Those That Wake 02: What We Become (2 page)

She did not, thankfully, ask him if he could do that.

The door whispered open. Large hands drew him to his feet. The room felt like it was teetering and swirling around him, but he found that if he kept his eyes closed, he could stumble along with assistance.

Another door opened, and he passed through into a darker space. It was humid, hot enough so that Mal felt a prickle of sweat on his forehead and down his spine. He was set down on a chair, shifted so that he didn’t have to support his own weight but wasn’t leaning on his bound wrists. Cautiously, he opened his eyes into slits.

The light in here was hazy red, pouring from ledges along the walls. It cast the center of the room in a dim but hot glow, like a dying ember, though the outlying areas of the room were still steeped in shadow. Before him, in that shadow, the floor rose a level, and on that platform was the wide blot of a huge desk, nearly the size of a small car. Desks were the corporate equivalent of a modern throne, and, Mal supposed, some might have believed that the bigger your throne, the greater your status. But truly, it was the vague silhouette at the other side of the desk that demanded attention. It was small enough that you could almost believe it was a trick of your eyes and did not exist at all. But then the glare of the red light would pick up a stray detail, the gentlest sense of movement, and Mal had to focus, no matter how badly it cut into his brain.

The shadow was slight, so thin as to appear almost skeletal. Hands lay upon the desk, fingers long and sharp, but unmoving. The features of the face were impossible to make out, but Mal imagined folds and creases so deep, they swallowed the shadow around it, a parchment so ancient and wrinkled and dry that if you touched it, it would crumble to dust.

When Mal was a young boy, his father had told him a story, a story that both he and his father would return to in the years before the older man had died, because the story seemed to speak to them both about something deep in themselves. This story flooded back to Mal now, the myth of Medusa, who slithered in her shadowed temple, a monster in a world of winding darkness. And if you penetrated the darkness too far, gazed on the monster’s countenance, you were destroyed. Mal squeezed his eyes tightly shut again.

“There was a great city,” the voice said from the shadows, a dry whisper that would have been blotted out by the gentlest noise, had there been anything but silence around it. “It was attacked and scarred. A giant dome broke its skyline . . . and that dome was made of fear. Fear infected people’s minds . . . and their minds destroyed the city.”

Then the room was quiet again for such a long time that Mal was not certain he hadn’t dreamed the words. Maybe there was the sound of shaking breath, the monster rallying its strength to continue. Finally, it did.

“I whispered into people’s ears and changed their minds. Soon the dome was made of strength, a tribute to . . . the human ability to overcome fear. Now the city is great again, people flock to it to see . . . this monument to human achievement. Minds are tools, and I use those tools . . . to shape the world. But you already know how minds affect the world . . . don’t you, boy?”

Yes. Mal knew that.

A moment passed as the monster breathed.

“There is a mind out in the city. It is more powerful . . . than any mind before. I want it.”

Even with his eyes closed, it was as if Mal could feel the monster’s gaze turned on him. It was a long minute before the voice returned.

“Where is Jon Remak?” it finally asked.

“Gone. He’s gone.” Mal’s own words vibrated through his skull until he gritted his teeth to stop from screaming.

“But you will find him. And bring him to me. That is all.”

Hands were on Mal again. They dragged him from the seat and out of the hot darkness, leaving the monster alone in its lair.

Light stabbed through Mal’s eyelids. He was brought back down a hallway, his legs buckling every few steps. They stopped, and he felt the cool tingle of a spray injector in his right bicep.

“It took us a while to get ahold of you, Mal.” It was the woman, Kliest, beside him. “But now you have a chemical geolocator in you, and we’ll have you when we want you. And if you make it hard, we’ll take the girl. Find what he wants, Mal. You have three days.”

A door whispered open, and Mal was pulled back into the small, bright space of the elevator.

“Drop him where you found him,” her voice said before the door closed, and they moved down.

Out of the elevator, into the limo. The car moved, back into the sounds of traffic, through the streets, eventually pulled over. The door opened; Mal was shoved harshly out. His knees came down hard on cement, his hands still bound behind his back with the sharp plastic. A door slammed, the limo pulled away.

