To Bed A Montana Man (Montana Men) (20 page)

Moving close to her, his lips gently tugged on her ear.

“What do you feel for me?” she asked.

“I can’t stop thinking about you. I need you.” He kissed along her jaw. Her fingernails clung to his arm. He supported her back while he positioned her on the ground. Through the fabric of her blouse, he covered her breast.

He searched her face for traces of hesitation. Her fingers fumble with the bottom button of his shirt. Impatient to have her touching his flesh, he ripped the shirt from his body. She ran her hands along his stomach, tracing the trail of hair with her fingers. His muscles quivered under her touch. Bracing his upper body with his forearm, he rolled onto his side and stretched out beside her.

TJ never took his eyes off hers while he undid the buttons of her blouse. She wore a white, cotton camisole underneath. The creamy swell of her breast pressed against the fabric. He fingered the delicate lace at the neckline.

“You’re trembling.” He put his fingers where her pulse beat. Skimming lower, he brushed her nipple. Then he lowered his mouth and covered the raised peak. Wet from his tongue, the fabric clung to her skin revealing the dark, pink areola. He rolled the tight bud between his thumb and finger.

Allison sucked in a sharp inhale. Her body trembled. Her head rolled to the side as her back arched.

“Open your eyes. Watch me love you.”  

TJ pulled on the string holding the front of her camisole together. Parting the fabric, he exposed her breasts to the summer air. Her nipples tightened to hard points. “Beautiful.” He breathed in the scent of roses while he traced around the nipple. Sliding his palm beneath her breast, he lifted the full weight. Smooth and soft, he ached to explore with his mouth where his hand touched. He had to taste the silky smoothness of her skin. He drew his tongue over the swell. His body responded, his cock hard and throbbing. He gently sucked her nipple into his mouth.

Allison moaned as she arched into him.

Partially covering her body with his own, TJ buried his face in her neck. “You’re more beautiful than in my dreams.”

Allison ran her hands down his side tracing each rib beneath taut flesh. “Have you dreamed about me?” She pushed on his stomach until he rolled to his back. Her hand slid sensually over his chest, combing the springy hair with her nails.

He growled. “You’d hate me if I were to tell you the things I’ve done to you in my dreams.”

Her finger circled around his nipple. Leaning over him, she tasted him. His nipple hardened beneath her tongue just as hers had done.

Her eyes widened in surprise when TJ put his hands down the front of his trousers, taking his cock in hand and shifting it upright. Now she could clearly see the outline of his erection. Without thinking of the consequences, she traced him with her hand.

As if she had released a wild animal, he came upon her, pushing her back onto the blanket. His hand took hold of her breast as his lips claimed hers. His tongue speared into her mouth, his thigh slicing between hers as he ground his cock into her. She writhed beneath him. Straining to press her body to his; thighs, hips and chests touching.

Flames of desire arced between them. Hot, desperate, aching. Raw, gritty. Allison might be a lady, and she wanted TJ’s love. But like this, his hands mouth and body making her crazy with lust, she desperately needed to be his whore.

Joseph’s haunting words weaved into her thoughts. That this would all she would ever have. Would his passion be enough? She wrestled with her thoughts as TJ rained hot wet kisses over her body. She did love him. He had to care for her, too, didn’t he? Lord help her, did she care?

Moving from her breast, TJ ran his hand over her stomach and palmed the curve of her hip. He slipped the button at the side of her skirt from its loop. She tensed when she felt his rough hand against her bare skin.

He stopped.

“Don’t,” she whispered. “I want you to touch me.” She pulled his face to hers and kissed him openly. With boldness she didn’t know she possessed, she undid his trousers and took his erection into her trembling hand. She wrapped her fingers around the hot, solid girth. With her thumb, she touched the soft, spongy tip, smearing the slick fluid.

TJ pulled on her arm forcing her to let go. He eased her thighs apart and ground against her center. Instinctively, she wrapped her legs around him.

He braced himself above her with his arms. Putting his hand under her dress, he ripped the stitches of her underclothes.

Allison couldn’t catch her breath when he touched her intimately. His finger slid against the wet seam of her sex, then slipped deeper, sinking into her center. “Oh. Oh.” A shiver of fiery heat streaked long her spine. She snapped her thighs closed, but TJ was there keeping her legs open. A second finger slipped inside her. “TJ.” She couldn’t breathe.

“Easy.” Slowly at first, he stretched her with his finger. “There’s never been anyone else?”

“Never,” she said on a gasp.

“You’re beautiful.” He grazed his finger across her clitoris then once again, he plunged his finger deeper into her.

“TJ! Too much.” Every muscle tensed. Building pressure numbed her mind. She shook her head. Her breath came fast.

“You’re so tight. I wanted to touch you like this that day on the bluff.” He stroked her, creating a fire with friction.

“Dear heaven.” Her breath matched his rhythm. Her hips pumped, rubbing her sensitive flesh against his hand. She locked her thighs around his arm. Her body tightened. “TJ,” she whispered. Light exploded behind her closed eyes. Euphoric flashes pulsed through her body. She cried out, her body convulsing in rapturous pleasure.

