Under The Mistletoe (41 page)

He turned his head, found her lips with his own, and kissed her long and lingeringly. Her lips were soft and warm and willing to part for him. He nibbled at them, licked them, stroked them with his tongue. But he would not allow passion to grow. It was neither the time nor the place for passion.

“I am a dreadful rake, Pamela,” he said. “My debauched behavior has been notorious for several years. Decent women give me a wide berth.”

She raised one hand and touched her fingertips to his cheek.

“But I have never debauched a married woman,” he said. “I have always held marriage sacred. I have always known that if I ever married, it would have to be to a woman I loved more than life itself, for I could never be unfaithful to her.”

Her finger touched his lips and he kissed it.

“Would you find such a man trustworthy?” he asked her.

“Such a man?” she said. “I don't know. You? Yes. I have seen today, and last night, too, that you are a man of conscience and compassion.”

He took her hand in his and brought her palm against his mouth. “How do you think your father would react,” he asked, “to the idea of his daughter marrying a rake? Would my title and fortune dazzle his judgment?”

Her eyes grew luminous. “No,” she said. “But he would be swayed by kindness and compassion—and by his daughter's happiness.”

“Would you be happy, Pamela?” he asked. “Would you take a chance on me?”

She closed her eyes and turned her face to his shoulder.

“It is absurd, isn't it?” he said. “How long have we known each other? Forever, is it? I have known you forever, Pamela. I have just been waiting for you to appear in my life. I have loved you forever.”

Her face appeared again, smiling. “I would be happy,” she said. “I would take a chance, my lord.”

“Edward,” he said.

“Edward.”

“Will you marry me, my love?” he asked her.

She laughed softly and buried her face again. She hugged his waist tightly. “Yes,” she said.

He held her wordless for a while. Then he slid one hand beneath her knees and lifted her legs across his. He reached beside him, shook out the blanket, and spread it over both of them. He settled the pillow behind his head, against the high wooden backrest of the settle.

“Stay with me tonight?” he murmured into her ear. “Just like this, Pamela? It is not the most comfortable of beds, but I will not suggest taking you to your room. I would want to stay with you, you see, and if we were there, I would want to possess you. I want that to wait until our wedding night. I want our bodies to unite for the first time as a marriage commitment. Are these words coming from my mouth?” He chuckled softly. “Are these the words of a rake?”

“No.” She turned her face up to his, her eyes bright with merriment. “They are the words of a former rake, Edward—and never to be again. Does that sound dreadfully dull to you?”

He grinned down at her. “It sounds dazzlingly wonderful actually,” he said. “Pamela and only Pamela forever after. Are you comfortable?”

“Mm,” she said and snuggled against him. “And you?”

“A feather bed could not compete with this settle for softness and ease,” he said. He kissed her again, his lips lingering on hers. “Happy Christmas, my love.”

“Happy Christmas, Edward,” she said, closing her eyes and sighing with warm contentment.

 

Upstairs, in the room the Marquess of Lytton had occupied the night before, Tom kept watch over the mother of his child, who slept peacefully, and over his newborn son, who fussed in his sleep but did not wake. Tom stood at the window, gazing upward.

A single star almost directly overhead bathed the inn with soft light and glistened off acres of mud. It was not a pretty scene. Not a noticeably Christmas-like scene. The inn, somewhere in Wiltshire, was neither large nor picturesque nor thriving. No one has ever mapped its exact location.

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author's Imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

 

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