Unwanted Sacrifices (Russkaya Mafiya Book 3) (20 page)

Those are the things wrong on the outside, easily noticed, but who knows if it’s even everything. I can’t see underneath her clothes, to tell if there are more. I wonder if she knows it yet that she’s been missing for weeks?

Fuck! My poor, poor pixie. I’ll do whatever I can to help her get back to her beautiful self. I need to find this fucker responsible for all of the shit he’s put her through and get her the vengeance she truly deserves.

“Did he touch you?” I grumble and gesture to Beau.

“No! Not at all, h-he helped me heal, Blondie,” she responds softly and I glare over at him.

“Good, he better not have; you belong to me,” I growl and she stands up, pulling away.

“Stop this please! I know you’re upset, but you can’t treat me that way or him for that matter. I wouldn’t be here right now if he hadn’t risked his life to save me. You should be thanking him.”

“Thanks, Beau.” I pout and stand, pulling Bina over towards the truck. I know everyone wants to say hello, but I want her all to myself. They can wait, I get her first.

“Where are we going?”

“To the house. We have a lot to discuss and I want to spend time with you.”

Bina stops, turning back to face everyone and sends them a quick wave. Emily comes over, hugging her for a minute and babbles on about how happy she is.

“Beau, what about you? Are you coming with us to the house also?”

I interrupt before he gets a chance to speak. “He can go to Viktor’s if he wants, but we’re bringing you home, to my home.”

“But what about the loft at Viktor and Elaina’s?”

“I do not care if Beau chooses to stay there or not.” I shrug and she grows angry.

“Nyet. I want to go back there. That is my home Nikoli!”

“No, that was just temporary. I live with Tate, so we will go there.”

Beau steps towards us. “Look dude, she doesn’t have to go there if she doesn’t feel comfortable.”

“Tatkiv!” I bark and turn to Tate. He has point zero five seconds to get his cousin in order before I teach him a lesson. Beau’s not a part of this crime family, so he has no say in my matters.

He clears his throat and pulls his cousin to the side, speaking to him quietly.

“Pixie, I apologize. My head is all over the place right now. I’ve been so fucked up without you and now you’re here, and now all I can think of is locking you up in my room for me only.”

She starts to pant, her hand fluttering to her chest.

“Shhh, breathe, tell me, what’s wrong, what can I do to help?” I ask frantically.

“I-I can’t go to your house and be locked in a room. I can’t be locked in anywhere. I have to be able to leave at any time.”

“Leave? Why on earth would you want to leave me when you’ve only just returned?”

“I don’t want to leave you; I just can’t handle being locked in a room,” she whispers and like a smack to the face it all sets in that she’s been locked up somewhere this entire time.

“It is settled then, we’ll go to the loft. My say straa can come or nyet?”

“Sister?”

“Yes.” I nod towards the truck and her eyes shoot to Vishna sitting alone, waiting on us.

“Oh my God, Blondie, you have a lot to share, huh?”

“Yes. We found her searching for you.”

She suddenly hugs me tightly to her. “You were searching? Oh God, I’m so happy for you my love.”

“Thank you, I am beyond lucky to be surrounded by women I adore. And, of course, I searched since the moment I found out you were missing. I would never let you go and not fight for you.”

Sabrina smiles and we head over to the truck. She seems excited to see my sister. I’m glad; I was a little worried how they would be around each other. Sabrina has always been a little touchy when other women would speak to me, and if Vishna is anything like me, then she’ll be very protective. 

I open my sister’s door and she gives me a shy smile.

“Vishna, this is Sabrina.”

“Hi,” she says quietly.

“It’s so nice to meet you! Nikoli has talked a lot about his family to me over the years; it’s truly an honor to get to meet one of you. I wish it were under better circumstances and you didn’t have to see me such a blubbering mess. I love your brother and I have missed him terribly.” Bina reaches in and squeezes Vishna’s hand, making my sister relax a little. I almost can’t believe my eyes right now. I finally have my love
and
my baby sister in front of me, safe.

