The Summer Without You (36 page)

Ro took off the headphones, niggled by something, and stared out into the square distractedly. There were no shadows on the grass today. A front had come in off the Atlantic,
the sky colour-washed in an eau-de-nil tint and the air wet, gently misting her on her frequent coffee runs over the road.

She just couldn’t settle. The weekend’s revelation had left her reeling, although she didn’t understand why – people got divorced all the time, especially around here
where more money and younger bodies were the commodities traded as a matter of course. But still, she just couldn’t reconcile what had been plain enough on Saturday night with what she was
seeing on film here.

Granted, the last films she’d seen had been shot three years ago now. But could everything have fallen apart
so
spectacularly between Ted and Marina in that time? There was no hint
of it on screen – the cheeky winks, private looks, fond teasing . . . It spoke absolutely of a couple in love and in love with their family. She thought of Marina’s mother’s
comment that Marina was exhausted just looking after Ella. Was this what having kids did to people – sapping them of energy, vitality, freedom, time and destroying their relationship in the
process?

She sighed, stretching her arms above her head and wondering where Melodie was. If she had been gently slipping out of her yoga routine before the attack, now it had come to an abrupt halt
altogether: her recuperative confinement at home had coincided with Melodie reducing the class roster to every other day as the summer social season really kicked in and she was cornered into
chairing endless swanky lunches for Brook’s business clients and charity commitments instead.

She heard the slop-slap of flip-flops coming along the boardwalk and looked up in readiness of Hump’s easygoing presence appearing at the doorway, coffees in his hands. Instead, a woman
trailing two kids walked through the door, eyes widening with delight – even behind her Chanel shades – as she took in the portrait of the two young brothers on the wall immediately
opposite. Ro rose from her seat and gave a big smile. Another client, sold.

‘Why don’t you come into Manhattan for the day? We could have lunch again.’

Ro flopped onto the chair and extended her legs, putting her feet on top of the chest of drawers. ‘Because I’m snowed. And as I recall, we didn’t have lunch last time: you
trapped me in a dressing-room cubicle for three hours, walked me at gunpoint to the till, made me spend all my money and then cut off my hair.’

Bobbi snorted with laughter. ‘Exactly. It was great fun!’

Ro chuckled, reaching up to her toes with the nail-polish brush and trying not to paint her skin. ‘It was, but I’m still snowed. I just had another commission yesterday from one of
the guests at Lauren and Paul’s wedding. Besides, I thought you were flat out working on that house that didn’t fit the plot.’

‘I solved it.’ A ring of triumph sounded in her voice.

‘You did? How?’

‘Steps.’

‘Stairs?’

‘No, steps. I’ve stepped the house with the lowest dimension looking onto the road boundary, and the top one at the back looking onto the beach.’

‘Ooh, clever. Not just a hot bod.’

‘Thank you,’ Bobbi preened.

‘Did the client like it?’

‘He hasn’t seen it yet. I’m submitting it tonight.’

Something in Bobbi’s tone vibrated like a tuning fork. ‘Tonight?’

‘We’re doing it over dinner.’

‘Oh. Right . . .’ Ro felt her voice thin out. Bobbi had been deliberately oblique about her new mystery client, refusing to name him. And now she was pitching to him over
dinner
? ‘Is that standard practice?’

‘Well, strictly speaking, no. But we’re all crazy busy and we gotta eat, right? This way, two birds, one stone.’

‘Uh-huh,’ Ro muttered, not buying that excuse for one moment. ‘And is he attractive?’

Bobbi giggled. ‘Maybe! He’s got that older-guy groove going on.’

Oh no. No. No. ‘What, you mean nose hair and prostate problems?’ She tried to keep her tone light. It couldn’t be Brook. It couldn’t be. What if it was?

‘I mean a Carrera S and handmade suits.’

‘Wow, he sounds perfect,’ Ro said with sarcasm.

‘No, not perfect. He’s a bit pigeon-toed, if you really want to know.’

‘Oh. So you like him because . . .?’

