Valentine (32 page)

“Oh, really.” Theo raised an eyebrow. “Good fortune seems an odd choice of words, sir. I’m sure my husband and Lieutenant Fairfax would describe it differently.” Her predator’s smile swept the rest of the group. Edward, who’d moved from his perch to stand beside Stoneridge in his own gesture of solidarity, looked embarrassed and muttered something about the honor of his country.

Not a flicker crossed Stoneridge’s impassive expression, but the irony of the situation struck him with full force. Theo had no idea what lay behind this ostracism, yet in her eagerness to defend him, she’d hit the target full square.

The viscount seemed at a loss as to how to respond to the countess’s dripping sarcasm. His eyes drifted involuntarily to Edward’s empty sleeve, the slashing scar across Lord Stoneridge’s forehead.

Lord Wetherby broke the uncomfortable pause. “I understand you’ve acquired Melton’s breakdowns, Stoneridge,” he said stiffly.

Sylvester didn’t bat an eyelid. “Yes, for a steal.” He took a glass of claret from the tray that had miraculously appeared at his elbow. “But I’m also looking for a well-mannered pair for Lady Stoneridge to drive.” He glanced down at Theo, who, having achieved what she’d set out to achieve, was looking pensive. Her hand was still firmly tucked into his arm, however, and he had the conviction she wasn’t about to abandon him to the wolves again. Just in case he couldn’t defend himself.

“Are you going to drive yourself about town, Theo?” Edward said, moving the conversation along general lines.

“Stoneridge has agreed to acquire a curricle for me,” Theo responded. Her gaze swept the circle with a distinct challenge. “I trust that doesn’t shock you, gentlemen?”

“You’re to be commended for your skill, ma’am.” Sir Robert bowed.

“Well, I trust I shan’t overturn it,” she returned, her smile now mischievous, bearing no relation to the fire and ice of a minute ago.

“If there was the slightest danger of that, my love, you wouldn’t be driving it,” Sylvester said blandly. “But I have complete faith in your ability … to do anything you set your mind to,” he added, and a glint of humor touched his hard expression.

Before Theo could respond, a piercing voice behind them
announced, “Stoneridge, there’s something I most particularly wish to remind you about.”

“Rosie, whatever are you doing here?” Startled, Theo turned to her little sister, who was regarding the earl intently from behind her glasses. A hair ribbon had come undone, her muslin dress had grass stains on it, and she was holding a jam jar, the palm of one hand carefully over the opening, presumably to prevent whatever it contained from escaping.

“I’ve just come back from the square garden with Flossie. We were gathering specimens, and Dennis told me you and Stoneridge were here,” Rosie explained earnestly. “And I thought I’d take the opportunity to remind him that he’d promised to take me to Astley’s at the earliest possible chance. I was wondering when that would be.” Her round eyes remained fixed unwaveringly on her brother-in-law.

Sylvester laughed, and a ripple of amusement ran around the circle by the fire.

“Rosie!” Elinor had just noticed her youngest child’s unconventional arrival and came hurrying across the room. “You’re not supposed to be in the drawing room this afternoon. Look at you.” She gestured in some chagrin to the child’s appearance. “And whatever have you got in that jar?”

“Don’t ask, ma’am,” Sylvester said, still chuckling. “But I beg you to excuse her—she had a most urgent question for me.”

“Oh, dear.” Elinor sighed. “What was it?”

“About Astley’s,” Rosie told her, spreading her fingers slightly over the top of the jar and peering between them. “I hope it hasn’t escaped. It’s a stick insect, and it’s very difficult to see if it’s still there or not.”

“Out, you horrible little girl!” Swallowing her grin, Theo swept Rosie toward the door, relieving her mother of further embarrassment.

“But when …”

“The day after tomorrow,” Sylvester said to Rosie’s anxious inquiry as she was borne inexorably from the room.

“We must be on time … I wouldn’t want to miss the grand procession,” Rosie declared as Theo thrust her into the corridor.

