âI'm not here by choice, Brian. Help me up.'
I filled Brian in as deftly as I could, admitting the mistake I'd made in returning to Geraldine's house.
âThere are some positive aspects to this assault,' Brian said.
âYou have to be a special kind of optimist to find the positive aspects of physical assault.'
âIt's got nothing to do with optimism, Will.'
âEnlighten me.'
âYou said Strachan mentioned his wife, and then he hit you. I'm sure neither he nor Radcliff think you had anything to do with Geraldine's disappearance or with John Gilbert's death. He could have arrested you. Instead, he hit you. That looks to me like he's just pissed off at having to deal with your clumsy interfering. You said yourself that going to Geraldine's was a mistake.'
âI don't recall using the phrase “clumsy interfering”.'
âI was extrapolating. The point is, Strachan was venting his anger. You're not a suspect, just an incredible annoyance.'
âIs this seriously your way of providing me with some kind of reassurance?'
Brian looked quizzically at me.
âYes.'
I found myself suddenly unable to argue with him, largely because the presence of Geraldine Buchanan in my bedroom upstairs crashed into my consciousness.
âBrian,' I said. âOh my god. Geraldine. She's upstairs in my bed.'
âOn it or in it?'
I was too flustered to react to this prepositional impertinence.
âSomeone has drugged her. She was here in the house when I got back from Parkville. She came down the stairs and collapsed into my arms. She was incoherent. I took her upstairs, and she more or less passed out on my bed. I thought she might be dying, but I think it's some kind of drug.'
âWhy are we down here, Will?'
Brian hurried up the stairs. I followed, still feeling a bit woozy from my fall. Brian reached the bedroom before me and went in. I was a few steps behind. He stood at the end of my bed, ran his eye over it, and then looked at me. The bed was empty, and showed no evidence that anybody had recently lain on it. The pillows were plumped, and the blanket and sheets were taut and tidy, their hospital corners undisturbed.
âShe was here, just a few minutes ago.'
âDrugged and comatose?'
âYes. This is not a concussion fantasy, Brian. She was here.'
Brian sniffed the air, trying to detect a perfume.
âI smell bay rum, and Peter's Hungary Water. Nothing else.'
âShe wasn't wearing perfume. In fact, she smelled rather sweaty.'
Brian picked up one of the pillows, examined it closely, and pulled from the seam a long, black hair.
âNot, I think, one of yours, Will.'
I could have kissed him.
âShe can't have gone far,' he said. âShe must have left when you were unconscious, which means she must have missed Strachan by seconds. That suggests a cool head, as does this bed. It's neat, efficient, risky, and daring. What the hell is going on with Miss Geraldine Buchanan?'
âThe drugged state was an act, do you think? Why?'
âShe could still be in the house,' Brian said, and rushed from the room. We searched every room, checked the back yard and the front yard. She would have disappeared into Princes Park. It was likely that she took the opportunity to leave when we were in the bedroom. That way, she'd have been in no danger of running into Strachan.
I told Brian about the pornographic drawings the police had found in Geraldine's room, and about their thinly veiled threat to release them to the gutter press. Although Brian couldn't quite disguise his initial surprise that I'd slept with Geraldine, he said he understood now why Strachan felt able to punch me with impunity. He was confident I wouldn't make a complaint against him.
âHe's got you by the short and curlies, Will, and he's also got pictures of your short and curlies.'
âThey're only drawings, not forensic photographs. Is there any whisky in the house?'
âExcellent idea. I can tell you about my evening. It's not as incident-heavy as yours, but I've learned a thing or two about John Gilbert that the police don't know, because Cloris hasn't told them.'
Brian poured us generous whiskies from a bottle he produced from his room. With a damp towel pressed to my eye, and with my head throbbing, I let him speak, and didn't interrupt him for some time.
âYour idea about people-watching was a good one, Will. Cloris certainly wasn't in the mood for dancing when I picked her up. In fact, she was rather down and didn't want to go out at all. She took some persuading. It was Peter who told her she should take the opportunity to get out of the house. She agreed finally, I think because she felt Peter and Mother needed time together. She's very sensitive about other people's needs.
â
We walked through the cemetery. Cloris wanted to see the place where John was found. I wasn't sure that this was a good idea, but she insisted. We stood on the spot for a minute or two. I thought she might cry. She didn't. She kicked the ground and said the word âFool' under her breath. When we got into town, we walked all the way to St Paul's and sat under Matthew Flinders. Have you ever noticed that bulge in his trousers? It's obscene. We watched people streaming across the intersection. It was a depressing, drab parade. We're not a very attractive people.
âOut of the blue, Cloris said that she knew exactly what the post-mortem would reveal. John Gilbert died of a heroin overdose. Heroin. Can you believe it? Who the hell uses heroin? It used to be in cough medicine, didn't it? Where would you get heroin in Melbourne? Well, it seems John knew where to get it, and Cloris reckons he was selling it, too. He wasn't the squeaky-clean figure he appeared to be, which makes his outrage over Peter's and Mother's relationship hollow and ridiculous. Unless it was synthetic, of course, shoring up his image. I was shocked, Will. I really was. Heroin. When Peter gets the autopsy results, he's going to be appalled. His son was a drug addict. Cloris is sure he didn't know this.
