He worked determinedly for two hours, exploring other boxes of papers, reading ancient letters, opening aged books, some of them privately printed by forgotten residents of the house, and sorting the contents of several desk drawers. Most of these yielded nothing more illuminating than old seed catalogues or faded notices of local events, but there were two or three more letters from Chuffy, who had apparently held the Gilmore family in some affection, and had written to his old Charterhouse school friend chronicling events such as a local cricket match in which Chuffy had distinguished himself â âI notched up fifty which I thought was a pretty good show'; the wedding of Chuffy's sister to a local squire â âFrightfully good chap, I should think it'll do pretty well, and a cartload of cousins turned up for the wedding bash'; and details of a number of Old Carthusian get-togethers, which Chuffy, a diligent attendee, described for the edification of his old chum, listing such names as might be thought of interest to Boots.
⦠and Robert Graves put in an appearance this time, my word, he looked so much older, but I dare say we all look older, what with the war and all, even those of us who were too young to actually serve. Graves came up to me, friendly as you like, really decent chap. We talked about your cousin Stephen, of course. Graves remembered him, in fact had heard one or two of the stories about Stephen, well, I dare say most of us heard one or two of the stories, but I always thought they were all rot, and I said so. Graves said, âAh, really? I'm very glad to have that assurance,' and shook my hand, and we had a drink together, well, actually, we had several. I don't mind telling you I should like to have asked him about the Somme, but I thought it better not to, because one never knows if those chaps want to talk about what they did and saw, and I know Graves was shelled. But he and I sat together for the concert, and I noticed how moved he was by some of the pieces the Choir sang. Some Italian stuff, so I believe â Palestrina or some such name. I'd never heard tell of it, but Graves seemed to know it â learned cove he is â and said the Choir had performed it beautifully. He said it was enough to make you want to go off and write screeds of verse in the same rhythm and pattern.
Oh, Chuffy, thought Michael in delight, whoever you were, you're giving me gold nuggets, and if I can find out your real name, you shall have an acknowledgement in the Director's book. He scribbled down the details of Chuffy's letter, then looked for a date or an address, only to find that Chuffy had provided neither on any of his letters, presumably thinking that Boots knew the date and also knew where he, Chuffy, lived anyway.
What looked to be a slightly later letter referred to another concert â the organizer of the Old Carthusians during Chuffy's era appeared to have a considerable affinity for music â at which there had been a specially-written piece set to the words of Rupert Brooke's famous poem,
The Soldier.
This time Michael cursed Chuffy for not providing dates and supposed it must have been some kind of anniversary â perhaps it had been the ten year anniversary of the Armistice.
Chuffy, it appeared, had not gone much for the music written for
The Soldier
â âawfully modern stuff, I thought it' â but had found himself moved by the words and did not mind admitting it. âAll that stuff about some corner of a foreign field being forever England, and hearts at peace under an English heaven. Dashed affecting, when you remember how many of those chaps we knew who died over there.'
Michael assembled all of this on to the laptop, with particular attention to Chuffy's account of the school reunions and a reminder to himself to write to the Old Carthusian Association in the hope that they kept records. Typing it all on to the laptop he again regretted the lack of an Internet connection here, but he would be able to let the Director have the notes in the next day or so.
It was half-past four. He took his coffee cup back to the kitchen. Rain beat against the windows and sluiced down gutters and drains, and Michael stood looking out, thinking that Fosse House seemed to lie at the centre of an incessant downpour. He was just rinsing the cup when he realized there were other patterns inside the sound of the rain. Footsteps. Was Stephen out there again? The footsteps faded, and Michael hesitated, then thought he would open the little garden door at the far end of the kitchen and reassure himself that no one was out there.
The door was locked but the key was in the lock, and he turned it and opened the door. Rain blew into his face, and he shivered, but took a few steps out. The gardens were grey-green in the dull light, and it was like peering through a bead curtain. For a moment he thought a blurred figure darted between the thin grey layers, then it was gone, and he could see the walled garden with the wrought-iron gate. The gate was closed. There's no one there, he thought with relief, and went back inside, closing and locking the door. The rain had left faint marks across the kitchen floor. Michael looked for a cloth and not finding one hoped they would dry out by themselves.