“We won’t miss anything,” Theo assured, and closed the door firmly.

Rosie’s diversion had broken the intensity of the circle by the fire. Sylvester moved away to pay his respects to the patronesses, exchanging a few words with the young men hovering around Emily and Clarissa. His mortification burned deep, but he was bland and polite, doing what was required. He felt Theo’s pensive eyes on his back and guessed at the swirling cauldron of questions she was just waiting to fire at him. Questions he couldn’t bring himself to answer.

But in this respect he’d misjudged her. When they’d left Lady Belmont’s salon and were once again in the relative privacy of his curricle, Theo made a few casual observations on the company and said not a word about what had happened. But her silence merely masked the tumbling turmoil of her thoughts.

Why had people reacted to Sylvester like that? What could he have done? It must be something that people considered shameful, but she couldn’t force him to tell her if he chose not to. And he obviously chose not to. There was a chilly touch-me-not quality to his present silence, much stronger than the distance there’d been between them since they’d arrived in London.

She couldn’t believe he’d done something dishonorable. Of course he’d tricked her into marrying him. But if she absolved her grandfather of dishonor in the business, then she had no choice but to absolve her husband. In one light they’d both sacrificed her for the estate, but in another light she could hardly be sacrificed for something she wanted more than anything herself.

No, the worst she knew of her husband was that he was arrogant and controlling and reserved to a fault. And those weren’t good enough reasons for Society’s ostracism.

The carriage turned onto Curzon Street, and Sylvester broke into her absorption, his voice politely neutral.

“You’ll forgive me if I leave you to go in alone. I have some business to attend to with Hoare’s bank.” He drew rein outside the house.

“Of course,” Theo said, springing down without waiting for his assistance. “I’ll see you at dinner, I expect.”

“Certainly. And we should discuss how we’re to arrange this excursion to Astley’s. Will Emily and Clarissa wish to accompany us?”

“Oh, yes, and Edward,” Theo agreed. “It’ll be a family party.” She paused, her hand on the curricle door, her velvet eyes grave. “We tend to stick together.”

He nodded. “So I gather.” Raising a hand in farewell, he gave his horses the office to start.

Theo was in the drawing room, dressed for dinner, when Sylvester returned.

“I’m late, I’m sorry,” he said as he came into the room. “I’ll pour myself a sherry-and then I’ll go and change.”

Theo was sitting on a chaise longue, her legs curled beneath her in a position that ignored the constraints of her delicate evening gown of pale-blue silk.

She put down her book and smiled at him. “Why bother to change? It’s only us.”

“I’d hate to show discourtesy to my wife,” he said lightly, turning away to pick up the sherry decanter.

Theo could hear the strain beneath the light tone, she could see the tension in his broad back as he filled his glass. Slowly, she uncurled herself and stood up.

“I don’t believe your wife would consider it such,” she said, coming over to him. She slipped her arms around his waist, resting her cheek between his shoulder blades. “In fact, your wife doesn’t give a damn what you wear when you’re with her. The less the better, really.”

Sylvester put down his glass and reached behind him with
both arms to encircle her body as she leaned against his back. He could feel her intensity, the currents flowing from her spirit to his. She was trying to reassure him about a great deal more than his wardrobe.

Such fierce and unquestioning loyalty was as astonishing as it was moving. He drew her around in front of him, and she put her arms around his waist again, looking up at him with a little questioning smile that belied the gravity in her eyes.

Abruptly, hunger for the warmth and comfort she was offering swept through him. He crushed her against him, his mouth finding hers with rough need. She came up on her toes, pressing herself into his body, her lips parting beneath the onslaught of his kiss.

Foster opened the door in his customary discreet fashion to announce dinner and as discreetly closed it again.

