Unraveled by Her (16 page)

In the morning, Robert tells me he has meetings for most of the day, and not for the first time I wish Lindy weren’t in Honolulu visiting mom right now.

“Robert, I’d love to go back to the dungeons,” I finally blurt out, when we are having supper together in the evening.

He stares at me openmouthed, as if I had suddenly announced that I wanted to become an astronaut.

“Not Dungeon Five,” he says. It is a statement, not a question, and I love that he is so sensitive, and so aware of my feelings and understands that I’m still shell-shocked over what Tamara subjected me to in there.

“You’re right, Robert. Not Dungeon Five,” I say, then add, “But definitely all the rest.”

He squares his shoulders.

“Very well, Miranda, in this particular case, it’s your choice to go back down into the dungeons again, or not. But it’s mine regarding what I do to you once we get there,” he says, and his words thrill through me.

Much later, I struggle to keep up with him as he strides toward Dungeon 3, the mirrored dungeon where he tested my capacity for obedience. I am eager to be in the dungeon with him again, not to be tested but purely for his pleasure—and, I hope, mine.

Robert’s pleasure, of course, is paramount to me. And I know that my pain is his pleasure, and his pleasure is mine, as well. A strange conundrum, but one that makes me happy, no matter how strongly my shameful secret burns within me.

On his instructions, I enter the dungeon dressed in a white corset with white stockings and white patent heels, very clichéd for a submissive, but I still feel extremely sexy dressed like that.

He orders me to the middle of the dungeon, and I stand there, eyes down.

“Remind me of the significance of this particular dungeon?” he demands, in a low rumble.

“This is one of the dungeons in which you tested me, Master, and I hope very much that now that I’ve passed all your tests, you will take your pleasure with me here anyway,” I say, although I am so aroused by the thought of what he might do to me that I don’t find the words easy to articulate.

“And to what tests were you subjected here?”

“Tests of obedience, Master,” I say, and blush at the thought of detailing them to him.

Right now he towers over me, and as always, I experience a second’s frisson of fear.

Then he reaches out and cups my face.

“So rare, so beautiful, Miranda, so in need of training, restraint, discipline, domination, so in need of everything I need so much to give you,” he says, then takes me by the hand and leads me over to the large four-poster bed in the middle of the room.

I quickly check to see what kinds of cuffs or restraints are already attached to the poster bed, but to my surprise there aren’t any.

“You see, domination isn’t necessarily a matter of pain, punishment, or restraint,” he says.

He leads me over to the bed, then stops and, instead of ordering me to lie down on it, strips off his robe to reveal that he is stark naked underneath.

But before I can drink in the magnificent sight of his spectacular Greek-god body, his perfect pecs, his rock-hard ass, he lies down on the bed, flat on his back.

In that position, his chest looks bigger than ever, his chest hair dark and curly, his thighs bulge, and his legs seem impossibly long and incredibly muscular.

And dominating everything: his long, thick cock, the skin of it dark, the smooth, round head of it big and glistening with pre-cum.

What will he do if I suddenly bend down and lick it off for him?

Too active, and probably a bad idea, I guess.

“On top, Miranda,” he suddenly barks, and it dawns on me that he does want me to be active, after all.

But do I want to be? That’s the question, particularly as I’ve never been on top before. My favorite and most frequent position is on all fours, ever since my first lover, Warren, initiated me into the world of domination and submission. But now Robert, a far, far more dominant man than Warren ever was or could be, Robert, the King of Dominants, wants me to take the superior position on top and be active in bed after all!

“Shall I take off my corset?” I say, suddenly feeling at a loss over what I should do next.

“Not yet. Just your shoes. Then sit astride me, and clasp your hands behind your neck,” he says.

And for a moment I relax, simply because I think I can guess what’s going to happen next: nipple clamps. He is going to clamp my breasts with nipple clamps. I just hope that I’ll be able to withstand the pain. But while I hate the idea of having to endure it, I also want to, more than I’d ever admit, even to myself.

So I sit astride him, my hands behind my neck, while quick as a flash, and with an expertise that dizzies me, he puts his cock inside me. Deep inside me. In fact, deeper than I’ve ever had it inside me.

For a second, stunned, I just sit there, his huge cock so deep that I feel it hit my cervix. We gaze at each other, and as I revel in the reflection of the white heat of his passion for me, and the iron hardness of his cock, a wave of ecstasy surges through me.

Then he grabs me by the waist, hard, so hard that for a second I cringe, and then he moves me backward and forward, only a fraction, while my arms are still behind my neck and my breasts are rammed against his chest.

Just when I feel that his cock has swollen even bigger inside me, he stops suddenly.

In a swift, abrupt movement, he pulls down the front of my corset so that my breasts are free.

“Look up, Miranda,” he says, and I see the reflection of myself in the mirror above me, and my breasts are engorged and enormous.

“Now fuck me, fuck me hard, fuck me so that you really feel it,” he says, and he grabs me around the waist and moves me up and down, down and up, deep and fast as if I were a jackhammer.

While all the time, reflected in the mirror, my breasts bounce from side to side and I blush scarlet with embarrassment.

“Ashamed of how beautiful they look?” he says, and I nod.

