Werewolf Academy Book 6: Vengeance (22 page)

Chapter Twenty-seven

Alex settled against the cold stone at the base of Jet’s statue wondering where he fit in now that he had thrown all order out the window.

The footsteps he heard were welcome.

“Telling Jet how you managed to create chaos on the very first day of your final term?” Professor Kaynan asked.

The red-eyed professor took a seat next to Alex on the cool grass. Alex liked that he didn’t ask if he could sit; Kaynan had been like an uncle to him ever since he and Cassie arrived at the Academy. The werewolf knew him almost better than he knew himself.

“Jet thinks I’ve outlived my welcome here,” Alex answered, keeping his voice steady.

Kaynan looked up at the great black wolf statue. “I don’t believe that one bit.” He looked at Alex. “If anyone belongs here, it’s you. You were one of the first orphans; the Academy practically belongs to you.”

Alex couldn’t bring himself to meet the professor’s gaze. He plucked a blade of grass and twirled it between his finger and thumb. “I don’t fit in here. I’m not a Gray or an Alpha, and I’ve beaten two of the Alphas in rank duels, something a Gray is not supposed to do. If I stay, it’ll only create more trouble.” His voice quieted. “But this is my home.”

Kaynan was quiet for a moment before he said, “Would you like to hear what I think?”

Alex nodded silently. He heard the professor shift his back against the base of the statue in an effort to find a more comfortable position. Kaynan then tipped his head up to look at the darkening sky. “I don’t fit in here either, truth be told.” He glanced over and met Alex’s surprised look. “Think about it. I was born a human, not a werewolf. I died in a car accident and woke up in a lab made into a werewolf. I’m the only red-coated wolf I know of.” Alex could hear the depth of emotion that came with the statement the professor tried to keep light. “I fit in here less than you do.”

“But you’re a professor,” Alex pointed out.

Kaynan grinned, his dark red eyes touched with his smile. “Jaze might have been a little desperate when he assigned positions here. We were shorthanded.”

A slight answering smile touched Alex’s lips at the professor’s candidness. “Why are you still here then?”

Kaynan shrugged. “Let’s just say that when you have your home, it’s the wolf way to fight for it no matter what. Grace and I are very happy here.” He gave Alex a warm smile. “In fact, she’s expecting.”

Alex pretended to be surprised for the professor’s sake. “That’s wonderful!” he said. “Congratulations!”

“Thanks,” Kaynan replied. “We’re very excited. Grace is going to be an excellent mother.”

“And you’re going to make a great father,” Alex told him.

The corner of Kaynan’s mouth lifted in a half-smile. “That’s to be seen, I guess. In the meantime, this is your home, Alex. Being an outsider as I am, I’ve seen the way it works. I know how Alphas act and Grays.” His gaze was serious as he studied the student. “You came here as a Gray, that’s for sure. Now, though, you act more like an Alpha. Before, you were interested in protecting those closest to you, Cassie, Meredith, Kalia, and Siale. Now, though...” He gave a thoughtful smile. “The decision you made tonight was for the good of the school, for the good of the packs and the students. That was an Alpha’s decision.”

Professor Kaynan stood. He set a hand on Alex’s shoulder and looked down at him. “Trust your heart, Alex. This is home. You have a place here and love. A wolf needs something to fight for. A werewolf needs more than that. Werewolves need the little things, smiles, hugs, knowing where you sleep in safety at night, and understanding where you fit in the scheme of things.” He smiled. “You fit here, Alex. You just need to find your niche.”

Alex listened to the professor walk away. He looked up at the cold metal of the statue. The seven on the wolf’s shoulder shone in the moonlight. His tattoo that matched Jet’s burned slightly in reminder.

“Thanks, Jet,” he whispered.

A few minutes later, another set of footsteps made him rise.

“I was worried about you,” Siale said. A smile touched her lips when their eyes met as if she couldn’t help herself. She gave him a hug. “Jericho told me you asked him not to choose you. Do you really want to be without a pack?”

Alex kept his tone light. “It’s not going to be that bad.”

“You’re a werewolf,” Siale told him. “Pack is family.”

