Westward Hearts (3 page)

“No, Mother. It’s so cold that the snow is dry and crunchy. Not bad at all. Otherwise I wouldn’t have allowed Jamie to drive. I must say, he did a fine job of it too.”

“That boy is growing up so fast.” Clara pushed a graying strand of hair from her damp forehead. “Seems like only yesterday that Matthew was his age.” She shook her head and sighed. “Time sure passes…one day your children are tugging on your apron, and the next thing you know they have children of their own.” She laughed. “Oh, my!”

Elizabeth studied her mother as she spread some butter over the turkey breast and then covered it with linen to keep it moist. Sometimes she forgot that this worn and gray-haired woman had once been young and vibrant. Or that, just like Elizabeth, she’d mothered small children, watched them grow up, and now complained that it all had happened too quickly. Elizabeth couldn’t imagine her children being fully grown or leaving her, but suddenly she wondered if one day she would be just like her mother. It didn’t seem possible.

“Uncle Matthew!”
Ruth’s happy cries echoed through the house.

“Sounds like they’re here now,” Elizabeth told her mother.

“Thank the Lord! Let’s start putting dinner on the table before it gets cold, Lizzie. Your poor father’s been complaining that he’s as hungry as a springtime bear.”

Elizabeth was just filling a warmed bowl with potatoes when her father came into the kitchen with a confused expression.
“Clara?”
he said in a tone that told Elizabeth something was amiss.

Her mother stopped scooping dressing from the turkey. “What is it, Asa?”

“Matthew.” He shook his head and then glanced over his shoulder with a frown.

“What’s wrong, Father?” Elizabeth set the half-filled bowl of potatoes down and went to her father. “Is Matthew all right?”

“I’m not entirely sure,” he said quietly.

“What happened?” Clara asked with concern.

“I honestly don’t know.” Asa scratched his head. “Matthew stormed into the house with a sour expression. Didn’t say a word to me or to the kids. He just marched up the stairs, went into his old room, and slammed the door.”

“Oh, my!” Elizabeth exchanged glances with her mother.

“And Violet?” Clara asked. “Is she out there now?”

“Violet wasn’t with him.”

“Oh?” Clara put a hand to her cheek.

“I’ll go talk to Matthew.” Elizabeth untied her apron.

“Yes, that’s a good idea.” Asa nodded eagerly. “I’m sure Matthew will talk to you, Lizzie.”

“What about dinner?” Clara held her hands up. “It’s going to get cold.”

“Give us a few minutes,” Elizabeth called as she hurried away.

“What’s wrong with Uncle Matthew?” Jamie asked her as she walked through the living room.

“I don’t know,” she admitted.

“He looked angry,” Ruth said in a worried tone.

“I’m on my way to talk to him.” Elizabeth paused on the stairs. “You two go and ask Grandma if she needs any help getting dinner on the table.” Then she hurried on up and quietly tapped on the door to Matthew’s bedroom, the same bedroom that had been his when they were children. “Matthew?” she called. “It’s me. Can I come in?”

He made what sounded like a “humph,” and she decided to take that as a yes. “I’m sorry to intrude,” she said as she let herself in. With slumped shoulders and hands hanging limply between his knees, Matthew sat in a straight-backed chair, staring out the window with a blank expression as if she weren’t even there.

“What has happened?” she asked.

He didn’t answer, and she sat down on the edge of the narrow bed. “Please, tell me what’s wrong, Matthew. Does it have to do with Violet?”

He turned and glowered at her. “
Violet is dead.
”

Elizabeth felt a surge of panic rush through her, and tears filled her eyes. “Violet is dead?” She choked on a sob. “Oh, Matthew, I’m so sorry! How did it—”

“She’s not actually
dead.
” His hands balled into fists and his blue eyes turned dark and stormy. “But she’s dead to me. I never want to hear her name again.”