He went back to the library, hoping for some sound that would indicate Luisa's whereabouts so that he could talk to her about the Choir, annoyed to find himself hesitant to knock on doors. But there were no sounds anywhere. Perhaps his hostess had a brief sleep in the afternoons. Madeline Usher encoffined in the ancient keep, the lid screwed down, but the beating of her heart still discernible â¦? âFor pity's sake,' said Michael angrily to himself, âif Luisa's asleep, it's because she's nodded off over a good book!'
The library felt so chilly that he went upstairs to collect an extra sweater from his bedroom. The stairs and landing were wreathed in gloom, and he looked for a light switch, but could not see one. His room was only a few yards away, however, and he went towards it, glancing to the far corner where the Holzminden sketch hung.
The sketch was wreathed in shadows, but standing next to it was the figure of a man in an army greatcoat.
Stephen.
S
tephen seemed to be staring into a distant and terrible horizon. He's looking into a nightmare, thought Michael in horrified fascination. No, that's wrong, he's trying to stare
beyond
a nightmare, because the nightmare is too dreadful to look at. But he's not real, I must remember that. He's nothing more than an image from the past.
The collar of Stephen's greatcoat was turned up as if against a cold wind, and the soft blond hair was tumbled. For the first time Michael saw that his hands were torn and bruised, the nails shredded, the fingertips bloodied. Stephen, he thought, your hands, your poor hands ⦠What did that to you?
Stephen turned his head and looked directly at Michael, and a half-recognition seemed to show in his eyes.
âDon't let them find me â¦'
Michael had no idea if the words were actually spoken, or if he was hearing them with his mind, but Stephen was so young, so vulnerable, that he stopped being afraid and took a step forward, one hand held out. He thought Stephen had just made up his mind to accept his approach, but then light, uneven footsteps came up the stairs, and he turned sharply to see Luisa. She must have crossed the hall without him hearing and she was standing at the head of the stairs, one hand resting on the banister, her eyes on the shadowy figure. But when Michael looked back, Stephen had gone, and there was only a faint outline on the panelling, like a thin chalk mark.
In a dry, ragged voice, Luisa said, âYou saw him, didn't you.'
It was impossible to pretend not to understand. Choosing his words carefully, Michael said, âI thought there was something â someone â here. But it was probably just a shadowâ'
âIt wasn't a shadow,' she said at once. âIt was Stephen. That means you let him in.'
âNoâ'
âYou must have done,' she said. âHe can't come in unless someone opens a door or a window for him. His hands are so damaged you see â he can't turn a handle or a window catch himself. It was a long time before I understood that.'
Michael stared at her, and his mind went back to how he had heard the rain tapping against the kitchen windows, and how the rhythms had formed into soft words.
âLet-me-in â¦'
He had heard that, and he had opened the kitchen door to make sure no one was out there. There had not been anyone â but a shadow had seemed to slip between the veils of rain, and there had been faint wet marks like footprints across the kitchen floor ⦠I did let him in, thought Michael, with an uneasy glance towards the corner with the Holzminden sketch.
Very gently, he said, âMiss Gilmore, supposing I did glimpse something or hear something or â or even open a door to look outside for a moment? It doesn't matter so very much, does it? Old houses often have lingering memories, and occasionally the memories can even be visual. I've encountered it before. Not everyone accepts the premise, butâ'
â“All argument is against it, but all belief is for it”?' she said. âWho was it who said that?'
âDr Johnson.'
She smiled slightly. âI thought you'd know.' If there had been any fear in her eyes earlier it was no longer there.
Michael said, âI think that some people are more receptive to â to picking up traces of the past than others. Perhaps you're one of the receptive kind.'
âI wish it were that simple,' she said, then looked at him with an odd, sideways glance. âDr Flint, nearly a hundred years ago, towards the end of the Great War, my ancestor Stephen Gilmore was incarcerated in a German prisoner-of-war camp. A place called Holzminden.'
