When Harry Met Molly (23 page)

Chapter 31

Molly lay on her side, her hands tucked beneath her head, and opened one eye. It was definitely raining. She heard it pelting the roof of the tent, and sat up, surrounded by darkness.

Where was Harry?

A thin slice of moonlight shone through a crack in the tent flap as she padded to the entrance and peered out. There was a small break in the cloud cover, enough to see the fire was out. The rain had seen to that.

She scanned the rest of the campsite.

Heavens. There he was—at least she thought that soaked form was Harry—sitting up against a tree trunk, his eyes closed. Of course he must be awake—the branches of the tree deflected some rain but certainly not all. No one could sleep through being rained on, could they?

“Harry!” she called in a loud voice. The noise of the rain would be certain to drown her out, otherwise. “What are you doing out there?”

He instantly opened his eyes. “Trying to sleep. At least until—”

“You can’t sleep out there!”

“You forget I was in the army.”

“I don’t care.” Molly’s mother hen instincts were clamoring to get him out of the elements. “Come out of the rain. You’ll catch a chill!”

“I’m
fine
.”

“No, you’re
not
. Get in here, Harry!”

“I’ll just make you wet if I do that.”

“Nonsense.” The rain began to come down even harder.

“Go back to sleep,” he insisted. “I’m already soaked through, and joining you won’t make me any drier.”

She could barely hear him over the tumult. “Come inside! Or I shall come out there after you!”

“No you wouldn’t.”

“Yes I would!”

Their gazes locked. This need for Harry to come into the tent went beyond Molly’s mother hen instincts. She had a hollow feeling in her stomach. An ache. She wanted to be with him as only a false mistress could be, which meant not
really
with him, but with him in a
way
.

She hated the ambiguity. But she loved Harry. And she would take him any way she could get him.

“I’m coming to get you.” She thrust one leg outside the flap of the tent.

“Get back in there!” Harry strode over to her.

She pulled her leg back inside.

“Don’t you even
think
of coming out,” he said.

Despite the threat in his voice, she couldn’t help reaching out a hand to touch his cheek. It was rough, cold, and wet.

Very
wet.

“I
do
trust you, Harry,” she said. “I believe you have good reason not to tell me what happened to you in the army.”

Even in the darkness, and with rain pelting down, she saw his eyes flare with something fierce. And yet there was something tremendously vulnerable in his gaze, too. She was reminded of the days when she’d watch him from a stone wall as he played at sword fighting with Roderick before the church service. They’d both grab long sticks and have at it, Roderick large and looming, Harry full of bravado, even as his smaller hands had trembled on his makeshift weapon.

“Really?” he said.

Now Molly could only nod, too full of emotions to speak.

But she must be practical. “Come inside and get out of those wet clothes before you catch cold.” She swallowed. “You could, um, wrap up in a blanket. Unless there are some clothes for you, as well. I didn’t see any.”

“Thank you for the kind invitation, but I can’t come in.” His tone was warm but firm. “I’ll see you in the morning.”

He turned away.

“Harry!”
She gulped.

Slowly, reluctantly, he turned back around.

“If you don’t come in, I’ll quit the competition,” she said, her chin in the air.

“You wouldn’t.”

“I would.”

“Then do it.” He sighed bitterly. “I should have taken you home long ago. We’ll leave at first light.”

Oh, God, he wasn’t supposed to give
in
like that! He was supposed to want to stay, to
win
!

She sighed. “Never mind. If we leave, you’ll be forced to marry. And I don’t want that to happen to you.”

She pleaded with him with her eyes.
Please, Harry. Come into the tent!

He scratched his forehead and sighed. “All right, I’ll come. But only because you’re too stubborn for your own good.
And
mine.”

She smiled and felt shy all of a sudden. “I’m glad. About everything. About being stubborn. About you entering the tent. About this week and about our friendship.”

He gazed at her a long moment. “Me, too,” he finally said, and stepped through the flap. “My goodness. You look…lovely.”

She felt heat rise on her cheeks. “Thank you. Wait until you see the rest of the place.”

