The Token 8: Kiki: A Billionaire Dark Romantic Suspense (16 page)

“Of course. She throws the cell I gave her in the trash, picks up her last paycheck here, and doesn’t answer Faren’s calls?
Yes, I'm concerned.”

Fucking ballistic.

“It makes sense that Faren's frantic. But what is Kiki to you? Really, it's only been a week.”

Mick spreads his arms away from his side.

I feel thunder close on my face like a storm.

I turn to my good friend. He’s the closest anyone has ever come to me, yet he still knows so little.

Mick studies my expression. “Hey, just playing devil's advocate, Chet.”

“It's been far longer than a week. It's only been a week since I pressed her.”

Mick gives a rough exhale. “But what? She's Faren's best friend. I don't want her jacked around. It's got to be real. I'm not going to track Kiki down just so you can have a chick you like to ball. Faren would have my nuts in a sling.”

I chuckle. “Doesn't she already?”

Mick inclines his head. “Whenever she can.” He winks then his expression grows serious. “Tell me it's more than fucking. I want to help you, but you have to give me something real.”

I turn to him. “It's more than fucking.”

Mick says nothing, steepling his hands under his chin.

A harsh exhale explodes out of me.

“It's more than I want it to be.”

THE END

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A TERRIBLE

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Marata Eros

A TERRIBLE LOVE

Copyright © 2013 Marata Eros

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Dedication:

My steadfast husband,

you helped me be who I was meant to.

I love you~

You're Mine:

I took your everything

took it for myself

my enjoyment and no one else

you're mine...

The solid wooden doors of the closet shake as he pounds them. “I’ll hurt her, Jewell,” he says in a voice thickened by his usual rage. Thwack, punch, rattle. “And there’s not a fucking thing you can do about it!”

I clench my eyes, arms wrapped around my knees; if I ignore him he’ll go away. He always used to.

But it’s different this time. Faith came. She knew something was wrong and she came.

I listen to her wail in the background, sweat beading on the tender part of my upper lip as I roll it in my mouth to keep from crying out. I thought I could hide.

I thought it would end if I ignored it.

I kept the secret, but now, as my stepbrother assaults the only friend I’ve ever had, I squeeze my head between my knees and shake with my silent sobbing.

It’s me he wants to hurt. It’s me he’ll punish in this horrible moment of suspended time; Faith is merely the vehicle.

Faith is in the wrong place at exactly the wrong time.

Her arguing got Thaddeus to notice her. However, Faith will never submit.

Her pleas go unheeded. I bear witness in a dark locked closet; shamed, terrified and soaking in my own sweat and tears, I hear what he does and I can’t stop it.

Faith saved me, and my apathy is murdering her.

Black

Black is everywhere; it’s in the sky, the ground, the pounding rain that pings off the casket.

It’s on my dress.

My shoes. The umbrellas are a sea of it, rolling endlessly on and on.

But there is one spot that’s red. The flare of my mother’s dress I can see from just beyond the polished lip of the wood.

My stepbrother meets my eyes with the deep gray of his own and I shudder with keen revulsion.

I count backward silently, the tears that scald my face chilling as the rain meets them, mingling with them in a dance of sadness that washes my face. Though it doesn’t cleanse the guilt. It never will.

He gives me a little smirk and I cast my eyes down so he can’t see the burning hatred in my gaze.

Thad thinks he’s home free. His crime buried beneath the prestige of his standing in the community.

He hasn’t counted on how far I’ll go to secure his future destruction. And my own survival. I’d do it all.

For Faith.

I suck in a shuddering breath, my plan firmly in place, my fear as well.

I drop a single deep-cream rose on Faith’s casket. It spins in slow motion, making a soft thump as it connects with the mirrored finish, and I turn to leave, the good-bye caught in my heart for eternity.

The reporters are already here.

I flee, my high heels stabbing the sodden earth beneath my feet. When the limousine driver opens the door for me I slide inside, breathing a sigh of relief when I see I share it with no one. My vacant mother and stepfather will dutifully stay and shore up my best friend’s parents against the tragic loss of their daughter. For duty’s sake, not empathy’s.

