Thrall (A Vampire Romance) (17 page)

I just stared at him.
 

“I can’t believe you’re real.”

I cough.

He looks at me, eyes wide.

“Chris-“
 

Again a cough tears out of my throat, a deep hack, and when I breathe in the air, I can’t draw enough in and my lungs burn. There’s something moving. I can feel it. I claw at my throat until he stops me, grabbing my wrists. Mike pulls me to him and bends me forward and I shudder with a full body dry heave, hack and cough and sputter again, and I can feel it moving.

Out. Out. Have to get it out.

He’s got me, his arms around my waist. I can’t breathe. I can’t
breathe.
Every time I try to fill my lungs a burning, surging panic rips through my body.

“Chris, honey,” he says, his voice choked with anguish, “this is gonna hurt.”

He pulls me against him, reaches out, and extends his fingers. My vision is blurring and my eyes are burning but I can see the nails in the wooden panels covering the windows moving on their own, sliding out of the wood like grass springing from the Earth. The panels shift and the morning light cuts blazing through the gloom and a scream chokes out of my throat as it washes over me.

“Stop,” I beg, but it comes out as a choked gurgle.

It hurts, oh God it hurts, I’m burning. Smoke curls from my fingers, puffs out of my nostrils, and the thing in my throat
screams
. I can hear it, a high pitched wail of agony as something else moves inside me. Uncoils. He turns me and pulls me against his body, sliding-sweat-slick against me, and I straddle him. He enters me as naturally as he takes me in his arms, his cock filling me as I arch back, the ecstasy of our union mingling with the agony of the fire as the wood falls away and the light blazes.

A light shines in the darkness.

He presses his warm lips to mine and I taste love and ash, and roll my hips. Every motion of my body as I ride him chases the taste of the flames from my flesh. The candles flare with green flames, licking high into the air. He breaks from the kiss and I kiss him, feeling our bodies intertwine. I open my eyes and he’s full of light, burning light, stinging my eyes. His body is an illusion, seen through a brighter world as his hands rake down my back and his chest presses against my breasts and he sinks sharp teeth into my shoulder and drinks deep. I ride him harder, egged on by the stinging pain in my shoulder, the heat ripping through my body.

I feel a cold spot form in my chest, a lump of ice. He falls back and pulls me on top. I rear up, arch my back, and ride, hammering him with my hips, pounding his cock inside me. As the pleasure builds I keel forward, leaning on his chest, and switch from a fast hard pump to a slow grind, rolling my hips, gripping him with my body. A surge of pleasure flies through me and I roll back, and the cold knot in my chest drives up, up, pushed away by the rolling tide of heat.

He’s made of liquid gold and I see it curling him inside him, a serpent made of jade and onyx, and there’s one in me now, too. They slide together, intertwine like a caduceus. I feel two bodies at once, the warm flesh mingled with his and his fingers sliding over my breast as he flicks my nipples and the thick scaly body of spirit crushed in his coils. The cold thing in my throat claws, pull its way back in.

I can’t hold it back anymore. I arch back, crushing his hands in mine as a tremendous peak rips through me. As I cry out, a stream of ash rockets out of my mouth, like cigarette smoke held too long, thick and black and oily. It curls overhead and makes a shape, a hint of something twisted and unreal. It has too many legs, too many eyes. It does not belong here.

As Michael fills me with his seed, I scream.

“Get
out!”

The thing holds it shape, takes form, no longer smoke, now oily. Legs, shiny button eyes.

He surges up, pulls me to him, and his kiss is full of my blood. My fangs slice open his tongue and our lifeblood mingles in our mouths. We roll, still locked together at the hips, in a rolling, hammering, ecstatic surge that redefines fucking. It feels like it goes on for hours, starting again as soon as it stops.

The dark thing loses its shape. The room is full of light. There is something past it, something huge, and its tiny too-many eyes quiver with terror before its shape breaks completely into a puff of smoke, then dust, and then nothing at all.

Somehow I got on my hands and knees, and Mike has one hand on my neck, squeezing, the other knotted in my hair. I throw myself back, rising on my knees and he pulls me against him.

Andi stands in the library, outside the circle. She’s fading out, like an old photo.

“Help me,” she pleads through the ruins of her throat, and then she’s gone.

