Undone (11 page)

“Excellent. Now then, Gabriella, you’ve told me a little about the convent. Can you tell me a little more?”

“All right.”

“I know that within the convent there is an orphanage. Were you a part of the orphanage, Gabriella?”

“Yes.”

“How long have you been at the convent?”

“Since I was a small child. Fever claimed both my parents’ lives. The good Sisters at the convent provided me with a home.”

“I’m sorry for your loss. It was undoubtedly a difficult time for a young girl.”

She gave him a sad shrug.

“What about Angelica? When did she enter the convent?”

“Ten years ago, when she was fourteen and I was thirteen.”

“Did you receive schooling there?”

“Yes. Madre Caterina, God rest her soul, insisted we learn to read and write.”

“And Angelica learned to read and write there as well?”

“No. She already knew how when she came to us. She would often help the younger girls.”

“Really?”

Gabriella brightened. “Angelica is a wonderful teacher. You should see her work with the children. They adore her. And her singing.”

His head was suddenly filled with the haunting song she had sung that night in the chapel. It was a sound he hadn’t been able to forget.

“Madre Caterina used to say that Angelica would make a truly wonderful nun one day.”

Simon fought back his sudden urge to oppose the notion vehemently. “Oh? Why do you say that?”

“Why, she’s kind, always selfless, always giving an encouraging word to all at the convent. Angelica is very bright too. She is the most intelligent person I know. Why, she will look at something and see it seven different ways that wouldn't even occur to me.”

He held back a smile at Gabriella’s praise of her friend. “What about Angelica’s parents? What do you know about them?”

Gabriella lowered her eyes. “Not much. I know that Angelica adored them and that her father died first, followed by her mother sometime later.”

“What else?”

“That is all.”

Simon raised his eyebrows. “
All?
What were their names? What is Angelica’s full name?” His questions rushed out quick and sharp, fatigue threatening his patience.

“I-I do not know…”

Her words yanked him to his feet, his chair scraping backwards against the wooden floor. Gabriella started, her eyes growing wide.

“Do you expect me to believe that you don’t know the identity of a female whom you claim to be as close to as a
sister
?” he asked, incredulous. “You know nothing of her family, who they were, what they were?”

She shook her head. “N-No, I do not.”

He pressed his palms down on the table between them. “You. Lie.”

She burst into tears. “I do not lie! I-I asked her once, years ago. It caused her such obvious pain and upset that I never asked again.” Tears continued to spill freely down her cheeks. “I would never cause her the slightest suffering. Whatever happened sometime in the first years of her life was obviously very difficult. It matters not to me or anyone else at the convent what her name is.”

He couldn’t believe this! “Do you know where she was born? Where she lived before coming to the convent? How she came to learn French?”

“No. No. No! She arrived during the night, ten years ago. I-I was completely unaware that she understood your language.”

“It wasn’t taught in the convent?”

“No. Never.”

Simon hung his head, holding in the profanity bellowing in his brain. He’d been certain Gabriella knew all of Angelica’s secrets.

The entire conversation might as well not have taken place. Nothing was gained. He still had more questions than answers. All he’d done was upset Gabriella.

She was back to sobbing audibly, abrading his sleep-deprived, agitated nerves.

Chapter Eight

The day of departure had arrived. The morning sun shone, but its warm rays didn’t soothe Angelica.

Not when anger roared inside her.

Though she hadn’t seen Simon since their kiss, at the moment, nothing would give her more satisfaction than to drown him in the very sea that surrounded her.

She looked across at the two men rowing their small boat toward the large ships. They were grinning at her. Self-conscious, she folded her arms over her chest, trying her best to shield the top curves of her breasts showing above the neckline of her fitted taffeta gown.

Ignoring their soft chuckles, she looked away, searching the people on the shore and the other tenders for Gabriella.

