The Secret Journey (17 page)

And slide that shaft right in to your mouth,
one firm, deep motion, slide it as far as it can go and then hold
it there. Use your lips, use your tongue, that’s the deal, that’s
the ideal. You want it to feel so good for me, right honey? And now
that you’re sucking on it, we’ll just relax and have a little
chat.

How was your day, honey? How was your week?
Was it long? Was it stressful? Did you have to deal with too much
from too many people? I know you managed it, I know you came out on
top. You’re so good at what you do, honey, I’m proud of you.

Keep sucking honey, I didn’t say to stop.

Now think about the last good book you read,
think about the title. I’d love to talk to you about it, have a
nice, long, intimate conversation about it. I’d love to hear what
you have to say.

Except of course you don’t have anything to
say right now, because your mouth is full of cock. So let’s not
think, let’s just experience. And what I want you to experience is
that violating phallus stroking in and out, all the way in, and all
the way out, over and over and over again. Do that for me, fuck
your mouth the way I’d fuck it. Do it hard and long and keep on
doing it. I want your lips to be sore, I want your jaw to ache, I
want your entire world to become my cock, and that’s the only thing
that’s going to happen. I want it to be uncomfortable. I want it to
be awkward and humiliating. I want you to feel like a degraded
little slut, face-fucking herself on command, on my command.

Are you going to do that for me? Are you
going to be my eager, willing little slut? Keep that cock moving
honey, that’s the only answer I need. Keep it going in and out.
It’s making you wet, isn’t it honey? It's making your eager little
pussy juice to be forced into this, and the more uncomfortable it
is the more you want it.

Oh yes, you want it underlined that you’re
not the one in charge here, that your job here is just to take
whatever it is I have to give to you. Go on, suck it harder, honey,
suck it like you mean it. You want to show me how good you are,
don’t you? You want to show me how much better you are at this than
all the other girls. You want to be the dirtiest, the nastiest, the
sluttiest. You want to turn me on so much, get me so hard that I
have no choice but to grab your head and slam fuck your mouth until
I jet my sperm into you and onto you. And then you’re going to look
up at me with this expression halfway between innocence and
decadence with your face all flushed and dripping with sperm. And
you know just how hot you’ll look in that moment, and you know the
best way to get that look is just to get into it, to be that dirty,
that slutty, that depraved. And so you’re doing it, and you don’t
need me to tell you to suck harder, but you like it when I do
because then you know you’re doing it for me.

Suck harder.
Yeah, you get to me. I
have no trouble telling you that. Fuck yes, suck it you hot little
slut, suck it cunt, come on, show me you deserve to have your face
sprayed. Fuck yes, do it for me, get into it, feel the head of my
cock at the back of your throat as confirmation of just how good
you are. Fuck yes, feel my balls tighten up, inhale the scent of
me, rich and masculine, taste me, taste the proof of my desire as
it leaks out on your tongue. You can feel it coming, feel me coming
and you want it, more than anything, that salty, sticky stamp of
approval, and the feeling of satisfaction, of completion, that
comes with it. Oh, fuck yes, you want it and I want it, honey, and
I am thrusting my hips, forcing it between your lips as you suck
and you are exactly where you want to be with your lips wrapped
around my cock and you know what’s going to happen next.

Or maybe you don’t. Because what I want to
see now is that shaft coming out of your mouth and going up your
tight, wet cunt right now. Now! Nownow
now
! Just fucking do
it, get it in, I don’t care if you’re ready for it or not. Don’t
ease it in, don’t tease it, just slide it right up there because I
want you to feel violated, honey. I want you to feel taken and
right out of control. Right up there, until you’re stuffed full,
stretched as wide as you can go, and then start fucking yourself
with it. Just do it, and I know I don’t have to worry that you
aren’t wet enough because you’re fucking soaked.

Say, “Yes,” honey. Your mouth isn’t full of
cock now.

Say it again. “Yes.”

Say it again. “Yes.” Say it every stroke.

“Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.”

“YesyesyesYES!”

