The Secrets of Silk (2 page)

“Duke ain't nothing but a fool when it comes to Silk,” Brenda added. “She treats him any way she wants and all he does is take it with a big, ol' stupid smile plastered on his face.”

“Mmm-hmm,” Fayette agreed with her lips twisted to the side. “He could have at least told her to wait for the next record instead of letting her embarrass Gwen in front of everybody.”

Gwen nodded in agreement as she finished off Brenda's drink and now reached for Fayette's half-filled cup of gin, hoping to numb the pain of humiliation.

While Silk and Duke were carrying on as if they had the place to themselves, the door burst open and trouble entered in the form of a well-dressed, scowling white man, whose fierce eyes scanned the semi-darkened room. A few people recognized Nathan Lee Willard as a city-slick politician, but since none of the coloreds ventured into the city much, nor did any of them have the legal
right to show up at the polls and vote, most had never set eyes on the man.

Figuring an innocent colored man was about to be accused of some petty crime or perceived misconduct, male patrons attempted to make themselves scarce…or even invisible. Bunny Carter kept his face obscured by lowering his head as he studied the repertoire of music in the jukebox, Aaron Joseph made a beeline to the john, and Tad Pritchard scanned the packs of smokes inside the cigarette machine as if considering changing his regular brand. Those who were left without cover, mopped nervous perspiration from their brow and quickly downed stiff drinks.

The shift in atmosphere went unnoticed by Silk and Duke, who were enthralled in their wanton display of passion and lust. The white man stalked across the dusty floor, and yanked Silk by the wrist, pulling her out of Duke's arms. “What the hell do you think you're doing?” he shouted.

“What's it look like,” Silk answered, snatching her wrist out of his grasp. She turned back to Duke, but he backed away without uttering a single word, relinquishing her to the white man.

“Come on here, gal. We're gonna talk this thing out in private.” Nathan Lee took hold of Silk again. She laughed derisively, stumbling over her high-heels as he jostled her out of the honky-tonk and down the dirt path that led to the small parking area in the rear.

“Get in,” he demanded, pointing to his flashy, brand-new Plymouth. Silk got in and slammed the door. Nathan Lee got into the driver's seat, and he too, slammed the door. “I waited under the bridge for two solid hours. What do you have to say for yourself?” he demanded, his face turning red with anger.

“I ain't got nothing to say.” Silk examined her fingernails briefly and then turned her head and looked out the window.

“You can't treat me like I'm one of those jiggaboos you got wrapped around your finger.”

“And you can't treat me like I'm nothing more than a good-time girl. I'm tired of meeting you under the bridge and by the lake. When are we gonna run away up North like you promised?” Silk had an image of her and Nathan Lee living together in a place like New York or Chicago where interracial couples could cohabitate without anyone batting an eye. In her fantasy, Nathan Lee bought her a shiny Chevrolet like the one his wife had. She daydreamed about him keeping her jewelry box overflowing with trinkets, and providing her with plenty of help around a house that was much too large for her to even consider cleaning.

“We're gonna run away together as soon as I get some things straightened out.” Nathan Lee's tone softened as he placed a gentle hand on her shoulder, his fingers meandering upward, caressing the soft hairs at the nape of her neck, and then moving around to the side and lightly stroking.

Silk flinched as his fingers touched bruised skin. With the glint of moonlight shining into the car, Nathan Lee detected the bluish-purple, passion mark that Duke had left on Silk's fair skin. Enraged, he grabbed her by both shoulders and shook her. “How'd you get that love bite on your neck? You been two-timing me, you dirty tramp!” he accused and then slapped her soundly.

Silk laughed tauntingly and offered him her other cheek. “Go ahead and smack me around if that's what it takes to make you feel like a big, strong man. Maybe if you'd hit me enough times in the past, you would've felt virile enough to get your wife knocked up without the help of Big Mama's potions!”

A stunned look appeared on his face. “How you'd know about Dolly's pregnancy?”

