The Wreck of the Mary Deare (2 page)

‘Didn't you see what happened?' Mike cried.

‘Yes, I saw,' he replied.

‘They must have seen us. I was shining the Aldis straight at the bridge. If they'd been keeping a lookout—'

‘I don't think they were keeping a lookout. In fact, I don't think there was anybody on the bridge.' It was said so quietly that for a moment I didn't realise the implication.

‘How do you mean—nobody on the bridge?' I asked.

He came out on to the deck then. ‘It was just before the bow wave hit us. I knew something was wrong and I'd got as far as the charthouse. I found myself looking out through the window along the beam of the Aldis lamp. It was shining right on to the bridge. I don't think there was anybody there. I couldn't see anybody.'

‘But good God!' I said. ‘Do you realise what you're saying?'

‘Yes, of course, I do.' His tone was peremptory, a little military. ‘It's odd, isn't it?'

He wasn't the sort of man to make up a thing like that. H. A. Lowden—Hal to all his friends—was an ex-Gunner, a Colonel retired, who spent most of the summer months ocean racing. He had a lot of experience of the sea.

‘Do you mean to say you think there was nobody in control of that ship?' Mike's tone was incredulous.

‘I don't know,' Hal answered. ‘It seems incredible. But all I can say is that I had a clear view of the interior of the bridge for an instant and, as far as I could see, there was nobody there.'

We didn't say anything for a moment. I think we were all too astonished. The idea of a big ship ploughing her way through the rock-infested seas so close to the French coast without anybody at the helm . . . It was absurd.

Mike's voice, suddenly practical, broke the silence. ‘What happened to those mugs of soup?' The beam of the Aldis lamp clicked on, revealing the mugs lying in a foot of water at the bottom of the cockpit. ‘I'd better go and make another brew.' And then to Hal who was standing, half-dressed, his body braced against the charthouse: ‘What about you, Colonel? You'd like some soup, wouldn't you?'

Hal nodded. ‘I never refuse an offer of soup.' He watched Mike until he had gone below and then he turned to me. ‘I don't mind admitting it now that we're alone,' he said, ‘but that was a very unpleasant moment. How did we come to be right across her bows like that?'

I explained that the ship had been down-wind from us and we hadn't heard the beat of her engines. ‘The first we saw of her was the green of her starboard navigation light coming at us out of the mist.'

‘No fog signal?'

‘We didn't hear it, anyway.'

‘Odd!' He stood for a moment, his long body outlined against the port light, and then he came aft and seated himself beside me on the cockpit coaming. ‘Had a look at the barometer during your watch?' he asked.

‘No,' I said. ‘What's it doing?'

‘Going down.' He had his long arms wrapped round his body, hugging his seaman's jersey. ‘Dropped quite a bit since I went below.' He hesitated and then said, ‘You know, this gale could come up on us pretty quickly.' I didn't say anything and he pulled his pipe out and began to suck on it. ‘I tell you frankly, John, I don't like it.' The quietness of his voice added strength to his opinion. ‘If the forecast turns out right and the wind backs north-westerly, then we'll be on a lee shore. I don't like gales and I don't like lee shores, particularly when the lee shore is the Channel Islands.'

I thought he wanted me to put back to the French coast and I didn't say anything; just sat there staring at the compass card, feeling obstinate and a little scared.

‘It's a pity about the kicker,' he murmured. ‘If the kicker hadn't packed up—'

‘Why bring that up?' It was the only thing that had gone wrong with the boat. ‘You've always said you despise engines.'

His blue eyes, caught in the light of the binnacle, stared at me fixedly. ‘I was only going to say,' he put in mildly, ‘that if the kicker hadn't packed up we'd be halfway across the Channel by now and the situation would be entirely different.'

‘Well, I'm not putting back.'

He took his pipe out of his mouth as though to say something and then put it back and sat there, staring at me with those unwinking blue eyes of his.

‘The real trouble is that you're not used to sailing in a boat that hasn't been kept up to ocean racing pitch.' I hadn't meant to say that, but I was angry and my nerves were still tense from the steamer incident.