“You’re my family,” he replied. He waved a hand at the Academy. “The professors are my family, Cassie and Tennison, Trent and Jordan, Terith...” He paused, then said, “I suppose I should include Von as well, but he snores.”

Siale slapped his shoulder. “He’s not that bad.”

Alex chuckled and pulled her close. “No, he’s not, and I’m glad that he and Terith seem so happy.” He sighed and rested his chin gently on the top of her head. “I just can’t do it anymore. Last term I spent half my time cleaning toilets just to keep Torin happy.”

“You guys have resolved things,” she pointed out.

Alex nodded. “Yes, but an Alpha’s job is to give orders for the good of his pack, and the Grays are supposed to follow those orders to avoid chaos and maintain the discipline that keeps the pack together.” He paused, then said quietly, “I don’t think I can follow orders anymore.”

“You never argued when Torin told you to clean the toilets,” Siale said softly.

She had never mentioned anything, but Alex had always wondered how she felt about her boyfriend scrubbing toilets for hours on end at the whim of the vengeful Alpha. Though she had never looked at him differently, the humiliation of all Torin had put him through had eaten at Alex. The Demon was hard enough to control when he was on his own; Alex couldn’t imagine what would happen if he continued letting others tell him what to do.

“I wanted to beat him again,” Alex admitted. He felt her watching him closely, but he couldn’t bring himself to meet her gaze. “I wanted to break his bones and make him wish he hadn’t ordered me around.” He squeezed his closed eyes. “That’s not how a Gray’s supposed to feel.”

“It’s not always easy to take orders,” she said, trying to understand. “But we follow them because the Alpha’s supposed to know best.”

“But what if he doesn’t?” Alex turned to her, his gaze troubled. “What if every time the Alpha made a decision, you were left wondering if he was right? What if the simplest orders gave the greatest frustration and you wanted to go against them just to show you can?”

Siale was silent for a moment before she said. “You don’t sound like a Gray.”

He sat back down at the base of Jet’s statue and held up a hand. She took it and sat down beside him.

“Maybe you should be an Alpha. Your coat’s been changing,” Siale noted quietly. “It was almost black the last time we phased at Dad’s warehouse.”

Alex let out a slow breath. “I really don’t know what I am anymore. I’m stuck somewhere in this strange middle where I don’t want to lead, but I don’t want to follow. I beat two Alphas in rank duels, but the thought of taking charge of their packs was more than I wanted to handle. I’m the most unstable of anyone I know. I don’t know what to do with myself, let alone an entire pack.”

Siale slipped her hand into his. She rotated their hands, studying the way their fingers linked together. “Maybe I should have chosen to be a lone wolf, too.”

He shook his head. “You deserve the security of a pack. Like you said, pack is family.”

She leaned her head on his shoulder. “You’re my family, Alex.”

Her words brought a smile to his lips. “And you’re mine, Siale. I’ll figure things out, I promise. I don’t want you to think your fiancé is going crazy.”

She looked up at him and the blue within the depths of her gray eyes was heightened in the moonlight. “You are crazy, Alex.” She smiled. “And I’m crazy about you. We’ll figure this out together.”

So many emotions filled him that he couldn’t contain them anymore. He kissed her on the lips as much to show his love as to keep sane. When his lips touched hers, everything fell away. Alex felt like he had on the wave when nothing existed but him and the ocean. He heard her heartbeat and was filled with her sage and lavender scent. He felt the brush of her hair against his hand that rested softly at the small of her back, and he was very aware of the way her hand strayed to his cheek and touched it lightly.

He pulled back and looked down at her. “Siale, I promise you this. No matter what I go through or how off the beaten path things get, I’ll always be your Alex. You are my one, my love, and my everything. Seventeen might be young for someone to know what they want out of this life, but I do.”

Her gaze felt bottomless when she asked, “What do you want?”

“I want you,” Alex told her. “I want safety for those I care about. I want werewolves to be seen as equals with humans, and to be allowed the same opportunities. I want the professors to have their white picket fence neighborhood, I want Jaze and Nikki to be able to raise little William and his brother or sister in peace, and I want to stop looking over my shoulder for fear that my presence brings danger to those around me.”

He fell silent with the realization that he had gone on a tangent.

