Waking Hours (44 page)

“So where’s my cut?” Vito said. “It’s good to see you again, really. I thought you’d dropped off the face of the earth. So listen—the
Star
has me working this Westchester Ripper thing, but I’m wondering—what are you doing, working for the DA’s office?”

“What am I doing?” Tommy said. “That, my friend, is a very interesting story, which would include a lot of very interesting facts and names about the case that nobody else knows. You might even call it an exclusive.”

He wanted to bait the tabloid reporter and feared he was being too obvious, though he recalled what his father used to say when they’d go fishing together:
“Don’t overthink it. Hungry fish don’t care if the hook is showing.”

“I might know somebody willing to pay for information like that,” Vito said.

“I might know somebody too,” Tommy said.

“How much do you want?” Vito said. “Don’t make this an auction.”

“How high can you go?”

“Five thousand,” Vito said.

“See you later,” Tommy said, walking away.

“Ten,” Vito said, “but no higher. That’s all my editor would clear me for.”

“Call him,” Tommy said, walking away again.

“All right, all right,” Cipriano said. “I can do twenty, if it’s good, but seriously, that’s it. I gotta have all the names.”

“Oh, it’s good all right,” Tommy said, glancing around furtively. “But not here. You remember my house out in Montauk? The one where I shook you out of the tree? Meet me there tonight at midnight and bring an SD card with plenty of memory. And the money.”

“Long Island?” Vito Cipriano said. “Tommy, that’s four hours . . .”

“Do you want the story or not?”

“See you at midnight, pal,” Cipriano said, washing his hands.

When the reporter was gone, Tommy waited a moment, then called Dani. She told him what they’d learned from the medical examiner. He told her whom he’d just encountered in the men’s room at the library.

“What did he want?”

“Information,” Tommy said. “I told him I’d give him the full story and to meet me at my summer house in Montauk tonight at midnight.”

“You have a summer house in Montauk?”

“No,” Tommy said. “Not anymore. But he doesn’t know that.”

“Phil just got off the phone with the head of security at St. Adrian’s,” Dani said. “They’re holding Amos for us. We sent a car to pick him up. I have to be back in the morning for the initial intake. We’ll probably have to talk to Amos’s parents then.”

“They’re going to be heartbroken,” Tommy said.

“Yeah, they are,” Dani said. “I’m feeling the same way. When I see a child as damaged as Amos, it just makes me sad. Sadder than I can say.”

“Maybe you can help him.”

“Don’t hold your breath,” Dani said. “When kids that young get abused . . . one in a million is resilient enough to recover.”

“You got any plans for tonight?” Tommy asked her.

“I have a strong desire to do something completely brainless like read magazines and watch something idiotic on television,” she said.

“Good luck finding something idiotic on television.”

“What are you going to do?”

“I’m going to go home and hug my dad,” Tommy said. “And thank him for raising me right. And tell him how lucky I feel and how much I love him.”

“Give him a big kiss from me,” Dani said.

Tommy did exactly what he’d told Dani he was going to do. Arnie was listening to classical music on the radio with his eyes closed. Tommy sat next to him and put his arm around the old man.

“Is this Beethoven?” Tommy asked.

His father nodded. “ ‘Moonlight Sonata.’ ”

“What would you think if I told you I’m going to be a private investigator?” Tommy asked.

“That’s a good job,” Arnie said. “You’d be good at it.”

Tommy looked at his father, surprised to get such a lucid answer.

“Thanks, Papa,” he said.

But his father was gone again, lost in the light of the cathode tube in front of him.

Tommy ended the night with a half-hour sweat in the sauna and was getting ready for bed when his phone rang. He wondered who could be calling so late at night. He hoped it was Dani. Instead, he heard Detective Casey’s voice.

“Tommy, Phil Casey. Listen,” the detective said, “I just wanted to give you a heads-up. We sent a car over to the school. They said they don’t have Amos and don’t know where he went. My guess is he’s a thousand miles away by now, but you never know. I’m sending a squad car over to Dani’s house, just to sit in the drive. No big deal, just be aware. Amos is loose.”

Tommy immediately called Lucius Mills and apologized because he’d given Lucius the night off. Given the short notice, he told Lucius he’d pay him double if he could come back and sit with Arnie.

“Bring the girls,” Tommy added.

He hung up and went to his dresser. He found his Boy Scout knife, for luck, and his .45 Taurus 1911SS automatic, just in case his luck ran out.

Faith is good
, he thought,
but faith and a gun is better
.