An awkward silence fell between us. At length he stopped sucking on his pipe. ‘It's only that I like to arrive,' he said quietly. ‘The rigging is rusty, the ropes rotten and the sails—'

‘We went over all that in Morlaix,' I said tersely. ‘Plenty of yachts cross the Channel in worse shape than
Sea Witch
.'

‘Not in March with a gale warning. And not without an engine.' He got up and went for'ard as far as the mast, bending down and hauling at something. There was the sound of splintering wood and then he came back and tossed a section of the bulwarks into the cockpit at my feet. ‘The bow wave did that.' He sat down beside me again. ‘It isn't good enough, John. The boat hasn't been surveyed and for all you know the hull may be as rotten as the gear after lying for two years on a French mud bank.'

‘The hull's all right,' I told him. I was calmer now. ‘There are a couple of planks to be replaced and she needs restopping. But that's all. I went over every inch of her with a knife before I bought her. The wood is absolutely sound.'

‘And what about the fastenings?' His right eyebrow lifted slightly. ‘Only a surveyor could tell you whether the fastenings—'

‘I told you, I'm having her surveyed as soon as we reach Lymington.'

‘Yes, but that doesn't help us now. If this gale comes up on us suddenly . . . I'm a prudent mariner,' he added. ‘I like the sea, but it's not a creature I want to take liberties with.'

‘Well, I can't afford to be prudent,' I said. ‘Not right now.'

Mike and I had just formed a small salvage company and every day we delayed getting the boat to England for conversion was a day lost out of our diving season. He knew that.

‘I'm only suggesting you steer a point off your direct course,' he said. ‘Close-hauled we can just about lay for Hanois on Guernsey Island. We'll then be in a position to take advantage of the wind when it backs and run for shelter to Peter Port.'

Of course . . . I rubbed my hand over my eyes. I should have known what he was driving at. But I was tired and the steamer incident had left me badly shaken. It was queer the way the vessel had sailed right through us like that.

‘It won't help your salvage venture if you smash the boat up.' Hal's voice cut across my thoughts. He had taken my silence for refusal. ‘Apart from the gear, we're not very strongly crewed.'

That was true enough. There were only the three of us. The fourth member of the crew, Ian Baird, had been sea-sick from the time we had left Morlaix. And she was a biggish boat for three to handle—a forty-tonner. ‘Very well,' I said. ‘We'll head for Guernsey.'

He nodded as though he'd known it all along. ‘You'll need to steer North 65º East then.'

I turned the wheel, giving her starboard helm, and watched the compass card swing to the new course. He must have been working out the course in the charthouse just before the steamer came up on us. ‘I take it you worked out the distance, too?'

‘Fifty-four miles. And at this rate,' he added, ‘it'll be daylight long before we get there.'

An uneasy silence settled between us. I could hear him sucking at his empty pipe, but I kept my eyes on the compass and didn't look at him. Damn it, I should have thought of Peter Port for myself! But there'd been so much to do at Morlaix getting the boat ready . . . I'd just about worked myself to a standstill before ever we put to sea.

‘That ship.' His voice came out of the darkness at my side, a little hesitant, bridging the gap of my silence. ‘Damned queer,' he murmured. ‘You know, if there really was nobody on board . . .' He checked and then added, half-jokingly, ‘That would have been a piece of salvage that would have set you up for life.' I thought I sensed a serious note underlying his words, but when I glanced at him he shrugged his shoulders and laughed. ‘Well, I think I'll turn in again now.' He got up and his ‘good night' floated back to me from the dark gap of the charthouse.

Shortly afterwards Mike brought me a mug of hot soup. He stayed and talked to me whilst I drank it, speculating wildly about the
Mary Deare
. Then he, too, turned in and the blackness of the night closed round me. Could there really have been nobody on the bridge? It was too fantastic—an empty ship driving pell mell up the Channel. And yet, cold and alone, with the pale glimmer of the sails swooping above me and the dismal dripping of mist condensed on the canvas, anything seemed possible.

