Time's Last Gift (11 page)

Two days later, Gribardsun delivered the baby of Meena, a sixteen-year-old woman, wife of Shimkoobt. Both the mother and baby would have died if Gribardsun had not been there, since he was forced to take the infant by caesarian.

Glamug told him that caesarians were not unknown. But almost always the mother died and the baby was lucky to survive.

Gribardsun recorded this data. And he wondered when the first caesarian had been performed. No one would probably ever know, since no time machine could yet go deeper into the past.

‘So you have affected the future materially,’ Rachel said. ‘Who knows? If it weren’t for you, many of us twenty-first centurians wouldn’t exist. Perhaps even you wouldn’t exist.’

‘Speculation is interesting but essentially useless,’ the Englishman said. ‘I have changed nothing. Before I was born, everything I had done in the past had been done.’

‘Let’s not get involved in any more of these time paradoxes,’ Rachel said. ‘I always end up with a dizzy feeling, and slight sickness at the stomach, after trying to untangle the metaphysics and supermechanics of Time!’

‘Time is something man will never comprehend,’ Gribardsun said. ‘Partly because Time is outside man. Man is, of course, partly in Time, but there are elements of Time that are completely exterior to him. He can’t even see those elements and never will because they can’t be put under the microscope or telescope or be detected by radiation-sensitive equipment.’

He and Rachel were walking down the slope of a valley. He had three hares on a rope slung over his shoulder. The beasts had been caught in traps, and the two were headed for another trap they had set two days before. The snow covered the ground by about two feet. Tall green snow-laden firs and pines rose on every side, but presently they came to a clear stretch. A dozen or so large boulders were scattered around the clearing. Their breaths steamed, and above them a large eagle swung, running its stiff-winged shadow ahead of them.

Gribardsun had not wished to be alone with Rachel, but she had asked if she could accompany him. He disliked saying no, because she had behaved toward him for months as if he were just another scientist. Apparently she and Drummond were now living with no more than the friction most married couples experienced.

‘The thing to do is to enjoy Time as much as you can,’ he said. ‘Live as the beasts do. From day to day. If you think of the end of Time, that is, of your own death, accept it as part of Time. You can do nothing about it, so why worry about it??

‘But you, you’re the exception -‘ Rachel said, and then she stopped. Her eyes were wide and her mouth open. Her hand was at her throat, as if she would choke off her words.

‘I am?’he said.’Why?’

‘I mean,’ Rachel said, ‘that you, or anybody, might be the exception. That’s what I meant. What if somebody found a means to extend his life span for a very long time, and then…?’

‘And then what?’ Gribardsun said. He had stopped and was looking down at her with large and bright gray eyes.

Rachel shivered, and yet she could not have been cold. The sun was warm and she was covered and hooded with the thin but very warm thermicron material.

‘I was just speculating,’ she said. ‘Surely, sometime in man’s history, somebody must have stumbled across an elixir of a sort, something which kept a man young for a very long time. Don’t you think that’s possible?’

‘It’s possible,’ he said, smiling. She shivered again. ‘When I was a young man, I heard stories among the natives of Africa about witch doctors who had invented an elixir of youth. It was also supposed to confer immunity to all diseases. But mankind wishes for such an elixir and so he makes up stories to the effect that such a thing does exist.’

‘Well,’ Rachel said, ‘just suppose such a person as I postulated did exist? Wouldn’t you think he’d become very lonely? He’d see those he loved get old and ugly and die. And his own sons, and his grandsons, would age and die. And he’d be bound to fall in love many times, and raise children, and each time his wife would inevitably die.’

She stopped, licked her lips, and moved closer to him. Her chin was lifted high so she could look up into his eyes.

‘Unless,’ she said, ‘this man knew how to make the elixir. Then he could keep his wife and his children young also. Of course, he’d have to swear them to secrecy, and that might be such a dangerous thing that he would hesitate. It would be difficult for most people to keep such a secret to themselves. Most people, I say.’

‘But not for you?’ he said, smiling.

‘Yes, but not for me!’ she said.