He went to his closet, stripped down to his T-shirt, tucked the gold cross necklace his father had given him as a confirmation present inside the shirt, donned his own military-grade Kevlar vest, and threw a sweatshirt over it.

Faith and a gun is better, but faith and a gun and a Kevlar vest is best
, he thought.

If all went well, Dani would never know that Tommy had come to her house to watch over her. Perhaps it was unnecessary. He hoped it was, but that didn’t mean he had a choice.

He reheated a cup of that morning’s coffee in the microwave while he waited for Lucius, who lived ten minutes away. While he watched out the window for headlights at the gate, he had just enough time to log onto his laptop, click to his favorite tech-gear website, and order a handheld infrared thermal imaging camera, though it was obviously too late to be of any use tonight.

When his security system notified him that Lucius had keyed in the entry code at the gate, Tommy ran for his Harley and told Lucius, in the courtyard, that he wasn’t sure when he’d be back.

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.

Across town, Dani needed a night to unplug. She shut off her BlackBerry, disconnected her landline, took a bath, found her favorite sweatpants and cozy red hooded sweatshirt, and curled up in the den with a pile of magazines.

It was a good night to light the first fire of the season. The woodbox had been empty all summer so she went to the side porch where she kept her firewood, half a cord left from the previous winter’s last delivery. She filled her arms with wood and carried the load into the den, dropping it on the bricks of the outer hearth. She moved the fire screen aside and built a fire, adding kindling first and then larger logs stacked crisscrossed to the back wall of the firebox. She checked to make sure the flue was open, then struck a wooden kitchen match and was about to light the newspapers she’d crumpled beneath the andirons when she sensed the presence of somebody else in the room.

She turned to see Amos standing behind her.

When she looked to grab the poker, it was missing from the rack of fire irons.

“Are you looking for this?” he asked her, holding the poker in his left hand. In his right he held a large meat cleaver with Chinese characters on the handle.

She blew out the match.

“Vy gorazdo krasivyee, chem moya mat.’ Moi otets mog by zarabotat’ mnogo deneg, prodavaya vas na ulitsah Moskvy
,
”
Amos said.

“I don’t speak Russian,” Dani said, her heart pounding.

“I said you’re pretty,” Amos said. “My father would have liked you.”

“What are you doing here?”

She reminded herself that above all else, she needed to stay calm.

What were her options?

Think, Dani, think
.

Amos was a healthy young man of above average size, not athletic, according to what she’d learned about him, but no doubt faster than she was and probably stronger. She gauged the distance to the closest door. She looked for anything she could use to defend herself.

Widen your focus, Dani. You have more than those two options
.

“What are
we
doing here, don’t you mean?” he said. “Why has destiny brought us together?”

Where was the safest place? There were no weapons in the house. Her father’s golf clubs were in the basement, along with all his tools. Hammers. Screwdrivers. Saws. What else could she use? The basement was too far away.

Where was the safest place?

The kitchen is the safest place
.

“I don’t know,” Dani said. “We’re free to choose our own destinies, aren’t we?”

Take deep, slow breaths
.

Calm your mind
.

“Are we?” Amos said. “You can’t stop what’s going to happen, can you? None of us can. That’s why they call it destiny.”

She saw his knuckles whiten where he gripped the poker.

The kitchen is the safest place
.

There are knives there
.

Cayenne pepper in the cupboard
.

A can of oven cleaner under the sink, and ammonia, and bleach—
chemicals she could throw in his eyes . . .

Widen your focus
.

“I was about to put water on for tea,” she said.

“You were about to build a fire in the fireplace,” Amos said.

“You’re right,” she said. “But after that, I was going to make tea. Would you like some?”

He was blocking her way to the kitchen. She didn’t dare move any closer to him. Closing the distance might prompt him to act. She needed to get to the kitchen.

“If you don’t want tea, do you mind if I make myself a cup?”

He smiled. “By all means,” he said, moving aside.

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As Tommy waited for the gate to open, he noticed that he’d forgotten to take his mail in. Something struck him all at once.

The mail.

Snail mail.

The PDF Dani had sent him had been a scan of the letter Amos had sent her.

A scan of a paper letter, not an e-mail, printed on St. Adrian’s Academy stationery, mailed to her house, her home address, even though Dani had told Tommy she’d removed her home number and address from the available databases.

Somehow, Amos knew where Dani lived
.

He throttled up, his rear tire fishtailing and kicking back gravel as he sped away. The blacktop flew beneath his wheels and the deep growl of the Harley’s engine revved to a shrill scream as he rapidly closed the distance between his house and Dani’s, a single line looping in his head:
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow .
. .

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