To the Ends of the Earth (10 page)

“More decorum about the deck, young fellow!”

“Sir—I must see the first lieutenant, sir—it's true as God's my judge!”

“Swearing are you again, you little sod?”

“It's the parson, sir, I told you it was!”

“Mr Colley to you, sir, and damn your impudence for a squeaking little bugger!”

“It's true, sir, it's true! Mr Colley's there in the fo'castle as drunk as the butcher's boots!”

“Get below, sir, or I'll masthead you!”

Mr Taylor disappeared. My own astonishment was complete at finding the parson had been present in the fo'castle during all the various noises that had resounded thence—had been there while yet there was play-acting and the clock-figures mountebanking for our instruction. I no longer thought of retiring to my hutch. For now not merely the afterdeck and quarterdeck were crowded. Those persons who were sufficiently active had climbed into the lower parts of the mizzen shrouds while below me, the waist—the pit, I suppose in theatrical terms—had yet more spectators. What was curious was that round me
on the quarterdeck, the ladies no less than the gentlemen were in, or exhibited a condition of, shocked cheerfulness. They would, it seemed, have been glad to be assured the news was not true—would rather be assured—were
desperately
sorry if it
was
true—would not for the wide world have had such a thing happen—and if, against all
probability
, no, possibility, it
was
true, why never, never, never—Only Miss Granham descended with a set face from the afterdeck, turned and vanished into the lobby. Mr Prettiman with his gun stared from her to the fo'castle and back again. Then he hastened after her. But other than this severe pair the afterdeck was full of
whispering
and nodding animation fitted more for the retiring room at an assembly than the deck of a man-of-war. Below me Mr Brocklebank leaned heavily on his stick with the women nodding their bonnets at him on either side. Cumbershum stood by them, silent. It was at some point in this period of expectancy that the silence became general so that the gentle noises of the ship—sea noises against her planks, the soft touch of the wind fingering her rigging—​became audible. In the silence, and as if
produced
by it, my ears—
our
ears—detected the distant sound of a man's voice. It sang. We knew at once it must be Mr Colley. He sang and his voice was meagre as his appearance. The tune and the words were well enough known. It might be heard in an alehouse or a drawing room. I cannot tell where Mr Colley learnt it.

“
Where have you been all the day, Billy Boy?
”

Then there followed a short silence, after which he broke into a different song which I did not know. The words must have been warm, I think, country matters perhaps, for there was laughter to back them. A peasant, born to stone-gathering and bird-scaring, might have picked them up under the hedge where the workers pause at noon.

When I go over the scene in my mind I am at a loss to account for our feeling that Colley's misdemeanour would be rounded out to the fullness of the event. I had been vexed earlier to see how little the stage of the fo'castle was to be relied on for conveying to us the shape and
dimensions
of this drama! Yet now I too waited. Your lordship might demand with reason, “Have you never heard of a drunken parson before?” I can only reply that I had indeed heard of one but had not yet seen one. Moreover, there are times and places.

The singing stopped. There began to be laughter again, applause, then a clamour of shouts and jeers. It seemed after a while that we were indeed to be cheated of the event—which was hardly to be borne, seeing how much in sickness, danger and boredom we had paid for our seats. However, it was at this critical juncture that Captain Anderson came out on the quarterdeck, took his place at the forrard rail of it and surveyed the theatre and audience. His face was as severe as Miss Granham's. He spoke sharply to Mr Deverel, who now had the watch, informing him (in a voice which seemed to make the fact directly attributable to some negligence on Mr Deverel's part) that
the parson was still there
. He then took a turn or two round his side of the quarterdeck, came back to the rail, stopped by it, and spoke to Mr Deverel more cheerfully.

“Mr Deverel. Be good enough to have the parson informed he must now return to his cabin.”