‘I hope you find someone who has the elixir,’ he said. ‘If he should exist. Which he won’t in this era, of course. Although you never know. Perhaps some plant exists which could provide the basis of an elixir. And then that plant will become extinct. But the elixir only has to be used once. The effect of the elixir might be permanent, relatively speaking.’

‘Maybe I shouldn’t be saying anything,’ she said. ‘But when you were gone, visiting the Wotagrub, Drummond and Robert and I had a long talk about you. We concluded that there was something very strange about your being chosen as a member of this expedition. And we agreed that there was something strange about your background. Every once in a while you let slip some peculiar remarks that can only be accounted for by your having lived a long long time, far longer…’

Gribardsun had not lost his smile. He said, ‘I wonder if your displacement in time hasn’t resulted in some sort of shock. Shall we call it temporal shock? Or the temporal syndrome? A human being can’t be catapulted backward in time, to an age so alien in nature, so savage, and so very far away from his own world, without suffering a neurosis or perhaps even psychosis.’

‘If that were true, then you’d be just as much in shock as we,’ she said. ‘But you’re getting me off the track. I was…’

She stopped. He had looked up over her shoulder at something far up the hill. He had stiffened.

‘What’s wrong?’ she said. She turned around and looked up the steep slope. But she could see only the sun-bright snow and the green and white firs and pines, the eagle; and several gray shadowy shapes - wolves - far to the right near the top of a ridge. But he was looking to the left.

‘I thought I saw something moving up there,’ he said. ‘Among the trees.’

She moved against him and put her arms around him without thinking about it. It was the expression of her long-repressed desire, and he knew it at once. She realized it several seconds later, but by then it was too late. She did not withdraw; she stood on her toes and kissed him.

The bullet tore the fabric of their solitude within an inch of their ears - or so it seemed - and then the report of the rifle reached them.

Gribardsun shoved her sprawling into the snow and dived after her.

Rachel had uttered a muffled scream. Now she raised her head, looking like a snow maiden. The powdery stuff was over her face and ringing her large blue eyes.

‘It’s Drummond!’ she said. ‘But why would he do it? How could he? It’s not like him! He’s not violent! He’s not a murderer!’

Gribardsun may have considered that her husband was the most probable suspect. But he said, ‘Let’s not accuse anybody until we know for certain who…’

Another bullet cut off his speech; it came so close that it almost seemed to have severed the words issuing from his mouth. It threw up a spray of snow only an inch before him.

Gribardsun rolled to one side and then said, ‘Very good shooting, or the man’s very lucky. He couldn’t have seen me behind the snow, I don’t think. Get over behind that boulder!’ Rachel crawled swiftly to the designated rock, and another bullet threw up snow a few inches from her foot. Gribardsun said, a moment later, ‘I think he’s about four hundred yards away, judging from the difference in time between the bullet striking and the time it takes the report to reach us.’

Rachel moaned. ‘What reason could Drummond have? We’ve never done anything!’

‘Reason?’ Gribardsun said. He did not add anything, but she understood him. Human beings were far more motivated by irrationalities than by reason.

Gribardsun waited until another bullet had gone by and then rolled over to the boulder behind which Rachel crouched. He broke open his 365 rifle to make sure that the barrel was unclogged by snow, and then he told Rachel to stay where she was.

He jumped up and dived into the snow, rolled, and was behind a tree.

Rachel heard two more shots and then could not resist looking around the side of the boulder. She could see neither man. The top of the hill looked empty of life. Gribardsun must be fairly near, but he was behind a tree somewhere up the hill. She waited for an hour by her watch. Only one more shot was fired during that rime. She cried and wiped the tears away and then cried some more. She could not believe that her husband was really trying to kill her. Perhaps he had been shooting just at Gribardsun, but no, those first bullets had come too near her as well. He must not have cared whether he struck her or Gribardsun.

Presently she heard John’s voice far away. Cautiously, she looked over the boulder. He was a tiny figure near the top of the mountain. He was waving at her to come up. A moment later he used his amplifier. His voice bellowed down at her, like God’s telling His worshipper to ascend the Mount of Judgment.

It took her half an hour to get to him. The snow was deep most of the way, and the slope was steep. By the time she reached him, she was breathing as if she had asthma.

She did not want to see what he was pointing at, but she knew that she must sooner or later. And she was also aware that she did not want to show weakness before John. She dreaded his contempt, even though she had never experienced it.