âThe only reason she knew is that she caught him in the bathroom sticking a syringe in his arm. He was confused at first, but as the drug took hold he seemed unfussed. He actually smiled and said, “Dad would be so disappointed, wouldn't he? He should light a candle to St Monica, and see if that helps.” I had no idea what this meant. Cloris explained that Catholics have a sort of registry of saints, each of whom has a portfolio of duties. There's a saint for everything. There's even a saint who'll help you find lost keys. St Zita. I remembered that because I'm always losing my keys, and now I know who'll find them for me. St Monica, however, is the patron saint of parents who have disappointing children. Seriously. You couldn't make that up. Clearly, John saw himself as a great disappointment to his father. Cloris is convinced that either he took his own life, or that his death was the inevitable, accidental consequence of his addiction.'
While Brian was talking, my thoughts were tumbling chaotically. Drugs. Heroin. Geraldine. John Gilbert.
âWait,' I said. âWait, Brian. This is a lot to take in.'
âI know. I'm still marshalling the information myself.'
âThere wasn't any drug paraphernalia found with John Gilbert's body, as far as we know. If he died of an accidental or a deliberate overdose, there'd have been a syringe or something. Can you drink heroin?'
âI don't know. So you think that he died somewhere else, and that someone moved his body?'
âAnd as these things go, it was respectfully done. The body wasn't interfered with in any way. It seemed to have been laid out in quite a composed, dignified way. I know you're not going to like this, Brian, but is it possible that he died at home and â¦?'
âAnd what? You think Cloris or Peter, or Cloris and Peter, moved him to the cemetery? To avoid a scandal? You can't be serious. It was Christmas Day â Christmas fucking Day! You think they found him dead, and dumped his body, and then popped round to Mother's house for lunch?'
âWhen you say it out loud, I agree it sounds unlikely, but with every hour that passes, certainties of any kind are becoming scarce. Geraldine was here, drugged, and now she's vanished. The police feel at liberty to assault me. I feel as though I'm in some sort of drugged, fugue state. How am I going to explain this black eye to the
Mother Goose
cast? I've got fans coming to the stage door. I'm supposed to look reasonably like the photograph on the cover of
The Listener-In
, not like someone who's been beaten up in a drunken brawl. God, Strachan is such an arsehole. He knew exactly what he was doing. He knew how embarrassing this would be for me.'
Brian grabbed me by my shirtfront, which startled me. He grabbed me so fiercely that he pulled off a button.
âAre you out of your mind?' he said. âYour black eye really isn't the main feature of this situation. John Gilbert died of a heroin overdose. Perhaps you could focus on that?'
I felt chastened. Brian was right, of course. Still, he hadn't just been slugged in the eye by an angry and arrogant copper. I thought it was fair enough that such a blow might knock one briefly off course, as it were.
âAll right,' I said. âWhat else did Cloris say?'
âShe said she wants to have her mother's body exhumed.'
âGood lord. That's extreme. She suspects her father of poisoning her mother? Just as her brother did?'
âShe didn't say that. She just said she wanted an exhumation, and then she seemed to think she'd said too much. She refused to say any more, and she begged me not to tell anyone what she'd said. She backtracked and said that she wasn't really serious, that it was just a passing thought and that she didn't really mean it.'
âCould they tell anything after this long? How long has Mrs Gilbert been dead?'
âIs it six months or so? I think they could determine whether she'd been poisoned or not, but Cloris would have to argue her case very strongly, and, well, that would mean putting someone in the family under suspicion. That'd be awkward, what with the wedding and everything.'
âIs she frightened of her father, do you think?'
âNot in the least. I don't believe she suspects him at all.'
âSo she thinks John poisoned his mother? Why would he do that?'
âI'm stitching this together out of the flimsiest of threads, Will. Just gossamer wisps of information. I'm drawing conclusions from a muscle twitch in Cloris's face. I don't think she believes John poisoned his mother. She said Mrs Gilbert's last weeks were terrible, but there was a strange point where her pain seemed to diminish suddenly, and she was strangely calm. Overnight she went from crying out in agony, to a peaceful acceptance that she was dying, and her pain seemed to almost vanish. Mrs Gilbert attributed it to the intervention of the Blessed Virgin Mary, to whom she'd been praying relentlessly. Cloris suspects it was John's intervention, that he was dosing her secretly with heroin, and that he overdosed her either deliberately or accidentally. Either way, he killed her, and he couldn't live with himself afterwards, and his own heroin use increased, until it killed him.'
The front door opened at this point, and Mother interrupted our conversation. She saw my eye, and made a remark about the dangers of trawling Princes Park for assignations. I ignored it, because to do anything else would have been to provide her with the perverse pleasure she derived from making insinuations about my sex life, and other people's. Also, the truth would have pleased her almost as much.
âCloris and Peter needed an evening to themselves,' she said. âI'm relieved, frankly. The Catholic paraphernalia in that house gives me the creeps. Why would anyone want to look at a naked man nailed to a cross while one is having dinner? There's a crucifix on the wall in the dining room. It puts me off my food.'
Mother went upstairs to bed. Brian and I decided that there was little we could do unless we discovered the names of some of John Gilbert's contacts. Cloris had said that he never mentioned anyone and that his social life was a mystery to her â he never told her where he was going, or who he was going to see, and he'd never brought any of his friends to the house. The police had been through his bedroom, but still, I thought, if Brian could get a look in there, he might find something they'd missed, something they'd ignored as irrelevant but the significance of which Cloris might recognise. That was Brian's next task. I, meanwhile, would discreetly question the women who shared Geraldine's dressing room, and I'd question her understudy. If Geraldine used drugs, which I doubted, someone must know.