âStop it,' she told herself. âYou're having bad dreams because you're stressed.' Chasing the remnants of the nightmare away, she headed for the bathroom.
Lou suggested they take her car to the funeral so they could pick up not only the flowers but three dozen flip-flops, assorted sizes.
âKnowing these kids,' she said as Laura sat beside her in the car, âthey'll be in and out of the water all day. Their shoes will get ruined.'
For a moment they chatted about everyday things, especially arrangements for the stay on the island. Then, when they pulled up at the red stop light and they both had a clear view of the hearse containing Maureen's coffin in pale brown wood, they fell silent. Laura knew that Lou must be thinking about Maureen, too. The usually happy-go-lucky Jamaican woman sighed; a tear ran down her cheek. Laura didn't like the silver handles on the coffin. The way they shone seemed far too bright. Nothing had the right to glitter cheerfully on a day like this.
As the cortège pulled away, Lou shook her head. âMaureen was younger than me. Married to the job like you and me. Remember to learn from our mistakes.' After a pause Lou spoke again. âThey're burying her in that dress she liked so much. Remember the one at the Christmas party? Electric blue. Whoa, girl, I told her. Wait until I get my shades before you go exposing that dress to the public. That fabric's giving the Christmas tree lights an inferiority complex.'
Laura tried to sound as if she was making conversation, but when she asked the question Lou shot her a surprised glance. âPardon?'
Laura repeated it. âDo you ever visit Tod Langdon? He's at that secure unit on the other side of town, isn't he?'
Lou clearly wondered why Laura was so suddenly interested in one of their â let's face it â failures. âFrom time to time. Since they committed him six months ago.'
âDoes he know who you are?'
âNot really. One of the nurses there said, “You've heard the term brain-dead? Well, he's mind-dead. Does nothing. Doesn't interact.”' Lou shot her a probing look. âWhy the sudden interest in Tod?'
âOh . . . I found myself thinking about him this morning.'
âBecause Jay did that thing? Repeating his name, just like he did with Maureen then â pop. Bad thing happens out of the blue.' She pressed her lips together, annoyed with herself. âPay no heed, Laura. I've been thinking a bunch of nonsense about Jay. Huh, I've found myself surfing the Internet looking for stuff about curses, prophecies, portents of doom.' The funeral cortège crossed a railway bridge. âIn the end I helped myself to a glass of gin with sugar in it. My grandmother always said if you add sugar to booze then it's medicine not liquor.' She read Laura's expression. âWhat happened to Tod is bothering you, isn't it?' She gave a world-weary sigh. âHave you ever been to the secure unit?'
For a moment Laura nearly poured her heart out about the nightmare. All about seeing Maureen in the bright blue dress, the medical team making whoopee at midnight, the dour corridors, the cells with steel doors all firmly in lockdown. Instead, she gave a tiny shake of the head. âI've seen it from the outside. Razor wire. High walls. It looks grim.'
âYup, it's no sweeter on the inside. All the walls are painted green, a dull, dull green. I used to go along with Maureen to visit Tod. We always feel responsible for our charges. Success or failure. We could do nothing for the boy, but we couldn't let go. Story of our lives, huh? They locked Tod in his green cell, all so damped down with tranquillizers he could barely move. All he did was stare at nothing. Maureen hated the idea of him staring at a blank wall so she bought a poster. A huge one. Once it was up there on the wall it could have been a big picture window on the outside world.'
Laura tingled. âGood idea. He loved animals.' Images from the nightmare shot back with such a pungent reality that she clenched her fists so tightly her fingers ached. For a moment she stood in the green cell again, steel door locked, a drugged Tod Langdon cowering on the bed, the only homely touch a poster on the wall of his favourite animal.
âMore than anything â' Laura heard her voice as if it came from some other place â âhe loved polar bears.'
âAnd that's what Maureen bought him. A big poster of a polar bear swimming in a bright blue sea.' She sighed. âWell . . . here we go.' The line of cars followed the hearse through the gates to the chapel. The handles on the coffin flashed silver, as if they sent out a warning:
danger ahead. Take care . . .