She did not seem to notice Michael's start of surprise, so he said, âWere his hands damaged in Holzminden?'
âI don't know. But on some nights his hands still bleed.' A deep sadness touched her face, then she said, âI think Holzminden damaged his mind, though. Perhaps he became a little mad because of it. I've sometimes feltâ'
âYes?'
âI've sometimes felt that his madness became stamped on this house,' she said. Her eyes narrowed, darting from side to side as if searching for something, and Michael felt a prickle of unease.
âWhatever happened to Stephen can't possibly affect you now, Miss Gilmoreâ'
âDr Flint, why do you think I live here like this!' she said, angrily. âSolitary, secluded. Shut away from the world. Why do you think I couldn't offer you the common courtesy of asking you to stay here for your research? Here, in a house with so many empty bedrooms. And why do you suppose I was so fearful when the storm forced my hand last night?'
There was an abrupt silence. Then Michael said, very softly, âBecause Stephen comes here every night.'
âYes.
Yes.
He tries to get in, but his poor handsâ And there are some nightsâ'
She broke off, and Michael said, very gently, âThere are some nights when you let him in?'
âYes,' she said, staring up at him. Her hands flexed in an odd gesture, as if she was clasping another, invisible, hand. âI don't know why I'm telling you this,' she said. âI've never told anyone before. But you saw him. You heard him. So perhaps you understand, just a little.'
Do I tell her she seemed to have sleepwalked last night? thought Michael. That I saw her open the door? He said, carefully, âDo you see him every night?'
âAlmost every night. Since I was a young girl growing up here. When I was a little older â when I understood better â I realized that no one must ever be in this house once darkness falls, because no one must know about Stephen. If he's real â if he's still here, I have to protect him. I have to protect people who come to this house, as well.'
âFrom whatever â or whoever â came for Stephen?'
âYes.'
âAnd if Stephen's not real?'
âDr Flint, we both know what happens to people who see and hear things that aren't there,' she said impatiently.
Trying for a more normal note, Michael said, âBut you haven't been entirely alone all this time, surely?'
âNot entirely,' said Luisa. âMy life hasn't been completely solitary. It certainly hasn't been without purpose or interest. There are people in the village â occasional social events. And there are people I correspond with â there are a great many of those. Researchers into the Choir in particular â that began many years ago, and it's brought me a good deal of pleasure and interest. Your Director of Music is one of those researchers, of course.'
âWhat about your family? Friends?'
âI had no brothers or sisters,' said Luisa. âAs a child I was alone a good deal.' A shadow of some strong emotion passed over her face, but it vanished before Michael could identify it. âIn any case, I could never put into words what I heard and saw.' She paused, then in a low voice said, âSometimes, I think I am mad as well â that I've been infected with Stephen's madness. Can you catch insanity?'
âOf course not. And let's remember that I've seen Stephen, too.'
âYes. Dr Flint â Michael â I think I shall always be deeply grateful to you for that.' Then, as abruptly as if a curtain had been drawn, the cool, grande dame persona returned. âI came to tell you that I took a phone call a short time ago,' she said. âThe tree is still blocking the roads. I'm afraid it means you'll have to spend another night inside Fosse House.'
Email from: Owen Bracegirdle
To: Nell West
Hi Nell â
Thanks for your message earlier.
Of course I'll come with you to the Bodleian, and we'll caper through the catalogues and disrupt the staff in quest of your privately-printed letters. I can't imagine why you're chasing letters from a POW officer from the Great War, but you can tell me the spicy details over coffee.
Light has been restored to College after Wilberforce's foray into the bewilderment of Oriel's electricity. That means I've been able to send a more seemly report to the Director of Music on my work for his
opus
, rather than a scrawl on a couple of spare sheets of A4. I hope he takes due note of the lateness of the hour I sent it, because it doesn't hurt to let the ivory tower gang realize that lesser mortals work quite hard.