She was furious with Simon and his self-imposed authority over her and Gabriella. He’d kept them apart for two days and was too occupied to speak to her, no matter how many times she demanded it. She was livid about being forced to embark on this voyage and angry with herself for having failed to find a way of escape. She hated that Simon had introduced her to his luscious kiss—and that it had had such a potent effect on her.

And she hated that she was wearing the gown fit for an Aristo.

A breeze blew across her bare shoulders—a blatant reminder of her mode of dress. She couldn’t believe she was out in public without her convent garb. It might have been drab and dull, but it made her feel connected to the one place that had kept her safe, alive and hidden. Wearing the familiar loose-fitted garment gave her a sense of comfort. Without it, she felt naked—in more ways than one.

Simon had no right to have it destroyed.

She still seethed over how Marta had tricked her into giving up her clothes last night for laundering and had returned this morning with the rich blue dress and underthings she now wore.

“The captain says that since you’re no longer in a convent, there’s no need for you to dress that way,”
Marta had advised. Once again Angelica had demanded to see him, intending to vent her outrage, but as before, he refused, advising through his servants that he was too busy with the imminent departure to attend to her dress dilemma.

Dress dilemma!

It wasn’t a trivial matter. The convent garb was a reminder of her future. And after his kiss, she needed all the reminding she could get. For the last two days, she hadn’t been able to take her mind off it or his seductive words.

Slowly he was stripping away pieces of her comfortable existence. Gone were her freedom, her peace of mind, and now her convent clothes. She felt unnerved, desperate to hold on to something familiar. And he wasn’t letting her.

In all these years, she hadn’t worn a color other than gray. Dressed in a gown that molded to her body, she hadn’t recognized the image staring back at her in the mirror that morning. Nor had she taken much notice of how much her body had changed since the last time she’d worn a gown this fine—and
fine
wasn’t strong enough to describe the luxurious feel of the fabric against her skin.

She blamed Simon for this too. She didn’t want to miss the things he was showing her when she finally returned to the convent.

Nearing the large ship, she spotted Gabriella on one of the tenders. She looked well.
Thank God…
At the moment, there were only two things Angelica was grateful for: first, she was leaving France. And second, having been told that she’d be reunited with her friend on board the ship, she was grateful she’d have Gabriella with her.

The idea of being on the same ship as Simon for weeks was unnerving without her.

They reached the first ship, and a rope ladder was tossed down from the deck above. The men in the tender held their small boat as still as possible as it bobbed alongside the much larger sea vessel. Angelica grabbed the ropes and looked up to see two men waiting for her on deck. From their vantage point, they could easily look down her gown. She gritted her teeth, trying to banish the thoughts of inflicting extensive bodily harm on their leader, and slipped her foot onto the rope ladder. She began her ascent.

When she reached the top, the two men on board helped her over. With her feet securely on deck, she spotted Gabriella’s tender again. Sitting beside Domenico, Gabriella waved to her with a large smile.

Before she could wave back, one of the men on deck began pulling the rope ladder up.

“What are you doing?” Angelica asked. “The ladder is still needed.”

“Excuse me, mademoiselle?” She turned to the tall blond man addressing her. “My name is Mathieu Godeau. I am second in command here. Is there a problem?”

“Yes, my friend is coming on board, and this man is taking away the ladder.”

“I’m sorry. You’re mistaken. She is being placed on another ship.”

“What? No. You’re wrong. Gabriella is to be on this ship. I was advised by—” Her next word was going to be
Marta
. Marta. The same woman who’d lied to her on behalf of her master about laundering her garment. How could she be so foolish?

“
By?
” Godeau pressed.

“Never mind.”

“As you wish. If you will please follow Denis to your cabin…”

A dark-haired, burly man approached her.

“No, I will not. Where is your captain? I wish to speak to him.”

“He has not come aboard yet. If you will follow Denis—”

“No. I shall wait for the captain here.”

“I’m afraid that is out of the question. I’ll tell him of your displeasure the moment he boards.” He nodded to the man beside her.