Elizabeth stood and, going to him, placed a hand on his shoulder. “Tell me what happened, Matthew,” she said gently. “You only have to tell me once. And if you wish, I’ll never speak of it again. But we’re your family, Matthew. We deserve to know what is going on.
Please.
”

He made a growling sound. “Fine.” He turned to look at her, still smoldering. “I went to fetch Violet—I mean,
that woman
—I went to get her, and I was informed that she wasn’t there. I asked her mother where she’d gone, and Mrs. Lamott acted funny.”

“Funny?”

“She started saying strange things about Vi—about her daughter. She was talking in circles and wringing her hands. And it just made no sense whatsoever.”

Elizabeth just waited.

“Finally, Mrs. Lamott told me that her daughter had gone with Walter.”

“Walter?” she questioned.
“Walter Slake?”

Matthew nodded grimly as he stood. Pacing back and forth in front of the window, slamming a fist into his palm, he looked as if he wanted to slam it into something…or someone. Probably Walter.

Elizabeth was truly shocked. Walter Slake had been Matthew’s best friend since childhood. His parents owned the farm just down the road, but Walter had left the farm in order to work at the bank in Selma several years ago. He’d happily exchanged overalls and work boots for fancy suits and shiny shoes. He even drove around town in a fine new Rockaway carriage with lanterns. She could just imagine Violet sitting prettily by his side in it.

“I don’t understand, Matthew. Where did they go? To Walter’s folks’?”

“No.” He stopped pacing and shook his head. “That’s what I thought too. Vi—I mean
that woman
—she
ran off
with Walter.”

Elizabeth gasped. “Ran off? With Walter?”

He nodded with an expression that reminded her of when he was a boy, trying not to cry over some big disappointment. His chin trembled, and she could tell he was on the verge of tears.

“Are you absolutely certain about this?” She studied his pained face. “I’m not questioning you, but…it’s just so hard to believe. Do you know for a fact that it’s true?”

“I heard it from her mother, Lizzie. Oh, she was sorry. Real sorry. And she was embarrassed too. But she said those words herself. Mr. Lamott was so angry at Walter and Violet, he couldn’t even speak.”

“She truly ran off with Walter?” Elizabeth was still trying to absorb this outlandish news. It sounded like something she would overhear about somebody else, one of those hushed but lively conversations that transpired between certain folks while shopping in the mercantile. It sounded like plain old mean-spirited, small-town gossip. She sighed as she realized that was exactly what it would soon be. Small-town gossip.

“Yes.” He slumped back down onto the chair. “My fiancée left me to run off with my best friend.”

“Oh, Matthew!” Elizabeth didn’t know what to say.

“Mrs. Lamott said they were headed to Frankfort and that Walter was going to get a bank job there. And of course, she assured me that they were going to get married too.” He turned to stare out the window again.

“Oh, Matthew…” She sighed, wishing she had a way to make this better, to take the sting away. “I’m so sorry.”

“I took off after them. Drove about ten miles out of Selma as fast as I could. And then I stopped and asked myself, what’s the use? Even if I did catch up with the two scoundrels, which was unlikely, what could I do to make this right? I sure don’t want to force a woman who doesn’t love me to become my wife.” He grimaced, letting out a low groan. “And so I turned around and came home. Really slowly. The horses appreciated that.”

Elizabeth had no words. The truth was she had never been overly fond of Violet Lamott, and right now she wanted to throttle the silly girl. Oh, Violet was certainly pretty and witty and spirited. But she had always seemed somewhat frivolous and selfish to Elizabeth. An only child, she had been spoiled and indulged by her doting parents. However, Elizabeth had no intention of saying as much to her brother. Not now. Probably not ever.

He was wringing his hands now. “I just don’t understand how it happened. Or
when
it happened. And why I didn’t see it coming.” He shook his head. “With my own best friend too…”

She went over to stand by him. She felt as protective of him now as she had on his first day of school long ago. She’d been twelve and he’d been six, and the first time one of the bullies had even looked cross-eyed at her baby brother, she had intervened. Of course, it wasn’t long before Matthew was big enough to fight his own battles.

