Unholy Magic (22 page)

Slobag lost. “You asked us to come.”

The words explained one thing Chess had always wondered about Lex, anyway. His words were Downspeech, but his accent never had been. Slobag’s wasn’t either. Interesting.

“Yay.” Bump leaned back, not bothering to hide his triumphant smile. “Sure did. Looks like we got a ghost, yay? Going after we fuckin whores. Bump hears you got a problem like it over your side. True?”

Slobag nodded.

“Ain’t Bump, yay? Ain’t goin after you fuckin girls, none. Chess here got the notion some ghost usin they eyeballs to see, takin they souls and makin them fuckin whores or ought, maybe she oughta fuckin chatter it so’s you dig it.”

Lex blew smoke out hard; the wind caught it and carried it right into her face. “Aye, let’s us hear what she say. You talk now, Churchwitch?”

With all eyes on her, glaring at him would only make her vulnerable. So she looked up instead, to a point right over his head, and quickly outlined what she thought—what she was sure—was happening.

Silence followed, broken only by the occasional shuffling of feet and the snap of Terrible’s lighter.

“Yay, some fucked up,” Bump said. He adjusted his grip on the cane; his rings clacked and sparkled. “What say, Ladybird? Think now we know what the fuck we look for, you find it? What you need, get it fuckin found?”

“I can banish them when we find them, yeah, but I don’t know how to find them.”

“We know they ain’t up here, dig, no fuckin happening in Bump’s territory Bump ain’t got the knowledge of.” This last was spoken with a satisfied glance at Slobag. “But maybe Slobag here ain’t can fuckin say the same, yay? What you say, Slobag? They by your fuckin side? Maybe you have you a fuckin study on it. Maybe you head on there, Ladybird. Have you a lookie round, see what you fuckin see.”

Now he wanted her to go over there and spy. Of course. For fuck’s sake, did he not understand she had an actual job?

She nodded. Time to discuss it with him after this stupid meeting was over.

“Yay, that work itself out real fuckin fine.” Bump stood up. “Ladybird come around, you take she safe, yay? Maybe best to pass the word, gonna fuckin send she down there.”

Slobag nodded, glanced at Terrible. Bump laughed, an oily chuckle that Chess practically felt settle on her skin.

“Ain’t no worries on Terrible, dig. Figure you fuckin guys ain’t takin he out noways.”

That successfully put an end to the meeting. Lex gave her fingers another tongue bath, and he and his father left. Chess did not watch them go. She was too busy lighting a cigarette, ducking down by the pillar out of the wind to bump up, anything to avoid getting into the discussion she knew she was about to have.

Make that
discussions
. First Bump wanted to instruct her on exactly what kind of information he wanted her to gather—she took notes—and to remind her he still wanted Lex’s hair.

Then he left. Left her alone with Terrible.

She inhaled deep, wishing it was courage instead of speed, and watched him reach into his jacket pocket and pull out a small recorder. He glanced at her as he opened it, removed the chip, and placed both back in his pocket.

“You right, Chess?”

“Yeah, I just … so that was Slobag.”

Terrible shrugged, but she felt his gaze on her. “Ain’t so much, aye?”

“No, I guess not.” The speed hit; her teeth felt like she’d rubbed them with aluminum foil.

“C’mon. Gotta get on out. I got some places needin to go. Ain’t you got work?”

“Yeah, I’ve got a couple of things I could do, sure. But … I want to talk to you, for a minute. If that’s okay.”

What was she doing? He was going to let her off the hook! Was she insane?

She didn’t feel insane. A little foggy, maybe, from the extra Cepts, and a little chatty from the speed numbing her nose and the back of her throat. But not insane.

She owed him this. As much as she would have loved to hide from it and pretend it had never happened, it had. And something about those words she’d heard, about him saying them, made her feel strong enough to give him something back.

He rubbed the back of his neck, stalling, then shoved his hands into his pockets, his eyes resolutely cast down. “You ain’t need to say, Chess. It’s cool, dig? Ain’t a problem this side.”

“But it’s not, I mean, I feel like—”

He nodded, turning the gesture into a barrier against her words. “Aye. I dig it, no problem. I see you around sometime, then. Go an get in yon car, aye?”

