This Wicked Magic (25 page)

“Are you talking about me and CJ or you and Reichardt?”

She let out a soft chuckle. “Both. Go sit with him. It creeps me out to know he’s down there alone, probably staring wide-eyed up at the chandelier. How can he sleep? Does he sleep?”

“He does, for short periods. You’re right. I can’t leave him alone. You get some rest. We’ll need to stay strong for whatever the next few days bring.” She hugged her sister and then wandered down to the living room, where the light hurt her eyes.

“Can’t sleep?” he muttered. “Or feeling sorry for the pitiful witch who can’t go home without risking a battle with his own demons?”

“A bit of both.” Vika picked up the compendium from the floor and then settled onto the easy chair next to CJ. “Mind if I join you, oh, pitiful one?”

“Vika, I’m—”

“No more apologies. It is what it is. You’ve done things. I’m still not sure how I feel about that. But for now, I know I can’t stay away from you, and I wanted to be close. I’m tired, so I may fall asleep in your arms.”

“Please do. But what’s with the book?”

“Demons,” she said on a yawn. “I want to know what we’re dealing with.”

“Smart witch you are.” He opened the book on his lap, while Vika nestled closer to give the book some room. Tilting her head against his shoulder, she watched his face as he paged through the book.

The incorporeal demon was listed, and CJ read the page, explaining that the demons from Daemonia were the upper crust, so to speak, the royalty of demons. While the lesser demons most often tread the mortal realm and were shunned by those from Daemonia.

Closing her eyes, she allowed his deep yet quiet recitation to lull her. He smelled good. Like a favorite sweater taken out from a cedar drawer and snuggled against one’s face. Hers.

She’d said she loved him.

Love? Possibly. Yet shame on her for falling for a man she had known was trouble from the beginning, and for allowing her heart to lead her when normally— Hell. What was so wrong with following her heart?

Besides getting attacked by demons and being threatened with the removal of her soul?

Sighing, she spread her fingers down his chest and felt the hum of his protection wards against her palm. “Take down your wards,” she whispered.

With a few whispered words from CJ, the hum ceased, and Vika pulled up her leg to snuggle in closer to her lover. “Can we have what we think we want from each other?”

“Yes. No. I don’t know, Vika.” He closed the book and slid it down aside the chair and returned her hug. “I want you. My heart craves your beauty and light. But I’m not so stupid to think that selfish desire isn’t hurting you.”

“Why must it be selfish to love someone? I struggle with that, too. Like if I relax and let myself love you, the world will not approve, that it’ll sneer at me and say I’m asking far too much. I don’t want to feel that way. I take my reluctance as a portent.”

“Your saffron petals tell you anything about us?”

“No, only that a warlock is present in my life.”

“Grim.” He sighed. “Because of me.”

“Do you think he’ll come after me to get to you?
Is
he after you?”

“I suspect so. I sensed a push against my wards right after the accident, and then the following day. If Grim obtained some of my blood, he would be able to track me down but, ultimately, wouldn’t have been able to breech my wards.”

“The blood on the dashboard.”

He nodded. “But he has nothing of yours and shouldn’t be aware of our connection, so the petal reading baffles me. Are you sure you’re not aware of any other warlocks in your or Libby’s life?”

“Trust me, I do not consort with the like.”

“Didn’t think so. It could be a vague reference to my parents, though they’re totally out of the picture. And now that Grief is gone, I’m feeling oddly at peace with their sins.”

“I’m glad you got that. You shouldn’t have to suffer for the things your parents did. But still, there be demons.”

“Indeed.” He stroked her neck, playing with her hair. “What the book said about the ranking of demons. It could serve to our advantage if we have to enact the Night March.”

“I don’t want to think about it, but I know it’s important that we do. I trust you, Certainly Jones.”

Vika yawned and fell asleep, her ear pressed to his chest, the soft rhythm of his heartbeats lulling her to Nod.

Chapter 20

CJ
had left at sunrise with a kiss and mention he was heading to his brother’s house.

Libby tended the garden out back, humming the theme from some overhyped love song Vika had heard far too many times on the radio. Her sister was in love, and such emotion manifested in an amazing aura that literally tilted the flower heads toward her as she walked by them. Touching a white rose made the blossom grow thicker, the core of it tinting deep red, and Libby smiled at the result.

