Where You Least Expect (4 page)

Trying to shake off any bad vibes and keep her spirits up, she refreshed coffee and delivered orders, chuckling at the pure bliss in Blakely’s eyes when she bit into her first pancake.

“Even better than I remember,” the other woman called to Verna, who responded with a thumbs-up.

When she crossed the dining-room floor, she felt a strange prick of sensation and knew immediately what it was.

Joe was here.

She didn’t have to see him to know it was true. No, that sizzle of awareness, the way the air in a room that he’d entered felt heavier, the way that everyone and everything around her seemed to fade just a bit were all indications that he was near. She called it “asshole detection” in her head, and had, on more occasions than she could count, prayed that that was what it was, and not something else, something ridiculous—and dangerous—like attraction.

“Today, please, Verna,” Joe said.

Annoyingly, and as usual, she heard him even though he hadn’t raised his voice at all, and she sauntered over to the booth where he sat with Dr. Mathias Poole.

“Good morning, Dr. Poole,” she said, making a great show of ignoring Joe. “Coffee today?” she asked, extending the pot she held.

“Yes. Thank you.”

She smiled at him for a moment, noting that he appeared as relaxed and at ease as Joe did tense.

“And for you, Joe?” she asked sweetly.

“What, no ‘Mr. MacDermid’ for me?” he said gruffly.

“Nope. I have to look at your stupid truck every day. Your ‘mister’ privileges have been revoked.”

“Wait,” Dr. Poole cut in, “is Verna Love that neighbor from hell you always talk about?” His eyes twinkled with mirth, and Verna almost laughed out loud when Joe looked up at her guiltily.

“I don’t know what rumors ‘Mr. MacDermid’ has been spreading, Dr. Poole, but let me assure you, I am an angel, the best neighbor one could hope for. Why he can’t see that, I don’t know,” she said, laying it on thick.

Joe grumbled something unintelligibly, “bullshit” being the only word she could clearly make out, at which she laughed.

“See, Dr. Poole? This is what I have to deal with.”

Mathias’s smile faded a bit, and Verna followed his gaze to the front door, where he eyed the departing patron with undisguised interest.

“Oh, that’s—”

“Blakely Bishop,” he finished, not taking his eyes off her even as she retreated down Maple. “Blakely Bishop is back in town,” he said with a shake of his head.

Though friendly, Dr. Poole always played it close to the vest, but it was clear he and Blakely had some kind of connection, though he didn’t appear forthcoming in explaining what it was. In fact, he changed the subject completely.

“I must confess, Verna. I’m to blame for any trouble this one gives you,” he said, nodding toward Joe.

“Do tell.” Verna leaned closer.

“Given how he treats you, I’m sorry to say that I’m responsible for Mac’s presence here in our lovely hamlet.”

Verna threw a hand against her chest in mock horror, and Joe grunted again.

“It’s true. I told him it was a great town with great restaurants and very nice waitresses. I didn’t think he’d come in and sully the place.”

Dr. Poole shook his head sadly.

“I’m happy that you owned up to your mistake,” Verna said, “but there have to be consequences for such a grievous offense. No more coffee for you this morning, sir.”

Mathias looked wounded and then threw a glare at Joe. “See what you’ve done, MacDermid?”

Joe started to respond but stopped when her father yelled, “Verna, get over here now!”

She rolled her eyes.

“Gentleman”—she nodded at Dr. Poole—“and Joe, it’s been a pleasure, but duty bellows. Anything to eat for you, Dr. Poole?”

“No, coffee’s fine.”

“And I’ll have your usual up in a bit, Joe.”

With that, she walked away, hoping that her father would keep whatever lecture he had in store brief for once.

••••

Joe watched Verna’s retreating form, thinking again of how much his estimation of her father was lowered whenever he saw the way Vernon treated his daughter. But that wasn’t his business—Verna wasn’t his business—so he turned to face Poole and tried to keep thoughts of the Loves at bay. Sommers had been called off to handle an emergency, so rather than breakfast, Joe had opted for lunch with his old friend.