“No, wait. Please.” This was easier. He’d turned to go. She could talk to his back. The words came so much more readily when he wasn’t looking at her. When she didn’t know that behind the impenetrable lenses of his sunglasses his gaze was fixed on her face, watching her every move.

Her parched throat ached. She grabbed her water and gulped some, nearly choking in her haste. “It’s not … it’s not what you’re thinking. It’s not. It’s …”

Shit, this was hard. How did you tell someone the truth when you weren’t even sure what that was? When you’d never told it before, not like this? Her hands trembled as she screwed the cap back on her water bottle.

“It’s not you, it’s not that I don’t … I just don’t think I’m ready for that. I don’t think I’d be good at it.” Shit, she couldn’t seem to get her throat and mouth to work properly. All her fear had formed itself into a horrid lump there, caked with speed behind her tonsils.

“I think I need some time. If that’s okay. I mean, I don’t expect you to sit around and wait for me. But I don’t want you to think it’s you, that I don’t want … That’s not it. And I don’t—I don’t want us to not hang out or anything. I want to. Um, I want
us
to. I just … need time.”

The words hung in the air between them for so long Chess could practically hear their death rattle. Oh, shit, she’d done that wrong, hadn’t she? She’d said that wrong, he didn’t understand what she meant. She’d thought he would know, that he’d be able to read between the lines and understand, but what if he hadn’t? Should she say more? But how much more?

Then he nodded. “Aye, cool. No worryin.”

The cold hand wrapping itself around her chest eased its grip. Panic still hovered over her, battering at the edges of her high, trying to find a way in, but not as much as it had a few minutes ago.

Of course, she had no idea where they would go from there.

“You headin back your place now?”

“Don’t know. You want to come over?” The words came out before she had a chance to think about it. Maybe that wasn’t such a good idea. Having him in her place, just the two of them getting a buzz going … yeah. Maybe it wasn’t a good idea at all.

“Thinkin on headin for Trickster’s. New band playin, they ain’t bad neither. Come along, if you’re wantin.”

She nodded, took the few steps that brought her to his side. Trickster’s was probably a much better idea, because even just standing here next to him made her stomach flip a little. She couldn’t stop looking at his Adam’s apple, for some reason; the skin over it was so delicate, would be so sensitive under her lips.

“I follow you back your place, aye, leave yon car.”

Her shoulder brushed against his arm as they walked. The contact sent a little shiver through her that had nothing to do with the cold wind. Shit, what had she done? What was she supposed to be doing? She’d just made a huge mistake, hadn’t she. If the last week or so had taught her anything, it should have been that she and relationships of any kind didn’t mix, that she’d been right to be alone for so long.

But that loneliness didn’t seem like a peaceful retreat anymore. It just seemed lonely. And she knew, trusted without a doubt, that he wouldn’t push her into anything. Would never have said anything if she hadn’t forced his hand, would leave it up to her to decide what the next move was and when it would be made. And if she was turned on just being around him, well, that wasn’t really new, was it. Even if she wanted to pretend it was.

He put his hand on the small of her back when they reached the end of the bridge, helping her across the gravel and loose chunks of cement there. The heat in her blood intensified. Shit, she really needed to stop focusing on this. Arousal was like misery; once she let herself feel it, it refused to stop, pouring into her like whiskey and filling her up. She was still scared, still not ready, but surely it would be okay just to kiss him? To be friends who kissed?

Just one kiss. Just to feel those hands on her again, to taste his skin. It didn’t even have to last that long. She just wanted to touch him. To be close to him. She could kiss him, slide her palms up his chest, under his shirt. He’d hold her tight in those arms that felt strong enough to keep her together, and she could kiss his throat, scrape her teeth over it, dig them in and bite, tear that skin with her teeth so his blood pumped over her,
reach up and dig her nails into his eyes and yank them out and—

She caught the scream before it escaped, threw herself away from him and fell to the cold ground.

“No! No, stay away from me!” She swatted at the hand he offered, scrambled away across the pavement. “They’re here, Terrible, shit they’re here I feel them—”

His fist closed around her arm, yanked her up from the street and pulled her close. She shuddered, resisted the urge to bury her face in his chest and inhale him like a line of speed. Grabbing her knife was probably a better idea; his other hand already held his gun ready, his gaze shifting over the trees at the edge of the road, the banks of the river.

“How close? You got em strong, or they still off?”