I believe not another muscle stirred in the ship as Mr Deverel repeated the order to Mr Willis, who saluted and went forward with all eyes on his back. Our
astonished
ears heard Mr Colley address him with a string of endearments that would have—and perhaps
did
—make La Brocklebank blush like a paeony. The young
gentleman
came stumbling out of the fo'castle and ran back
sniggering. But in truth none among us paid him much attention. For now, like some pigmy Polyphemus, like whatever is at once strange and disgusting, the parson appeared in the lefthand doorway of the fo'castle. His ecclesiastical garment had gone and the marks of his degree. His wig had gone—his very breeches, stockings and shoes had been taken from him. Some charitable soul had in pity, I supposed, supplied him with one of the loose canvas garments that the common people wear about the ship; and this because of his diminutive stature was sufficient to cover his loins. He was not alone. A young stalwart had him in charge. This fellow was
supporting
Mr Colley, whose head lay back on the man's breast. As the curious pair came uncertainly past the mainmast, Mr Colley pushed back so that they stopped. It was evident that his mind had become only lightly linked to his understanding. He appeared to be in a state of extreme and sunny enjoyment. His eyes moved
indifferently
, as if taking no print of what they saw. Surely his frame was not one that could afford him any pleasure! His skull now the wig no longer covered it was seen to be small and narrow. His legs had no calves; but dame Nature in a frivolous mood had furnished him with great feet and knots of knees that betrayed their peasant origin. He was muttering some nonsense of
fol de rol
or the like. Then, as if seeing his audience for the first time, he heaved himself away from his assistant, stood on splayed feet and flung out his arms as if to embrace us all.

“Joy! Joy! Joy!”

Then his face became thoughtful. He turned to his right, walked slowly and carefully to the bulwark and pissed against it. What a shrieking and covering of faces there was from the ladies, what growls from us! Mr Colley turned back to us and opened his mouth. Not even the captain could have caused a more immediate silence.

Mr Colley raised his right hand and spoke, though slurredly.

“The blessing of God the Father Almighty, God the Son and God the Holy Ghost be with you and remain with you always.”

Then there was a commotion I can tell you! If the man's uncommonly public micturation had shocked the ladies, to be blessed by a drunk man in a canvas shirt caused screams, hasty retreats and, I am told, one
évanouissement
! It was no more than seconds after this that the servant, Phillips, and Mr Summers, the first
lieutenant
, lugged the poor fool out of sight while the seaman who had helped him aft stood and stared after them. When Colley was out of sight the man looked up at the quarterdeck, touched his forelock and went back to the fo'castle.

On the whole I think the audience was well enough satisfied. Next to the ladies Captain Anderson seemed to be the principal beneficiary of Colley's performance. He became positively sociable with the ladies, voluntarily breaking away from his sacred side of the quarterdeck and bidding them welcome. Though he firmly but
courteously
declined to discuss
l'affaire Colley
, there was a lightness about his step and indeed a light in his eye which I had supposed occasioned in a naval officer only by the imminence of battle! What animation had
possessed
the other officers passed away quickly enough. They must have seen enough drunkenness and been part of enough to see this as no more than an event in a long history. And what was the sight of Colley's urine to naval gentlemen who had perhaps seen decks smeared with the viscera and streaming with the blood of their late
companions
? I returned to my hutch, determined to give you as full and vivid an account of the episode as was in my power. Yet even while I was busy leading up to the
events, the further events of his fall raced past me. While I was yet describing the strange noises from the fo'castle, I heard the sound of a door opened clumsily on the other side of the lobby. I jumped up and stared (by means of my
louvre
or spyhole) across it. Lo, Colley came out of his cabin! He held a sheet of paper in his hand and he still smiled that smile of aery contentment and joy. He went in this joyous distraction in the direction of the necessary offices on that side of the ship. Evidently he still dwelt in a land of faery which would vanish presently and leave him—

Well. Where will it leave him? He is quite unpractised in the management of spiritous liquors. I imagined his distress on coming to himself and I started to laugh—then changed my mind. The closeness of my cabin became a positive fetor.

This is the fifty-first day of our voyage, I think; and then again perhaps it is not. I have lost interest in the calendar and almost lost it in the voyage too. We have our
shipboard
calendar of events which are trivial enough.
Nothing
has happened since Colley entertained us. He is much condemned. Captain Anderson continues benign. Colley himself has not been out of his hutch in the four days which have passed since his drunkenness. No one but the servant has seen him if you except me on the occasion when he took his own paper to the loo! Enough of him.

What might amuse you more is the kind of
country dance
we young fellows have been performing round La Brocklebank. I have not yet identified her
Sailor Hero
but am sure that Deverel has had to do with her. I taxed him with it and drew an admission from him. We agreed that a man might well suffer shipwreck on
that
coast and have decided to stand shoulder to shoulder in mutual defence. A mixed metaphor, my lord, so you can see how dull I find myself. To resume. We both think that at the moment she is inclined to Cumbershum. I owned that this was a relief to me and Deverel agreed. We had feared, both of us, to be in the same difficulty over our common
inamorata
. You will remember that I had some
hare-brained
scheme, since Colley was so clearly
épris
with her, of having a
MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING
and bringing this Beatrice and Benedict into a mountain of affection for each other! I told Deverel this, at which he was silent for a while, then burst out laughing. I was about to inform him plainly that I took exception to his conduct when he asked my pardon in the most graceful way. But, said he,
the coincidence was past the wit of man to invent and he would share the jest with me if I would give him my word to say nothing of what he told me. We were interrupted at this point and I do not know what the jest is, but you shall have it when I do.

