Unravel Me (41 page)

It’s almost embarrassing how quickly I inhale the contents.

I climb out of bed only to find that I’m wearing a pair of navy gym shorts that are
hanging so low on my hips I’m afraid they’re going to fall off. I’m wearing a gray
T-shirt with some kind of logo on it and I’m swimming in the extra material. I have
no socks. No gloves. No underwear.

I have nothing.

I wonder if I’m allowed to step outside and I decide it’s worth a shot. I have no
idea what I’m doing here. I have no idea why I’m not dead yet.

I freeze in front of the mirrored doors.

My hair has been washed well and it falls in thick, soft waves around my face. My
skin is bright and, with the exception of a few scratches, relatively unscathed. My
eyes are wide; an odd, vibrant mix of green and blue blinking back at me, surprised
and surprisingly unafraid.

But my neck.

My neck is one mess of purple, one big bruise that discolors my entire appearance.
I hadn’t realized just how tightly I was being choked to death yesterday—I think it
was yesterday—and I only now realize just how much it hurts to swallow. I take a sharp
breath and push past the mirrors. I need to find a way to get out of here.

The door opens at my touch.

I look around the hallway for any sign of life. I don’t have any idea what time of
day it is or what I’ve gotten myself into. I don’t know if anyone exists in this house
except for Anderson—and whoever it was that helped me in the bathroom—but I have to
assess my situation. I have to figure out exactly how much danger I’m in before I
can devise a plan to fight my way out.

I try to tiptoe quietly down the stairs.

It doesn’t work.

The stairs creak and groan under my weight and I hardly have a chance to backpedal
before I hear him call my name. He’s downstairs.

Anderson is downstairs.

“Don’t be shy,” he says. I hear the rustle of something that sounds like paper. “I
have food for you and I know you must be starving.”

My heart is suddenly beating in my throat. I wonder what choices I have, what options
I have to consider and I decide I can’t hide from him in his own hideout.

I meet him downstairs.

He’s the same beautiful man he was before. Hair perfect and polished, clothing crisp,
clean, expertly pressed. He’s sitting in the living room in an overstuffed chair with
a blanket draped over his lap. I notice a gorgeous, rustic-looking, intricately carved
walking stick leaning against the armrest. He has a stack of papers in his hand.

I smell coffee.

“Please,” he says to me, not at all surprised by my strange, wild appearance. “Have
a seat.”

I do.

“How are you feeling?” he asks.

I look up. I don’t answer him.

He nods. “Yes, well, I’m sure you’re very surprised to see me here. It’s a lovely
little house, isn’t it?” He looks around. “I had this preserved shortly after I moved
my family to what is now Sector 45. This sector was supposed to be mine, after all.
It turned out to be the ideal place to store my wife.” He waves a hand. “Apparently
she doesn’t do very well in the compounds,” he says, as if I’m supposed to have any
idea what he’s talking about.

Store
his wife?

I don’t know why I allow anything out of his mouth to surprise me.

Anderson seems to catch my confusion. He looks amused. “Am I to understand that my
love-struck boy didn’t tell you about his beloved mother? He didn’t go on and on and
on about his pathetic love for the creature that gave birth to him?”

“What?” is the first word I speak.

“I am truly shocked,” Anderson says, smiling like he’s not shocked at all. “He didn’t
bother to mention that he has a sick, ailing mother who lives in this house? He didn’t
tell you that’s why he wanted the post here, in this sector, so desperately? No? He
didn’t tell you anything about that?” He cocks his head. “I am just so shocked,” he
lies again.

I’m trying to keep my heart rate down, trying to figure out why on earth he’s telling
me this, trying to stay one step ahead of him, but he’s doing a damn good job of confusing
the hell out of me.

“When I was chosen as supreme commander,” he goes on, “I was going to leave Aaron’s
mother here and take him with me to the capital. But the boy didn’t want to leave
his mother behind. He wanted to take care of her. He didn’t want to leave her. He
needed to
be
with her like some stupid
child
,” he says, raising his voice at the end, forgetting himself for a moment. He swallows.
Regains his composure.

And I’m waiting.