‘Listen, technically he’s a realtor but actually he’s way more diverse than that. He’s a really top-flight businessman, a non-exec – I checked out his LinkedIn page
– and I’ve always wanted to date a non-exec.’

‘Bobbi! That’s dreadful! Why would you even care about that?’

‘Because it means he’s already made for one thing.’

‘That is so the wrong reason to date someone!’ Ro spluttered. God, did everyone out here think like this? Was that why Ted and Marina had split – both of them trading up? She
thought about Greg and wondered what was happening with him and Erin (who clearly did think like that). He hadn’t come over to the house at all during Independence Day weekend, although Hump
had heard through friends that Greg had been in Southampton for the celebrations. (Neither of them had dared to tell Bobbi that.) His clandestine relationship with Erin was obviously still going
on, but there had been no announcement made of the engagement between Erin and Todd, and Hump was beginning to think she’d entirely misunderstood the conversation.

‘Listen, there’s nothing wrong with being practical while you still can be. Make these decisions before you fall because once you’ve fallen, it’s over, done –
you’ll put up with anything. I mean, look at you! Would you have gotten together with Matt if you’d known he was going to string you along for eleven years and then take a
hike?’

‘Bobbi!’ Ro shrieked, half cross, half shocked that Bobbi could be
that
insensitive. She had built up some immunity to Bobbi’s bluntness but not a rhino hide.

‘Hey, listen, I say that with love. You are wasting your summer, not to mention your life, waiting around for him. It’s about time you start seeing the situation for what it
is.’

‘I see perfectly well what it is! It’s a pause!’ Ro snapped.

‘A pause,’ Bobbi echoed. ‘You ever hear of anyone else ever having a pause?’

‘Y-y- . . .’ Ro stammered, wanting to say ‘yes’ but unable to think of an example.

‘No!’ Bobbi answered for her. ‘And that’s because there is no such thing.’

‘You do not know Matt. You can’t say that. I have no problem with him taking a bit of time to himself before we settle down. You’re the one who’s got a problem with
it,’ Ro cried furiously.

There was a long silence – really long – Bobbi’s attempt at tact coming rather too late. ‘Well, it just makes me sad watching you, that’s all. You deserve
better.’

Downstairs, Ro heard the front door slam, Hump shouting out for her. She could hear him bounding up the stairs. ‘Yeah, right. Look, enjoy dinner tonight. Whatever.’ Her tone was
surly. ‘I’ll see you on Friday.’

‘Hey, Ro—’ Bobbi started to say.

But Ro had already hit ‘disconnect’ and was pressing her hands to her eyes, trying to stop the frustration from coming out as tears. She would not cry. She would not.

Hump burst in, almost falling through the door in a clatter of ungainly limbs.

‘Hey! Knock, why don’t you!’ she spluttered, watching the surprise unfurl on his face as he took in her red eyes and tense posture.

‘S-sorry.’ He had stopped in the doorway and was hunched over, leaning his hands on his thighs for support. He was panting.

Ro sniffed, watching him and feeling the hairs on her arms bristle. Something was wrong. Hump was fit. He could run for miles without tiring. ‘Why are you out of breath?’

He looked up at her and the apology she saw in his eyes was chilling. ‘You have to come with me . . . It’s Florence.’

Ro felt clutched by cold hands. ‘What about her?’ she asked, her voice small and hollow. It was Tuesday already. She had last seen Florence on Friday and she suddenly realized
she’d forgotten to look in on Monday morning, too hung-over from the weekend’s celebrations, too shocked by Ted’s surprise girlfriend, to make the short detour.

‘She’s in the hospital.’ He swallowed hard as though the words were rocks in his throat. ‘In a coma.’

Doris, the nurse behind the station, shook her head again. ‘I’m sorry, but if you’re not family, you can’t go into ICU.’

‘But . . .’ Ro continued protesting. She was sure she could wear her down. Surely the fact that they’d endured the attack together counted for something? It had clearly meant
something to
them
, to Florence
.
If they had been naturally warm with each other before, now they were bonded in a way that went beyond words or age difference or the few weeks
they’d been acquainted.