I go boneless, like a puppet with my strings cut, and fall. Mike catches me and guides me to the floor. I spread out, exhausted.

The sun is shining, kissing my skin with its heat.

“Don’t move, honey,” he whispers.

I have to. I have to. I get up on my hands and knees, wobbly to my feet. I step over the edge of the circle, limping to the desk and fall on it, resting my palms on the edge, and stare out the windows.

“Outside,” I whisper, “Take me outside. Please. I have to see it.”

“You’re still weak. You don’t understand what you just went through.”

“Please,” I choke out,
“Please.”

“
Alright.”

He gets up, leaves me leaning on the desk. He comes back wrapped up in a robe, and swaddles me in a blanket, lifting me bodily from the floor. I’m too weak to do more than curl against him and wrap my arms around his neck, but he carries me like I weigh nothing at all, out through the door and outside. The air is frigid, crisp. He lowers me to the ground and my toes curl from the freezing pavers as they sting my bare skin, but I don’t care.

The sun blazes in the sky, a disk of gold burning through a haze of thin clouds, but the first snow falls anyway. I shrug out of the blanket and step out into the air, shivering, teeth chattering, back arched as the light soaks into my skin. I close my eyes and grin stupidly, but have to open my eyes again and stare until a purple disk burns into my vision. The sun. I’m alive and awake in the sun.

He throws the blanket around me again and picks me up before I fall, rushes back inside. The world is drifty, insubstantial. I’m back in the bedroom, so tired I have to strain my face in an expression of mock surprise to keep them open. It’s dark and warm in here. Mike sheds his robes and gets in the bed with me, both of us naked. He shudders when he touches my skin. I’m cold as ice. He pulls me against him and touches something to my lips.

I suck on the spout and draw blood from the bag. When it’s empty he gives me another and another. It’s cold but I don’t care. When I swallow it, heat spreads through my body and the rumbling hunger in my tummy fades. There’s four or five of them on the floor by the time I drain the last one and curl up in his arms, burying my face in the crook of his neck, and fall asleep.

Chapter Fifteen

“Chris? Can I come in?”

“Get in here.”

He throws the curtain open, steps inside, and pulls it shut. Even under the scalding water, the blast of chilly air from the other side makes my teeth chatter. I stand under it until my hair is soaked to my neck, and he immediately starts playing with it, first running it through his fingers and then working shampoo into it. The familiar scent tickles something deep in my mind.

“Did you dream?”

I take a deep breath and tell him what I saw.

“You know that wasn’t a dream,” he says, and slips his arms around me from behind.

I run my tongue over my teeth. My incisors are sharp little points that scratch my tongue.

Am I part snake now?

Mike takes my hips and spins me around, presses me to the cold tile wall and
 
tips the showerhead to spray on me.

Then he falls to his knees, and I shudder at the touch of his fingertips on my thighs as he presses my legs open and brings his lips to the soft skin of my inner thigh. It makes my knees buckle and I knot a fistful of his hair in my hand. Was it like this before? Was I taking something so simple, yet so intense, for granted? The touch of his lips is electric. He gets on his knees, and runs his hands up the outside of my legs as he trails soft, wet, warm kisses towards my throbbing sex.

When he puts his mouth on my pussy, I cry out and rake my fingers over his scalp. His tongue teases my entrance, his hot breath plays on my skin, and my legs begin to quiver. His finger slides up inside me, easily. I’m so wet I can feel it on my legs, and it’s not the water. My toes curl and my legs shake harder as his finger slides inside me and he sucks lightly on my clit. I almost double over, afraid I’m going to skid my feet out from under me and fall. I feel lightheaded, swimmy, and it feels like my toes have left the ground.

Wait, my toes
have
left the ground. He picks me up off the floor of the tub like I weigh nothing at all, holding my hips in his hands as he stands. I reach up and put my hands on the ceiling, trembling. He takes his mouth away from my sex and I feel a sudden weightless drop and shriek as he lets go of me, only to catch me before my feet touch the floor. He pulls me close, my legs dangling under me as he holds me in the air by the waist. He’s so
strong
. I throw my arms around his neck and tuck up against him.

