Unlikely Allies (12 page)

"Whatever it is, spit it out," Lyssa said in her usual abrasive way that I had come to realize was nothing more than a shield.

Without asking permission, I reached over and grabbed her hand. I expected her to pull it away in her normal sassy way, but she surprised me by gripping it hard in her own hand.

"Judge Lewis has awarded custody back to your father," Rick said, not beating around the bush.

"When?" she asked in a distant voice.

"Effective immediately.
They're sending your court liaison tomorrow to pick you up."

"Oh, I guess I better go pack," she said in a dead voice, dropping my hand as she stood up.

"Alyssa, sweetie, do you want to talk about it?" Louise asked, leaving her place against the wall.

"Talk about what?
The fact that my dad got custody once again?
It's no big surprise
, right? I'm the Hard-Knock G
irl after all," she added, looking at Amy before heading out the door.

Amy groaned and dropped her head into her hands. Without thinking, I jumped off the couch and ran after her.

"Lyssa, wait up," I said, reaching her as she hit the trail for our cabin.

"Why?" she asked in the same belligerent voice she used the first day I met her.

"Because, I care about you," I said, reaching out to put my hand on her shoulder.

"You care about me? That's rich," she mocked, jerking back away from me. "You have two parents who want you
,
princess. You don't think we all see you strutting around on
your high horse around here. Poor
Kimberly
feels bad for the orphans. Boo for you," she lashed out, striding toward the cabin door.

I stood where she left me, shell-shocked. Did everyone here really feel that way about me? I knew I was worlds removed from the pain they had suffered, but I didn't realize they all thought of me as a fraud.

"She's just upset," Amy said, coming up beside me.

I shook my head. "My mom always says there's a grain of truth in everything everyone says," I mumbled.

"
Kimbe
, she's just upset. None of us feel tha
t way," she said, grabbing
my hand to drag me off toward the bonfire that was blazing to life in the center of the campsite.

"Shouldn't we make sure she's okay?" I asked, trying to shake of the last of my hurt feelings. This wasn't about me. This was about the hurt little girl in our cabin.

"She just needs a little space. Hopefully, we'll get to see her again next summer if you decide to spend the summer with us again," she said, wagging her eyebrows at me.

"Are you sure?" I asked, shooting one last look at the cabin before I let her drag me away.

"I'm positive. Trust me, sometimes when you get a blow like this, you need time to pick yourself up and dust the disappointment off," Amy answered, making it clear she'd been in the same position before.

"This totally sucks," I said, kicking a rock as hard as I could.

She laughed harshly. "It's life. If I had a quarter for every time my life turned unpleasant
,
I'd be rich. Trust me, I know how Alyssa feels. She just needs a little time to get her shield back in place. It's tough to leave people behind that actually care about you," she added, clearly speaking from experience.

"I'm sorry," I said, slipping my arm through hers.

"Thanks, seriously though, I'm over my childhood drama," she said. "Come on, let's go see what kind of ruckus the others are up to," she added, sounding uncomfortable.

Pushing my concern to the back burner, I let her drag me to the group that was laughing and chattering happily around the blazing fire. I felt it was a betrayal to be partying while Lyssa was so unhappy, but remembered only Amy and I knew what was going on. We plopped down on one of the benches, watching the flames leap into the night sky.

Travis came lo
ping up to us as soon as he spotted Amy. "What took so long?" he demanded.

"I had to do my nails," Amy quipped, flashing him her hand, which was funny because her nails were notorious for being ragged. Between rowing and other chores, most
of
her nails were broken down to the
quick
s
.

"They look lovely," he said, capturing her hand in his, not bothering to check since his eyes never left hers. "Come dance with me," he said, dragging her to her feet.

"There's no music," she protested, giggling.

"John, music," he called out over his shoulder. Within seconds,
John's iP
od was docked and blasting out of the speakers. "Now there is," he said, grinning at her.

"Fine, but you better not
ruin
my pedicure," she joked, following him to the clearing where a couple of the other counselors were dancing to the music.

I watched them for a while, enjoying the feel of the fire on my chilled skin. Rick had been right, a cold front was definitely moving in. I would never get used to this wacky weather. Someone changed the playlist on the iPod and softer music filled the night. Travis pulled Amy into his arms like he had been waiting for this moment all his life. I watched them for a few minutes before deciding that while I wasn't exactly jealous, I was envious of the obvious affection they shared. I stood up and dusted off my butt so I could go check on Lyssa.

"Not up to your usual party standards?" Mason asked, stepping out in front of me. His dog tags gleamed in the glow of the campfire.

"Do you wear these to try to be cool?" I asked, reaching out to grab them.

His warm hand came up and covered mine. "They were my dad's. He died during deployment nine years ago," he said quietly.

"Damn you," I said after a moment. "Why do you manage to bring out the worst in me? I'm not this mean
,
snippy person
," I said, dropping my head
. "Why do you hate me so much?" I finally added, looking up at him more confused than
ever. I wanted to hate him as much as he hated me, but I couldn't help being drawn to him. My emotions had been put through the wringer tonight, and for the first time in forever, I fought back a sob.

"I don't hate you," he said in a raspy voice, dragging me closer with my hand still clutched in his. "I don't know what I feel, but God knows it's not hate," he added a breath away from me.

My heart pounded in my chest, almost painfully. How had we wound up this close, staring at each other so intently when we were just exchanging insults?