Mal could picture himself, bound, his clothes stained with blood, kneeling on the flawlessly clean sidewalk, with all the flawlessly clean and oblivious people walking around, sparing just enough attention to navigate the obstacle. But the MCT were watching, always, and in no time officers would pick him up.

The city was so bright now, every skyscraper reflecting a scouring gleam onto the streets. So he opened his eyes into a squint and, through the agony of razors, found what he needed: half a block away, between a gourmet coffee superstore and an office building.

He rose, a wounded behemoth swaying to its feet. He staggered forward, glancing against a woman who focused just long enough to say “fucker,” and then hazed back out behind her cellenses and hurried along. Higher powers had polished up the city, made it bright and shiny to cover up the decay beneath, and his bloody body was an unacceptable assault on that world.

He came to the spot, fell against the wall to steady himself, then pushed off and disappeared into one of the city’s forgotten places.

“
I MUST CONFESS, I FIND
your credentials quite impressive, Ms. Westlake,” said the man with the judgmental eyes and the thick, thick head of blond hair, styled into a fashionable sweep. “For an eighteen-year-old,” he added with unconcealed distress.

“Thank you, sir,” Laura said from the other side of the rich, wooden desk, inlaid with a plexi-optic surface that projected the screen and keyboard in a hovering crystalline image above it. Dr. Richard Innes, as the plaque on the door identified him, also had a large window that looked down into the hospital parking lot and the small forest of surrounding trees.

“Of course, being eighteen suggests other issues. Oversleeping, for instance.”

“Um, no, sir. I am sorry to be late. There was only a single elevator working downstairs.”

“Yes. We have stairs as well, you know.”

“I did know that, Dr. Innes, but security wouldn’t let me into the hallway.”

“You might think about arriving earlier, to head off such problems.”

Seriously, dude?
Laura worked hard to keep it out of her face.
Seriously?

“I’ll try to remember that.”

“Do.” He cleared his throat, his expression proclaiming that he was doing her the favor of starting fresh. “I see you’ve selected your major already. I believe you’re still a freshman, is that not right?”

“That’s correct, sir.”

“Are you not concerned with limiting your options?”

“I’m very committed to psychology. I’ve been committed to it for a few years now.”

“Yes, I see that by your advanced placement work in high school. Yet no internships until now. We decided to shoot for the very top on our first outing, didn’t we, Ms. Westlake?”

She blinked once, over her unfaltering smile.

“I had a family emergency during my senior year in high school, Mr. Innes. It didn’t leave me any time to pursue internships and keep my grades at a high level. So that I could be considered for such top-level positions.” Had he detected the note of sarcasm she was striving to quash?

“
Doctor
Innes,” he corrected. “Perhaps this family emergency would explain why you’ve failed to qualify on the new Voight-Kampf Diagnostics programs.”

“As you noted, sir, I’m still a freshman. We don’t generally train on diagnostics software until the final term. My adviser has assured me, though, that I’ll be permitted to start during the next semester.”

“Impressive for you, I’m certain,” Innes said. “Somewhat too late for us, I’m afraid.”

“I . . . see.” Laura could feel her jaw muscles tightening. She never had an easy time with officious middle-echelon corporate lackeys. Less so when her own adviser had commented that she was more capable already than many of the seniors they were sending out for similar positions. Less still, when the interview had pushed back a reunion with her boyfriend, returning today after a three-day absence he playfully but frustratingly refused to explain. Her boyfriend, who was, even now, probably waiting for her under the flagpole back on campus. “I’d thought that the hospital might be more interested in someone with an ability to connect with people rather than hook those people into machines and dispense brain-deadening medication.”

“
Excuse
me?” His judgmental eyes sharpened to an executioner’s glare.

“Well, Mr. Innes, I can see that the budget that should have been spent keeping the elevators working so that visitors or—oh, I don’t know—your
patients
wouldn’t have to wait in the lobby for ten minutes has instead gone to your antique desk and fancy computer screen.”

