To John (22 page)

"Too late."

"Ok."

"Do you have any psychological
entanglement with your brother?"

"What do you want?"

"I am simply wondered."

"We've been playing together for
so long. We became like enemies. We are cursing each other. We can
not exist without each other."

"Can I be your brother?"

"Ha ha... Carl is my only
brother."

21 Apr 2015

'Even Volcker (age 88) expressed
his opinion. The whole classroom is out of order. The teacher got
frantic. The students are so loud.'

'I can't believe this. I have the
wife of David Miliband as my client tomorrow. It must be
coincidental. I liked David, so I don't mind. I will not have Ed's
wife. I have a right to refuse a client. Ha ha... For morning
sickness. St 40 is better in my opinion.'

22 Apr 2015

'Everything will be done under the
Patient Confidentiality. I will not give out names if necessary
and/or requested. I can perform practice either using pseudo names
or anonimously in case of protecting patient privacy.'

'So, do not ask me about the wife
of Miliband.'

"Blitz tactics."

"Carl, let me know when the Black
Diamonds are ready."

'If a black mailer started
boasting about his black mailing, what happens? It's not black
mailing any more. What happenes? No efficacy as a black mailing.
And then what happens? Damage already done. Then what happens? His
family will get hurt as he is exposed as a black mailer. If Salmond
expose himself as a black mailer, what Sturgeon is doing? Is she
just a puppet? Or did she instruct him to do so? Who is in charge?
Anyway, he thinks Ed is an idiot. So he can be charge of budget.
What is the reponse of Labor? I wonder... Or Ed thinks,

'It doesn't matter. I will become
a prime minister. I will give all my budget. I don't care. It
should be all right. I can back stab him too'

'But when you back stab him, money
is gone.'

"John, I am pissed. I shouldn't
say this. But you know what? I heard something about Justine's
pregnancy. Funny story. It's about Daniel. Anonymous source."

"Ana, time to go to bed."

"Really funny. You don't want to
hear it?"

"Not interested. See you."

"Ok. Now you sounds like
Henry."

"Keep it to yourself, will
you?"

"Well... I have some friends in
Daily Mail. They will love this."

23 Apr 2015

Ana had a dream. It's about
synchronization. When she wrote something, someone wrote the
exactly same thing in a different language, at a different place.
It was scary. She felt so dizzy. A French neighbor said she would
get used to it.

"John, do not wake me up in that
way. I know I am still asleep. But do I need a shock to get up?
It's like piano practice which I was forced to do every morning
even I was half asleep. Hanon."

'TenPay, inter-national barcode
payment system. WeChat.'

'Can you pay something using
mobile instead of using Debit or Credit card? You don't need
wallets any more? WeChat must be providing quite cheap mobile
service. I saw Chinese people talking to their mobile all the time.
I know how tight they are with their money. But there is something
more about this app... For example, why I do not use phone that
much even it provides unlimited hours of calls? Contracts. I would
like to get out of my mobile contracts. Without a contract, I have
to pay as I talk. Very uncomfortable as I am not a millionair. Even
I were a millionair, it's still uncomfortable as I see my money
leaking. WeChat provides free calls like Skype? Wow.'

'
꿩먹고
알먹고
,
도랑치고
가재
잡고
^^'

'Eat a pheasant, eat its eggs,
dig a ditch, catch crayfishes ^ ^' (From T Seoul Senseng)

"Carl, are they black diamonds or
chocolates?"

24 Apr 2015

"Happy Birthday, John!"

"Thank you."

Ana thought
when she read something about betting by Goldmann.

'This is not a betting. This is a
logic. Crayfishes.'

It was about five o'clock in the
afternoon.

"Really Happy Birthday, John. What
did you get from Susan?"

"It's Sarah not Susan."

"Sorry. What did you get?"

"Not yet. We will have a nice
Friday evening together."

"It sounds great."

"You don't sound like yourself.
What's up?"

"Nothing."

She started checking her emails.
She was glad to see an email from her Korean tutor when she was
learning stock dealing. She quated a phrase from him.