Siale tipped her head back and looked at the stars. Alex wondered what thoughts rushed through her mind. Maybe she was starting to realize that he was too unstable to be husband material. Perhaps his goals felt too unattainable. Maybe she needed a werewolf who was willing and able to be a part of a pack. He swallowed through a tight throat, afraid he was about to lose her.

Siale’s eyebrows pulled together with the little furrow in the middle when she asked, “Do you know the story of Orion?”

Confused by her line of thought, Alex shook his head. “I don’t.”

She kept her gaze on the stars when she said, “Orion was a great hunter who fell in love with the archer goddess, Artemis. Her twin brother, Apollo, wasn’t happy with his sister’s choice. One day, Orion was hunting in the ocean and only his head was visible above the waves. Apollo pointed out the black thing on the sea and bet his sister that she couldn’t shoot it. Not one to pass up a challenge, Artemis drew her bow and shot the object. When Orion’s body floated to shore, Artemis was so heartbroken that she placed Orion within the stars so that she could see her love every night.”

“That’s a sad story,” Alex said; he kept his voice level despite his uncertainty as to what she as getting at.

“It’s one of the versions,” she replied, “But it’s my favorite, do you know why?”

Alex shook his head.

She set a hand on his arm. “Because it reminds me that I could lose you. You’re a lone hunter not afraid to live with your heart on your sleeve and up to your neck in adversity. Orion could best any beast, but it was his love that finally brought him down. We’re different, Alex. Your love will be at your side no matter where you go.”

She looked at him with an expression so honest it gripped his heart.

“Alex, just as you say I’m your one, you’re my one as well. Werewolves don’t love lightly.” She smiled at him. “You do what you need to do. I’ll be Jericho’s Second in the pack to help keep the peace, and you be the lone wolf you need to be, but just know that you’re never really alone. Since the moment you climbed into that body pit and saved my life, you owned my heart. No matter what you need to do, I’m with you.”

Alex couldn’t find the words to voice the emotions that filled him. Siale seemed to understand that. She leaned her head against his chest and listened to his heart as he held her. The moonlight strayed across the grass and snagged in the bushes along the wall, and the starlight fell on Jet’s statue, covering them in his protective shadow.

“I love you, my Siale,” Alex finally said.

“And I love you, my Alex,” Siale whispered.

Alex rested his head back against the statue and thanked Jet from the bottom of his heart for saving his and Cassie’s lives the day his parents died. The love and stability he had lost surrounded him so fully at that moment he barely dared to believe it, yet he couldn’t deny the feeling of Siale’s breath against his arm and the way her fingers traced patterns on his palm.

Siale sat up and looked at him. “You gave me my life, Alex. I can’t wait to spend it with you.”

“You’ve become what I live for,” he replied, smiling down at her. “You are worth every breath.”

Tears showed in her eyes. She leaned her head against him again. “I’m already dreading going up to Pack Jericho’s quarters without you.”

“Don’t worry,” he told her. “Everything’s going to work out.”

“I know.” She paused, then said, “Because nobody’s stupid enough to get between a werewolf and the boy she loves.”

Alex chuckled and she laughed. He pulled her close and together they watched Orion travel across the sky.

Chapter Twenty-eight

When he awoke, it took Alex a minute to remember where he was. The smells were different, dust and the faintest scent of lemon lingered as though it had been a while since the place had been cleaned. The couch he slept on felt unfamiliar and lumpy. He opened his eyes and glanced around the room. A wry smile crossed his face.

All of the packs had their own quarters at the Academy. In planning for expansion, other rooms had been built so that the Academy could accommodate nearly double the number it already housed. Without a pack, Alex had found his belongings later that night moved from the bedroom in Pack Jericho’s quarters where he had slept the night before and left at the end of the hallway.

Unsure what else to do, Alex had made his way to an empty hallway and taken the first set of rooms on the left. He tried all the bedrooms, but the first room was usually reserved for an Alpha, and the next for the Second. Being neither of these, Alex couldn’t bring himself to settle for one of the rooms further down the hall. Instead, he fell asleep on the couch in the commons room with his stuff still in the duffle bag on the floor.

“It’s not horrible,” Alex said aloud. He paused, then concluded, “Except now I’m talking to myself.”