“Not much gets past Big Mama's all-seeing eyes. She has a special way of knowing when her remedies take hold.”

Nathan Lee reached inside his shirt pocket and pulled out a pack of filter-tipped menthols. He shook one out of the pack and fired it up, using a lighter that was engraved with his initials. “I'm sorry for losing my temper, honey.” Looking remorseful, he extended a hand, but Silk leaned out of his reach.

“Now that the missus is carrying your baby, I suppose that puts the brakes on our plans.” She waited for him to respond, but he puffed away at his cigarette without speaking. “When were you planning on telling me, Nathan Lee?”

He shrugged.

“Did you change your mind about our big plans?” she persisted.

He looked down guiltily. “No, but we'll have to postpone things for at least nine months.”

Silk made a scoffing sound. “That's a mighty long time to wait when I done already been waiting for over a year. What happens after nine months have passed? Oh, let me guess…you're gonna tell me we have to wait for your little crumb-snatcher to start school. And after that, you'll try to keep me on standby, doing nothing but twiddling my thumbs until he finishes college.”

“You're exaggerating the circumstances; it's not going to take that long.”

“I'm not exaggerating a damn thing. Every word I spoke is the truth, and you know it. What kind of fool do you take me for?” Silk asked bitterly.

“All I'm asking for is a little more patience, sugar plum.”

“Don't try to sweet-talk me 'cause I done ran clean out of patience.” Silk glanced out the window to keep from having to look at his puppy-dog expression, which enraged her rather than softening her heart.

“I can't leave Dolly high and dry with a new baby on the way. I need some time to figure things out,” he said softly as his hand wandered beneath her dress and then lightly caressed her firm thigh. “I miss you, Silk. Let's take a drive over to the lake, and look at the moonlight together.”

Silk chortled. “I done lay on my back and watched enough moonlight to last me a lifetime. What I'd like to watch is a picture show or even a little bit of television every once in a while.”

“I'd buy you a TV set if your mama had some electricity in that ramshackle hut y'all live in.”

“You're a politician; why can't you get some electricity to run through our place?”

“That area's not wired for it.”

“And that's one of the reasons why I want to leave this godforsaken town.”

“I know, I know,” he murmured in a placating tone, while his fingers took more liberties, rubbing on the crotch of her panties.

Silk jerked his hand out from under her dress. “I'm going back inside the honky-tonk and finish having me some fun.”

“No, the hell you're not,” he said brusquely, roughing her up as she reached for the door handle. “I didn't buy that dress and those snazzy shoes on your feet for you to prance around, enticing a bunch of black bucks.” He put a vise-like grip around her forearm and spoke through clenched teeth. “You try to step foot out of this here car and I swear for God, I'll break your neck. Now get your ass in the backseat and take those drawers off. I'm not gonna waste any more time fooling around with your uppity nigger-ass tonight.”

“Fuck you, cracker!” Silk looked him dead in the eyes, staring so defiantly, she didn't see the hand coming that flew up and backhanded her hard across the face, splitting her bottom lip.
The metallic taste of blood that filled her mouth sent her into a blind rage. But she didn't kick, bite, or scratch as was common among most women who found themselves in the sudden position of having to defend themselves.

Silk stuck her hand down in her bosom and pulled out her switchblade, and quick as lightning, Nathan Lee's throat was slashed from ear to ear, presenting a deep, crescent-shaped gash that flowed dark red. Staring at Silk in horror and disbelief, he clutched his neck, attempting to staunch the gush of blood that squirted through his fingers, splashing the insides of the car. The interior of the new Plymouth suddenly looked as if it had been spray-painted carmine red.

There were also blood splotches on Silk's arms, her face, her dress, and her shoes. She sat paralyzed for a moment or two. But when Nathan Lee's body fell heavily against hers, she let out a little shriek and scrambled out of the car.

