all, his only friend and he was my only friend and to say that he pushed me would be wrong.

But one second I wasn’t moving and the next second I was sliding slowly, almost imperceptibly, over the edge until I was looking straight down Nut-Buster. Then my skis tipped down, everything hung for part of a second, hung so that I could look sideways at Harold, see into his eyes, see into his soul. And then I was gone.

I was virtually in free fall, with just time to think that nothing human was meant to go this fast with two sticks attached to his feet. My world became a blur and I thought no, this is wrong, I must slow down, and I let out one
elongated scream when I curved out at the bottom and roared across the flat park before coming to a stop, miraculously, eight feet from hitting a concrete picnic table.

I turned clumsily, step-over-step-over, until I was facing back up the hill. I wiped my eyes and saw Harold, a small speck standing at the top.

“How was it?” he called.

I found my tongue—I thought I’d swallowed it. “Fine. A great run,” I yelled.

“Why did you scream?”

“Excitement,” I yelled. I’ve never been so excited in my life, I thought. I almost wet my pants.

I honestly believed he wouldn’t follow. Not after watching me, hearing me. But I was wrong.

I saw him bend over and attach his skis. Then he pulled something from his pocket. It appeared to be a leather flight helmet, which he strapped onto his head. He picked up the poles. He was taller than me but they still seemed to tower over him.

He paused—I thought perhaps to pray—and with something close to grace he slid over the edge. In my heart I sought revenge but I honestly
thought he would make it. He was so confident, so cleanly cool about the start that I thought, rats, he’s going to do it right.

Then he did something I wouldn’t have believed. Just after the most vertical part, when he was moving at something very close to two or three hundred miles an hour (or so it looked), he squatted, lower and lower, as if he were planning to go to the bathroom or just sit down, lower and still lower, until his butt left a snowy rooster tail, a plume of white twenty feet high between the skis.

There was a fraction of a second when he looked like a gnome—a squat shape hurtling down the hill—and then something caught.

I distinctly saw his right ski tip dig in, stop, and go back under him. It stretched his right leg back the full distance of the ski while his left leg was still out front. He stood caught like a great spread-eagled bat wearing a flight helmet before it all disintegrated into a rumbling, thundering, end-over-end rolling explosion that splattered and crashed in a groaning pile on the edge of the river.

The pile did not move.

Lord, I thought, he’s dead.

I shuffled over—two ski-steps forward and one sliding back—until I was standing over him.

“Harold?”

The pile moaned.

“Are you all right?”

A long breath, shuddering, then hissing whisper muffled by the snow. “Which way,
exactly
, is up?”

I reached for his shoulder and pulled. “This way—into the light. Come up into the light.”

Gradually we sorted out legs, skis (which were still attached to his feet), poles, arms. Finally he turned his face upward.

He had hit so hard that snow had been driven
under
his eyelids so they seemed to bulge. Likewise it had been driven into the opening around the edge of the flight helmet. It filled the helmet around his head and was pummeled and jammed into every conceivable hole or opening so the helmet looked as round as a basketball.

“I can’t see you,” he said.

I helped him clean his eyes out and he blinked and stared at me.

“Are you all right?” I repeated.

He shook his head. “I can’t hear you.…”

And so we cleaned his ears and on inspection he found snow packed into his clothing all the
way down to his underwear. He had to strip and dump all the snow out and when he was redressed and sitting on his skis, shaking while his body reheated, he turned his face up to me and said, “I fail to see how that can
possibly
be glamorous.”

“I don’t think you’re supposed to sit down. Why’d you do that?”

He paused, thinking. “It was all a matter of fear, I believe. The acceleration was radical—I simply had no idea what unprotected speed felt like—and I thought the correct method of slowing my progress was to deploy a drogue of some sort. The only such implement I had available was my rear parts, so I deployed them. Did you—for scientific observational purposes—could you tell
exactly
what happened? I must say I became confused. I saw my ski tips go back under me and then everything was a blur.”

“No. I couldn’t tell any more than that. Just arms and legs and skis and ski poles and arms and legs and skis and ski poles. Over and over.”

“Ahhh … Well, that’s too bad. That means we don’t have enough data.”

I could see it coming. “Harold, no …”

“There’s nothing else for it.” He stood—the way a man a hundred years old would stand—and
picked up his skis and started back up the hill. “We’ll just have to do it over until we get it right. Come on.”

Finally, after the longest time, I followed him back up the hill.