“I understand. I was very happy and sad at same time when I see Niki too. Welcome home.”

“Thank you,” Bina mumbles, almost like she can’t believe she’s actually made it
home.

“Vishna, we’re going out to Viktor’s, okay? Sabrina and I were staying in his barn before she was taken. We’ll probably stay out there until we can get a house situated or something.”

“Okay, Niki. Can we get my things from Emily’s?”

“I’ll have one of the guards get everything, don’t worry.”

“Thanks, brat.”

“Of course.” I grin and she pats the side of my cheek.

I have no idea where she’s going to sleep though, maybe on the pull-out bed in the couch? I understand that Sabrina’s freaking right now, but we have to figure out a comfortable living situation and fast. She and I will need our own privacy along with my sister needing hers.

It’s not fair to Vishna to be stuck on a couch bed; she deserves a large comfortable bedroom and her own bathroom. Hell, she deserves her own house when she’s ready. All she’ll have to do is ask and I’ll provide whatever she needs to have a happy life.

I wish I knew what happened to my other sister, Brenna. That piece of me inside still feels like it doesn’t have closure, not knowing her story also. The man they call Master should be able to give me the answers I need on her and my mother. Then I’m going to kill him, just like the others.

TROUBLE IN PARADISE

We get settled back
out at Viktor’s property, and it’s strange—but wonderful—to be back. Nikoli goes straight into his ‘fixer mode’ and barks orders at five different guards. One to get groceries, another to fetch his sister’s things, he sends a third to get wood so he can build a temporary closet, the fourth on a sweep of the property for safety precautions, and last but not least, he orders one to collect the doctor for me.

I make my way up the stairs, letting him do his own thing and find my belongings exactly how I had left them. My brush is still in the same spot, along with my pajamas on the floor from when I had worn them the night before the wedding.

It’s like I never even left. Well, except my pillow is missing.

Why didn’t Nikoli stay here while I was gone? Was he at Tate’s house the entire time? I’m drawn out of my thoughts as he tops the stairs into the room and approaches me.

Gesturing to the bed I question him right away, “What happened to my pillow?”

“Are you tired?” he counters with a small smile.

“A little, but I was just wondering, did you do something with it?”

“Da.” He shrugs, “I couldn’t sleep so I brought it with me to my house. I wasn’t able to sleep while you were gone without having your smell near me.”

“My smell?”

“Yes, Pixie…I told you I have wanted you for many years. I got used to sleeping beside you for months and then poof, no more. I couldn’t close my eyes without wanting to rip my hair out of my skull.”

Hearing him admit he missed me so badly is such a turn on, I can’t help but pull him to me. Niko’s lips meet mine passionately, and his strong hands palm my ass cheeks, and pull my body up his until I’m able to wrap my legs around his waist.

My nipples harden as need explodes throughout my body. I’ve wanted him like this forever it seems. He’s hard in all the right spots, needy for me also.

Pulling away, I mumble against his lips, “I want you so bad.”

“You have me.” He murmurs back, kissing down my throat and bringing one of his hands up to cup my small breast.

“Please make love to me.”

“Say it.”

“Say what?”

“Say it, Bina.”

“Please, Nikoli?”

“Fuck yes,” he grunts and pulls the thin long sleeve shirt off over my head. I’m left in the plain cotton bra and leggings Beau had for me at his flat.

Nikoli’s mouth travels lower, kissing and licking over the swells of my breasts as he walks forward and gently lays me on top of our bed. Standing up again, he quickly shucks his T-shirt and flicks open the button on his jeans. He leaves them on, just parted at the hips as he bends over to strip my leggings off.

I’m laid before him completely bare, giving him my body now, as he already has my heart. Shamelessly, I part my legs, offering myself, wanting him badly.