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HE GIRL IN
the center of the ring wore a scarlet blouse with billowing sleeves and a ruffled neck, leather britches, and Cossack boots. The gaily caparisoned horse beneath her caracoled, seeming to be prancing on the very tips of his iron-shod hooves, and the girl’s balance didn’t falter as she pirouetted on the bare back. Then she jumped, flipped in the air, and landed again on the horse, her two feet firmly planted.

Emily squeaked and seized Edward’s hand. Clarissa gazed round-eyed, and Rosie leaned forward, her hands on her knees, as if she couldn’t get close enough to see. Theo shook her head in admiration.

“How wonderful to do that,” she said enviously. “What an amazingly exciting life it must be.”

“To be a performer in Astley’s amphitheater?” Sylvester asked, raising his eyebrows. “My dear girl, you can’t see from here how shabby those costumes are. Just imagine living in a freezing caravan, with no privacy, racketing around from place to place half the year.”

“Sheer bliss,” Theo declared, her eyes on the ring, where a troupe of jugglers were performing with fire sticks.

“Oh, he’s going to swallow it!” Clarissa exclaimed, turning pale as one of the performers tipped back his head and the blazing stick inched into his mouth.

“How does he do that?” Rosie demanded. “It must be a cheat.”

“Oh, you have no magic in your soul,” Clarissa told her, her hands gripped tightly in her lap.

“I only want to understand,” her little sister protested in her customary refrain.

Sylvester leaned back slightly, his eyes resting on his wife’s profile as she gazed raptly at the ring, where six horses now circled, their white plumes waving in the air. Each carried a standing rider, all dressed alike, but it was clear that three were male and three female. They began an elaborate dance, a kind of quadrille involving both horses and riders, the latter exchanging horses as if they were exchanging partners.

“Why bliss?” he asked softly.

Without taking her eyes off the ring, Theo said, “It’s exciting. It’s doing something … something risky that you must do perfectly if you’re not to hurt yourself. It’s a real life … not this … this …” She stopped, but Sylvester knew what she’d been about to say. London bored her, and she despised the inane social round, although she struggled to hide her tedium from her mother and sisters, who seemed to be enjoying themselves.

His gaze shifted from his wife’s countenance to Edward Fairfax. Emily still clutched his hand. Edward had taken lodgings in Albermarle Street, although he spent all his time in Brook Street and went to his lodgings only to lay his head on his pillow. Sylvester was still uncertain whether he knew anything about Vimiera, but if he did, he clearly wasn’t saying. And he hadn’t hesitated to join the Belmont women in their support of Stoneridge.

He closed his eyes as his temples tightened. Theo had still
said nothing openly about his humiliation of the other afternoon, and today her sisters and Edward were behaving just as always. Perhaps it was the distraction of the performance.

But perhaps, he thought, it was another way in which they were showing him their support. A kind of blind loyalty simply because he was now one of them. They were the most extraordinary family. But dear God, if only he could prove that their loyalty wasn’t misplaced.

The familiar frustration washed through him. If he could just remember, or find someone who remembered, what had happened before the bayonet had slashed across his head. There had to be an explanation for that surrender. An explanation other than abject cowardice. He’d searched the records at Horseguards, forcing himself to meet the eye of men who passed him in the corridors, but the transcript of the court-martial yielded nothing that he didn’t already know. It was time to start asking some questions.

Again Neil Gerard’s face popped into his vision. Gerard had not yet put in an appearance in town, but it was very early in the Season. When he turned up, Sylvester would tackle him. If he cut him socially, then he would track him down in his lodgings. Somehow he would force the man to talk about Vimiera. Maybe now, now that Sylvester was distanced from the agony of his imprisonment and the immediacy of his shame, he might latch on to some infinitesimal fact or impression that would unlock his memory.

Unless he already knew the truth. Unless he knew everything there was to know: He’d yielded the colors, surrendered, condemned his own men. Perhaps the truth had been too terrible to remember.

Theo took her eyes from the ring for a minute and glanced at her husband. A shiver ran through her as she saw his expression. His eyes were blank, his face drawn, that muscle twitching in his cheek.
What was it?