“Yes, oh yes, oh my fucking god, yes, please
YES!
”

Do it fucking harder, do it slutty, make it
raw, make it hurt. In and out and in and out and thrust your hips
up to get it deeper. Take it to the hilt, to your womb, and feel
your clit swell up in response. Grunt and groan and wiggle on it,
wriggle on it. Degrade yourself with it, display yourself, release
yourself, reduce yourself to a screaming ball of flesh and sex.
This isn’t about foreplay, this isn’t about romance, this is about
deep depravity. Show me you’re the hottest bitch in the world. Put
yourself on show, get my attention, take my attention, make it
impossible for me to look anywhere other than at you, at your body,
at what you’re doing to yourself, and to me. Make it so that
wherever I go, whatever I do, I’ll be unable to forget this moment,
unable to get the image of this wanton sex vixen spreading herself,
fucking herself, debasing herself for me. Give me a show so hot no
other woman can hope to compete, give me everything, utterly. Oh
yes, honey. Fuck your hot little pussy for me, clench it down,
squeeze it tight, gasp and moan and show me how good it’s going to
feel when I get into your cunt. Show me you can do it better than
anyone. Show me that for me you have no limits.

Fucking do it, and know that you’re burning
yourself into my brain with this, know that I will never forget
this moment as long as I live. Feel my eyes on you, on your body,
on your open, spread cunt. Can you feel my arousal, boiling now in
the flame of your sex? Remember how hard my cock was a second ago,
forcing your lips apart? It’s harder now, honey. Oh yeah, spread
your cunt for me, lick your fingers and rub your clit. Get your
fingers slippery and then lick them clean, slow and sexy. Yeah
that’s right. Make it good for me. Now get your fingers slippery
again and smear your face with your juices. Show me what a dirty
girl you are. Slick them up again and smear your tits. Do it again.
Coat yourself in sex. Fuck, you’re such a hot slut. My hot slut.
You are so mine, you’re mine everywhere, aren’t you, slut? Aren’t
you, bitch?

Yes, you
are
mine, everywhere. You
know what’s coming next, honey. Slide that slippery shaft out of
your wide stretched pussy and slide it down, down between your
round, ripe ass cheeks. Feel the thrill as the tip slides over your
tight little rosebud. Oh yes, honey. You’re mine everywhere. So
push it now, gently, firmly, steadily, rhythmically. Oh yeah, open
up your secret hole for me. Push it in, so deep and hard, opening
you right up. I’m going to watch you violate your ass. Get it it,
and once it's in, get it moving in and out. Fuck, that’s hot, I can
see your cunt contract every time you push in. Do it, do it,
do
it
. In, out,
in
,
out,
in, in, IN!

And yes, honey, I know it’s uncomfortable,
and yes, honey, I know it’s degrading and yes, honey, that’s
exactly why I’m making you do it, because I want you uncomfortable
and I want you degraded because I want all of you, even this part.
I want to know there’s nothing you won’t do for me. I want to know
that I can have you anytime, anywhere, any way I want, and every
way I want. Get it in honey, get it in deeper, you know I want it.
Get it in honey, get it in hard.

Oh fuck, yes. I just love the expression on
your face when it goes in deeper, mingled pain and pleasure and
most of all surrender, sweet surrender. Every woman has defences,
she has to, but yours are gone now, washed away as you display for
me, as you sodomize yourself for me, as you do your level best to
show me that no other woman can possibly be what you’re willing to
be for me. Deeper honey, I want to see it all the way in, driven
right up your tight little rectum. I want to see you struggle to
take it all. Yeah, you're my everything now, my sweet-sucking slut,
my easy, sleazy, eager beaver, my hot little anal whore. Fucking do
it. And I don’t have to ask if this is turning you on, I can see it
in the rigid pulse of your clit, in the cunt-contractions that
happen every time that shaft goes in. You need to be assfucked now,
so say it.

“Yes sir, I need to be assfucked."

Say it again, honey.

"Yes sir, I need to be assfucked."

And oh yes, that's good to hear, that gets my
cock so hard. But I'm not sure I believe you, honey, so it until
you've convinced me it's true.

Yes sir, please fuck my tight little
ass.”

Say it until you've convinced yourself.

“Yes sir, please sir I need it so bad. Yes
sir, please sir, please let me please you. Please let me show you
how good it will be, and please sir, please, please fuck my tight
little ass.”