Hump put his arm around her, pulling her away. ‘Come on. It’s no good, Ro.’

‘But we can’t just leave her alone!’ she cried, rubbing her forearms distractedly. The skin tingled beneath her touch, still sensitive, still shocked by its sudden premature
exposure to the world.

Doris arched one eyebrow as she recognized the signs of severe burns, and softened slightly. ‘She isn’t alone. Her family is with her.’

‘Oh. They are?’

Doris nodded reluctantly.

‘So there you go, then,’ Hump soothed her. ‘We can see her tomorrow. She’s probably just in ICU overnight for observation and they’ll move her to a general ward in
the morning. Wouldn’t you say, Doris?’

‘I wouldn’t say any such thing,’ Doris replied, clearly not taking kindly to Hump speaking on her behalf.

‘Thank you, Doris,’ Hump smiled, refusing not to smile, refusing to be defeated by her stern demeanour. The smile would win out. It always did.

‘He’s a doctor, you know,’ Ro said crossly. ‘He knows what he’s talking about,’ she said, as Hump dragged her away from Doris’s unbending gaze and led
her slowly across the waiting area, Ro looking around her at the milling scene – some people sitting on the plastic leather chairs reading the paper, drinking coffee. One man was hunched
forward, his head in his hands, his fingers tugging at the hair by his temples. Nurses were criss-crossing the waiting area with speedy efficiency, some carrying clipboards and files, their soft
shoes squeaking on the floor.

She stopped, looking up at Hump with her doe eyes. ‘How could this have happened, Hump? How could Florence be in here? I only saw her on Friday.’

Hump squeezed her shoulder. ‘That’s the thing about accidents – you’re never ready for them to happen.’

‘But we don’t even know
what
happened yet.’

‘I promise you we’ll find someone who can tell us more.’

‘Not if Doris has any say in—’

‘The Humpster?’

They both turned. A young doctor was walking towards them, his chin tipped down but his eyes firmly on Hump and a devilish grin on his face.

‘Peter!’

They shook hands, the doctor laughing quietly, aware that his white coat brought attention like a red flag. His hands gripped the stethoscope hanging round his neck. ‘Are those your cars
I’ve been seeing around? The name’s too much of a coincidence. Plus the yellow.’ He nodded towards Hump’s signature yellow flip-flops.

‘Kerching.’ Hump grinned.

‘Going well, then?’ Peter asked.

‘Going really well.’ Hump nodded. ‘Looking into rolling it out along the East Coast next summer.’

‘Bet it’s good being your own boss, huh?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Still, you must miss this?’

‘Nope.’ No hesitation. No delay.

‘Well, we miss you, man.’

Hump shrugged lightly. ‘You? Last I heard you were in Boston,’ Hump said.

‘Ortho rotation. Here till October.’

‘Swerving summer in the city, huh?’

They both laughed, and Ro tried to imagine Hump in the white coat – with yellow flip-flops. He seemed so at home in this environment.

He remembered that she was standing there, with them, and rested a hand on her shoulder. ‘By the way, this is my housemate Ro. Be careful – she’s British.’

‘Oh? Is it catching?’ Peter grinned, shaking her hand briefly, his eyes too expertly, rapidly, assessing her arms.

She felt Hump’s fingers squeeze her shoulder a little harder, as though he could tell that she felt more exposed and scrutinized here than in any other place since the attack. The police
report may as well have been tattooed on her skin.

‘It’s nice to meet you, Ro. I hope for your sake Hump’s table manners have improved since med school?’

She tried to think of a witty riposte, but her tongue felt leathery and leaden in her mouth, her mind solely on Florence, just metres from where she was standing. In a
coma
.

Peter looked from Ro back to Hump, recognizing shock in all its guises. ‘Why are you in here? Not bad news, I hope?’

‘A friend of ours has been brought in to ICU. Florence Wiseman.’

Peter grimaced. ‘Oh yeah. The lady who was electrocuted, right?’

Ro felt herself sway as the word splashed over her, and Hump’s hand clamped to her arm tightly, as though keeping her upright.