“You’d led me to believe your neighbor was Satan incarnate, but I know for a fact that Verna’s a sweet kid.”

“Kid?”

“Well, she was what, six, seven years behind me in school? She’ll always be a kid to me. I can remember when she was a little bitty thing, probably still in elementary school, and old Mr. Love had her in here busing tables one plate at a time. But she’s always been nice. Now that sister of hers…” Poole trailed off and took a sip of his coffee, shaking his head. “But we didn’t come here to talk about Verna and her family.”

They certainly hadn’t, though Joe couldn’t say that he liked their planned conversation any better.

“No, we did not,” he finally said, stalling, something he knew Matt knew he was doing.

“Have you given the change any thought?”

He’d thought of little else. In fact, the only time he hadn’t been thinking about it was when Verna was causing trouble or riling him up.

“I don’t know, man,” he said, brushing his hands over his hair in a show of frustration. “I just don’t know.”

“And that’s okay. You don’t have to know right now; you just need to decide what you want to do.”

“That’s the point, Poole. I can’t decide!” he said, frustrated.

“You have to. And the only way you’re going to be able to and not let it haunt you is if you acknowledge that taking a different job is not a sign of weakness. You don’t have to be in the thick of the action to serve a purpose, Joe. I’m proof enough of that. I loved our missions as much as you did, but I knew it was time to go, and I’ve found a vocation that’s just as rewarding.”

“Yeah, one where you talk about people’s feelings all day.”

Poole looked like he wanted to slug Joe for a moment but then regained his cool.

“No, I provide a safe place for soldiers who’ve been through shit that regular people couldn’t begin to comprehend to share the things that would eat them alive if they didn’t get them out. That’s honorable work, something I’m proud to do, and if you look hard enough and open yourself to new possibilities, you can find that, too.”

He swallowed the last of his coffee and stood.

“Something to think about. Now I gotta go catch up with an old friend. You know where to find me,” he said.

Joe nodded his good-bye and then stayed seated, considering his friend’s words. After the things they’d been through together, Matt was more than a friend; he was a brother who had saved Joe’s life on more than one occasion. But Joe couldn’t make himself completely trust the other man on this subject. He’d never really contemplated a life that didn’t involve being right on the front lines, heavily in the mix. But now, that life stared him in the face, and it was not blinking.

Matt was right; he’d encouraged Joe to come to Thornehill Springs, try the whole settling-down thing. And Joe, to his surprise, had taken to it; he’d even bought a house, for God’s sake, and as much as Joe tried to pretend otherwise, he liked the routine, he liked knowing that, at the drop of a dime, he probably wouldn’t be called into a war zone or some other hellhole with no real expectation that he and his team would make it out alive. Still, something held him back and until he decided what he finally wanted to do, he’d exist in this tortured limbo.

“Here you are, sir,” one of the waitresses said as she placed a plate in front of him. “Two egg whites, steak, and toast, no butter.”

“And—”

“Yes, Verna said to tell you the eggs are cage-free, the beef has no hormones, and the grains are whole and organic.”

Joe narrowed his eyes suspiciously at the waitress, who smiled nervously.

“And what else did she say?” he asked, brow raised.

The girl looked over at Verna and smiled a bit brighter.

“Come on,” Joe prodded.

“And she also said, ‘Like they are every time you fuckin’ ask me.’”

The girl broke into a fit of giggles and glanced away.

“That sounds about right,” Joe said, letting a begrudging smile cross his lips and trying to ignore the little spark of happiness in his chest that lay just beneath the irritation at Verna’s secondhand jab.

“You need anything else?” the waitress asked.

“No. Thank you,” he said and began eating, pushing down his bizarre disappointment that Verna hadn’t delivered the meal, or the smart-aleck remark, personally.