I have been remiss and let a few days go by without
attention
to the journal. I have felt a lethargy. There has been little to do but walk the deck, drink with anyone who will, walk the deck again, perhaps speaking to this passenger or that. I believe I did not tell you that when “Mrs
Brocklebank
” issued from the cabin she proved to be if anything younger than her daughter! I have avoided both her and the fair Zenobia, who
glows
in this heat so as almost to turn a man’s stomach! Cumbershum is not so delicate. The boredom of the voyage in these hot and next to
windless
latitudes has increased the consumption of strong spirits among us. I had thought to give you a full list of our passengers but have given up. They would not
interest
you. Let them remain
κωφὰ πρόσωπα
. What is of some interest however is the behaviour—or the lack of it—of Colley. The fact is that since the fellow’s fall he has not left his cabin. Phillips the servant goes in occasionally and I believe that Mr Summers has visited him, I suppose thinking it part of a first lieutenant’s duty. A lustreless fellow like Colley might well feel some diffidence at
coming
again among ladies and gentlemen. The ladies are particularly strict on him. For my own part, the fact that Captain Anderson
rode the man hard
, in Deverel’s phrase, is sufficient to temper any inclination I might have absolutely to reject Colley as a human being!

Deverel and I agree that Brocklebank is or has been the keeper of both the doxies. I had known that the world of art is not to be judged by the accepted standards of morality but would prefer him to set up his brothel in another place. However, they have two hutches, one for
the “parents” and one for the “daughter”, so he does at least make a tiny gesture towards preserving appearances. Appearances are preserved and everyone is happy, even Miss Granham. As for Mr Prettiman, I suppose he notices nothing. Long live illusion, say I. Let us export it to our colonies with all the other benefits of civilization!

I have just come from the passenger saloon, where I have sat for a long time with Summers. The conversation is worth recording, though I have an uneasy feeling that it tells against me. I am bound to say that Summers is the person of all in this ship who does His Majesty’s Service the most credit. Deverel is naturally more the gentleman but not assiduous in his duties. As for the others—they may be dismissed
en masse
. The difference had been in my mind and I did, in a way I now fear he may have found offensive, discuss the desirability of men being
elevated
above their first station in life. It was thoughtless of me and Summers replied with some bitterness.

“Mr Talbot, sir, I do not know how to say this or indeed whether I should—but you yourself made it plain in a way that put the matter beyond misunderstanding, that a man’s original is branded on his forehead, never to be removed.”

“Come, Mr Summers—I did not so!”

“Do you not remember?”

“Remember what?”

He was silent for a while. Then—

“I understand. It is plain when I see it from your point of view. Why should you remember?”

“Remember
what
, sir?”

Again he was silent. Then he looked away and seemed to be reading the words of the following sentence off the bulkhead.

“‘Well, Summers, allow me to congratulate you on imitating to perfection the manners and speech of a
somewhat
higher station in life than the one you was born to.’”

Now it was my turn to be silent. What he said was true. Your lordship may, if you choose, turn back in this very journal and find the words there. I have done so myself, and re-read the account of that first meeting. I believe Summers does not give me credit for the state of
bewilderment
and embarrassment in which I had then found myself, but the words, the very words, are there!

“I ask your pardon, Mr Summers. It was—insufferable.”

“But true, sir,” said Summers, bitterly. “In our country for all her greatness there is one thing she cannot do and that is translate a person wholly out of one class into another. Perfect translation from one language into another is impossible. Class is the British language.”

“Come, sir,” said I, “will you not believe me? Perfect translation from one language to another is possible and I could give you an example of it. So is perfect translation from class to class.”

“
Imitating
to perfection—”

“Perfect in this, that you are a gentleman.”

Summers flushed red and his face only slowly resumed its wonted bronze. It was high time we moved our ground.

“Yet you see, my dear fellow, we have at least one example among us where the translation is not a success!”

“I must suppose you to refer to Mr Colley. It was my purpose to raise that subject.”

“The man has stepped out of his station without any merit to support the elevation.”

“I do not see how his conduct can be traced to his original for we do not know what it was.”

