The Street (15 page)

She turned to close it, thinking, That's why there wasn't any sound outside. Because there was a solid wall in back of the curtains, a wall that went right up to the ceiling and effectively separated the room from the shop. With the door shut no sound could get outside.

After she sat down across from him, she found she couldn't bring herself to look right at him so she looked at his turban. It was like Mrs. Hedges and that bandanna she wore all the time, you couldn't tell what kind or color of hair headgears like that concealed. And staring at the Prophet's turban she got the sudden jolting thought that perhaps Mrs. Hedges wore that bandanna all the time because she was bald. There must be some reason why nobody who lived in the house had ever seen her without it.

‘You're in trouble?' asked the Prophet David.

This was worse than when she had tried to get started on telling Mrs. Hedges about it. She shrank into the chair, wondering why she had thought she could tell a strange man about Jones and Mis' Johnson and herself. The more she thought about it, the more bewildered she became until finally, in the confusion of her thinking, her eyes shifted from his turban and she was looking directly at him.

‘Tell me about it,' he urged. And when she didn't say anything he added, ‘Is it your husband?'

‘Yes,' she said eagerly, and then stopped speaking. Her husband. Jones wasn't her husband any more than any of those others she had lived with in between. She hadn't seen her husband in twenty-five years. She had stayed with the others because a woman by herself didn't stand much chance; and because it was too lonely living by herself in a rented room. With a man attached to her she could have an apartment—a real home.

‘Tell me about it,' the Prophet said again.

If he's a prophet he ought to know without my telling him, she thought resentfully. Then the resentment left her because his eyes were deep-set and they didn't contain the derisive look she was accustomed to seeing in people's eyes. He sat looking at her and his manner was so calm and so patient that without further thinking about it she started talking. It was suddenly quite easy to tell him about how she'd never really had anything before and about Jones and young Mis' Johnson.

‘And I ain't a-goin' to be put out,' she ended defiantly. Then she added, ‘Leastways that's why I come to you. So you could give me something to fix it so I won't be put out.'

‘Which is more important? Your not being put out or Jones forgetting about the young lady?'

Min looked at him, thinking hard. ‘Both,' she said finally. ‘Because if he loses his taste for young Mis' Johnson, he ain't goin' to put me out.'

‘One depends on the other. Is that it?'

‘Yes.'

‘Most of these things do.' The Prophet folded the tips of his fingers against the palms of his hands and stared at them.

Min following the direction of his eyes saw that his hands were long, the fingers flexible. The skin on his hands was as smooth as that on his face. Once or twice he looked at her intently and then went back to studying his hands.

‘I can fix things so you won't be put out' he said finally. ‘I'll see what I can do about taking Jones's mind off the young lady, but I won't promise results on that.'

He got up to open the wooden doors of a cupboard which stood directly behind the desk. Its shelves were laden with vials and bottles and small packages.

‘Does he drink coffee for breakfast?' he asked over his shoulder.

‘Yes.'

He filled a tiny glass vial with a bright red liquid. The vial was so small that he used a medicine dropper to fill it with. Next he put a bright green powder in a square cardboard box and Min watching him was a little disappointed, for this powder was dull, not shiny like those on the counter outside. He put two squat white candles on the desk and then, reaching far back in the cabinet, brought out a cross which he held carefully in his hands for a moment and then placed beside the candles.

Seating himself behind the desk he said: ‘These things and the consultation will cost you ten dollars. I make no guarantee about the young lady. However, I can guarantee that you won't be put out. Is that all right?'

Min opened her purse, took out two limp five-dollar bills and placed them on the desk. The Prophet folded them together and stuck them in his vest pocket.

‘Now listen carefully. Every morning put one drop of this red liquid in his coffee. Just one drop. No more.' When Min indicated that she understood, he went on: ‘Every night at ten o'clock burn these candles for five minutes. You must clean the apartment every day. Clean it until there isn't a speck of dirt anywhere. In the corners. On the cupboard shelves. The window sills.'