Vika, on hands and knees, with rubber gloves and kneepads on, swept the scrub brush over the tile kitchen floor. It was as though she were trying to rub out the soul bringer’s existence as she forced the brush over the places where he had stood holding her sister in a death grip.

“Maybe I’m jealous,” she muttered, and sat back, dropping the brush in the bucket of vinegar and lemon water.

Not a single thing to be jealous over. Besides, she had her own man. As dark and troubled as he was.

She had dived headfirst into this adventure with Certainly, thinking more of the high she’d get from cleaning him up than the real possibility she might actually fall for the guy. And now that she had, life had become remarkable and miserable. She wanted the romance and passion and closeness, but she did not want the demons, dark magic and threats from the soul bringer. Nor did she want to see the world overrun with demons courtesy some macabre Night March.

Would it be wrong to bail from the relationship in hopes to save her sister and herself from Reichardt’s wrath?

“I can’t do that.” She wrapped her gloved hands about her upper arms and leaned against the door frame, Libby’s spectacular communion with the flowers in sight. “I do love him.”

She admired CJ’s intelligence and all the magics he had learned over the years. He was a calm and thoughtful man, despite his obvious inner struggles. He thought of others before himself more often than not, though any man was allowed a few selfish hang-ups, such as a decades-long testosterone-fueled battle against a warlock.

Physically he moved with such ease through the world. Grounded wherever he stood, strong with muscles yet even more powerful with wisdom and magic.

But what she loved most about Certainly Jones was his ability to survive, even when the worst struck.

Love involved more than the romance, passion and closeness. It involved sticking it out through thick and thin, seeing beyond the bad to the light on the other side. Even if that light was obnoxious and glittered madly. She’d never look at a chandelier the same again.

Salamander meowed, but he did not move from the living room doorway, where she had begun scrubbing and the floor was still wet. Wise cat. He’d never been so thoughtful of her hard work while in human form. Some men were born animals, she decided with a smirk.

“My relationships have never been outstanding,” she noted, woefully at a loss over what, if anything, she could ever do to make Sal’s life better. As far as she knew, he was simply a cat now and did not have memories of his mortal life. She hoped.

“But the nun’s life is not for me. Better to have excitement and danger than boring and mellow, yes?”

Salamander looked away, unconcerned with her emotional struggles. An animal through and through.

CJ’s suggestion she convince the war demon to slaughter all the demons raised upon inciting the Nacht März was a clever idea. And she had no doubt the demon was capable. But did she have the courage to stand up to War? Could she influence the demon to do her bidding? She’d withstood Menace, Pain, Lust and even Grief. A little war shouldn’t be so difficult.

With a heavy sigh, she sunk against the door frame. The sky was bright, and she imagined CJ must be out enjoying the light. She hoped he was but knew he was probably stooped over his worktable, concocting spells, searching for some means to solve this problem.

“He needs to relax. He’s the world on his shoulders, or rather, in his soul. He needs someone to...”

Support him. He needed her.

Vika sat up. Why wasn’t she there at his side? When the man most needed her strength, she had opted to stay home and clean?

Tugging off the rubber gloves, she stood and left the bucket and gloves where they lay. Narrowly avoiding a trip from Salamander, Vika headed out the front door. She couldn’t let him go through this himself. Love was stronger than that.

* * *

CJ tucked his cell phone in a pocket and looked out across the fifth quarter of Paris from the rooftop. The Luxembourg gardens put up a frothy green canopy not far off. TJ had no ideas for how to solve his problem, though he was going to think on it. He shouldn’t ask his brother’s help. He had begun a family and should not be asked to risk his life now.

A raven soared overhead and landed on an electrical line, cocking its head to take in CJ. “You think I should listen to the red witch?” he asked, shoving his hands in his jeans pockets.

Vika had suggested he bring Grim in on the matter. Ridiculous. And yet, keeping one’s enemy close was never stupid.

“Hell.” He closed his eyes, tilting back his head. Sunlight bled across his skin, but he still felt cold. Worthless.