“I don’t know.” Air forced its way into her chest; she had to remind herself to breathe. How much of what she felt was sex magic, and how much was just plain sex? The bloodlust, that wasn’t her, and it was strong, but how strong? No way to tell. It was too connected to everything else, to the need pounding through her.

“What you have us do? We wait for em, dig, maybe take em out? Got it in you, without all yon herbs and shit?”

She nodded, barely trusting her voice. “Let’s do it.”

His arm tightened around her, then loosened again, so quickly she would have thought she imagined it if she hadn’t been so sensitive. Together they moved into about the same position she’d been in at the Crematorium with Lex, almost back-to-back, waiting. Watching. The river’s voice lifted over the banks, a low hum in her ears. Wind shuffled the branches of the trees, adding to the white noise, and over it all was the sound of her breath in her chest, the sound of her blood in her ears. She tensed and waited for the magic to get stronger. Waited for Vanita and her mate to get closer.

Minutes passed. Her muscles started to creak with tension. Shadows in the trees moved, formed shapes that made her breath catch but disappeared when she tried to focus on them.

Nothing. Nothing there, and the energy was fading. At first Chess thought she was imagining it, that it was nothing more than wishful thinking, but no. It was definitely fading.

Terrible—had he felt the energy as well?—relaxed when she did. “Ain’t comin, aye? Figure they seen us ready?”

“I guess.”

His head tilted. “Like an alarm you got. They ain’t sneakin up on
you
, aye?”

“Guess not.”

It wasn’t until she was in the car, with the Chevelle’s headlights in her rearview, that it occurred to her to wonder if that was a good thing. If they couldn’t sneak up on her, but they definitely wanted her out of the way….

What would they try next?

Chapter Twenty-two

And the Church sealed the cemeteries, the mortuaries, and places where the dead were stored. These are places of darkness, where no one living belongs.

—
The Book of Truth
, Origins, Article 1631

Lex seemed edgy, grumpy, and tired and not in the mood to be reassuring. Not that he ever was. Their relationship—such as it was—was short on such things, and long on jokes and admittedly great sex. So why, then, did she want nothing more at that moment than to head back to his place and crawl under the blankets? To seek some sort of reassurance, some sort of … something, that she knew probably wasn’t there? It was like digging for gold in a garbage pile. And if that little analogy didn’t tell her something, she didn’t know what could.

She was going to have to end it. She’d always known it would have to end eventually, but now, after everything that had happened and the decision she’d made … Yeah, she was going to have to end it with him. Soon.

“Too cold out this night,” he said, holding the edges of his leather jacket together against the wind. On his forehead and neck the sigils she’d drawn before they entered seemed to move with the shadows crossing his face.

“You could zip it up, you know.”

“Nay. Make me look like a pussy, aye?”

She rolled her eyes. “Because you look so much cooler clutching it like that. Besides, it’s not like anybody can see us. Nobody’s around.”

This was perfectly true. From the Remington file Chess had copied the address of the old cemetery in which Vanita had been buried, the plot and row numbers stark black on the white page of her notebook. She’d used her master key to enter, opening the gate with its huge protective sigils and warning signs. Citizens were not allowed in the cemetery, in any cemeteries; she’d brought Lex along because Graveyard Twenty-three—formerly known as Oak Hill Cemetery—was in Slobag’s territory, a few blocks in, and because she’d wanted company. Banishing ghosts was her job. That didn’t mean she wasn’t still scared.

And the atmosphere in Graveyard Twenty-three did nothing to calm her. Broken tombstones littered the frozen, churned-up earth; dead vegetation tangled over them, along the messy rows between them, stiff, bare branches like spindly arms straining to grab her as she walked past. Trying to pull her down, to suck her under the earth.

She hunched her shoulders to hide her nerves and kept walking. Vanita had been buried near the center, Plot Fifteen, Row Thirty-eight, and if Chess counted correctly they were at Row Thirty now. If she had to, she’d brush aside the dead bushes engulfing the row signs and check.
If
she had to; she didn’t want to. Didn’t want to touch anything, certainly did not want to be here at night.

“Much farther on?” Lex blew on his hands.

“No, couple of rows.”

“Mighty creepy here, Tulip. Ain’t see how you do this for work.”

“I usually come during the day to get the dirt. And they’re usually better maintained. The Church keeps them mowed and everything.”