He held the tent flap higher and peered closer at the interior. “I see a lamp and a pitcher on a wooden chest. And pillows. Lots of pillows.”

“You should see it in the daylight. It’s so exotic. And pretty.”

He secured the flap so that a block of moonlight found its way inside.

“I’ll bet it’s even prettier when the lamp is lit,” he said. “I’ll do that now, if you wouldn’t mind.”

“Not at all.” She smiled at him and knelt by him at the wooden chest, his nearness reassuring, even though his clothes were, of course, still cold and damp.

“How to light it,” he muttered.

“Are there no matches?”

“None that I can see or feel. Perhaps in the chest. To keep them dry.”

“That makes sense.”

Together they removed the items on the chest, and Harry lifted the lid. “Aha!” he said, and withdrew a leather pouch. “I feel them in here.”

“Very good.” She felt quite cozy and happy.

He lit the oil lamp and held it up. The makeshift room took on a warm glow. “It’s very attractive, this place. And you”—his voice was warm—“you look more beautiful—and alluring—than I’ve ever seen you.”

“Thank you,” Molly said, feeling shy again. She was about to shut the lid of the chest when she saw a bundle in the bottom. “Oh! Perhaps these are clothes!”

She pulled the bundle out and shut the lid. Harry put the lamp back on top of it and crouched next to her. It was a drawstring bag, and not very light.

“Too lumpy and heavy to be clothes,” she said, disappointed.

He smiled at her reassuringly. “I can wear a blanket.”

She sighed. “I suppose that’s better than nothing.”

“I suppose,” he said with an awkward laugh.

Too late, she realized her gaffe. She reddened and busied herself opening the drawstring bag. “What’s this?” She pulled out a small, primitive-appearing statue.

Harry studied it. “Prinny, you dog,” he muttered, his eyes alight with amusement.

Molly swallowed. “It’s…it’s two people.”

Harry traced the entwined limbs with his index finger. “They’re rather involved with each other.”

Molly’s heart raced. “You mean they’re—”

“Yes,” said Harry. “They are.” His eyes snapped with mischief. And heat.

She shoved the bag at him. “Perhaps
you
should look. There’s more.”

“All right.” He reached in with a grin and pulled out a book with gorgeously rendered script on the front in an unfamiliar language.

“Oh!” sighed Molly, her hand on Harry’s arm. “It’s beautiful! And old, I think.”

“I think you’re right.” Gently, he opened the book to a random page.

An illustration of two people, um, doing the same thing as the people on the statue stared up at them!

“Shut it, Harry!” Molly cried.

Harry shut the book, but not before staring at the picture a few more seconds. “Are you sure you don’t want to see more?”

“No.”

“No?” His eyes flickered with a challenge.

She stuck her chin in the air. “Absolutely not. You need to get warm and dry, and we need sleep. I, for one, am perfectly exhausted.” She made herself yawn, and then scrambled onto some pillows, and pulled an emerald green woven blanket about her head. “I’ll wait beneath this until you’re dressed.”

“Very well,” he said. “No peeking.”

“As if I would!”

He laughed, and she heard him pull off his breeches. Her breath grew a bit short—no doubt because of the blanket smothering her. “Are you wrapped up yet?” she called impatiently.

“Yes. You can come out now. I’m perfectly respectable.”

Feeling a tiny bit afraid, she let the blanket slide off her head.

He was lying on his side, facing her, his head propped on his elbow, his own bold yellow and black blanket not sufficient to cover his chest nor his strong, shapely calves. His hair was a wet mess, but somehow on him it looked charming, particularly that curl pressed to his forehead. She had a desire to touch it, to straighten it, to
play
with it, but she wouldn’t.

“I won’t bite, you know.” His tone was serious, but he had a twinkle in his eye.

She narrowed her gaze. “Harry, this is a serious breach of etiquette. But under the circumstances—”

“Oh, you don’t have to be all prim and proper. I know you wouldn’t have called me in except for the rain. And I wouldn’t have come, but you’re stubborn. You would have yelled all night and had no voice left for tomorrow. We can’t have that.”

“That’s not true.”

“You’re not stubborn?”