Six
Siluria is such a small island, with a permanent population of just two hundred and eighty or so, that when a large party of visitors arrives a good chunk of its residents pitch in to help. When the party from Badsworth Lodge arrived it was dusk. Victor Brodman helped his neighbours carry the children's holdalls from the boat on to dry land. As the tired-looking party disembarked from the ferry he counted ten girls aged between eight and eleven. Twelve boys in the same age group. Then four girls and four boys in the twelve to sixteens. Add five members of staff and that cranked up the island's population by a decent percentage. The kids from Badsworth Lodge had been coming here ever since he could remember. They were kids that tended not to be fostered for various reasons. Most had behavioural problems. But the custom of them spending a week on the island worked surprisingly well considering. Instead of staying at the hostel like the school parties, they were shared out amongst more than a dozen homes. Childcare specialists advocated a homely environment for a few days each year to help prevent them becoming too institutionalized. Victor liked the children from the Lodge. Despite what they'd gone through they tended to be better behaved than school parties and they took a greater interest in the animals. The guy who'd been the island ranger before him insisted that they formed a bond with the Saban Deer. âThese animals share the same kind of quality as dolphins. Do you follow what I'm saying? The deer have a calming effect on troubled souls.' The ranger had believed in that absolutely, especially when one of the carers explained that children from the Lodge often developed a deep mistrust of human beings. Animals didn't steal, trick them, lie to them, or use their heads as punch balls. Animals could be trusted.
The sun was setting as the exhausted group moved ashore. As he took one carer's bag she confided in a melodic Jamaican accent, âPoor lambs. They're all shattered. They've been through a terrible ordeal over the last couple of days, Mr Brodman.'
âThe mayor told me you'd lost a colleague. I was sorry to hear about it.'
âIt was a shock, Mr Brodman. Here, don't carry too many bags.'
âLou, remember to call me Victor or I'll make sure they hide the cider.'
âYou'll do no such thing â
Victor
â that's the elixir of life. I've been promising myself a big, big glass tonight. Heck, no, just fill a bathtub: I'll leap in naked.'
They laughed. Victor remembered how Lou had the knack of infusing the entire island with her good-natured presence. Staff like that at the Lodge must be as precious as rubies. He scanned the faces as they disembarked on to the jetty. He recognized some of the children from last year. These he greeted by name. The others he helped ashore with âHi. Welcome to the island. My name is Victor. I hope you enjoy your stay.' Behind him an assortment of fishermen, craftspeople, and even a TV scriptwriter helped divide the party into smaller groups so they could be taken to their new homes for the week. A boy with such striking brown eyes that Victor had to look twice stepped off the ferry. His elfin face seemed to radiate an uncanny glow in the dying light of the sun. âHere, let me help you with that holdall.'
âI'll see to that.' A carer he didn't recognize spoke sharply enough to suggest he keep his distance from the boy. She had blonde hair, and a face that, while being extremely attractive, had the drawn appearance of someone living on their last reserves of nervous energy.
âNo problem.' He shrugged. âIs there any more luggage on board?'
âNo, we've got it.' She seemed on edge.
âMy name's Victor Brodman, the island ranger. I'll be helping out generally and will be your guide while you're here.' Despite his burden of half a dozen holdalls he freed a hand, then held it out to her.
For a second she eyed him suspiciously, then extended her own hand. âNurse Laura Parris.' The woman flinched as if not liking the steely sound. Softening it, she gave a tired smile. âCall me Laura. I'm in charge. Thanks, by the way. You've got everything organized.'
âWe're well rehearsed now,' Victor said. âWe've been taking parties from Badsworth Lodge for years.'
âEver since it was known as Badsworth Orphanage, no doubt?'
Is she always this prickly?
He nodded. âWe enjoy having you. The whole island prides itself on making sure the children have a good time.' She appeared not to be listening but was scanning the crowd of faces instead. âSo, Laura, I've still got to learn some of new children's names. This will be . . .' He nodded to the fragile-looking boy with the elfin face. When she didn't make the introduction he did it himself. He held out his hand to the boy. âMy name is Victor. Pleased to meet you.'