Drummond was sitting in a hollow of snow. His face was between his mittened hands, and he was rocking back and forth. His hood was off, permitting her to see a bloody patch on the back of his head. His rifle was gone.

Gribardson pointed at tracks leading away from the hollow down over the other side of the ridge. ‘Drummond was watching us,’ he said. ‘But he claims that he did not shoot us, and I believe him. Someone came up behind him while he was spying on us, hit him over the head, shot at us with his rifle, and then left with it before I could get close to him.’

‘It couldn’t be Robert!’ she said.

‘I doubt it very much,’ John Gribardsun said. ‘But if it was an aborigine, he’d have to be one of our tribesmen, since nobody else would have the faintest notion how to operate a rifle. The only one who’s had any practice at all is Dubhab, and he’s not had enough to be as good a shot as the man who was shooting at us.’

‘Maybe -‘ Rachel looked up, and she stopped.

Drummond looked up from between his mittens at her. His eyes were large, bloodshot, and miserable.

‘Maybe Drummond was shooting at us, and then the intruder knocked him over the head and took his rifle away,’ Gribardsun finished for her.

‘That’s a lie!’ Drummond said.

‘It’s only a speculation,’ Gribardsun said. ‘And don’t imply I’m a liar any more. You’re in no position to be calling names or accusing anybody of anything.’

‘Are you all right, Drummond?’ Rachel said. She sounded sympathetic, but she did not make any move toward him.

‘My head feels as if I have a fracture.’

Gribardsun examined his scalp and then applied the sonic photo camera to the wound. Six seconds later, the film slid out of the tiny box. He looked at it through a magnifying glass and said, ‘There’s no fracture of the skull. But you do have a slight concussion.’

‘Slight!’ Drummond said.

‘You’re lucky to be alive,’ Gribardsun said. ‘You escaped killing twice.’

‘Why don’t you put me out of my misery?’ Drummond said.

‘Don’t be an ass,’ the Englishman said, and he lifted Drummond to his feet. ‘You saw us kissing, no doubt. That was entirely unpremeditated; it was brought about because of a peculiar concatenation of circumstances. Not that it might not happen again, if you continue to be such an utter nincompoop.’

‘A what?’ Drummond said.

‘An archaic word,’ Gribardsun said. ‘Another nail in the coffin of your absurd suspicions. You forget that I’m more than a doctor and physical anthropologist. I’m also a linguist.’

He turned Drummond over to Rachel, and she half supported him while Gribardsun led the way down the other side of the mountain. He followed the deep tracks of the intruder. Occasionally he halted and warned the others to get down in the snow while he reconnoitered. When the possibility of an ambush was cleared away, he motioned them to continue.

The tracks suddenly disappeared when they were within a quarter of a mile of the campsite. The man had taken to a pile of boulders and smaller rocks, the tops of which had been swept clean of snow by the wind. He had leaped from one bare spot to another. Since the rocks were widespread, and since there were many tracks from the tribespeople around the rocks, the man had effectively eluded them.

He would, however, have had to conceal the rifle and the box of ammunition he had stolen. This he could easily do by taking the rifle apart and concealing it under the heavy fur garments. But if he thought to hide it in his tent, he would soon be found out. There was very little privacy inside the camp and few places to hide anything inside a tent. He would have to conceal the rifle inside furs, and the first time one of his family bumped into the bundle, the contents would be detected. It was probable that the rifle and ammunition had been hidden somewhere in the several acres of rock detritus near the camp.

Gribardsun put Drummond inside his plastic hut and made another examination. Then he went straight to the tent of Dubhab. Laminak greeted him with her usual joy and unconcealed worship. Gribardsun gave no evidence that he was looking for her father. He chatted with her for a few minutes, then said that he mustn’t be holding up her work, which was sewing a parka. Where was her father?

Laminak said that he was out hunting of course. She hoped he would bring home at least as much as Gribardsun had, she said, looking at the hares still slung over his shoulder.

Gribardsun saw nothing in her demeanor to indicate she was lying. Besides, he did not think that she would make the slightest effort to deceive him. She loved him more than anybody, even her father.