And yeah, you want it, you need to feel it,
feel my cock violating you over and over again. You want, you need,
you crave the feeling, the hot wet gush of my sperm deep, deep
inside. You need to feel me to claim your very soul as my stiff
shaft swells, as it stiffens until you think you’re going to be
torn in half. Yeah, you want that, and you would come in a
heartbeat if I let you. You know you have to have permission,
right, honey? You know those are the rules. So come on, honey,
convince me you need to come.

“Yes sir, I need to come.”

Fuck it.

“Please sir, let me come with your cock up my
ass.”

Fuck it hard.

“Please sir, I’m so hot for you.”

Take it deep.

“Please sir, I’m your little anal slut. I’m
being so good for you. Please sir, look at me assfuck myself just
to turn you on. Please sir, I need it so bad, I’m such a dirty girl
for you.”

Fucking do it, hard and fast.

“
Please sir, I’m yours, completely
yours. Take me, fuck me, hurt me, do anything you want to me, but
please, please, please let me come for you.”

Oh yeah, honey, I love watching you like
this, watching your eyes get desperate for it. Rub your clit honey.
Rub it hard, and keep on fucking your ass. Fuck, I love the way you
can’t help but hump it. Fuck, I love the way you grovel and beg
with your body. Fuck, I love having you like this.

And you love it too, don’t you honey? You
love being my degraded little slut, you love going where no other
woman would go.

“Yes sir, I love it
.
Yes sir, thank
you, sir, for making me be your dirty little anal slut.”

And yes honey, now you can come. Now you can
finally get your fingers going on your hot little clit, on your
spread and juicy cunt, you can rub it hard and fast while the
overwhelming urge to release builds up in your body. See how tight
your nipples have gotten, aching, pointing, swollen on their own.
More to the point, see how deeply your mind is engaged, see how
completely I’ve swept you up in this rawest of raw sex acts, see
how completely I’ve carried you away. You’re mine, completely mine
and that building orgasm is your physical signature on that basic
fact. So do it, honey. Climaxfor me, give me your body the way I’ve
taken your mind. Do it hard, make it slutty, make it intense, make
it impossible for me to look away and just fucking do it. Do it
fucking hard and fucking deep, scream it, pump it, make it, take
it,

Oh yes. Fuck, you make me so hard.

Bike Girl II

Ninja Girl holds my gaze
, and I am
captivated like a cobra facing a mongoose, all my lethal
self-assuredness drained by the sight of my nemesis. Another woman
is standing behind a counter, black hair, black corset, pale skin,
with an ankh hanging from a black leather necklace between her
breasts. Her face looks fragile, but her body is lithe and
muscular.

“Who are you with?” The pale girl is the
doorkeeper, her question is casual, standard, but she’s serious
about it.

“I’m…” I want to lie, to get in to this
suddenly fascinating place. Except I have no lie to tell, I’m not
with anyone, and I’m not going to be admitted, and the fantasy that
had started to weave itself around Ninja Girl and her riding crop
dissolves.

“She’s with me.” Ninja Girl’s eyes hold mine
as she comes to my rescue. She wants to ensnare me in something
deeper and I feel my face flush at the prospect.

“Okay.” The doorkeeper sits down and my
saviour, my captor beckons me over.

“Give her your jacket.” She motions to the
girl behind the coat check, this one in a black miniskirt, black
fishnets with red high heels and a black bra, nothing else. I feel
a rush of arousal flood through my system. I’ve heard about places
like this. I’ve never been to one.

“But I’m not wearing anything...”

“Give her your jacket.” Her tone is calm,
commanding. Wordlessly I unzip my jacket, expose my naked breasts.
I hesitate a moment, my heart pounding, while her eyes burn into
mine. I surrender, look down, shrug the jacket off and hand it
across the counter, standing there half naked. The girl gives me a
claim check that I have nowhere to put. Ninja Girl takes it, the
symbolism lost on neither of us, and suddenly my pulse is pounding
in my temples. My nipples have risen in the sudden coolness, and my
excitement with them. All at once I want nothing more than for this
anonymous stranger to kiss me, but she doesn’t. I feel a stab of
rejection, and the desire shifts, to have her grab my vulnerable,
exposed nipples and twist, to have her slap me across the face, to
have her grab my hair and force me to the dirty floor. That little
mind-flip probably means something deep about me, and in it a good
therapist might find the deeper reasons behind my moonlight rides
and the violent sex that they boil up from my soul.