The restaurant was busy; it always was, but even when she had been running around from place to place, she’d always made it a point to drop his plate off. Perversely, it was one of the reasons he came here so often. The food was great, and he’d tried to pretend that was the extent of it, but that wasn’t completely true. As much as he tried to deny it, his day never quite felt right if he didn’t get a little ribbing from her, and even though he’d seen her at home this morning and just a few minutes ago with Poole, he found himself a little wistful that he wouldn’t have another chance to spar with her.

As he ate, he thought about what Poole had said, but then, after he paid and left, he tried to push those thoughts away, certain that a resolution was not in sight. He spent the day completing his list of errands, something he meticulously planned every morning so as to avoid sitting around all day doing nothing, which would lead to him thinking about the step he was afraid he’d lost, which would lead to him feeling sorry for himself, which was unacceptable.

Around eight forty-five that evening, he’d run out of things to fill the time and had decided to head home, but his gaze was riveted to the plate-glass window when he’d stopped at the traffic light just outside of Love’s Cafeteria.

The place was closed, had been for hours if he remembered correctly, but all the lights were on, and he saw Verna, starkly illuminated by the bright lights, sweeping the floor, her movements practiced and efficient, but her mind seemingly elsewhere. Stray hairs had escaped her usually neat ponytail, and she slapped away at them in frustration. After a moment, she gave up and once she’d carefully leaned the broom against a chair, she reached up and pulled off the band that had been holding her hair up and ran her fingers through the freed strands, a look of relief on her face. He’d never seen Verna without her hair pulled back and was surprised at how the thick, pouffy mass pooled around her shoulders like a cloud.

She ran her fingers through her hair again and kept her hand rested on her forehead as a huge yawn overtook her. As she yawned, she stood on her tiptoes and stretched her body, the long day clearly having taken a toll. She was shrouded in her standard baggy T-shirt and jeans, but as she stretched, she seemed to transform before his eyes. She was tall and voluptuous, but as she extended her body, her broad shoulders, which she usually hunched in, were pulled back and helped emphasize her surprisingly narrow waist and the sharp flare of her full, rounded hips. She stretched up even higher, the motion pulling her shirt tight across large, enticing breasts that he’d somehow never noticed. For an instant, he imagined himself peeling away her clothes, smoothing his hands over the curves and hollows that were wrapped in beautiful brown skin, tracing over her curves, down the nip of her waist, over her soft belly, down farther…

He blinked, wiping his tingling palms on his pants, and then he let out a rueful snort. Who knew Verna was actually hiding a woman under all that fabric, or that he’d have such a strong reaction to even the merest hint of it?

He’d known she was insecure about her weight and height from the first. It hadn’t taken a rocket scientist to figure it out, either. She’d always given off the vibe that she was uncomfortable in her own skin, at least to him, and some of her jokes only reinforced it, but he hadn’t given it much thought. As he watched her though, he noticed for the very first time that she had potential, would be pretty cute, maybe even sexy, if she took a moment to give a damn about her appearance. But that was not his problem, and he shook his head as if doing so would erase his earlier thoughts, though he hoped someone would give her a heads-up.

The moment passed, and she resumed her sweeping. Joe had known she often worked late, but it didn’t seem fair that she was left alone, and at this hour, to do such heavy labor. He quickly parked and then hopped out of his truck and strode to the front door. He exhaled hard, wondering what crazy impulse had him willingly subjecting himself to Verna, who he had no doubt would go out of her way to annoy him. Of course, the alternative was going home to climb the walls, and even Verna was preferable to that. Two quick knocks on the door had her jumping, the suspicion in her eyes fading when she saw it was him. She scurried over and unlocked the door.

“Sign says closed,” she said, her voice ringing with that same teasing tone, though up close, he could see the dark circles of exhaustion under her eyes.

“So it does. Figured I could lend a helping hand, payback for startling you twice in one day.”