Min thought of the dust in the corners of the closet floor—the unfinished splintery boards in there seemed to attract it. Then there was the grease she'd let accumulate in the oven. Soot on the window sills. She'd get after all of it as soon as she got home.

He pointed at the cross with one of his long fingers. ‘This,' he said, ‘will keep you safe at night. Hang it right over your bed. As for the powder'—he leaned toward her and talked more slowly—‘it's very powerful. You only need a little of it at a time. Always carry some of it with you because if Jones should try to put you out this powder will stop him. Sprinkle a little of it on the floor if he gets violent and he won't dare touch you.'

The cross, the candles, and the small vial of red liquid made a very neat package, for he put them all into a cardboard box and then wrapped them in white paper. He handed her the box of powder. ‘Put it in your coat pocket,' he directed, ‘for you might need it tonight. If you'll stop at the counter on your way out, the girl will give you a medicine dropper.'

‘Oh, I thank you,' she said. ‘You don't know what you done for me.'

Then he shook hands with her and she thought talking to him had been the most satisfying experience she had ever known. True, he hadn't said very much except toward the last when he was telling her how to use the things. The satisfaction she felt was from the quiet way he had listened to her, giving her all of his attention. No one had ever done that before. The doctors she saw from time to time at the clinic were brusque, hurried, impatient. Even while they asked questions—is the pain here, is it often, do your shoes fit—their minds weren't really on her as a person. They were looking at her feet, but not as though they belonged to her and were therefore different, individual, because they were hers. All they saw were a pair of feet with swollen, painful bunions on them—nigger feet. The words were in the expressions in their faces. Even with the colored doctors she felt humble, apologetic.

Even Jones when he was in a good mood never listened to her. She might as well not have been there. All the time she was talking, his mind was on something else, something that set him to frowning and biting his lips. And her madams. And her madams—short ones, fat ones, harried ones, calm ones, drunken ones—none of them had ever listened when she talked. They issued orders to some point over her head until sometimes she was tempted to look up to see if there was another head on top of her own—a head she had grown without knowing it. And the minute she started answering, they turned away. The few times she had a chance to talk to the preacher
at the church, he interrupted her with, ‘We all got our troubles, Sister. We all got our troubles.' And he, too, turned away.

But this man had listened and been interested, and all the time she had talked he had never shifted his gaze, so that when she came out from behind the white curtains the satisfaction from his attentive listening, the triumph of actually possessing the means of controlling Jones, made her face glow. The women waiting in the chairs outside stared at her and she walked past them, not caring, for she had got what she came after. And it had been simple and easy and not as expensive as she had expected.

Riding toward 116th Street on the bus, she decided that every time she heard about some poor woman in trouble she would send her to the Prophet David. He was so easy to talk to, his eyes were so kind, and he knew his business. Seeing as Mrs. Hedges had been responsible for her finding him, she really ought to do something in return. As she clung to the bus strap she wondered what she could do. She thought about it so hard that she rode past 116th Street and the bus was at 112th Street before she realized it.

She walked up Eighth Avenue, still thinking about Mrs. Hedges. She stopped to look in the window of a florist shop and then went inside.

‘How much are them cactuses in the gray dishes in the window?' she asked.

‘Dollar and a quarter.'

‘Wrap one up,' she ordered, and when the clerk reached in to the window for one of the plants she took the remainder of the flat roll of bills from her bosom. Peeling off two dollars she saw there wasn't
much left over, but what she'd got in return for spending it was worth far more than she had paid for it.

There was a dim light in Mrs. Hedges' living room, and as Min turned the corner of the building Mrs. Hedges' voice came from the window, ‘Get fixed up, dearie?' she asked.

‘I sure did,' Min said. Her voice was so full of life and confidence that Mrs. Hedges stared at her amazed. ‘I saw you liked plants,' she went on. ‘So I brought you a little present.' She handed the package up to Mrs. Hedges.