At three Hal relieved me and for two hours I slept, dreaming of blunt, rusted bows hanging over us, toppling slowly, everlastingly. I woke in a panic, cold with sweat, and lay for a moment thinking about what Hal had said. It would be queer if we salvaged a ship, just like that, before we'd even . . . But I was asleep again before the idea had more than flickered through my mind. And in an instant I was being shaken and was stumbling out to the helm in the brain-numbing hour before the dawn, all recollection of the
Mary Deare
blurred and hazed by the bitter cold.

Daylight came slowly, a reluctant dawn that showed a drab, sullen sea heaving gently, the steepness flattened out of the swell. The wind was northerly now, but still light; and some time during the night we had gone over on to the other tack.

At ten to seven Hal and I were in the charthouse for the weather report. It started with gale warnings for the western approaches of the Channel; the forecast for our own area of Portland was:
Wind light, northerly at first, backing north-westerly later and increasing strong to gale
. Hal glanced at me, but said nothing. There was no need. I checked our position and then gave Mike the course to steer for Peter Port.

It was a queer morning. There was a lot of scud about and by the time we had finished breakfast it was moving across the sky quite fast. Yet at sea level there was scarcely any wind so that, with full main and mizzen set and the big yankee jib, we were creeping through the water at a bare three knots, rolling sluggishly. There was still a mist of sorts and visibility wasn't much more than two miles.

We didn't talk much. I think we were all three of us too conscious of the sea's menace. Peter Port was still thirty miles away. The silence and the lack of wind was oppressive. ‘I'll go and check our position again,' I said. Hal nodded as though the thought had been in his mind, too.

But pouring over the chart didn't help. As far as I could tell we were six miles north-north-west of the Roches Douvres, that huddle of rocks and submerged reefs that is the western outpost of the Channel Islands. But I couldn't be certain; my dead reckoning depended too much on tide and leeway.

And then Mike knocked the bottom out of my calculations. ‘There's a rock about two points on the starboard bow,' he called to me. ‘A big one sticking up out of the water.'

I grabbed the glasses and flung out of the charthouse. ‘Where?' My mouth was suddenly harsh and dry. If it were the Roches Douvres, then we must have been set down a good deal farther than I thought. And it couldn't be anything else; it was all open sea between Roches Douvres and Guernsey. ‘Where?' I repeated.

‘Over there!' Mike was pointing.

I screwed up my eyes. But I couldn't see anything. The clouds had thinned momentarily and a queer sun-glow was reflected on the oily surface of the sea, merging it with the moisture-laden atmosphere. There was no horizon; at the edge of visibility sea and air became one. I searched through the glasses. ‘I can't see it,' I said. ‘How far away?'

‘I don't know. I've lost it now. But it wasn't more than a mile.'

‘You're sure it was a rock?'

‘Yes, I think so. What else could it be?' He was staring into the distance, his eyes narrowed against the luminous glare of the haze. ‘It was a big rock with some sort of tower or pinnacle in the middle of it.'

The Roches Douvres light! I glanced at Hal seated behind the wheel. ‘We'd better alter course,' I said. ‘The tide is setting us down at about two knots.' My voice sounded tense. If it was the Roches Douvres and the wind fell any lighter, we could be swept right down on to the reef.

He nodded and swung the wheel. ‘That would put you out by five miles in your dead reckoning.'

‘Yes.'

He frowned. He had taken his sou'wester off and his grey hair, standing on end, gave his face a surprised, puckish look. ‘I think you're under-rating yourself as a navigator, but you're the boss. How much do you want me to bear up?'

‘Two points at least.'

‘There's an old saying,' he murmured: ‘The prudent mariner, when in doubt, should assume his dead reckoning to be correct.' He looked at me with a quizzical lift to his bushy eyebrows. ‘We don't want to miss Guernsey, you know.'

A mood of indecision took hold of me. Maybe it was just the strain of the long night, but I wasn't sure what to do for the best. ‘Did you see it?' I asked him.

‘No.'

I turned to Mike and asked him again whether he was sure it was rock he'd seen.

‘You can't be sure of anything in this light.'

‘But you definitely saw something?'

‘Yes. I'm certain of that. And I think it had some sort of a tower on it.'

A gleam of watery sunlight filtered through the damp atmosphere, giving a furtive brightness to the cockpit. ‘Then it must be the Roches Douvres,' I murmured.