“Ms. Westlake,” he said, leaning back in his chair, his voice going low, “it’s clear you’re not the material we’re looking for. And it’s
Doctor
Innes.”

“Sad,” she said, rising. “Sadder still, you’re clearly not the material
I’m
looking for, Richard.”

She closed the door gently behind her before he could mount a response. God, these corporate bureaucrats buried in their technology. She didn’t know whether it was the men or the machines she could stand less.

She found the stairway entrance up here, not blocked off by security, and went downstairs, pleased for the opportunity to blow by the seated guard downstairs who had blocked her path before. She went out to the parking lot and got into her car and pulled her cell. Plenty of people she could call about this development, a few who would even be upset if she didn’t. Or call her guy. That was most tempting. But holding the cell, even pulling it out, felt distasteful. In minutes she would actually see him, not on a miniature screen digitally sharpened until he looked more like a special effect than a person, not transmitted across miles of space, but actually
him,
right before her. Good enough to touch.

She drove the miles to campus, found a space near her dorm, started walking toward the main square, and soon found herself half running with excitement. It was just three days, but that was somehow three days too many.

There was the massive flagpole, with both the college’s gold, white, and blue flag and the Stars and Stripes fluttering serenely in an early spring breeze, a glare of sun cutting majestically between them. Lots of kids gathered at the base, the college’s unofficial Place Where Things Happened. Too much of a crowd to see if he was—

“Laura,” came his voice, from behind. She turned into his soft smile and put herself into his open arms. “You okay, Button?”

She nodded into his chest, suddenly not sure she could speak without cracking.

“How was the interview?” he asked, his breath falling on the top of her head.

She shook her head.

“Crappy,” she managed to say.

“Is that the problem?”

“No.” It wasn’t. She barely even cared about that now. “No problems.” She looked up at him, the sun blinding her from behind his head. The sun, or just seeing him. “Just glad you’re back, Josh.”

He nodded.

“Glad, too.” They kissed and held on to it, students flowing around them, the hubbub receding to the back of her mind. Her hands found his cheeks, cupped his face. She kept going until her finger touched something small and metal. She stopped dead.

She pulled her head back, tilted her neck so she could see it.

“You got one,” she said. “That’s where you were the last three days.”

“Yeah, Button. Surprise.” It came out a little lame.

“We were . . .” She stepped back but caught the tone in her own voice and smoothed it out. “We talked about doing it together.”

“I know, Laura.” Big smile. With those deep, dark eyes and that slim, jagged scar down his cheek that brought the perfection of his features out, and that shaggy head of dark hair, it could defuse a protest before it even heated up. “Don’t be upset. You kept putting it off, kept talking about how nervous you were about it. I just thought if I did it, you’d see it was no big thing, and I would still come with you when you got yours. You’re not mad, are you? Don’t be mad,” he started with the funny wheedling voice. It usually worked. “Much better if you’re not mad. Come on, come on.”

She wasn’t mad, not exactly. But looking at the thing, the tiny little metal disk lodged just in front of his left ear, right over the jawbone, it made her queasy, almost made her feel like she was talking to someone who wasn’t quite Josh. She worked hard to put a smile on her face and keep it there.

“So,” she said, looking at his eyes, looking to see if something was there—she wasn’t even sure what. “How was it?”

“It was nothing at all. Like getting an ear pierced. They knock you out for, like, an hour and implant the transponder. Then they put the magnetic patch on.” He reached up and touched the disk, maybe a third of an inch in diameter, and removed it, leaving a tiny patch of shiny skin beneath. “I can make and receive audio signals just by thinking about it, Laura. It’s unbelievably awesome. I almost made you my first call, but I wanted to surprise you. And”—he pulled out a pair of slim, black sunglasses—“you clip it into these.” He put them on, the small disk of the cellpatch on his temple clipping into a small circular interface in the earpiece of the glasses, and his deep dark eyes disappeared behind the cellenses. “I can get visuals on calls, Internet, watch movies. And games; with the biosync . . .” He raised his eyebrows hyperbolically. “
GTA 8
is vicious in these. It’s unbelievable, Laura. I’m telling you—you’re gonna love it.”