Laura quickly drew the boy away. Guiding him to a gangling boy of eleven or so, she said, âBilly, Jay is your holiday buddy. He'll be staying with you at Mrs Miller's house.'
Billy immediately let fly with a howl of protest. âNo damn way! I'm not stopping with that little witch.'
âBillyâ'
âWhat if he starts saying my name? I'm not going like Maureen and Tod. I'm bloody well not!'
Lou stepped forward. âLet's not wage a war about this.'
Billy trembled. âYou can't make me. I'm not staying with Jay. I'm not, I'm not, I'mâ'
âOK. We'll shuffle the deck,' Lou told him. âCalum, if you swap places with Billy, thenâ'
A freckled boy reacted exactly as Billy. Flinching back, he yelled, âNot with Jay! I'm not being anywhere near him. Never!'
The other children retreated from the elfin-faced boy as if he'd burst into flame and burn them to cinders. All clamoured that they wouldn't stay with him; that it wasn't fair. What struck Victor so forcefully was that they weren't being merely stroppy, they were absolutely terrified of Jay.
Mayor Wilkes had been overseeing the arrival of the party in his usual manner â hands behind his back, pointedly announcing that his status was far too elevated to actually help with the mounds of luggage. He scanned the adults from the Lodge.
âWho's actually in charge?'
Laura Parris turned to him. âThat would
actually
be me.'
âYou can find that boy another child to stay with?'
âDon't worry. I'll work something out.'
âThat's how the system operates for your party. They stay in groups of two with carefully selected local residents. We can't have children chopping and changing.'
Laura glared. âThe children are worn out. We can deal with this in the morning.'
âBut where does the boy stay?'
âHe can stay with me at the hostel.'
âThe terms of the visit don't allow that. Besides, there's no room at the hostel. The dormitories are being redecorated. There's accommodation for your staff, that's all.'
Laura snapped back. âWhat do you suggest? That he sleeps under a bush?'
âI'm suggesting that he returns on the ferry.'
Victor saw the blaze of anger in Laura's eyes.
Watch out Mayor Wilkes, she's just about to go for your jugular.
The mayor added breezily, âIf that boy doesn't get along with the others then it's clearly a recipe for disaster if he stays.'
Laura closed in. âAll these children have been through hell. Not just last week, but for every week of their lives. They all need a holiday. I won't stand by while people I care about are run off the island like two-bit thugs.'
From his Mr-High-and-Mighty stance, Mayor Wilkes huffed. âI merely said that in the interests of harmonyâ'
Victor interrupted. âHe can stay at White Cross Farm. There's plenty of room.'
âYou mean, stay with you?' Laura turned that glare on Victor â a glare that reminded him of a lioness ready to attack anything that threatened her cubs.
âWe have rules relating to children's accommodation.' Mayor Wilkes wore a smug expression. âThe boy must return on the ferry.'
Victor smiled. âMore precisely, I'm suggesting that Jay stops with my sister and her husband. Both have childcare clearance checks. They've experience of fostering children as well.'
Laura still resisted. âI won't have him staying by himself.'
âThen you stay with us, too. There are spare bedrooms.' He read her expression. Grinning, he added, âThat's right, although my sister runs the place I'm the lunatic sibling who they keep chained up in the attic.'
Lou grinned too. âThat's perfectly true, the man is a lunatic. But Victor's the kind of lunatic you can trust with your life.'
He put his arm round her shoulders. âThank you, Lou. I'll take that as a compliment.' He glanced at Mayor Wilkes. âWell?'
âLook, I'm fine with this if Nurse Parris is. Besides, I'm late for a meeting.'
Victor nodded, âSay hello to the golf club guys for me.'
Scowling, Mayor Wilkes marched on to the ferry, while gesturing to the crew to cast off straight away.
Victor took in the view of the stars coming out in the sky. âIt's going to be a beautiful night.' He added another holdall to the six he already carried. âLou, I'll see you in the Three Impostors at nine. First cider's on me.'