‘Sure was sweet of you, dearie.' Mrs. Hedges leaned forward holding the plant and waiting to hear about the Prophet David. But Min walked swiftly toward the apartment house door. There was such energy and firmness about the way she walked that Mrs. Hedges' eyebrows lifted as she craned her neck for a further look.

Jones, dozing in the chair by the radio, heard Min's key go in the lock. It was the sound he had been waiting for, and he got up out of the chair to stand in the middle of the floor stretching to get himself thoroughly awake. The dog got up, too, cocking his ears at the click of the lock.

It was the sound he had been waiting to hear, but it came to his cars with an offensive, decisive loudness. Normally Min's key was inserted in the lock timidly, with a vague groping movement, and when the lock finally clicked back, she stood there for a second as though overwhelmed by the sound it made. This key was being thrust in with assurance, and the door was pushed open immediately afterward. He
frowned as he listened because on top of that she slammed the door. Let it go out of her hand with a bong that echoed through the apartment and in the hall outside, could even be heard going faintly up the stairs.

Her unaccustomed actions surprised him so greatly that when she came into the living room, of starting immediately to throw her out and her table along with her, he found himself saying, Where you been?'

‘Out,' she said, and walked into the bedroom.

And he sat down again, appalled at the thought that she might have taken up with some other man. He slowly clenched his fist and then relaxed his fingers until his hand lay limp along the arm of the chair. Here he was thinking about her again when what he wanted was Lutie. And Lutie wouldn't even look at him while Min stayed here. He saw Lutie again in his mind's eye—her long brown legs, the way her pointed breasts pushed against the fabric of her clothing. The thought sent him striding toward the bedroom, his hands itching to do violence to Min. Even his foot was itching, he thought, for he was going to plant his foot squarely in her wide shapeless bottom.

Min was unpinning her high-crowned hat, looking at herself in the mirror over the bureau as she withdrew the long pins. There was something so smug and satisfied about her and her bland, flat face reflected in the mirror was so ugly that the sight of her standing there contentedly surveying herself sent a wave of fury through him.

He took a hasty step toward her and he saw her eyes shift in the mirror. He turned his head to see
what she was staring at, it was something that must be near the bed and he followed the direction of her glance. When he saw the great gold cross hanging over the headboard, he stood still. It was like an accusing finger pointing at him.

Almost immediately he started backing away from the sight of it, retreating toward the living room where he wouldn't be able to see it. Though he didn't believe in religion and never went to church, though he only had contempt for the people who slobbered about their sins and spent Sundays pleading for forgiveness, he had never been able to rid himself of a haunting fear of the retribution which he had heard described in his early childhood. The retribution which, for example, awaited men who lusted after women—men like himself.

Hence to him a cross was an alarming and unpleasant object, for it was a symbol of power. It was mixed up in his mind with the evil spirits and the powers of darkness it could invoke against those who outraged the laws of the church. It was fear of the evil the cross could conjure up that forced him out of the bedroom, made him sit down in the chair in the living room.

He covered his eyes with his hands, for it seemed to him the great gold-colored cross was hanging directly in front of him instead of over the headboard of the bed where he had last seen it. He muttered under his breath and got up once to kick savagely at the dog and then sat down again.

In the bedroom Min smiled as she bent forward to light the fat white candles she had placed on each side of the bureau.

THERE WAS ALWAYS A CROWD in front of the Junto Bar and Grill on 116th Street. For in winter the street was cold. The wind blew the snow into great drifts that stayed along the curb for weeks, gradually blackening with soot until it was no longer recognizable as snow, but appeared to be some dark eruption from the street itself.

As one cold day followed swiftly on the heels of another, the surface of the frozen piles became encrusted with bags of garbage, old shoes, newspapers, corset lacings. The frozen débris and the icy wind made the street a desolate place in winter and the people found a certain measure of escape from it by standing in front of the Junto where the light streaming from the windows and the music from its juke-box created an oasis of warmth.