Unworthy of her trust, which she seemed to give so freely. And each time she did, he bruised that trust, or shot it all to hell. What was he doing wrong? Why could he not step up to the challenge of Viktorie St. Charles and successfully accomplish the task?

“Vika,” he muttered, sending her name out through the ether. “I want to be deserving of your love.”

* * *

CJ stepped down from the roof stairs and into the sixth-floor hallway just as Vika reached his door. “Vika.”

“I couldn’t stay away.”

“I was hoping you’d sense my thoughts. I drew you to me.”

“I won’t argue that.”

A smear of grease dashed his jaw and he was shirtless. The muscles on that witch were commendable. Witchcraft did work more than the mind. Add the surprising allure of the tattoos, and she was a lovesick fool. Now Vika knew why she had stayed away. Because near him she lost all sense and simply wanted to kiss him, hold him, touch him. Become a part of him.

“What’s got you so smiley?” he asked.

“Just admiring the sexy view.”

He preened a hand down his abs, seeming to take her comment with surprise.

“Think I should get a tattoo?” she asked teasingly.

“Maybe my name on your gorgeous derriere?”

“Would that make you happy?”

“It would surprise the hell out of me to find a mark on your perfect skin. And one with my name? So wrong.”

“Or maybe so right. I could sit on you whenever I chose.”

He chuckled.

“You fix the generator?”

“Tip-top shape now. Sometimes I amaze myself with my mechanical ability. TJ is usually the one who fixes things. So, I thought you said you needed to keep an eye on Libby. Did you bring her along?”

She tugged him to her, and he slid his hands over her hips. “Libby is under a powerful spell that can’t be uncast.”

“Love,” CJ whispered, savoring the tone of it.

“Yes, love. It’s a condition I’m familiar with of late.”

“I like the condition.”

“And I didn’t want you sitting alone muddling over the dire consequences the world has forced upon you.”

“I don’t want to worry you with this stuff, Vika.”

“Yes, well, a part of being in a relationship is knowing when to let the other person worry.”

He leaned in and whispered at her ear, “Relationship?”

“We have both dropped the
L-
word. I think that implies a relationship. Can you deal with that, dark one?”

“I think I can, Sybarite of My Soul. Let’s go inside. I have to wash this grease off.”

“Probably you should shower,” she said, following him inside and strolling under the spectacular glitter of the prismatic light.

“You think I smell?”

“No.” She drew a finger along his cheek, avoiding the grease. “But if you need help, you know...reaching the hard places.” She slid her hand down, over his erection.

“I think I do. Temptress.”

* * *

Relationship. The word felt like elixir to his brain as CJ soaped up under the warm shower stream. Actually, he wasn’t doing the soaping. Vika’s fingers glided over his skin, caressing his muscles and slicking his arms and thighs. Vetiver, earthy and astringent, drifted into his senses and dizzied his thoughts. Now was no time for concentration. Now—

He let out a deep, satisfied moan as Vika’s mouth slipped over the swollen head of his erection. And he’d avoided relationships for what insane reason?

He slid his fingers down her slick hair and gripped the top of the shower bar with his other hand. She was a master at bringing him to climax. When he could no longer hold back the tremendous wave surging toward explosion, CJ cried out.

His wicked mistress slid up his body. “That’s my own form of watersexmagic,” she said.

“You can practice it on me anytime you like, Mistress of the Magical Tongue.” He kissed her wet mouth. “Now it’s my turn.”

He waggled his tattooed fingers at her, and she kissed the tips of each one then placed his hand over her slick, hard nipple. He had but to tap them lightly, focusing on heightening the sensual energy beneath his touch and driving it into her skin.

Vika moaned loudly and bit into his shoulder. The pleasurable pain signaled he was gaining experience with skin magic. Sliding his fingers down her slick belly, he teased her sensual peak until she came gently in his embrace, a sigh honoring his skills.

* * *

After the shower, they dried off then wandered, naked, to the couch to snuggle in each other’s arms wrapped beneath a blanket.

“Thanks for being here for me,” CJ said as Vika snuggled against his bare chest and twirled a finger through the dark hairs queued down his belly to his, once again, erect penis. “It means a lot. I realize I had no clue what I was missing over the years. This
being together,
holding you and feeling your skin against mine—I don’t know how I survived so long without it.”