Authors: Brenda Stokes Lee
Still
our
relationship
was
a
very
dirty
little
secret
that
we
both
agreed
should
be
kept
completely
private
for
so
many
obvious
reasons.
A
product
of
old
molded
money
Tyson
was
not
convinced
that
his
parents
would
be
happy
to
hear
about
our
chocolate
and
vanilla
swirl
affair.
This
was
ample
reason
for
me
to
be
content
with
our
friends
with
extremely
fulfilling
benefits
relationship.
Little
did
I
know
that
we
would
one
day
find
ourselves
here
;
me
wanting
to
leave
and
his
crystal
blue
eyes
and
his
perfect
mouth
begging
me
to
stay.
“
So
what
are
you
looking
for
Zatoya?
”
“
What
are
you
offering?
”
“
Depends
on
what
you
want.
We
have
to
at
least
communicate.
So
what
do
you
want?
Make
me
an
offer
I
can
’
t
refuse.
The
ball
’
s
in
your
court.
I
’
m
going
to
give
you
one
chance
to
take
complete
advantage
of
me.
”
“
Damn,
I
must
look
as
fine
as
hell
today!
”
I
thought
as
I
watched
the
District
Attorney
shamelessly
molest
me
with
his
eyes
in
the
middle
of
a
plea
negotiation
meeting.
I
discreetly
smiled
as
I
acknowledged
that
I
knew
exactly
what
it
would
take
to
seal
this
deal.
Tyson
inconspicuously
raised
an
eyebrow
to
confirm
to
me
that
he
wanted
to
tussle
and
that
he
would
do
anything
to
get
it
started
tonight.
“
I'm
confused.
”
Walt
interrupted.
“
I
thought
there
was
a
specific
offer
which
your
office
wanted
to
table
to
settle
this
matter.
”
Realizing
that
Tyson
just
wanted
to
talk
to
me
alone
and
couldn't
give
a
flying
monkey
’
s
fuck
what
the
outcome
of
the
case
was
I
was
completely
stunned.
Could
it
be
that
he
was
offering
me
more
than
he
assured
me
that
he
was
capable
of
giving
?
“
Look,
this
is
a
simple
offer
and
a
fairly
simple
case.
”
Tyson
stated
as
he
casually
threw
my
clients
file
that
he
pretended
to
be
reviewing
in
the
center
of
the
table.
“
Walt,
you
don
’
t
really
need
to
trouble
yourself
with
this.
I
’
m
sure
you
have
other
more
pressing
matters
at
hand.
So,
do
you
think
that
I
can
talk
to
Ms.
Waters
alone?
”
Confused,
Walt
looked
at
me
for
confirmation.
“
You
don't
have
to
be
here
for
this.
I
can
settle
this.
”
“
Are
you
sure
Zatoya?
”
“
Yes,
I'm
positive.
I'll
call
you
if
I
need
you.
”
“
Alright,
let's
let
them
tussle.
”
Walt
chuckled
as
he
left
the
room
with
the
other
two
Public
Defenders.
Tyson's
eyes
never
once
left
me.
Even
as
he
shook
hands
with
the
three
departing
attorneys.
Oddly,
I
could
tell
that
he
missed
me
and
that
seemed
to
be
confusing
the
hell
out
of
him.
“
Is
this
room
wired?
”
he
asked
as
he
moved
closer
to
me.
“
No.
”
I
said
as
I
watched
him
do
a
quick
visual
scan
for
microphones
and
cameras.
“
It's
clean.
”
“
Good,
because
we
need
to
talk.
”
“
About
what?
”
I
calmly
asked
as
I
suddenly
realized
that
I
was
in
big
trouble.
“
Toy,
were
the
fuck
have
you
been?
I've
been
calling
you
and
stopping
by
your
house
for
days
now.
Why
couldn't
you
just
pick
up
the
phone
and
let
me
know
that
you
were
okay.
Hell,
at
least
tell
me
to
fuck
off
if
that's
how
you
feel.
”
“
Okay,
fuck
off!
”
I
nonchalantly
replied
as
I
reclaimed
my
seat
on
the
other
side
of
the
table
.
“
Alright,
I
asked
for
that.
Look
I
get
that
you're
mad
about
Christmas
Eve,
but
I
was
in
Richmond
at
my
parents'
house.
There
was
no
way
I
could
pick
you
up
in
West
Virginia
in
that
weather.
I
tried
to
call
you
back
when
I
got
your
message
later
that
night,
but
my
calls
kept
going
to
your
voicemail.
Toy
I'm
sorry.
Just
tell
me
what
I
can
do
to
fix
it
and
I'll
do
it.
I
miss
you.
You
look
fucking
incredible.
I
just
wanted
to
throw
your
ass
on
this
conference
table
and
eat
your
pussy
in
front
of
everybody
I
didn
’
t
give
a
fuck
who
saw
me
do
it
.
God
how
I
’
ve
missed
you
…
Toy
you
know
how
I
feel
about
you.
Don
’
t
you?
”