Authors: Agatha Christie
From thoughts of Restarick, he went on to Claudia. Claudia and Andrew Restarick. Was it chance, sheer chance, that she had come to be his secretary? There might be a link between them. Claudia. He considered her. Three girls in a flat, Claudia Reece-Holland's flat. She had been the one who had taken the flat originally, and shared it first with a friend, a girl she already knew, and then with another girl, the third girl.
The third girl,
thought Poirot. Yes, it always came back to that. The third girl. And that is where
he
had come in the end. Where he had
had
to come. Where all this thinking out of patterns had led. To Norma Restarick.
A girl who had come to consult him as he sat at breakfast. A girl whom he had joined at a table in a café where she had recently been eating baked beans with the young man she loved. (He always seemed to see her at mealtimes, he noted!) And what did he think about her? First, what did other people think about her? Restarick cared for her and was desperately anxious about her, desperately
frightened for her. He not only suspectedâhe was quite sure, apparently, that she had tried to poison his recently married wife. He had consulted a doctor about her. Poirot felt he would like dearly to talk to that doctor himself, but he doubted if he would get anywhere. Doctors were very chary of parting with medical information to anyone but a duly accredited person such as the parents. But Poirot could imagine fairly well what the doctor had said. He had been cautious, Poirot thought, as doctors are apt to be. He'd hemmed and hawed and spoken perhaps of medical treatment. He had not stressed too positively a mental angle, but had certainly suggested it or hinted at it. In fact, the doctor probably was privately sure that that was what
had
happened. But he also knew a good deal about hysterical girls, and that they sometimes did things that were not really the result of mental causes, but merely of temper, jealousy, emotion, and hysteria. He would not be a psychiatrist himself nor a neurologist. He would be a GP who took no risks of making accusations about which he could not be sure, but suggested certain things out of caution. A job somewhere or otherâa job in London, later perhaps treatment from a specialist?
What did anyone else think of Norma Restarick? Claudia Reece-Holland? He didn't know. Certainly not from the little that he knew about her. She was capable of hiding any secret, she would certainly let nothing escape her which she did not mean to let escape. She had shown no signs of wanting to turn the girl outâwhich she might have done if she had been afraid of her mental condition. There could not have been much discussion between her and Frances on the subject since the other girl had so innocently let escape the fact that Norma had not returned to them after her weekend at home. Claudia had been annoyed about that. It was
possible that Claudia was more in the pattern than she appeared. She had brains, Poirot thought, and efficiencyâ¦He came back to Norma, came back once again to the third girl. What was
her
place in the pattern? The place that would pull the whole thing together. Ophelia, he thought? But there were two opinions to that, just as there were two opinions about Norma. Was Ophelia mad or was she pretending madness? Actresses had been variously divided as to how the part should be playedâor perhaps, he should say, producers. They were the ones who had the ideas. Was Hamlet mad or sane? Take your choice. Was Ophelia mad or sane?
Restarick would not have used the word “mad” even in his thoughts about his daughter.
Mentally disturbed
was the term that everyone preferred to use. The other word that had been used of Norma had been “batty.” “She's a bit batty.” “Not quite all there.” “A bit wanting, if you know what I mean.” Were “daily women” good judges? Poirot thought they might be. There
was
something odd about Norma, certainly, but she might be odd in a different way to what she seemed. He remembered the picture she had made slouching into his room, a girl of today, the modern type looking just as so many other girls looked. Limp hair hanging on her shoulders, the characterless dress, a skimpy look about the kneesâall to his old-fashioned eyes looking like an adult girl pretending to be a child.
“I'm sorry, you are too old.”
Perhaps it was true. He'd looked at her through the eyes of someone old, without admiration, to him just a girl without apparently will to please, without coquetry. A girl without any sense of her own femininityâno charm or mystery or enticement, who had nothing to offer, perhaps, but plain biological sex. So it may be that
she was right in her condemnation of him. He could not help her because he did not understand her, because it was not even possible for him to appreciate her. He had done his best for her, but what had that meant up to date? What had he done for her since that one moment of appeal? And in his thoughts the answer came quickly.
He had kept her safe.
That at least. If, indeed, she needed keeping safe. That was where the whole point lay.
Did
she need keeping safe? That preposterous confession! Really, not so much a confession as an announcement:
“I think I may have committed a murder.”
Hold on to that, because that was the crux of the whole thing. That was his métier. To deal with murder, to clear up murder, to
prevent
murder! To be the good dog who hunts down murder. Murder announced. Murder
somewhere.
He had looked for it and had not found it. The pattern of arsenic in the soup? A pattern of young hooligans stabbing each other with knifes? The ridiculous and sinister phrase,
bloodstains in the courtyard.
A shot fired from a revolver. At whom, and why?
It was not as it ought to be, a form of crime that would fit with the words she had said: “I may have committed a murder.” He had stumbled on in the dark, trying to see a pattern of crime, trying to see where the third girl fitted into that pattern, and coming back always to the same urgent need to know what this girl was really like.
And then with a casual phrase, Ariadne Oliver had, as he thought, shown him the light. The supposed suicide of a woman at Borodene Mansions.
That
would fit. It was where the third girl had her living quarters. It
must
be the murder that she had meant. Another murder committed about the same time would have been too much of a coincidence! Besides there was no sign or trace of
any other murder that had been committed about then. No other death that could have sent her hotfoot to consult him, after listening at a party to the lavish admiration of his own achievements which his friend, Mrs. Oliver, had given to the world. And so, when Mrs. Oliver had informed him in a casual manner of the woman who had thrown herself out of the window, it had seemed to him that at last he had got what he had been looking for.
Here was the clue. The answer to his perplexity. Here he would find what he needed. The why, the when, the where.