Waiting for the anvil he’s preparing to drop on my head.

“Did he tell you how many other soldiers wanted be in charge of Sector 45? How many
fine candidates we had to choose from? He was only eighteen years old!” He laughs.
“Everyone thought he’d gone mad. But I gave him a chance,” Anderson says. “I thought
it might be good for him to take on that kind of responsibility.”

Still waiting.

A deep, contented sigh. “Did he ever tell you,” Anderson says, “what he had to do
to prove he was worthy?”

There it is.

“Did he ever tell you what I made him do to earn it?”

I feel so dead inside.

“No,” Anderson says, eyes bright, too bright. “I suspect he didn’t want to mention
that part, did he? I bet he didn’t include that part of his past, did he?”

I don’t want to hear this. I don’t want to know this. I don’t want to listen anymore—

“Don’t worry,” Anderson says. “I won’t spoil it for you. Best to let him share those
details with you himself.”

I’m not calm anymore. I’m not calm and I’ve officially begun to panic.

“I’ll be heading back to base in just a bit,” Anderson says, sorting through his papers,
not seeming to mind having an entirely one-sided conversation with me. “I can’t stand
to be under the same roof as his mother for very long—I do not get on well with the
ill, unfortunately—but this has turned out to be a convenient little camp under the
present circumstances. I’ve been using it as a base from which to oversee all that’s
going on at the compounds.”

The battle.

The fighting.

The bloodshed and Adam and Kenji and Castle and everyone I’ve left behind

How could I forget

The horrifying, terrifying possibilities are flashing through my mind. I have no idea
what’s happened. If they’re okay. If they know I’m still alive. If Castle managed
to get Brendan and Winston back.

If anyone I know has died.

My eyes are crazed, darting around. I get to my feet, convinced that this is all just
an elaborate trap, that perhaps someone is going to maul me from behind or someone
is waiting in the kitchen with a cleaver, and I can’t catch my breath, I’m wheezing
and I’m trying to figure out what to do what to do what to do and I say “What am I
doing here? Why did you bring me here? Why haven’t you killed me yet?”

Anderson looks at me. He cocks his head. He says, “I am very upset with you, Juliette.
Very, very unhappy.” He says, “You have done a very bad thing.”

“What?” seems to be the only question I know how to ask. “What are you talking about?”
For one crazy moment I wonder if he knows about what happened with Warner. I almost
feel myself blush.

But he takes a deep breath. Grabs the cane resting against his chair. He has to use
his entire upper body to get to his feet. He’s shaking, even with the cane to support
him.

He’s crippled.

He says, “You did this to me. You managed to overpower me. You shot me in my legs.
You almost shot me in the heart. And you kidnapped my son.”

“No,” I gasp, “that wasn’t—”

“You did this to me.” He cuts me off. “And now I want compensation.”

Breathing. I have to remember to keep breathing.

“It’s quite extraordinary,” Anderson says, “what you were able to do entirely on your
own. There were only three people in that room,” he says. “You, me, and my son. My
soldiers were watching that entire area for anyone else who might’ve come with you,
and they said you were utterly alone.” A pause. “I actually thought you’d come with
a team, you see. I didn’t think you’d be brave enough to meet me by yourself. But
then you single-handedly disarmed me and stole back your hostages. You had to carry
two men—not including my son—out to safety. How you managed to do it is entirely beyond
my comprehension.”

And it hits me: this choice is simple.

I either tell him the truth about Kenji and Adam and risk having Anderson go after
them, or I take the fall.

So I meet Anderson’s eyes.

I nod. I say, “You called me a stupid little girl. You said I was too much of a coward
to defend myself.”

He looks uncomfortable for the very first time. Seems to realize that I could probably
do the same thing to him again, right now if I wanted.

And I think, yes, I probably could. What an excellent idea.

But for now, I’m still strangely curious to see what he wants from me. Why he’s talking
to me. I’m not worried about attacking him right away; I know that I have an advantage
over him now. I should be able to overtake him easily.

Anderson clears his throat.