As the final spasms ebbed, she relaxed, once again lying flat on the blanket on the ground. TJ shifted between her thighs, positioning the head of his cock at her entrance.

“Are you certain? There’s no going back.”

Nodding her head in understanding, she bent her knees and raised her hips to meet his.

TJ gritted his teeth and entered her body slowly. “You’re so small. I’m going to hurt you.”

“It burns.”

He pushed a fraction deeper into her.

“I’m scared.”

He brushed her lips with his. “Hold me tight.”

Hoping to shorten her discomfort and knowing he couldn’t ease the pain, with a full thrust, he buried himself.  

Gripping his shoulders, her cry echoed off the canyon walls.

“Shh. Hold still,” he whispered, kissing tears from her cheeks. After a moment, he slowly pulled out. She twisted beneath him. “Better?” he asked, filling her again.

She bit her lip and nodded. He put his hand between their bodies and found her clitoris within her soft nest of curls. Stroking it gently, he began to move. He kept her desire building with his kiss, his tongue, thrusting and possessing.

He rocked into her with a slow deep plunge, rearing back and filling her again. Her tight walls gloved to his shaft. She was so small, petite, yet full of raw, gritty passion. She locked her legs around him, raising her hips to meet his thrusts.

He grinned as she growled, digging her nails into his back as she fucked him with the same ferocious intensity.

“It’s happening again.” Allison cried out as her body crested the illusive peak, her contracting sheath milking his cock.

Pressure pooled at the base of his spine. Heat surged into his cock and balls. TJ couldn’t hold on. Losing the edge, he erupted.

Allison held tightly, riding the wave of his release. TJ released a heavy exhale and rested his head against her shoulder. For a moment, neither moved.

Finally, TJ rolled onto his back and stared at the sky. Fluffy, white clouds towered above the highest peak.

Deafening silence stretched out between them. “Please, say something.” Because he had no idea what to say.

She sat up and covered her breasts. “We should get going.”

He handed over the tie of her camisole. “Allison,” he began.

“I’m fine,” she interrupted, clutching her top together. She turned away from him and rethreaded the loops. After righting her blouse, she tried to stand. She flinched, and her knees buckled.

“Sugar, let me help.”

“Only if you promise never to call me Sugar again.” He wrapped his arm around her waist so she could lean on him for support. “You might think it’s sweet to name me after a horse. I don’t.” She tried to laugh.

TJ put a thick blanket on the buckboard before helping her to sit. “The ride’s going to be a bit bumpy. Let me know if you need me to stop.”

“I’m shaky, but fine. Honestly.”

“Woman, you’ll be the death of me.” He smiled as he climbed onto the buckboard, but fear had his heart in a vise. He hated not knowing what thoughts swirled in her overly analytical mind. He clenched his jaw and flicked the reins. God, he hoped it wasn’t regret.

Chapter Eleven

The sun dipped low on the horizon when they arrived in Copper City. Allison compared town life to the ranch. Men shouted on the streets and loud music drifted out of the many saloons along the boardwalk. If there were crickets to hear, one wouldn’t know it. The only wildlife drank at the bar and patronized the rooms above.

TJ drove the team to the livery. “We’ll get a room before we get something to eat.”

“I need to freshen up.” Allison held to his shoulders while he lifted her off the buckboard.

“Take as long as you need.”

“Feels like forever since I was here.” She wrapped her arm around his. Then he escorted her to the hotel. “I know this building,” she said as they entered the lobby. “It was still under construction when I first arrived.”

Chandeliers hung overhead while plush rugs lines the floors. Copper statuary sat upon glass-topped tables and beautiful leather furniture surrounded a large fireplace with a marble mantle. Allison hadn’t seen a hotel like this since she’d left Boston.

TJ lead her to the front desk. “Good evening, Travers.”

“Mr. Bester, it’s nice to see you.” The man bowed his head. “Your usual suite?”

TJ nodded. “My wife and I are on our honeymoon.”

“Congratulations.” He beamed. “Mrs. Bester, how nice it is to meet you.” His grin stretched across his face. “Sam,” he called to the porter while ringing a bell. “Please take Mr. and Mrs. Bester’s bags to his suite.” He leaned forward. “If you should like anything special,” he said in a low voice. “I will see it is brought to your room.”

“Nothing now. It has been a long day. My wife would like to rest a spell.” He possessively wrapped his arm around her shoulders, escorted her across the lobby, and to their room.

Once in private, she asked, “Why did you tell them we were married?”

“Because my dear Allison, we will be.” He cupped her face in his hands and brought their lips together.

She wedged her hands between them. “TJ, I didn’t make love to you to get a proposal. I knew the consequences.” And she hadn’t cared.

He smiled. “As did I. I
am
going to marry you.” He kissed her quickly and then went into a separate bathing room. “I’ll make a bath ready for you.”

A few minutes later, steaming water and lavender scented bubbles filled the tub. TJ left her alone to undress.

She stripped out of her clothing and sank into the water. Her muscles were sore, but the delicious ache between her legs reminded her of what she’d done and how much she wanted TJ again.