Determined to make the most of the situation, Alex showered and wandered through the empty quarters, stalling until it was time for breakfast. He made his way down the hall and caught up with the throng of students hurrying downstairs toward the scent of waffles, cheesy scrambled eggs, and Cook Jerald’s famous marmalade.

“Alex!” Siale called.

The sound of her familiar voice warmed Alex’s heart. He turned in time to catch her when she ran down the stairs. Laughing at her enthusiasm, he stumbled back against the banister and received a kiss.

“I’ve missed you,” she exclaimed.

“I’ve missed you, too,” he told her. “Seeing you made my day about a hundred percent better.”

“I’m glad,” she said. She slipped her hand into his. “Let’s go eat.”

“I’m not sure I’m allowed to eat with you,” Alex replied, letting her pull him down the stairs.

Siale smiled up at him, her gray eyes bright in the morning sunlight that spilled through the windows of the entryway. “I’ve already cleared it with Jericho. He says you can be our pet.”

“Pet?” Alex sputtered.

“Don’t worry.” A hand fell on his shoulder. Alex glanced back to see Jericho. “We’ll make sure you have food and water like any good pet.” He led the way into the Great Hall.

Alex laughed. “You guys are ridiculous.”

“You can have treats,” Trent said, coming up behind Jericho, his Alpha, when they stopped in the line for food. “But only if you’re good.”

“Then he’s not going to have any,” Jordan told them. She grinned at Alex, her spikey red hair skewed from the night’s sleep. “Maybe we should reward you for bad behavior instead.”

“That’s not a bad idea,” Alex replied, feeling immensely happy by the ridiculousness of their teasing. “Unless I get fat.”

“I’d still love you,” Siale told him. “You’d still be cute.”

“So you only love me for my looks?” Alex queried.

Siale’s smile deepened. “Oh no! You know my secret. It’s your eyes, so dark and mysterious, like the depths of the ever-changing ocean. What are you thinking, Alex Davies?” she asked teasingly.

He took a step closer to her and lowered his voice. “That I need to kiss you so much right now it’s the only thing I can think about.”

Her eyes widened.

“Oh man,” Trent said, stepping between them. “You’ll get suspension for too much public affection in school. You know that’s not allowed.”

Alex blinked, Siale’s hold on him broken. He smiled. “Don’t worry. I have some constraint.”

“I don’t believe that for a moment,” Trent replied.

Alex chuckled. “Maybe you know me too well.”

His friend laughed. “I’ve been telling you that for years.”

Alex took Siale’s hand again and walked with her through the food line. It felt so good to have her at his side after the crazy Choosing Ceremony and the night alone in the strange quarters. He smiled at the sight of the engagement ring on her finger. He wouldn’t have to last without her much longer.

“Thank you,” Alex told Cook Jerald when she handed him a tray laden with waffles and cheesy eggs.

“We missed you over the summer,” she replied. She winked. “We had way too much quiche after you left.”

Guilt filled him at the egg and cheese pie he and Cassie had snuck before they left to Red’s.

“Sorry about that,” he apologized.

She shrugged and scooped a spoonful of eggs onto Siale’s plate. “If you had asked, I would’ve told you it was a month old and should have been thrown out.”

Alex sputtered. “We ate the whole thing!”

“Seriously, Alex?” Cassie said from behind him. “You’ve got to learn when someone’s pulling your leg.”

She and Cook Jerald broke out laughing.

“It was fresh,” the cook amended with a grin. “And worth losing to see your expression!”

“It was the best month old quiche I’ve ever had,” he replied with a laugh. “Thank you.”

Pack Jericho insisted that he join them at their table. Feeling the glances of the other werewolves around the room, Alex took a seat between Siale and Cassie. He proceeded to pile the eggs on his waffles and took a bite of the sandwich. A glance down the table showed nearly everyone in Pack Jericho doing the same. Alex held back a smile at the thought that he had at least left a small mark on the pack.

Jaze walked through the lunchroom with Nikki beside him. Little William held his father’s fingers as the dean carried a tray in his other hand. Alex focused on their conversation.