“I was planning on returning to the capital,” he says. He takes a deep breath. “But
it’s clear that my work here is not yet finished. Your people are making things infinitely
more complicated and it’s becoming harder and harder to simply kill all the civilians.”
A pause. “Well, no, actually, that’s not true. It’s not hard to kill them, it’s only
that it’s becoming impractical.” He looks at me. “If I were to kill them all, I wouldn’t
have any left to rule over, would I?”

He actually laughs. Laughs as if he’s said something funny.

“What do you want with me?” I ask him.

He takes a deep breath. He’s smiling. “I must admit, Juliette—I’m thoroughly impressed.
You alone were able to overpower me. You had enough foresight to think of taking my
son hostage. You saved two of your own men. You caused an
earthquake
to save the rest of your team!” He laughs. He laughs and laughs and laughs.

I don’t bother telling him that only 2 of those things are true.

“I see now that my son was right. You
could
be invaluable to us, especially right now. You know the inside of their headquarters
better than anything Aaron is able to remember.”

So Warner has been to see his father.

He’s shared our secrets. Of course he has. I can’t imagine why I’m so surprised.

“You,” Anderson says to me, “could help me destroy all of your little friends. You
could tell me everything I need to know. You could tell me all about the other freaks,
what they’re capable of, what their strengths and weaknesses are. You could take me
to their hideout. You would do whatever I asked you to do.”

I want to spit in his face.

“I would sooner
die
,” I tell him. “I’d rather be burned alive.”

“Oh, I highly doubt that,” he says. He shifts his weight onto the cane to better hold
himself up. “I think you’d change your mind if you actually had the opportunity to
feel the skin melt off your face. But,” he says, “I am not unkind. I certainly won’t
rule it out as an option, if you’re really that interested.”

Horrible, horrible man.

He smiles, wide, satisfied by my silence. “Yes, I didn’t think so.”

The front door flies open.

I don’t move. I don’t turn around. I don’t know if I want to see what’s about to happen
to me but then I hear Anderson greet his visitor. Invite him in. Ask him to say hello
to their new guest.

Warner steps into my line of vision.

I’m suddenly weak through the bone, sick and slightly mortified. Warner doesn’t say
a word. He’s wearing his perfect suit with his perfect hair and he looks exactly like
the Warner I first met; the only difference now is the look in his eyes. He’s staring
at me in a state of shock so debilitating he actually looks ill.

“You kids remember each other, right?” Anderson is the only one laughing.

Warner is breathing like he’s hiked several mountains, like he can’t understand what
he’s seeing or why he’s seeing it and he’s staring at my neck, at what must be the
ugly blotchy bruise staining my skin and his face twists into something that looks
like anger and horror and heartbreak. His eyes drop to my shirt, to my shorts, and
his mouth falls open just enough for me to notice before he’s reining himself in,
wiping the emotions off his face. He’s struggling to stay composed but I can see the
rapid motions of his chest rising and falling. His voice isn’t nearly as strong as
it could be when he says, “What is she doing here?”

“I’ve had her collected for us,” Anderson says simply.

“For what?” Warner asks. “You said you didn’t want her—”

“Well,” Anderson says, considering. “That’s not entirely true. I could certainly benefit
from having her around, but I decided at the last moment that I wasn’t interested
in her company anymore.” He shakes his head. Looks down at his legs. Sighs. “It’s
just so
frustrating
to be crippled like this,” he says, laughing again. “It’s just so unbelievably
frustrating
. But,” he says, smiling, “at least I’ve found a fast and easy way to fix it. To put
it all back to normal, as they say. It’ll be just like magic.”

Something about his eyes, the sick smile in his voice, the way he says that last line
makes me feel ill. “What do you mean?” I ask, almost afraid to hear his response.

“I’m surprised you even have to ask, my dear. I mean, honestly—did you really think
I wouldn’t notice my son’s brand-new shoulder?” He laughs. “Did you think I wouldn’t
find it strange to see him come home not only unharmed, but entirely
healed
? No scars, no tenderness, no weakness—as if he’d never been shot at all! It’s a miracle,”
he says. “A miracle, my son informs me, that was performed by two of your little freaks.”

“No.”