“Come. It appears in his physique, his speech and above all in what I can only call his habit of
subordination
. I swear he had got out of the peasantry by a kind of greasy obsequiousness. Now for example—Bates, the brandy, please!—I can myself drink brandy as long as you please and I issue a guarantee that no man and
particularly no lady will see in me the kind of behaviour by which Mr Colley has amused us and affronted them. Colley, plied, as we must suppose, with spirits there in the fo’castle, had neither the strength to refuse it nor the breeding which would have enabled him to resist its more destructive effects.”

“This wisdom should be put in a book.”

“Laugh if you will, sir. Today I must not be offended with you.”

“But there is another matter and I had intended to raise it. We have no physician and the man is mortally sick.”

“How can that be? He is young and suffering from no more than over-indulgence in liquor.”

“Still? I have talked with the servant. I have entered the cabin and seen for myself. In many years of service neither Phillips nor I have seen anything like it. The bed is filthy, yet the man, though he breathes every now and then, does not stir in it. His face is pressed down and hidden. He lies on his stomach, one hand above his head and clutched into the bolster, the other clutching an old eyebolt left in the timber.”

“I marvel you can eat after it.”

“Oh that! I tried to turn him over.”

“Tried? You must have succeeded. You have three times his strength.”

“Not in these circumstances.”

“I own, Mr Summers, that I have not observed much intemperance in Colley’s line of life. But the story goes that the Senior Tutor at my own college, having dined too well before a service, rose from his seat, staggered to the lectern, slumped, holding on to the brass eagle and was heard to mutter, ‘I should have been down had it not been for this bleeding Dodo.’ But I daresay you never heard the story.”

Mr Summers shook his head.

“I have been much abroad,” he replied gravely. “The
event made little noise in that part of the Service where I then was.”

“A hit, a palpable hit! But depend on it, young Colley will lift up his head.”

Summers stared into his untouched glass.

“He has a strange power. It is almost as if the Newtonian Force is affected. The hand that holds the eyebolt might be made of steel. He lies, dinted into his bunk, drawn down into it as if made of lead.”

“There he must stay then.”

“Is that all, Mr Talbot? Are you as indifferent to the man’s fate as others are?”

“I am not an officer in this ship!”

“The more able to help, sir.”

“How?”

“I may speak to you freely, may I not? Well then—how has the man been treated?”

“He was at first an object of one man’s specific dislike, then an object of general indifference that was leading to contempt even before his latest—escapade.”

Summers turned and stared out of the great stern window for a while. Then he looked back at me.

“What I say now could well ruin me if I have misjudged your character.”

“Character?
My
character? You have examined my character? You set yourself up—”

“Forgive me—nothing is further from my mind than offending you and if I did not believe the case desperate—”

“What case, for God’s sake?”

“We know your birth, your prospective position—​why​—men—and woman—will flatter you in the hope or expectation of gaining the governor’s ear—”

“Good God—Mr Summers!”

“Wait, wait! Understand me, Mr Talbot—I do not complain!”

“You sound uncommonly like a man complaining, sir!”

I had half-risen from my seat; but Summers stretched out his hand in a gesture of such simple—“supplication” I suppose I must call it—that I sat down again.

“Proceed then, if you must!”

“I do not speak in my own behalf.”

For a while we were both silent. Then Summers
swallowed
, deeply as if there had been a real drink in his mouth and that no small one.

“Sir, you have used your birth and your prospective position to get for yourself an unusual degree of attention and comfort—I do not complain—dare not! Who am I to question the customs of our society or indeed, the laws of nature? In a sentence, you have exercised the
privileges
of your position. I am asking you to shoulder its responsibilities.”

During—it may be—half a minute; for what is time in a ship, or to revert to that strange metaphor of existence that came to me so strongly during Mr Colley’s
exhibition
, what is time in a theatre? During that time, however long or short, I passed through numberless emotions​—​rage I think, confusion, irritation, amusement and an embarrassment for which I was most annoyed, seeing that I had only now discovered the seriousness of Mr Colley’s condition.

“That was a notable impertinence, Mr Summers!”

As my vision cleared I saw that the man had a positive pallor under his brown skin.

“Let me think, man! Steward! Another brandy here!”

Bates brought it at the run for I must have ordered it in a more than usually peremptory voice. I did not drink at once but sat and stared into my glass.

The trouble was that in everything the man had said, he was right!

After a while, he spoke again.

“A visit from you, sir, to such a man—”

“I? Go in that stinking hole?”

“There is a phrase that suits your situation, sir. It is
Noblesse oblige
.”

“Oh be damned to your French, Summers! But I tell you this and make what you choose of it! I believe in fair play!”

“That I am prepared to accept.”