“I just don’t think any college, no matter how obscure, will be open to the idea of werewolves within their student body,” Professor Mouse was saying from behind them. “Every dean I’ve called hangs up before I say two sentences. They’re afraid.”

“We can’t blame them,” Nyra said from Mouse’s side. “Tolerance is difficult to achieve, especially when fear is involved.”

“But we can’t let our students graduate from here with no prospects for the future,” Nikki replied, setting her tray on the far table the professors used when they ate together in the lunchroom instead of in their separate quarters.

Gem smiled at little William and he scooted over to sit by the green haired werewolf.

Alex thought of his conversation with Flynn after their first game of football on the beach.

“I’ll be right back,” he told Siale.

He jogged over to the professors’ table.

“Good morning, Alex,” Jaze said with a warm smile. “Is it good to be back?”

“It’s great,” Alex told him honestly. “Though a bit different.”

Jaze nodded knowingly. “Being different takes courage, and you’ve got no shortage of that.”

“That’s why I’m here,” Alex said. He glanced at Professor Mouse. “I overheard your conversation about colleges.”

“You don’t have to worry about it,” Nikki told him. “We’ll figure something out.”

“It’s already figured out,” Alex replied. At their curious expressions, he said, “Someone I met while at Red’s told me that college applications don’t ask whether you’re a werewolf or not. I feel like that’s a sign. We can go to college without getting clearance for our race. We have names, addresses, and grades. As long as we can transfer our diplomas, nothing else should matter.”

Nyra gave him an understanding smile. “We wish it didn’t, but it does. It’s too dangerous for you there if you have to hide your nature.”

Alex shook his head. “Hiding what we are doesn’t help anyone.”

“What are you saying?” Jaze asked. There was a hint of steel in his gaze as if he had already guessed.

“We don’t need to hide anymore. The best thing we can do is to let the nation know we exist just as they do, students and professors who are trying to make the world a better place in which to live. Tolerance is there, but it has to start with us.”

Alex watched Jaze closely. Something flickered in the dean’s eyes. Alex’s chest tightened when he realized the emotion Jaze tried to suppress was fear.

“It’s not safe,” the dean said. “We can’t protect our students beyond these walls, and if the Academy is known for what it is, they’ll tear it down around us.”

“They won’t,” Alex replied. “They can’t. They’ve seen what we can do.” He hesitated, then said, “They’ve seen what I can do. They know we exist. We can pretend to be ghosts, telling ourselves that wolves can live happily behind walls, or we can embrace our heritage and be strong enough to live outside of them.”

Jaze shook his head. “We’re not ready.”

Alex met his gaze. “You might not be ready, but we are.”

He realized that silence had fallen over the lunchroom.

Jaze rose to his feet. “Alex, you’re in over your head. We can’t protect our students if we make them a target.”

“We’ve been targets our whole lives,” Alex replied. “The only way to take the gun away is to force the world to accept that we deserve to exist.”

“I’ve tried,” Jaze replied, his tone heartbroken. “It doesn’t work like that.”

“It does,” Alex told him firmly.

“Alex,” Siale said his name quietly and touched his arm.

Alex kept his gaze on Jaze. “It’s time, Jaze. We need to reveal the Academy to the world. They might not have accepted werewolves years ago, but we’ve shown them that we’ll put our lives on the line to defend humans. We sacrificed to save Greyton and the hospital. We made ourselves targets for the curs to help end their threat. We gave the humans their lives back. Now is the time to ask the nation to return the favor.”

“I won’t let you risk this Academy,” Jaze said, his voice laced with steel.

“Then I’ll fight you for it.”

Gasps spread across the Great Hall at Alex’s challenge.

“What?” the dean asked.

Alex’s heart thundered in his chest. He kept his focus on Jaze. “I challenge you for the right to reveal the Academy to the world.”

“It doesn’t work like that,” Jaze began.

Alex motioned toward the student body. “You taught us that rank duels separate those who lead from werewolves too weak to be the leader. I am ready to lead, Dean. I challenge you for that right.”

Jaze’s gaze traveled around the room, then back to Alex.

“Fine. I accept your challenge,” he said shortly.

The dean’s jaw clenched and his right knee bent slightly. With an outlet of breath, Jaze threw the first punch.