“I don’t know exactly how you feel, Matthew, to lose someone like that. But I do know how it feels to lose the love of your life.” She reached up and pushed a strand of light-brown hair off his forehead. “And I’m truly sorry. I know how badly that hurts. You didn’t deserve it.”

He continued to gaze out the window with a hardened jaw, but she noticed a shiny tear slipping out the corner of his eye. But before it reached his cheek, he used a tightened fist to wipe it away. “I’ll get over it. In time.”

“Do you want me to tell Mother and Father for you?”

He just nodded.

She squeezed his shoulder. His big strong shoulder. Her baby brother, all grown up and now brokenhearted. Life was strange sometimes. “Do you think you’ll be joining us for Christmas dinner?” she asked quietly.

He shook his head with misty eyes. “I—I don’t think so.”

“All right.”

“Give them my apologies, please?”

“I’ll do that. And I’ll bring a plate up for you.”

“Thanks, but I’m not hungry.” His voice was gruff with emotion.

“I know it’s hard to believe this right now, but you will get past this, Matthew. You’re strong. And you’ll be stronger for it too.”

He nodded but didn’t look convinced. Knowing there was little more to do right now, she left, quietly closing the door. As she went downstairs, she wondered how she would tell her children and her parents. Gathered around the fully set dining room table, they looked up at her with expectant faces.

“What’s wrong with Uncle Matthew?” Jamie asked.

“Is he sick?” Ruth queried with an anxious tremor in her voice.

“No, he’s not sick,” Elizabeth assured her as she went to her chair. She knew her family had a fear of sickness—and for good reason too.

“What is it then?” Clara asked with a furrowed brow.

“Matthew is sad,” Elizabeth told her as she sat down. She looked evenly at her parents. “He sends his apologies that he can’t join us for dinner.” She placed her napkin in her lap and made a forced smile for her children and then nodded to her father. “Maybe you should go ahead and say grace before the food gets cold.”

As Asa said the blessing, Elizabeth prayed for a way to explain Matthew’s broken heart in a way that both generations could understand. As he said amen, she had a plan of sorts. Then, as her father began to carve the turkey, she began to speak.

“There has been a change in plans,” she said slowly. “Matthew and Violet have decided not to get married after all.” Her mother let out a little gasp, and Elizabeth continued. “These things happen sometimes,” she said calmly. “People change their minds about things. And Violet has decided to go to Frankfort.”

“Who is Frank Fort?” Ruth asked with wide eyes.

“Frankfort is a big city,” Jamie declared.

“Bigger than Selma? Big as Paducah?” Ruth asked. “Paducah is a big city.”

“It’s certainly the biggest city you’ve ever seen,” Elizabeth assured her.

“And our county seat,” Clara pointed out.

“But Frankfort is lots bigger than Paducah,” Jamie informed his sister with authority—as if he’d actually been there. “And it’s the capital of the whole state of Kentucky. Don’t you know that yet, Ruth?”

Ruth ignored him, directing her question to her grandfather instead. “Where is Frankfort?”

“It’s northeast of us a spell.” With a grim expression, Asa laid some turkey on his wife’s plate.

“Will Uncle Matthew go to Frankfort too?” Jamie asked.

“No,” Elizabeth told him. “Matthew is staying here.”

“Is Violet going all by herself?” Ruth was confused.

“No.” Elizabeth looked across the table at her mother, who appeared as confused as Ruth. “Walter Slake is taking her there.”

“Walter?”
Holding the carving knife in the air like a torch, Asa gave his daughter a shocked expression, and Clara dropped her fork. They all jumped as it clanged loudly against the plate.

“Why is Walter taking Violet to the big city?” Ruth asked.

“Because Walter and Violet have decided they want to get married,” Elizabeth said plainly. “It seems that they both want to live in Frankfort after they get married.”

“But what about Uncle Matthew?” Ruth asked. “Who is going to marry him?”

Elizabeth made a stiff smile. “Don’t you worry about that, Ruthie. Your Uncle Matthew is a
fine
young man. Honest and hardworking and smart and
fine
. The girls will probably be lining up to marry him.”