Twenty-three was in Downside, after all, so like everything else it was neglected and broken and filthy.

Like her.

“Why come this one ain’t?”

She shrugged. “Maybe the guy who’s supposed to do it isn’t doing it. I don’t know. It’s not my department, I don’t really know how they handle it.”

Beneath her coat and sweater her skin heated, her tattoos tingling. No surprise there. The place was packed with residual energy, bottled up by the elaborate wards inside the fence and the sigils and runes on it. No one was permitted to live within a hundred feet of a cemetery, but the Church didn’t neglect its responsibility anyway. To keep ghosts contained was the reason for its existence; to keep them contained, and to provide the people under its rule and care with a road map, a moral code by which to live and thus guarantee they made it into the City themselves. Guarantee that they didn’t end up in a spirit prison, guarantee they didn’t end up somewhere worse.

But it wasn’t … She stopped. It wasn’t just ghost energy making her heart speed up. It was sex magic, slithering like dry leaves up her spine, over her ribcage and breasts, down into her jeans. Vanita and her Bindmate. This was definitely the place, and she was definitely going to have a hard time not getting overwhelmed.

“Lex.”

“Aye?”

“I think you should wait here. There’s some—some magic here, I don’t think you want—”

“Aw, now, Tulip, you know I ain’t feel that shit, not ever, aye? Ain’t gonna get me, no worryin.”

“No, I—” She hadn’t meant it for his sake. She’d meant it for hers.

Sex magic to raise Vanita, sex magic to power her, hell, sex magic to get off with her. All here.

And now Chess was trapped in it, feeling it wrap its sticky, musky fingers around her, press them farther into her, and she couldn’t escape. Not if she wanted to get this done.

“I just think maybe you should stay here.”

“Some magic thing I ain’t can help with, you saying?”

“N—Yes. Yeah, you’re blocking the energy. Stay here, okay. Just keep an eye on me.”

“Here” was a half-rotted stump next to a crumbling mausoleum. It had been beautiful once—the mausoleum, that is, although the tree had undoubtedly been lovely too. The angel on top of the building had not been destroyed during Haunted Week; most graveyard statues were intact, simply because people had been afraid to enter cemeteries when it happened, and the Church sealed them up as it took over.

Chess had seen images of angels before, of course. The Archives were full of them. But something about this one, its stone head bowed as if under a terrible weight of sadness, its wings half unfurled, its hands pressed together, made something in her chest ache. So peaceful. What had it felt like, to have faith like that? To believe that death brought something better, brought peace and unity with something greater than oneself?

Of course, most people thought that now. The City didn’t scare everyone; Chess was the only person she knew who found it dreadful. People seemed to like knowing they would live on.

But … the symbols of the old religions were so beautiful, so majestic in their power and grace. Someone, somewhere, had put that angel there because they really believed in it. She reached out and touched the icy stone of the disintegrating wall. It vibed under her hand, so old. Full of power, like the earth below her—

Right. Like the earth. Time to get moving. What was she doing, standing there staring at some statue?

“You right, Tulip? Lookin kinda pale, you is. Want me to dig the dirt?”

“I’m fine.” Nothing a couple more Cepts wouldn’t fix, anyway, or actually … She had a Panda, a nice little low, just a tad heavier than Cepts. Sleep wasn’t the goal here, just keeping her head straight until she got the job done. She forced herself to chew it up; the faster it entered her bloodstream the better, given how that stupid sex magic had her heart pumping doubletime. “You can’t, anyway. I have to do it, there’s some ritual stuff I have to do. Wait here.”

Vanita’s grave was about halfway down the row, right where it was supposed to be. Chess inspected the brown needles of grass covering it, found no disturbances. Good.

No angels peered out from the headstone here. It was simply a plaque set into the ground, overgrown with dry ivy. Chess walked around the edge of the plot to push it aside, checking to be sure she had the right one. She did.
VANITA TAILOR
.

“Aklamadii paratium revatska,”
she whispered, and stepped onto the grave itself.

Sex energy roared up her leg, finding every empty space she had and filling it, swelling into her, over her. She had too many empty places; everything was empty; it overwhelmed her.

Sweat beaded on her forehead as she knelt. Her tattoos tingled and burned, the sigils on her forehead and throat felt like they’d been scratched into her skin with spent matches.