She looked right and left, searching for prying eyes, but there was no one to be seen in the desolate back lot. The only other car was an old beat-up Ford that belonged to Mr. Roland, the elderly owner of the honky-tonk. And by the time Mr. Roland or anyone else discovered Nathan Lee's dead body, Silk would be long gone.

S
ilk took her heels off and ran barefoot through a dark field of damp, muddy grass and wild flowers with thorns and bristles. Running for her life, she darted past low-hanging trees with moss-covered branches that seemed to reach down and grab her, trying to slow her down so the law could catch up with her and dispense justice.

Night creatures made sounds that she should have been accustomed to, but the sudden noisy squawks and whistling sounds of large-winged birds were as startling as a police siren. Adrenaline kept her legs pumping and prevented her from reacting to the scrape of sharp-edged stones and the prick of knotty twigs that lacerated her bare feet.

Silk had drawn blood from plenty of people who had provoked her, but it was only the second time she'd killed a man. It was an unnerving sensation, yet thrilling at the same time. But there was no time to bask in her excitement. In about three hours, The Low Moon would shut down for the night, and when old man Roland came outside to get in his car, he'd discover the bloody murder scene she'd left behind. She ran faster, rushing to get home and pack her things. A pretty gal like her wouldn't have any trouble hitching a ride to Baton Rouge, and from there, she'd hop on the first thing smoking, and get the hell out of the state of Louisiana.

Silk was counting on the fact that witnesses to the spat she'd had with Nathan Lee would be too afraid of Big Mama's wrath to accuse her of harming the white politician. They'd have no choice but to suggest that her old beau, Duke Durnell, had gone into a jealous rage and murdered Nathan Lee. Duke would be lucky if Sheriff Thompson got to him and locked him behind bars before an angry mob of Klansmen came calling to string him up, vigilante style.

If and when somebody put two and two together, and figured out that Silk had committed the crime, she'd be somewhere up North, living the good life.

She glanced up at the sky and squinted at the bright half-moon. She was in luck. Big Mama always went out on the nights of the half-moon to do a little night hunting and to dig around in the ground until dawn. Although blinded by cataracts, Big Mama could see amazingly well in the moonlight, when she went out to hunt down the mysterious assortment of small critters, worms, insects, and vegetation required to prepare her occult remedies.

At last Silk reached the shack in the woods she shared with the peculiar old woman who had loved her as mightily as any natural mother would…in her own way.

She crept into the darkened place, feeling her way around as she searched for Big Mama's battered old suitcase. The scrapes and cuts on her feet left a trail of smeared blood as she roamed the wood cabin. She pulled the suitcase out of a closet and dumped the contents: yellowed documents, old invoices, and faded black-and-white photographs of Big Mama's relatives—people Silk had never known. After stuffing her fanciest clothes into the suitcase, Silk stripped out of the bloodied pink dress and stuffed it under the mattress. She would have burned it if she had more time.

She hastily washed her face, neck, and arms with water from a bowl on a table near the sturdy bed with its iron headboard and footboard, the same bed Silk had shared with Big Mama since the day she was born.

Wearing only underwear, she tiptoed to the area of the shack where Big Mama cooked up her remedies in a pot-bellied stove. She hated stealing from Big Mama, but had no choice. Silk fumbled in the dark, looking for the tin breadbox that was Big Mama's money vault. To hasten her mission, she was tempted to, but dared not light the kerosene lamp or a candle. A mere flicker of light would draw Big Mama back to the house with her shotgun cocked, ready to mow down an intruder.

Feeling her way around in the dark, she touched items near at hand. Her fingers skimmed across pots and pans, straw baskets, and other objects. Finally, she tapped against the smooth surface of the breadbox. With a sigh of relief, she opened the lid, reached inside and grabbed handfuls of paper money, but her heart dropped in disappointment. Though she was holding what seemed to be a lot of cash, it wasn't anywhere close to the piles of money Big Mama had been squirreling away over the years. Where could that money be? Big Mama loved to brag about the ten thousand dollars she'd been saving up and planned to share with Silk on her twenty-first birthday.