True Desires (7 page)

Fabian spun the wheel to bring Brooke face to face with him once again. Giving her a little smile, he waved the remote of the vibrator in front of her. “Next.” Her eyes widened a little, but she did not object. Sliding his finger up against the button, he started the vibrations on low. Her eyes closed as her hands balled into fists. Her lips parted, allowing sweet sounds to travel through. Lost in the moment, he had forgotten all about the other people in the room watching his every move. He increased the speed on the egg buried in her channel. Pinching the chain that
connected the clamps on her nipples, he pulled it to give her body an added sensation. “S-Sir!” Brooke’s eyes shot open as she cried out.

“Yes, precious?” He smirked. She did not have to say it. He already knew what was about to come out of her mouth. She was on the edge, she wanted to come.

“I need to… Mmmm…. Oh My God.” The sub was tongue-tied as he increased and decreased the speed of the vibrations.

“Not yet. Wait for my command,” Fabian instructed.

Brooke slammed her eyes shut again. Biting her lip and digging her fingernails into the palms of her hands, she was fighting back with all her might. She was a tough little cookie, but no tougher than he was. Spinning the wheel again, he pulled the plug almost all the way out of her tight rear. The contracting muscles in her sex were pushing it free as she resisted the urge to come. Fucking her sweet little ass with the plug before pushing it all the way in, he knew that any minute she was going to burst. Spinning her back to face him, her brow wrinkled as she began to beg. “Pleeeease, Sir! I can’t hold back.”

He growled, “You can and you will.” Victor chuckled again, reminding him that they were not alone. Leaning his face close to hers, he could feel her warm breath against his face. “I want to look into your eyes,” he crooned as he slowly raised the level of the vibrations once again. Her eyes popped open, filled with need and lust, breaking him down to give into her need. Sliding his hand between her legs, he rubbed her clit with his middle and ring fingers. She wailed, piercing his ears with beautiful cries of pleasure. “Come for me.” He finally gave her the command.

The pulsating bud twitched and swelled against his fingers as she gave him what he commanded of her. His hand became soaked with her nectar as her pussy flooded all over him. “Goood giiiirl.” His growl vibrated inside his chest. Brooke slowly came down from her high, locking eyes with his.

“Thank you, Sir,” She sighed and smiled. A light sheen of sweat covered her heaving breasts, tempting him to touch her flesh.
Back away now before you do something you will regret.
His conscience was kicking in, making him think back to Courtney and the real reason for being here in the first place.

Sliding his fingers forward, he pulled the vibrator free as he gradually lowered the speed to nothing. Placing the vibrator in his other hand, he reached further to remove the plug. They both released from her body accompanied by a gentle sigh from his sub, who was probably hoping for more. Kissing Brooke gently on the cheek, he thanked her. “Thank you for playing with me tonight.” After placing the toys on a table nearby, he began to release her from her confines. Victor stepped up to assist. Taking her by the hand, Victor insisted she go rest on his bed and wait for him to return. “Don’t be disappointed, I’ll finish what he started when I come back.” Vic enlightened the sub.

“Fabian, there is a bathroom in the back if you need to use my facilities to wash up.” The man must have been a mind reader. He could not walk around nor go home with another woman’s essence on his fingers. He used the bathroom to wash his hands and face, and calmed the bulging monster in his pants before he finally returned to the men waiting for him in the other room. Everything about this was wrong, now that he thought about it. The woman he just experimented with should have been Courtney, but was she ready for this level of play? Would she have been concerned that she was being watched by two other men, even if they were there simply for guidance? His brain, now tormented with the thought of coming clean to his woman about what he had done when he got home. Fabian could only hope that Courtney would not slap the shit out of him and walk away from him forever for engaging in a sexual act with another woman.
SHIT! What was I thinking?

“Let’s have a seat in the lounge to discuss any questions you may have.” Victor cleaned, and then tucked a resting Brooke into his bed and exited the room with Fabian and Orlando in tow. Finding an empty table in the lounge, they each took a seat. A waitress popped out of nowhere and asked if they needed anything. Orlando, never one to turn down anything but his collar, ordered a drink and some wings. “I’ll have a Grey Goose Martini with two olives and an order of hot wings.”

Since they rode together, he might as well join his friend for a drink. “I’ll take a shot of Patron Silver, chilled.” The waitress looked to Victor to see if he wanted anything. He declined, but insisted that he cover their bill. The waitress nodded and walked away to put in their orders. “Thanks, man, you didn’t have to do that,” Orlando said.

Victor waved him off. “Tonight, you are my guest. What type of host would I be if I didn’t take care of you?” Just as he finished his statement, a woman dressed in nothing but a corset, thong and pumps came over and sat on the floor at his feet. Victor must have been the man around here. She did not say anything, nor did Vic. He just ran his hand over her hair and down her back as he focused his attention on Fabian, Orlando and the conversation at hand.