'Making profits,

Making profits^^

Making profits^^ Congrats~' (From
T Seoul Sensei)

She smiled and thought,

'Game over for today, Sensei. The
rest is extra for those who didn't make them yet.'

She wrote her last message to John
and the others for the day.

"Human Sea Tactics."

26 Apr 2015

"Morning John, remember the caesar
salad which I made the other day? It was nice, wasn't it? It took
only 5 min as croutons were ready."

'If you wanna betting, I guess,
tonight is the time. Do not dare if you didn't sort out your
algorythm though.'

5th Week April 2015

27 Apr 2015

"Two more days. Then we will
see."

'Apple's 2bn quarterly loss means
something. It reminded me of something. Something pact. Boston pack
or Washington pack or something. US government decided devaluation
of dollars being pushed by its own indurstires. What was it? Not
that far ago.'

'Abe is visiting US...'

'We are afraid of glory rather
than hardship. Because subconsciously we know what we have to pay
for the glory. Ourselves.'(Carl Gustav Jung)

"John, I think there is something
wrong with streaming. Fix it. There are all together three
gaps."

"You are quick. It's ok now.
Thanks."

'I can't believe George Bush the
puker is still alive and talking. China started selling 10 yr
notes. Scary... US should prepare for this. Just stared... How?
Sell NASA. This time. Drastically. That's the quickest cash. That
cash can prevent the landslide until the next year election. Buy
industries. That's the gradual way.'

'How many Brits go for skiing
every year abroad? How do they not go to Scotland? Just a few
million is all it's needed for creating a fantastic ski resort.
What a shame. Who lead them to think they can be rich with oil
without refinery facilities? RBS, Scottish life... All wanted to
move down to London last year. Obvious. So, who wants to vote for
SNP? Idiots who do not mind being called a nation of drunks. Idiots
with no pride. They are being cheated quite badly as far as I see.
Natural resourse plus tight banking tradition. All they need is
capital, which is the reason why they should stay in the union.
Another reason was Sterling. Scotland could not join EU unless they
have their own currency. I guess, that was the main factor for the
No of last year's referendum. So how Labor even think of coalition
with SNP? No wonder Salmond boasted about writing the Labor budget.
Jesus... They already started looking down Ed and the Labor. They
think it's a Salmond's Nerd Party.'

'Did Karl Jung mention that when
we give in ourselves, we will become the One ie Super Ego? I bet he
did. Or did he call it Alter Ego.'

28 Apr 2015

'He kept his promise. I will help
him next year.'

'When you got the heat, you have
to burn it off. Otherwise, it will burn you.'

'26.3million, 130,000 households.
Is this enough? One more day.'

'263million, 1.3million
households. Would that be ok? Three more days.'

'I will not do this if Labor wins.
They will spend what we earned like water. Or betting as Tony Blair
did. Lost. 2 trillion debt.'

'The Sterling could turn around.
But at the last Scotland referendum, it started falling down again.
That crucial moment. I remember. 10 bn loss was added to 40 bn
loss. Can you pay it back, Alex Salmond and Gordon Brown? Do you
have any money?'

29 Apr 2015

'Which film was it? Dustin
Hoffmann. His Orthoodontic nerves got drilled by that Nazi doctor.
Marathon man or Rain man?'

'The lingual nerve is a branch of
the trigeminal nerve (CN V3).'

'That's why I keep on drooling
like a bulldog.'

'All they want is a justice. Do
not treat them like criminals. Do not miss this timing. This is a
chance. I would sacrifice the mayor rather than the city.'

'You should let your girls eat Mac
and Cheese. Do not let them make a fuss about food. Or was it your
wife? You know what people call you a boiled egg. A brown boiled
egg. Fake cheese is in fact good for obeisity. Do not aggreviate
the Black. It will cost you a lot.'

'I will do my business in dark
rather than buying anything from Amazon. They cheated me twice with
their Premier Membership. Sod it.'

http://www.edwardes.co.uk/

'Baltimore makes me feel really
uncomfortable. I don't know why. Putting it down might not be easy
as it used to be. Black riots are quite fermented now. Once it will
blow up. Once. Still why does it make me feel uncomfortable? More
blood I can see as there is no war outside. Police took over the
second handed weapons.'