The frozen earth resisted the spade, made it torturously slow to dig. Torturous especially because even as the Panda hit and her muscles relaxed a bit, it wasn’t enough. Her skin still crawled, her blood still raced, her body beneath her clothes was damp everywhere. At this rate she’d be here until morning, damn it.

The best depth for gathering graveyard dirt was two feet, no one knew why. She wasn’t sure she’d make it. With every meager scoop of dirt she upturned, the energy strengthened; with every scoop of dirt her muscles tingled more, it grew harder to sit still, she was more and more aware of Lex sitting fifteen feet away, naked under his clothes. It didn’t matter that she was sweating in earnest now, that her hair stuck to her forehead and her mouth was dry. Whoever Vanita’s Bindmate was, he was good. Powerful.

“Shaska leptika antida.”

Now for the fun part. If by “fun” you meant “awful.”

With her fingers she scraped at the dirt in the hole, scooping it into the inert plastic bag she’d brought along. Hard particles of it caught under her fingernails, dug into the ridges of her palm. It was icy, frozen, but it felt good against her heated skin.

The bag bulged by her side. She lifted her hand over its gaping mouth, grabbed her knife.

”
Asteru antida
, with blood I power. With blood I bind.”

Air filled her lungs, fuller, deeper, until she felt ready to burst. She held it, focused on it, on the life and power in her veins, trying to separate as much as possible from the crawling sex energy threatening to make her go mad.

“With blood I bind,” she said again, and sliced into her left pinkie.

Her blood hit the dirt. The energy backlash knocked her over, sex and darkness so strong she bit back a scream. At least she thought she did, thought she’d managed to keep silent, until Lex’s face appeared and she was too lost to fight it.

She grabbed the back of his neck and yanked his mouth down to hers.

He tried to pull away, but she tightened her grip. Now.
Nownownow
… Without breaking the kiss she shifted her weight, pulled herself to her knees so she could press herself against him.

His car was outside the gates, but it would take at least five minutes to get out of the cemetery. Too far. Too long to walk. It was freezing outside but her blood pumped hot enough for it not to matter.

“Tulip, what’s all this—”

“Take your pants off.”

“The car ain’t far down, we—”

“No.” She slid her clean hand around to his front despite the awkward angle, and gripped him. Hard.

His hand slid over her bottom, dipped between her legs, caressed her thigh, and she gasped against his mouth and pressed closer to him.

“Awful cold out, Tulip.” But she knew he wasn’t going to say no. He could barely get the words out as it was, and he was growing against her palm with every second. Good thing, too, because the energy kept building. Damn it, this is why she avoided sex magic. She could hardly breathe. She didn’t particularly want to do this here, in the cold, in a graveyard for fuck’s sake, but if he didn’t get those fucking pants off soon, she was going to overload.

“That’s not what you said the other night.” His throat was warm; she bit it, moved her hand.

His palm slid up under her shirt, bunching her coat, exposing a thin slice of her belly to the frigid air. She barely noticed. His fingers slipped under her bra and danced over her nipple, making her moan low in the back of her throat.

“Ain’t know what’s got into you, I ain’t.” His breath hit her neck, the tender hollow of her collarbone, sending a violent shiver through her entire body. “First two nights back you race in an throw me around, now this …”

“You complaining?”

“Fuck no.”

She found the button fly of his jeans and ripped it open, reached for her own and did the same. “Good. Come on, it’s not that cold—”

“Ain’t what
you
said the other night, Tulip,” he murmured, but his hand left her breast to slip down into her panties, and her head fell back so his lips could press to the base of her neck. Together they tumbled onto the carpet of dead leaves, onto the ground that should have felt harder than it did. Would have felt harder, if she hadn’t been so close to exploding already.

Just as she started pushing his jeans down and his fingers started moving in earnest she heard it, a low choked sound over the roaring of her blood and their gasps in the still air. She cranked her neck up, seeing everything upside down, trying to track the noise … and her eyes met Terrible’s.

She froze like a trapped animal, her already pounding heart threatening to leap right out of her chest. What—oh fuck, how long had he been there? Why was he there, how did he know where—

Right. She knew. Knew without having to hear him say it, knew before the thought had even formed in her mind. He’d gotten a phone call, maybe, from someone who didn’t give their name. A text or a note. They couldn’t get close to her, she felt them, so they’d found another way to take her out.

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