They sat, drank and Orlando ate as Fabian asked every question he could think to ask while he had the man’s full attention. Even after his discovery of his best friend also being a Dom, he figured Victor would still be the best person to ask. Besides, his friend did bring him here to get advice from him so he must have agreed that Victor was the better man to get his answers from. When he was totally spent of questions to ask, he and Orlando thanked Victor again for everything as they stood to leave. Taking one final look at the woman still resting at Victor’s feet, he voiced his envious thoughts. “What I would give to have Courtney resting at my feet like that.”

Victor’s eyes shot up and looked at Fabian with question. “Courtney? Odd, I met a Courtney just the other night. She was in here with a couple of friends and inquiring about becoming a submissive.”

His thoughts went straight to Courtney’s outing she just went on the other night with Maria and Amber. She never said where she was going or what she had done when she came back home. Could they be talking about the same woman? Naw, Courtney would have told him had she done something like that. But what if it was her? Did she come here and let some other man touch her? His mind was racing a mile a minute. His anger was also rising at an all time high at the very thought of Courtney letting another man do to her what he had just done to Brooke. And his current feelings just made him think that he should in fact enlighten Courtney about his visit to the club and all the activities he had just participated in. He would just have to face the consequences but she did deserve to know.

“Was she a beautiful blonde woman with emerald green eyes?” He would not know unless he asked. “As a matter of fact she was. She came in with…” Vic was cut short in his response.

He closed his eyes and breathed before cutting off Victor’s response. “Amber and Maria?” Orlando rested his hand on his shoulder, trying to calm the man he knew too well. He must have known the temper that was flaring up as his grip got tighter when he must have noticed Fabian was not too happy with this new discovery.

“Yeah, those two come here all the time, but it was Courtney’s first time that I know of. I gave her a tour, a demonstration and answered a few questions for her.” Victor gave up more information than he was asking for. The man looked at him and realized that something was wrong with the turn the conversation had just taken. “Wait. Before you think the wrong thing, let me explain what happened. It’s obvious that you didn’t know about her little visit and I’m sorry I had to be the one to break the news to you, but let me start out by saying that it was purely innocent.” Trying his damnedest to calm down and hear the man out, he looked up at his friend who was willing him to keep calm.

Taking a seat in the chair across from Victor, he figured he could not easily storm out of the building from a sitting position. He felt Orlando’s presence behind him, probably more for support just in case he heard something that he did not want to. “From the beginning, she came in and made her intentions here very clear. She stated that she was inquiring about the lifestyle but refused to let another man touch her. She is fully committed to you from what I could see and that is wonderful. The demonstration I spoke of was me demonstrating on a sub here. I wanted her to witness a scene, something similar to what I thought she would experience with you to make sure she knew what she was getting into. She had some doubts at first, but I will tell you like I told her: She is a natural submissive just as you are a natural Dominant. With the proper training, you two can become the perfect pair, and if you are ever interested in joining a club I would love to have you here.”

Victor looked to him for reassurance that Fabian had calmed down. His mood had settled quite a bit when he realized that Courtney was there doing the very same thing he was. Not only
was she researching but she was doing it all for him, because this was something he was into. Giving Victor a subtle nod, Fabian thanked him for taking the time to help Courtney, too. In a way it was all for him and he was realizing how lucky he was to have this woman. “Now that we have cleared everything up, if you don’t have any more questions I will be seeing to my little pet over here, who has been so good and patiently waiting for me. Remember, Fabian, the offer still stands to join us here at Surrender.” Victor stood, helped his sub to her feet, and left the room heading for the door labeled The Dungeon.

Orlando led the way out of the club and back to the car. Once inside, he looked at Fabian with concern in his eyes. “Don’t ever doubt your woman, man. You know her better than anyone. She is in this for you and nobody else. If you want to pursue this lifestyle, the first step is trust for her and you.” This was the first time Orlando had spoken to him in that tone. Orlando was serious, stern and more concerned than he had ever seen him toward Fabian. “I know, man. I just… I didn’t think she would go off and find answers this way.”

Orlando laughed as he started the car. “What way? The same way you just did?” Pausing, he thought about it. How dare he get angry at his woman for doing what he did, and again, it was all for him? To make him happy and to take their relationship to the next level. His friend was right. He did know his woman better than to think she would run off to play the innocent submissive and start kneeling before any man who said he was a Dom.

Orlando drove back to the station so that Fabian could pick up his car. “Thanks a lot for setting up everything tonight. I appreciate it. I’m gonna kick your ass for not telling me about that side of you, but we will discuss that later. Oh, and thanks for keeping me level-headed in the end. I don’t know what got into me, but if I have any more questions I will let you know.”

Orlando laughed at the comment about him kicking his ass. “No problem, bro. That’s what friends are for. Now take your ass home. And just to be fair, you might want to tell her what you have been up to and if she doesn’t kick your ass, show your woman what you learned tonight. Don’t leave out any details at work tomorrow.”