“Well, you shouldn’t be,” he says, and pulls me forward so that my breasts are in his face. While he fucks me harder and faster than before, he sucks on each of my nipples as if the meaning of life itself flows from them.

Then he sits me up, wraps his arms around my ass, and moves me up and down on his cock again.

I revel in every thrust, every movement he makes, but as hard as he is fucking me, as deep and as fast, I still can’t get accustomed to the control this position gives me over him.

And I’m not in the least bit sure that I really like it.

Just as I am in the process of admitting to myself that I don’t, he pulls out of me, flips me over on my stomach, and then fucks me from behind, just the way I like it—no, love it. And as he does, I see his reflection in the mirror and watch his every movement, transfixed.

The power behind his thrusts, the flexing of the muscles in his thighs, the concentration in his dark green eyes as he judges each movement, each thrust, and monitors my reaction to each and every one of them, are mesmeric.

“Look at yourself in the mirror, Miranda, look how flushed your breasts are, how big your eyes are, how beautiful your body is,” he says.

But for once in my life, I find that I am unable to obey him, and I don’t look at myself in the mirror.

Because as much as I want to obey him, all I really want to do, all that I will ever want to do when I’m in this position and he is behind me, fucking me as if his life depended on it, is gaze at his reflection in the mirror, and worship it with all my heart, soul, mind, and body, to thank God that I’m here, with him, and that he’s fucking me with so much heart and power and passion.

“I only want to look at you, Robert, only you,” I say, and with a last and final thrust, he comes inside me with a roar so loud, so naked that I know at last that his passion for me is equal to mine for him, and I come, too, wildly, wantonly, moaning and in the throes of a world-class orgasm.

Chapter Fourteen

Much later, when Robert is out playing squash (I wish to God that I were good enough to play against him, but I’m not, and I’d hate not to give him a run for his money), I take a spin on the stationary bike in the gym, and my thoughts drift to the subject of dominance and submission.

Without me wanting it to, the thought pops into my mind that part of the excitement of
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is that it allows you to have two distinctly separate selves. Two separate lives, really.

So that in public, he treats me as if I were the queen to his king, and an equal, but in private, if he so decides, he has every right to treat me like a submissive, a servant, a slave. Which gives me the chance to be two people all at once, and all in one lifetime—a man’s equal and his inferior—and to be that with a man who is able to be two people with me, as well: a kind and gentlemanly lover and a harsh and cruel Master. Which is part of what makes what we do together all the more highly colored and incredibly exciting to me.

Days after my brazen plea to Robert to take me down into the dungeons again, and after our adventure in Dungeon 3, we are in the basement, en route to Dungeon 2.

In a way, I’m disappointed because I assumed that he would take me to Dungeon 4. Dungeon 2 is kitted out like a den, with normal furniture in it—no stocks, no rack, no whipping post in sight. In fact, Dungeon 2 doesn’t have any BDSM equipment in it at all, so I can’t imagine what he plans to do to me in there.

Which, of course, is all part of his high-octane appeal as a Master: I can never second-guess his plans, nor anticipate in advance what he intends to do to me. Which renders the prospect of spending time in the dungeon with him all the more terrifying, and all the more erotic.

He unlocks the door to Dungeon 2, then steps aside to allow me to enter first, a striking departure from one of the rules that he has recently instilled in me.

“When we are alone together and no one else is present, if ever we approach a door, I expect you to stand back and open it for me, then wait humbly for me to go through it,” he says sternly, then adds, “At which point, you may follow behind me.

“This rule, however, does not apply when we are out in public. Under those circumstances, you will always comport yourself as my equal, and not as my submissive.”

I nod, and am glad.

Inside the dungeon, he toys with the sound system as he selects the tracks he wants to hear over the next few hours. The tracks that will play during whatever he has designated to be my fate in Dungeon 2.

Rock? Jazz? Baroque? Romantic American standards?

Instead, I hear the relaxing tones of some indeterminate New Age music I don’t recognize, the kind of music you hear in upmarket beauty parlors, selected so as to lull you into a stupor.

A clue regarding what will happen to me next.

“Miranda, I’ve opted to bring you here to Dungeon Two because I intend to continue your training, but not at an accelerated rate after the events of the past week,” he says slowly.

I nod but feel slightly disappointed that he still wants to take everything at a snail’s pace.

“I also intend to free you of the misconception that a dominant needs expensively furnished dungeons or intricate equipment in order to inflict punishment or to exercise his will on a submissive. Understood?”

On ‘Understood?’ I almost jump out of my skin, his change of tone, the timbre of his voice throws me so off balance.

“Now take all your clothes off, fold them in a neat pile, and place them in the closet by the door,” he orders, and I do.

“Over there,” he says, pointing to an alcove on the right-hand side of the dungeon.

Shaking with a combination of fear and excitement, I approach the black leather and metal chair with silver hoops on seat and back.

“The Falcon Chair—a Norwegian design classic, a piece of art, really, but one that can have uses not initially apparent to those who are not on our own particular wavelength,” he says with a seductive smile, then points at the chair and snaps his fingers.

I immediately sit down in it, and without a word, he cuffs my arms and legs, securing each cuff to the four silver hoops, and leaves me there immobile and helpless.