Thaddeus MacLeod stands watching my limo, the closing glass of my window beginning to shield me from him. As the reporters gather around him he has eyes only for me. I shiver at that quiet look of contained menace, despairing. I gather my resolve like fragile collected blossoms.

I can do this.

“Thaddeus!” I hear a woman reporter yell. “What does Senator MacLeod think of your attempted rescue of your dear family friend?” She heaves a microphone above her head and toward Thad’s face, skimming the heads of reporters who stand in front of her.

He turns his face away from mine and even in the dim light of the outside I can see his one-hundred-watt smile come online, dazzling the reporter who posed the question. It makes me want to hurl. There’s no food in my stomach but my body goes through the motions nonetheless.

I let the glass swallow the view, turning away and sinking into the plush leather as I allow my tears to come.

Our limo driver flicks his eyes to my wet face in the rearview mirror, then discreetly away.

I hit the
up
button on the divider and the glass partition slides up.

It is the last moment of grief I’ll allow myself. Soon I will run.

Toward anonymity, freedom. And maybe someday, absolution.

Two years later

“Jess!” Carlie calls, chasing after me. I listen to the rat-tat-tat of her high-heeled boots stabbing the poor hallway behind me.

God, if it is another scheme to get me to go along with some crazy-ass plan  . . . I’m going to be pissed.

“Jess!” she shouts, and I turn.

It’s impossible to stay mad at Carlie; she is too over-the-top ridiculous for words. My eyes take in her customary look, the perfectly coiffed hair, the skinny jeans jammed into second-skin boots that somehow house thinly knit leg warmers. And don’t even get me started on what she rams her boobs into. It is surely a manacle for tits.

How did she get them to look like that? I shake my head and smile despite myself.

“She smiles! Excellent!” Carlie runs and throws her arms around me, saying in an uncharacteristic whisper, “Look what I have, girlfriend.” She waves a paper around in my face like a flag.

I can’t make anything out, it’s just a grayish blur. “Stop that, ya tool!” I say with false rage.

Carlie gives me the bird and holds it steady in front of my face. The words come together in a collision of—
no. I'm not going,” I say, beginning to walk away.

“I’m not going,” I say, beginning to walk away.

“You are
so
going,” Carlie says. Then softly she calls, “Jess.”

I stand with my back to her as other students ram through the hall, jostling and loud, maybe a minute left until class.

“What?” I ask, still not turning.

“It’s
ballet,
” she says.

“I know,” I whisper. I break out in a light sweat, an automatic response. The opportunity to indulge my passion for dance, my former privileged life’s only oasis, now teases me with its nearness.

“They’re coming here . . . to our school. You could, like . . . audition.”

I could.
“No, Carlie.”

She takes me at my word, throwing the paper in the trash and slinging an arm around my neck. Carlie uses me for balance as she totters around on her stilettos. “You have to admit it was a good idea.”

I look up into her face; she’s a damn Amazonian. “Yeah,” I say.

“You can’t run forever, Jess.”

Her words jolt me, but then I realize Carlie is just using an expression. She isn’t being literal. 

It seems a little too easy; she’s usually a dog with a bone.

Carlie stops hanging off me like a monkey and we part ways for our respective courses.

I listen to the sound of her heels as they echo down the nearly empty hall.

I take a deep breath and pass through the door for English lit class. Just one of many sophomores in a generic university in the great state of Washington. I like blending in.

My life depends on it.

Ballet was my life—before. I can’t give it up, because it won’t give me up. The music plays in my head night and day. It’s a wonder I ever get anything accomplished. Some of the other students might see a subtle bob of my head and wonder. I smile at the looks and stare off into space during lectures.

I do a similar internal music routine when I work at the coffee shop like a good drone; my partial scholarship at the University of Washington requires a little sideline income. I’m lucky to have it. I had to test out of a bunch of freshman courses, prove proficiency and then cop out as poor. I certainly couldn’t use my former grades and prestigious private school to get the full ride I’d had. That was from
before.

It was all worth it. The stress, the work.

Then Carlie wormed her way inside my defenses despite every obstacle I’d thrown up in her way. Declared herself my friend when it went against every promise I’d made to myself. I broke them all with our friendship. What she sees in me I’ll never know.