Chapter Ten

Ever since her visit to Surrender, Courtney had been giving submission a lot of thought. With all the information that Master Vic shared with her, she knew she was strong enough to take that next step with the man she dedicated her life to. No matter what Fabian said, he was a Dom. She could see it in his eyes. There was no turning back for him, and now that she was starting to get an understanding of what the life was about, she saw that what Vic had said to her was true. She was a natural sub; she would willingly fall to the demands of the man that held her heart. Giving up the power of her pleasure, her well-being, and surrendering her full trust to another, to Fabian.

The hour was late but she waited up. The only way that she knew she would get through to Fabian, and get him to understand that she was all in, was to show him. Earlier that day she had Maria and Amber take her shopping for something to surprise him in. Sharing her plan with her girlfriends felt kind of silly, but they had been behind her all this time, and if she was going to do this right she had to get their opinion. “Do you think this will really work?” She asked her girls for full confirmation before going through with the next step. “Mami, if he doesn’t take you seriously after this, then you two need a lot more work.” Maria gave her a convincing smile and told her that everything was going to be ok.

After a hot shower to help her relax her nerves, she got dressed and waited by the door for Fabian to come home from drinks with Orlando. Her heart was racing the entire time for fear of him not accepting her offer or believing that she was ready. After about an hour of waiting, she heard his car pull into the driveway. The car door slammed shut and the alarm chirped. She heard his heavy footsteps on the front porch just before his key entered the lock.

*****

Driving home, he had pondered how to first tell Courtney about what he had just done and then about adopting the lifestyle full time. She seemed to be trying to get into it, researching and bowing to his commands, but from what Victor explained at the club there was a lot more to it. Pulling into the driveway, he shut off the ignition and just sat there for a minute. Finally, he got out of the car, triggered the alarm and walked up to the front door. He noticed lights were still on in the foyer and the living room. Courtney was still awake, probably up waiting for him. He put the key in the door, turned the lock and pushed open the door.

The sight before him took his breath away. Courtney was in full presentation wearing a black corset, g-string throng and black stilettos. Her long golden hair hung loose around her face with the tips touching the tops of her thighs. She had knelt down on the floor with her head lowered and palms raised, resting on the tops of her thighs. “So beautiful,” was all he could say. Closing the door behind him, he took two steps inside the house and smiled.

“Thank you, Sir,” he heard her say in a soft tone of voice. This was de ja vu.

“Does this mean what I think it means or are we role playing again?” Fabian inquired.

She gave a little snicker before shaking her head. “I am submitting to you and only to you, Sir.”

His heart stopped for a minute. He had said he wanted this but he had not thought he was going to get it this soon. “Courtney, stand up.” He helped her to her feet. She kept her head down and her eyes lowered. He was impressed to find that she had done more research than he knew. Compared to everything he had just witnessed back at the club, she was flawless in her submissive actions. The meaning of it all was turning him on beyond belief. But before he got
too excited, he had something to tell her. “Before I tell you what’s in my heart, I need to tell you what’s on my mind.”

Courtney still stood before him with her head and eyes lowered. “Tonight I went to a club with Orlando, a BSDM club, Club Surrender. I went there to find out what these new urges were and to get some answers. Well, while I was there, I took part in a demonstration that Master Victor set up; I know you are familiar with him as well.” Courtney looked up at him, before she had the chance to speak, he raised a hand and halted her. She lowered her head once again. “Let me finish. The demonstration consisted of some sexual play, no intercourse but there was use of props and toys on her, a sub, by my hand. I didn’t think before I acted and when it was all said and done I realized what a terrible mistake I had made.” Tilting her chin and forcing her eyes to meet his, he looked at her and pleaded with her. “Please forgive me.”

Courtney showed no real reaction on her face as she spoke. “Did you enjoy your experience with her?”

He had already laid his head on the chopping block, no need to back down now. Fabian sighed, and at that moment he hung his head in shame. “Yes. I did.”

“Good. Now that you know what to look forward to when displaying that level of dominance, I expect the next time and any other time in the future that you partake in such activities, that they only be with me. Do we have a deal?” Courtney raised a hand to his cheek and raised his head to look into her forgiving eyes.

“That’s a deal and a promise.” Fabian let out a sigh of relief and smiled. God, how he loved that woman. Pulling Courtney into his arms, he held her tight. “In that case, I accept your submission and I offer you my dominance, my loyalty, love, protection and support.” Courtney
smiled with passion in her eyes. She really wanted this; she seemed ready to take the next step with him.

“This means we have to take it slow and we both need to be trained. We will go at this hand in hand to be the best that we can be for each other. Baby, I promise that you will not regret it.” Fabian understood that this was only the beginning of a new life for them.

Courtney leaned in to kiss his lips. “I know I won’t. I love you, and yes I do want this. I want you.”

Taking his woman into his arms, he carried her up the stairs. “We can start practicing tonight!”

THE END