"It's not?" I asked, thinking I heard him wrong.

"No, Kimberly, it's not," he said. "Dance with me," he said softly, changing the subject.

"Why?" I asked, afraid I was being punked again.

"Because, I've been thinking of holding you in my arms for days, and I'm done fighting it."

I shivered as goose bumps popped up on my arms. His closeness was affecting my breathing as I puffed out short shallow breaths.

He pulled me into his arms and locked them firmly around me. Our bodies swayed slowly together to the nearby music in the air. I could feel the heat of his body as he pulled me even closer. I nervously moistened my lips with the tip of my tongue. His eyes darkened as he watched me. I tucked my tongue back in my mouth quickly, not wanting him to think I had done it on purpose.

His free hand moved up my arm, past my shoulder, until it cupped my neck. "I just can't seem to get you out of my mind. God knows I want to," he said huskily, moving even closer.

"Why don't you want me in your mind?"

"Because, I wasn't looking for a summer fling with some girl heading off to college."

"Fling?"
I questioned, dropping my eyes to his lips. For days I had been fighting the urge to think about how they would feel pressed against mine, and now they were just inches away.

Catching my look, he tightened his hold on me before finally dropping his lips to mine. Delicious heat flared through me followed by a blanket of coolness as the skies opened up above us. I felt the stinging rain pelt my face, but paid it no mind as his lips claimed mine for his own. I snaked my free hand along his stomach until it gripped the side of his shirt, pulling him closer.

"It's raining," he mumbled against my lips.

"I don't care," I said recklessly. There had been such a fine line of hate between us for days that it felt surreal to be wrapped in his arms.

"Neither do
I
," he said, dropping his lips almost roughly back on mine once again. I moaned softly at how delicious the pressure felt. He used the tip of his tongue to coax my mouth open and I complied without hesitation. Time stood still as we stayed locked in each other's arms.

"Alyssa's gone," a loud disapproving voice said from behind me.

Chapter 8

"What?" I asked, turning around to see an unhappy Rick standing directly behind us.

"I
said,
Alyssa is gone," he repeated, emphasizing his words.

"What do you mean
'
gone
'
?" I demanded as water dripped down my face.

"She ran away. Her cot is empty and she left a note saying she'd rather live in the woods than live with her father," he said, looking panicked for the first time ever.

"Holy crap, what are we going to do?" I asked, scanning the immense forest that surrounded us.

"I'm organizing search parties until the forest rangers can get here."

"Okay, let's go," I said, anxious to start the search.

"Not so fast. You need to change. The cold front has moved in and everyone needs to dress warmer and wear a rain slicker," he said, blatantly pointing out our drenched state. His words seemed to trigger a reaction in me, making me suddenly aware I was standing in a torrential downpour. Shudders
ripped through me as my mind and body connected to how chilled I was.

"But we need to find her now," I said as my teeth started to chatter.

"We will, but we need to be prepared before we go off traipsing through the woods all willy-nilly. Meet me in the mess hall in five minutes," he said, shooting us one last disgruntled look before heading off to the other cabins.

I turned to Mason, confused over everything that had transpired in the last few minutes.

He sighed as he watched me shake uncontrollably from the cold. "Go change, we'll sort this mess out after we find Alyssa," he said, dismissing me as he strode off toward his cabin.

Sort the
mess
out? So, kissing me was a
mess
? I thought angrily. He was
the one that initiated the lip-
lock, and now he wanted to categorize it as some mess that needed to be swept under the carpet.
I swear, he's mental,
I grumbled to myself as I stomped to my cabin.

The lights were on as I pushed the door open. All eyes were on me when I entered.

"Is it true?" Parker asked with eyes filled with tears.

"Yeah," I answered quietly as the graveness of the situation fully gripped me. "But don't worry, we're going to find her," I said, grabbing a stack of dry clothes before heading to the bathroom. I could hear the worried voices of the younger campers as I hurriedly stripped off my wet clothes. Shivers
shook my body, making it hard to pul
l the dry clothes on. A
fter my second layer was added, I finally began to feel some relief from the cold that had gripped me. I headed back to the main room to pull on warm socks as Amy burst through the door, looking like a drowned rat.

I couldn't help laughing briefly at the sight of her.

"Can you believe this?" she asked through chattering teeth.

"Which part?" I asked gravely.

"I know
,
right?
"
she said, heading to the bathroom.

The room was now silent as all the girls watched me, waiting for reassurance.

"We're going to find her," I said firmly, trying to convince myself as much as them as I pulled on my rain slicker.

"It's raining though,"
said
Trac
ey, one of the shyer girls
.

"I know, which means she probably didn't go far," I answered, hoping I was right.

"Ready?" Amy asked, coming out of the bathroom and pulling on her own rain slicker.

"Yep, try not to worry," I told the girls as we headed out of the cabin and raced over the mud-slicked ground toward the mess hall.

The large room was busy with activity. Everyone crowded around one of the round tables that had a map spread out on it. "We're going to split up in teams and take the five different trails," Rick said, pointing to various spots on the map. "It's likely she stayed on familiar ground, but I still want us to
search all the trails, including the advanced ones. Mason will team up with someone and take the Mountain Lion trail, while Travis and I will take the Black Bear trail. The easier trails will be divided up by the remaining teams. Amy I want you to stay behind in case Alyssa comes back. She knows you best," he added.