“You? That is profoundly generous of you, sir!”

Then we were silent again. It must have been in a harsh enough voice that I spoke at last.

“Well, Mr Summers, you were right, were you not? I have been remiss. But those who administer correction out of school must not expect to be thanked for it.”

“I fear not.”

This was too much.

“Fear nothing, man! How mean, how vindictive, how small do you think I am? Your precious career is safe enough from me. I do not care to be lumped in with the enemy!”

At this moment, Deverel came in with Brocklebank and some others so that the conversation perforce became general. As soon as possible I took my brandy back to my hutch and sat there, thinking what to do. I called Wheeler and told him to send Phillips to me. He had the insolence to ask me what I wanted the man for and I sent him about his business in no uncertain terms. Phillips came soon enough.

“Phillips, I shall pay a call on Mr Colley. I do not wish to be offended by the sights and smells of a sick-room. Be good enough to clean up the place and, as far as you can, the bunk. Let me know when it is done.”

I thought for a moment he would demur but he changed his mind and withdrew. Wheeler stuck his head in again but I had plenty of rage left over and told him if he was so
idle he might as well go across and lend Phillips a hand. This removed him at once. It must have been a full hour before Phillips tapped on my door and said he had done
what he could
. I rewarded him, then fearing the worst went across the lobby attended by Phillips but with Wheeler hovering as if expecting a half-guinea for allowing Phillips the use of me. These fellows are as bad as parsons over fees for christenings, weddings and funerals! They were
disposed
to mount guard at the door of Mr Colley’s cabin but I told them to be off and watched till they disappeared. I then went in.

Colley’s hutch was a mirror image of mine. Phillips, if he had not rid it completely of stench, had done the next best thing by covering it with some pungent but not unpleasantly aromatic odour. Colley lay as Summers had said. One hand still clutched what both Falconer and Summers agreed was an eyebolt in the side of the ship. His scrubby head was pressed into the bolster, the face turned away. I stood by the bunk and was at a loss. I had little experience of visiting the sick.

“Mr Colley!”

There was no reply. I tried again.

“Mr Colley, sir. Some days ago I desired further acquaintance with you. But you have not appeared. This was too bad, sir. May I not expect your company on deck today?”

That was handsome enough, I thought in all
conscience
. I was so certain of success in raising the man’s spirits that a fleeting awareness of the boredom I should experience in his company passed through my mind and took some edge off my determination to rouse him. I backed away.

“Well sir, if not today, then when you are ready! I will await you. Pray call on me!”

Was that not a foolish thing to say! It was an open
invitation to the man to pester me as much as he would. I backed to the door and turned in time to see Wheeler and Phillips vanish. I looked round the cabin. It contained even less than mine. The shelf held a Bible, a prayer book, and a dirty, dog-eared volume, purchased I imagine at third hand and clumsily rebound in brown paper, which proved to be
Classes Plantarum
. The others were works of devotion—Baxter’s
Saints Everlasting Rest
, and the like. There was a pile of manuscript on the flap of the table. I closed the door and went back to my hutch again.

Scarce had I got my own door open when I found Summers following me close. He had, it appeared, watched my movements. I motioned him inside.

“Well Mr Talbot?”

“I got no response from him. However, I visited him as you saw and I did what I could. I have, I believe,
discharged
those responsibilities you were so kind as to bring to my notice. I can do no more.”

To my astonishment he raised a glass of brandy to his lips. He had carried it concealed or at least unnoticed—for who would look for such a thing in the hands of so temperate a man?

“Summers—my dear Summers! You have taken to drink!”

That he had not indeed was seen only too clearly when he choked and coughed at the first taste of the liquid.

“You need more practice, man! Join Deverel and me some time!”

He drank again, then breathed deeply.

“Mr Talbot, you said that today you could not be angry with me. You jested but it was the word of a gentleman. Now I am to come at you again.”

“I am weary of the whole subject.”

“I assure you, Mr Talbot, this is my last.”

I turned my canvas chair round and sank into it.

“Say what you have to say, then.”

“Who is responsible for the man’s state?”

“Colley? Devil take it! Himself! Let us not mince round the truth like a pair of church spinsters! You are going to spread the responsibility, are you not? You will include the captain and I agree—who else?—Cumbershum? Deverel? Yourself? The starboard watch? The world?”

“I will be plain, sir. The best medicine for Mr Colley would be a gentle visit from the captain of whom he stands in such awe. The only man among us with sufficient
influence
to bring the captain to such an action, is yourself.”

“Then devil take it again, for I shall not!”