“No.” She lowered her eyes, afraid to meet his. “It wasn’t
only
because of the rain I called you in. Although that was part of it.”

“Really?” His voice was warm.

She would be brave. After all, she didn’t have much more time with him. “I wanted you here.”

“I wanted to be here,” he said rather hoarsely.

She liked that kind of voice in Harry. It usually promised kisses.

He leaned closer. “I understand why you’d assume the worst of me concerning this army incident. I’ve earned my bad reputation. Which makes your trust in me that much more…meaningful. No one else, save a few close friends and my brother, believes I am any more than a wastrel. Including my father.”

He gave her a heartrending smile.

She couldn’t bear to see him so sad!

“Harry—”

He put a finger to her lips. “I’m sorry if I’ve pressed myself on you this week. It was not well done of me. In fact, I regret every moment I’ve ever made you feel uncomfortable.”

“It’s not that I was uncomfortable exactly—” She stopped speaking. “And you didn’t exactly press yourself—”

Actually, he had. He’d pressed himself on her in the most delicious ways. She felt her whole body warming up at the memory of the most recent time he had, in the kissing closet.

His mouth curved in a small smile. And her knees melted.
Everything
in her melted.

“Oh, Harry,” she whispered. She
so
wanted him to kiss her. But he was
so
bad for her.

Wasn’t he?

“I know,” he said, a world of understanding in his voice. And reached over to lay a gentle kiss on her lips.

She closed her eyes. It truly was the sweetest kiss he had ever bestowed on her. He
knew
. He knew that
she
knew that
he
was—

Oh, bother. He simply
knew
. And that was all that mattered.

She opened her eyes.

“Now, Molly,” he said firmly, “as you’ve already pointed out, we should sleep.” He rolled onto his back, folded his hands behind his head, and closed his eyes.

She felt the beginnings of a childish tantrum build within her chest. She didn’t
want
to sleep. Especially now that they understood each other so much better.

And there was that book. She was a bit curious, and she was with Harry, after all.
He
wouldn’t tell anyone if they took another peek.

She sighed loudly and shut her eyes.

The rain still fell steadily, but not as strongly as five minutes before.

“Are
you
sleepy?” she asked.

“Not at all,” Harry said pleasantly. “But you’re exhausted, of course.”

She nudged his leg with her big toe. “I hope we win tomorrow.”

He shifted a bit. “Me, too.”

She sighed, rolled over, and faced her side of the tent again. No matter how much she knew she shouldn’t be behaving the way she was behaving, it was as if she couldn’t help herself. Harry had some kind of mysterious pull on her. He made her forget everything she knew to be right.

He was simply so…

Handsome.

And lovable.

And funny, when he wasn’t being a stubborn mule.

And he understood her. Better than anyone.

She pushed her foot backward and made contact with his leg again.

“What’re you doing?” he said, not angry. Not even annoyed. But alert.

“Nothing.” She suddenly felt stupid. She would quit bothering him.

So she stared at a pillow this time and decided to count the number of feathery shapes woven into the fabric. Maybe that would help her sleep. The cozy patter of the rain on the tent lulled her somewhat, but still she went on, doggedly counting.

She’d reached forty-five when she felt a warm, solid arm drape itself over her body.

He pulled her closer. “You can’t sleep, can you?”

Oh
. Her back was against his chest now. They fit together like two spoons. And he was toasty warm.

“I think I’ll be able to.
Now
.” Molly smiled, sighed, and closed her eyes.

But then she opened them again. “I forgot to say good night.”

“Oh?” said Harry softly, but he had a big, bearlike voice, the kind he got in
special
circumstances. Her heart skipped a beat, and she twisted her body to face him.

“Good night,” she whispered, and laid her palms against his chest. Because it was there. In the way.

She couldn’t help herself. She had to rub that chest with her palm. It was so warm, and beautiful, with those fine, jet black hairs sprinkled across it.

“I thought you were exhausted.”

She sighed. “Me, too.” But then she wrapped her bare feet around his calves. Harry made her feel so…cozy. And this tent of Prinny’s was perfect.

“You’ve got cold feet,” he said, still with that bear voice she felt flattered to have caused him to employ.