“
Quelle déception,
” said Hercule Poirot, out loud.
He stretched out his hand, and sorted out the neatly typed résumé of a woman's life. The bald facts of Mrs. Charpentier's existence. A woman of forty-three of good social position, reported to have been a wild girlâtwo marriagesâtwo divorcesâa woman who liked men. A woman who of late years had drunk more than was good for her. A woman who liked parties. A woman who was now reported to go about with men a good many years younger than herself. Living in a flat alone in Borodene Mansions, Poirot could understand and feel the sort of woman she was, and had been, and he could see why such a woman might wish to throw herself out of a high window one early morning when she awoke to despair.
Because she had cancer or thought she had cancer?
But at the inquest, the medical evidence had said very definitely that that was not so.
What he wanted was some kind of a link with Norma Restarick. He could not find it. He read through the dry facts again.
Identification had been supplied at the inquest by a solicitor. Louise Carpenter, though she had used a Frenchified form of her surnameâCharpentier. Because it went better with her Christian
name? Louise? Why was the name Louise familiar? Some casual mention?âa phrase?âhis fingers riffled neatly through typewritten pages. Ah! there it was! Just that one reference. The girl for whom Andrew Restarick had left his wife had been a girl named Louise Birell. Someone who had proved to be of little significance in Restarick's later life. They had quarrelled and parted after about a year. The same pattern, Poirot thought. The same thing obtaining that had probably obtained all through this particular woman's life. To love a man violently, to break up his home, perhaps, to live with him, and then quarrel with him and leave him. He felt sure, absolutely sure, that this Louise Charpentier was the same Louise.
Even so, how did it tie up with the girl Norma? Had Restarick and Louise Charpentier come together again when he returned to England? Poirot doubted it. Their lives had parted years ago. That they had by any chance come together again seemed unlikely to the point of impossibility! It had been a brief and in reality unimportant infatuation. His present wife would hardly be jealous enough of her husband's past to wish to push his former mistress out of a window. Ridiculous! The only person so far as he could see who might have been the type to harbour a grudge over many long years, and wish to execute revenge upon the woman who had broken up her home, might have been the first Mrs. Restarick. And that sounded wildly impossible also, and anyway, the first Mrs. Restarick was dead!
The telephone rang. Poirot did not move. At this particular moment he did not want to be disturbed. He had a feeling of being on a trail of some kindâ¦He wanted to pursue itâ¦The telephone stopped. Good. Miss Lemon would be coping with it.
The door opened and Miss Lemon entered.
“Mrs. Oliver wants to speak to you,” she said.
Poirot waved a hand. “Not now, not now,
I pray you!
I cannot speak to her now.”
“She says there is something that she has just thought ofâsomething she forgot to tell you. About a piece of paperâan unfinished letter, which seems to have fallen out of a blotter in a desk in a furniture van. A rather incoherent story,” added Miss Lemon, allowing a note of disapproval to enter her voice.
Poirot waved more frantically.
“Not
now,
” he urged. “I beg of you, not
now.
”
“I will tell her you are busy.”
Miss Lemon retreated.
Peace descended once more upon the room. Poirot felt waves of fatigue creeping over him. Too much thinking. One
must
relax. Yes, one must relax. One must let tension goâin relaxation the pattern would come. He closed his eyes. There were all the components there. He was sure of that now, there was nothing more he could learn from
outside.
It must come from
inside.
Â
And quite suddenlyâjust as his eyelids were relaxing in sleepâ
it came.
â¦
It was all thereâwaiting for him! He would have to work it all out. But he
knew
now. All the bits were there, disconnected bits and pieces, all fitting in. A wig, a picture, 5 a.m., women and their hairdos, the Peacock Boyâall leading to the phrase with which it had begun:
Third Girlâ¦
“I may have committed a murder⦔
Of course!
A ridiculous nursery rhyme came into his mind. He repeated it aloud.
Rub a dub dub, three men in a tub
And who do you think they be?
A butcher, a baker, a candlestick makerâ¦.
Too bad, he couldn't remember the last line. A baker, yes, and in a far-fetched way, a butcherâHe tried out a feminine parody:
Pat a cake, pat, three girls in a flat
And who do you think they be?
A Personal Aide and a girl from the Slade
And the Third is aâ
Miss Lemon came in.
“AhâI remember nowââ
And they all came out of a weenie
POTATO.
'”
Miss Lemon looked at him in anxiety.
“Dr. Stillingfleet insists on speaking to you at once. He says it is
urgent.
”
“Tell Dr. Stillingfleet he canâ
Dr. Stillingfleet,
did you say?”
He pushed past her, caught up the receiver. “I am here. Poirot speaking! Something has happened?”
“She's walked out on me.”
“What?”
“You heard me. She's walked out. Walked out through the front gate.”
“You let her go?”
“What else could I do?”
“You could have stopped her.”
“No.”
“To let her go was madness.”
“No.”
“You don't understand.”
“That was the arrangement. Free to go at any time.”
“You don't understand what may be involved.”
“All right then, I don't. But I know what
I
'm doing. And if I don't let her go, all the work I've done on her would go for nothing. And I
have
worked on her. Your job and my job aren't the same. We're not out for the same thing. I tell you I was getting somewhere. Getting somewhere, so that I was quite sure she
wouldn't
walk out on me.”
“Ah yes. And then,
mon ami,
she did.”
“Frankly, I can't understand it. I can't see why the setback came.”
“Something happened.”
“Yes, but what?”
“Somebody she saw, somebody who spoke to her, somebody who found out where she was.”
“I don't see how that could have happenedâ¦But what you don't seem to see is that she's a free agent. She had to be a free agent.”