I blink a few times. I’m strong, too. I can hold myself up easily with just my arms. I slip down a little bit and he pushes me into the wall and enters me, his erection filling me in a single swift, slick stroke, buried to the root. I moan in his ear and it drives him on, harder, harder, driving into me. It
should
hurt, but it feels
good
. He growls in my ear when I run my sharp little teeth over the skin of his shoulder, and thrusts harder when I bite down and taste his salty blood on my tongue. It’s intoxicating, like an elixir. It doubles, triples the sensation as he grinds against me. He knots his hand in my hair and tips my head back, and bends to kiss me, the taste of his blood shared on our tongues. My legs clamp around his hips, my feet waving in the air behind him.

The world flickers. I see motes of dust floating around us but they’re not dust, they’re little points of golden light. The heat spreads from between my legs with every thrust, and I see something
inside
us, swirling around between us. Inside a pool of molten gold a pair of jade serpents intertwine, sliding against each other. I cry out as an explosive burst of pleasure rocks my body, then another, each more than the last. My toes curl, my nails rake his back and I grit my teeth, then give in and cry out as I arch back against the wall and go limp in his arms.

Mike grunts as he finishes in me, his lips and tongue all over my throat. He kisses me as he slows and gently lowers me to the floor, reaches over and shuts off the water. It takes me a while before I can stand up on my own. My legs are like jelly, aftershocks still rippling down to curl my toes.

Wow.

He won’t let go of me. It’s maybe half an hour we stand there, shivering as he pets and fondles and kisses me, and I let him.

Drying is almost redundant but it feels good to rub a towel on my skin, to use a blow dryer on my hair. I put on one of his shirts, practically swimming in it, and a pair of sweats and walk around barefoot, feeling the carpet in the bedroom under my toes. When he’s dressed Mike follows me out.

“Hungry?”

I nod.

It’s not like that. I’m really hungry. For food.

A familiar scent wafts up from the kitchen.

Pancakes!

I take the stairs two at a time and rush into the dining room. Mom sets a stack of five buttermilk pancakes at my place at the table and I hug her and begin eating without a word, uncaring of anything but stuffing my face with
pancakes
. Food, food, food, I can eat whatever I want.

It’s like she’s reading my mind. A big glass of milk, blueberry syrup, a plate of eggs, bacon, English muffins. I eat a week’s worth of food, until I’m so full I feel like I’m going to crawl back to the bed and go to sleep.

During all of this, Mike just watches me and eats a normal portion.

“Slow down,” he finally says.

I look over at him, narrow my eyes and roll my stomach. A nice heavy belch bursts out, and we both start laughing.

My mother rolls her eyes.

I look over at her and almost knock the table off its feet in a rush to throw my arms around her and sob into her shoulder.

There’s so much I need to
do.
A whole world passed me by while I was frozen in time. It’s like waking up from a nightmare.

I look over Mom’s shoulder.

Andi’s dead eyes stare back at me, full of sorrow and fury.
How dare you
.

I gasp and swallow a scream and step back.

My mother blinks a few times. “Chris, what is it?”

“She’s
here,”
I hiss. “Right there.”

I point, and Mom doesn’t see.

Mike does.

I see a flash, between his eyes but a little higher, and I swear another
eye
opens in the middle of his head
, but it’s not really there, it’s made of shadow and light. Bright green and slitted like a snake’s eye, it moves with him.

“I see her too,” he says, softly.

Then Andi is gone again.

“What’s happening?” I turn to him. “Was that a ghost?”

“Not a ghost, a shade. There’s a difference.”

“Here we go,” Mom sighs.

“Christine, come with me. I need to show you something.”

It’s as if Mom knows what he means. She shies away as he takes my hand and leads me through the kitchen. I remember this. Through the pantry is the doorway to the basement, a low-ceiling cellar under this half of the house. Down the rickety wooden steps, we head into the dark, but I don’t feel that pang of fear I used to whenever I came down here as a kid. There can’t be anything in the dark worse than what I’ve already been through, can there? When we reach the bottom, Mike flips a switch and the lights are too bright, too harsh.

This isn’t the basement I remember. The old shelves are gone, the canned goods and boxes and bins are all missing. Newly installed fluorescent lights burn my eyes, until I blink them away and my vision adjusts. I gasp when I see it.