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Authors: Cynthia Ruchti
They Almost Always
Come Home
“They Almost Always Come Home
is a stunning debut
novel by Cynthia Ruchti. Exquisitely written, the novel
delves into a woman’s innermost feelings as she comes
to grips with her own failings in her search for her
missing husband. Highly recommended!”
—COLLEEN COBLE, BESTSELLING AUTHOR OF
T
HE
L
IGHTKEEPER
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S
D
AUGHTER
AND THE ROCK HARBOR SERIES
“They Almost Always Come Home
is part wilderness
adventure, internal exploration, and relational journey.
Ruchti’s ability to mingle anguish with humor and
authenticity keeps the reader not only turning the pages,
but enjoying them as they read.
”
—MARY DEMUTH, BESTSELLING AUTHOR OF
THE DEFIANCE TEXAS TRILOGY
“
Cynthia Ruchti has written one of those rare novels
that will live in your heart forever. So achingly beautiful
and stunningly written, it’s hard to believe this is her
debut effort.
”
—DEBORAH RANEY, AUTHOR OF
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LMOST
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OREVER
AND
B
ENEATH
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OUTHERN
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LMOST
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Cynthia Ruchti
Nashville, Tennessee
They Almost Always Come Home
Copyright © 2010 by Cynthia Ruchti
ISBN-13: 978-1-4267-0238-9
Published by Abingdon Press, P.O. Box 801, Nashville, TN 37202
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Ruchti, Cynthia.
They almost always come home / Cynthia Ruchti.
p. cm.
ISBN 978-1-4267-0238-9 (pbk.)
1. Married people—Fiction. 2. Missing persons—Investigation—Fiction. 3. Wilderness areas—Fiction. 4. Canada—Fiction. I. Title.
PS3618.U3255T48 2010
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2009047324
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who risked everything to lead me
out of the wilderness. I am His forever.
My life and this story also belong
to my husband, Bill,
whose Quetico wilderness trips
sparked the idea. Bill blessed me
with key plot points and then complained
that his name isn’t on the cover.
I told him his last name would be on the cover
of every book I write.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
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f my mother holds this book in her hands, it will be because she prayed it into existence and because the Lord stayed
His
hand from calling her home, though she’s tiptoed on the edge of eternity far too long in her estimation. In many ways, she served as my novel-birthing coach, cheering me on and remind- ing me how to breathe. Thank you, Mom.
(Author’s note: That’s
how this paragraph was written during the novel’s creation. The day
came when, with inexpressible gratitude, I laid an advanced copy in
Mom’s hands. Two weeks later, she took her final breath.)
I choose to believe it was not merely the air conditioning in the room that made my editor, Barbara Scott, rub her arms and say, “Ooh! I have goosebumps!” while listening to the pitch for this story. The moment is a sweet, sustaining memory. I didn’t
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
know at the time that I was gaining not only an editor but also a sister and friend. What a grace-gift!
Abingdon Press—its authors and publishing team—have
made this experience a journey of unending joy.
Thank you, Wendy Lawton and the Books & Such Literary
Agency family, for embracing me, nudging me, and feeding my hope. I’m honored to know you and be counted among you.
The role American Christian Fiction Writers (ACFW)
has played in my writing life and my faith is immeasurable. Amazing friends and mentors, storytellers and publishing col- leagues, fellow board members—thank you for your impact. This story—and I—grew in your light.
My critique partners—Julie, Terri, Rachel, Melody, Laura,
Margaret, Sally, and newcomer Karin—deserve recognition for their patience with me, their insights, and their “the sting won’t last long” critiques.
Becky, the Lord knew exactly what I needed when He sent
you.
This book was nurtured by the faithfulness of Fiction
Friends, my writing prayer partners—Michelle, Dorothy, Diane, Shannon, Robin, and Jackie. Thank you for waiting with me.