30 Apr 2015

'Fed said they will raise interest
rate when they are confident about employment and consumer price.
Sorry when? God knows.'

'Something went horribly wrong in
Baltimore. Am I not right?'

'Freddie Grey. Michael Brown.
There was one more last year in Washington... He was involved in
9/11 digging. It happened in a Pentagon building.'

May 2015

1st Week May 2015

01 May 2015

"Morning John, I am going to pull
out a tooth today. A molar."

"Are you scared?"

"Yes."

Ana remembered when she was in
Japan, the dentist dig out some nerves. They looked at the monitor
together. Is that a coincidence? The thighs of the dentist were so
similar to those of John. She thought everything was ok. Later he
asked her to dine out. It was a funny dinner. They went to an eel
specialized restaurant. She was watching the very well grilled,
soy-sauce marinated eel. Half of her face was still paralyzed by
the local anesthetics he used. He said

'Do not eat this. Just drink the
Miso Shiru as I said.'

She was watching his healthy
molars grinding those eels. She was playing with chop sticks.

'днжелйка'

'I thought the singer was an
Russian. In face they came from Tottenham or Hampstead.' 'Bob
Bradbury appeared on the Identity Parade on the BBC Television
programme, Never Mind the Buzzcocks.'

'Ah... Also the title of the
song is not a Russian. They just made it up with Russian alphabet.
Ah... Still quite amazing. How did they make a whole song as if all
is in Russian. Ja, gambling, demoralized, the chance, danza,
chase... maybe all international. The new gambling language.'

'If you drink alcohol, while
taking antibiotics, you get hangover very quick. That will save my
money for alcohol next week. My jaw and gum are very acidic indeed.
Anaesthesia does not work. I think I am saved today. I can imagine
if it didn't work. I became a hypochondriac. Since when? Since I
had that tooth pain two days ago. That Margaret Hodge, the Labor MP
started it. That rotten tooth. The dentist said she cannot pull out
the rotten tooth today as the gum and the bone got infected.
Something so similar with the situation with the Labor. They are
lying about money. Not a good sign at all.'

'Anyway my dentist and me
agreed to pull it out next week. But first my infection has to be
treated first. I am so frustrated.'

Ana read an article saying Ed
started lying about the spending.

'Change your party leader and
come back later.'

That was what she wanted to say
to the Labour party.

"Ana, how is your tooth?"

"My tooth is ok. It will be
pulled out. The problem is my nerves. They are all flared up."

"Take it easy."

"Thanks. Panthers are in."

02 May 2015

'Election campaign is not cheap.
Who think they can go with a few free tongue service about taxing?
Sorry? You don't have any money?'

'16 Apr, it seems to be decided.
Where is SNP? Is it less than 4%? Then what about green Tory? The
color will be a bit brownish. But what the heck. Personally I like
Natalie. She seemed to have a very sober and sincere mind. Also you
need some people for the European Parliament in order to get more
business and capital. It's called contract marriage which Sartre
and Bovoir did. If you want to continue, you continue. You want to
quit, you quit without any bitterness. How cool. Also you don't
have to mix colors. When you marry, do you have to mix your
blood?'

'In 2007, Tony Blair resigned as
Prime Minister. Why? Blair was accused of misleading Parliament. 2
trillion debt.'

'Can you see me playing
Candy?'

'If yes, vote for Tory. That's the
best option for now. After 5 years, we will see again.'

'I am a kind of nerd. That's why I
am not doing politics. I like studying on my own in a quiet room. I
think Ed started politics purely by sibling jealousy. How dangerous
can it be to give a real power to him? His brother, David was
different. Their mother knew this more than anybody else. She
begged Ed not to stand against his brother. Ed got blind. He
started lying. David is still in New York. Exiled.'

"John, you busy?"

"It's ok."

"Sorry, I just wondered who you
prefer?"

"Sorry, what do you mean?"

"Who do you prefer as a Prime
Minister?"

"No preference. I just like
money."

2nd Week May 2015