The brute Denis clasped her arm in his iron grip and started toward her cabin. She tried to pull free without success. Laughter erupted from the men on deck.

Denis easily hauled her below to a small cabin and shoved her unceremoniously inside, despite her protests. She stumbled back and almost landed on the wooden floor.

It was then she heard the distinct, devastating sound of the lock turning into place.

Rushing to the door, she tried the latch.

No! She pounded on the door as hard and as fast as her heart hammered. He couldn’t… He wouldn’t! She wasn’t going to be locked up like this!

Her stepfather’s control over her mother had been stifling. Fouquet’s heavy-handed manner had eventually eroded her mother’s spirit until she became merely an empty shell. Seeing it unfold before her eyes had shattered Angelica’s heart. She loved her mother dearly. But she was nothing like her. Had sworn to herself that she was
never
going to be like her. And what was happening now was frighteningly familiar.

*****

“C-Captain?” Paul interrupted Simon as he spoke with his ship’s commander on deck. France had just disappeared from the horizon. “The woman, Captain, the one in the carpenter’s cabin… She is
quite
upset. She can be heard all the way to the galley. She has been carrying on for some time now… I believe that she is…well…throwing the furniture against the door.”

“
Dieu
, is the door locked?”

“Yes, Captain, just as you ordered.”

“I gave no such order.”

“Denis was under the impression you had. He placed her in there.”

Simon swore and stalked toward the carpenter’s cabin with young Paul right behind him.

Preparing for the voyage had required Simon’s undivided attention. And therefore, he’d purposely avoided Angelica. He’d refused to be interrupted from the final meetings with his commanders, or distracted from the important communiqués he had to write to his spies in Fouquet’s household—communiqués that would be surreptitiously delivered along with the proceeds from the five warships.

Merde
. This was the last thing he wanted to deal with. The capture of
La Estella Blanco
was imminent. He couldn’t have his mind clouded with lust at a time like this.

The moment he went belowdecks, he could hear the commotion coming from her cabin. Loud, devastating thuds from a heavy object bashing against the door. What was she using? A chair? The table?

Dieu, the bed?

He understood now why Paul had felt compelled to report her behavior.

Simon reached the door. Paul stopped well back. “D-Do you wish me to assist, Captain?”

Another loud slam crashed against the door.

“Is that you?” Angelica shouted. “Are you there?” She gave the door a lesser blow, perhaps with her fist.

Simon glanced at Paul. The younger man shifted his weight from one foot to the other, looking as though he wanted to bolt rather than deal with this one irate woman.

Simon cleared his throat. “Yes,” he said.

“I knew you were unsavory, but I never knew that you were a coward too! Do you hear me? You are a worthless COWARD!” Her words seem to resonate through the entire ship.

Paul’s mouth fell agape, then closed, then opened once more.

She smashed another object against the abused door.

Paul jumped. “Wh-What do you wish to do, Captain?” he whispered.

“Come in here and face me,
coward
! Or are you afraid?”

Knowing she was looking to provoke him, Simon forced himself to draw in a deep breath and exhale slowly before he spoke. “Paul.”

“Captain?”

“Go.”

The young man obeyed immediately, disappearing into the galley.

“Why send him away?” She kicked the door. “Don’t you need others to do your dirty work for you? Are you certain you have the courage to come in here
alone
?” Wood splintered against the door with the intensity of a thunderclap.

Jésus-Christ
. He seized the door handle. “That’s enough! You’ve done enough damage—”

“No!
You
have done the damage! Open this door!” She struck the door and gave a cry as if in pain.

His anger drained away the moment he realized she’d injured herself.

He unlocked the door and snatched it open.

She stood in the middle of the cabin, holding her hand. Her head was down and her hair, arranged in a cascade of dark curls, was mussed. But it was her gown, and not the chaotic condition of the room, that froze his breath in his throat.

Deep blue, trimmed with pale yellow ribbons, it accentuated her female attributes in the most mouthwatering way—her body clearly defined before him for the first time. His cock hardened.