Adventurer Mike Knuth offered his valuable
voyageur
per-
spective on the wilderness details, for which I am grateful. His experience added to the story. His enthusiasm for the story created a smile that has yet to fade.
In their individual ways and corporately, Kathy Carlton
Willis, Twila Belk, and Cec Murphey blessed me and this book with a depth of encouragement every novelist craves.
Thank you, Western Wisconsin Christian Writers Guild,
for teaching, inspiring, and holding writers accountable to write.
Bless you, Yay Rah Rah writers, for yay rah rah-ing.
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Acknowledgments
Thank you, Jackie, for wearing out your knees for me and for cheering loudly no matter what the project, as long as it brings the Lord glory.
Amy, I wept for Libby in this story because she didn’t have a daughter like you.
Matt, you taught me that “middle” child means “middle of my heart.” (I might have read that somewhere, but it fits you.) Luke, a third child with a creative mind! How was I so blessed? May the lyrics of your life be a praise song.
Grace, Ben, Hannah, Andy, and Josh, the art of telling sto- ries took on new meaning with you on Grammie’s lap.
Special thanks to Kelly and Mark at the Second Wind Country Inn in Ashland, Wisconsin, for creating a scene and a place in which to write it.
Bill, with whom I have shared many moons in the same canoe, thank you for signing up for the journey of loving me for life.
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D
o dead people wear shoes? In the casket, I mean. Seems a waste. Then again, no outfit is complete without the shoes. My thoughts pound up the stairs, down the hall, and into the master bedroom closet. Greg’s gray suit is clean, I think. White shirt, although that won’t allow much color contrast and won’t do a thing for Greg’s skin tones. His red tie with the silver threads? Good choice.
Shoes or no shoes? I should know this. I’ve stroked the porcelain-cold cheeks of several embalmed loved ones. My father and grandfather. Two grandmothers—one too young to die. One too old not to.
And Lacey.
The Baxter Street Mortuary will not touch my husband’s body should the need arise. They got Lacey’s hair and facial expression all wrong.
I rise from the couch and part the sheers on the front win- dow one more time. Still quiet. No lights on the street. No Jeep pulling into our driveway. I’ll give him one more hour, then I’m heading for bed. With or without him.
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From the window [she] looked out.
Through the window she watched for his return, saying,
“Why is his chariot so long in coming?
Why don’t we hear the sound of chariot wheels?”
—Judges 5:28 NLT
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Shoes? Yes or no? I’m familiar with the casket protocol for
children. But for adults?
Grandma Clarendon hadn’t worn shoes for twelve years or
more when she died. She preferred open-toed terrycloth slip- pers. Day and night. Home. Uptown. Church. Seems to me she took comfort to the extreme. Or maybe she figured God ought to be grateful she showed up in His house at all, given her distaste for His indiscriminate dispersal of the Death Angel among her friends and siblings.
“Ain’t a lick of pride in outliving your brothers and sisters,
Libby.” She said it often enough that I can pull off a believable impression. Nobody at the local comedy club need fear me as competition, but the cousins get a kick out of it at family reunions.
Leaning on the tile and cast-iron coffee table, I crane every-
thing in me to look at the wall clock in the entry. Almost four in the morning? I haven’t even decided who will sing special music at Greg’s memorial service. Don’t most women plan their husband’s funeral if he’s more than a few minutes late?
In the past, before this hour, I’m mentally two weeks beyond
the service, trying to decide whether to keep the house or move to a condo downtown.
He’s never been this late before. And he’s never been alone
in the wilderness. A lightning bolt of something—
fear? antici-
pation? pain?—
ripples my skin and exits through the soles of my feet.
The funeral plans no longer seem a semimorbid way to
occupy my mind while I wait for the lights of his Jeep. Not pointless imaginings but preparation.
That sounds like a thought I should command to flee in the
name of Jesus or some other holy incantation. But it stares at me with narrowed eyes as if to say, “I dare you.”