Licking his lips in anticipation, he covers my body with his warmness and takes my mouth in a sinful kiss. His tongue twists and turns, taunting and enticing me to want even more of him.
I missed him so much.
I’m surrounded by him, his touch, his taste, his scent; it’s like heaven on earth.

“This is it, Sabrina. I take you and there’s no going back in our friendship, it seals the deal for me. It would already be painful turning back now, but I’d do it if you’re not one hundred percent sure you want this.” He presses his body into mine and I rub myself against him in return. He’s everything to me.

“You’re the one thing I’m sure of; the only person who I know won’t ever hurt me and will always own my heart. I’m more than ready.”

“Thank God,” he gasps and frees himself from his pants.

He’s fucking huge. I’m not talking a little above average, I’m talking oh-my-God-that-monster-won’t-fit huge.

Reaching down, he lightly rubs small circles over my clit and sucks my nipples into his mouth so strongly it brings a pinch of pain with the pulses of pleasure. There’s no need for any of it though, I already want him so badly I feel like I may implode. After a few moments, Niko rubs the head of his cock through my wetness before working himself inside me.

A loud moan escapes as he pushes in deeper, my back is throbbing right now but I ignore the discomfort, as he kisses me into pure bliss.

“Fuck, Bina.”

“Oh God, I know!” I gasp and wrap my legs around his waist again, pulling him in even deeper.

“You can’t do that; I will fucking explode,” he grunts and I reach around, squeezing his muscular ass cheeks and pulling him into me.

“I love you, Nikoli.” I kiss over his chest, sucking and biting in about twenty different spots. He’s going to look like he got attacked by a sucker fish when I’m finished with him. I want him to look in the mirror every day and remember this for the next week or longer.

“I love you, too, my little pixie,” he says on a powerful thrust causing me to moan out again. “I need a ring for you.”

“Don’t worry about that right now.”

“I can’t stop picturing you as my wife, in a big white dress, with a huge rock on that finger proclaiming you as mine.”

“I’m beginning to think you’re obsessed with this idea.”

“It’s because I am. I need you to have my last name and be in my bed every night. I need to know that anyone who looks at you will know that you belong to the General and I will take vengeance if they so much as look twice.” At his proclamation I call out, relinquishing the control I was trying to hold onto and giving in to the amazing feelings racing throughout my body.

“God Nikoooo! I’m coming!”

He growls and starts to pulse inside, letting himself go as well.

“Thank fuck! I don’t think I could hold off any longer, love of my life.”

I grasp his hair, roughly yanking his head back, making him let loose a loud roar and drive inside of me a few hard times as he finishes. Making love is amazing, but I want him to remember the ending being just as fantastic.

“You want to kill me?” he pants, resting on his forearms to keep his weight from smashing me.

Laughing, I shake my head. “No, I just want to love you.”

A throat clears and Niko’s head shoots over to the stairs as his body falls on top of me, crushing me, but effectively covering me.

Vishna stares at the carpet, her cheeks red with a deep blush. “Excuse me, but they have returned with the doctor.”

“Thank you Na-na, we’ll be down in a moment,” Niko replies and Vishna nods, keeping her eyes trained on the floor as she turns around and hops down the stairs.

I can’t help but laugh and after a moment Niko joins in.

“Poor say straa, come to new place and see brother’s butt.”

I burst out laughing even harder. “Oh God! Blondie, get off, you’re crushing me!”

“Shit! Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you badly, no?” he rambles and stands up, his cock still straight up and ready for more play time.
Later.

“
No, I’m okay now.” I chuckle and slowly sit up. My body is still really sore all over but I don’t want to make it that obvious for Nikoli’s sake. I’m afraid he would worry so much he wouldn’t even let me walk by myself.

“Fuck! You’re bleeding!” He climbs over the side of the bed so he can check out my back. “Motherfucker!” he grumbles when he sees my gash.

“I’m okay.”

“No you’re not, and thank fuck the doctor’s here. Get dressed.” He stands, quickly pulling his jeans on.