White Lilies (15 page)

‘She’s never thirteen with tits like that,’ Billy said as he looked at Pam's image on the phone’s gallery.

‘Nah, she were making it up so we wouldn’t do her,’ Danny said as he tapped his fingers on the steering wheel.

‘Do you think she’ll blag?’

‘She can please herself Billy. As far as I’m concerned she was up for it. She was the one who gave us the come on; that’s our story and we’re sticking to it right? And she told us she was sixteen didn’t she?’ Danny said.

Billy looked confused, ‘No, she told us she was thirteen.’

‘She didn’t, she told us she was sixteen,’ Danny said, nodding his head and winking at his friend. Danny tutted, ‘If you had a brain you’d be friggin dangerous man,’ he laughed.

‘She’s fit though in’t she,’ Billy said, still studying her pictures.

‘Delete the one where you can see her bawling,’ said Danny.

‘Oh, yeah, smart. Are we still gonna see if we can see that copper’s daughter? I’m in the mood now.’ Billy gave Danny a cheesy grin.

‘Once you’ve been let loose there’s no stopping you is there? Why not, I’m worried that you might be coming a bit of a cradle snatcher though,’ he scoffed.

Danny pulled up outside the school entrance. Within minutes Billy had spotted Sara Whitworth running out of the gates and he signalled her appearance to Danny. Her run soon slowed to a walk.

When she was far enough up the road not to suspect them following her, Danny swung the car out of the lay-by and did a three-point turn in the road. Slowly and quietly the car crept close to the kerb behind her. At the very same point as the day before she crossed the road towards the green and they knew she would walk towards the swings. Danny steered the car past her and laid on its horn. Sara didn’t give the car driver the satisfaction of a look as she put her nose in the air and walked on. Danny expertly steered the car at speed on the road leading to the children’s playground.

‘Drop me off at the car park near the picnic area,’ said Billy.

‘What you got in mind?’ asked Danny. Billy put his finger to his nose. ‘That’s for me to know and you to find out,’ he said.

‘Moron,’ said Danny.

Sara walked across the grass swinging her schoolbag in the air. It was a lovely day and she tipped her face to the sky to catch the warm afternoon sun. Being stuck in a classroom all day wasn’t her idea of fun; she’d much rather be outside.

Billy squatted in the bushes, sniggering to himself. Seeing her pass he leapt from his haunches and grabbed her round the waist. Before she could scream he had his hand over her mouth.

‘Tell your dad I’m repaying a debt. Tell him he doesn’t bully me or my mate and get away with it, right?’

Sara gasped for air,

‘Keep looking behind ya’, coz next time. I plan to rape you,’ he growled, rubbing his hand down her stomach towards her crutch. ‘Go, run, as fast as you can to daddy,’ Billy said menacingly as he released her from his grip. Laughing in a sinister manner he put a firm hand to her back and pushed her away from him.

At first she shuffled a few steps, and then, when she knew she was free, she ran like the wind – or at least as fast as her wobbly legs would carry her. Billy turned; ducked back into the bushes and out the other side. Looking both ways to make sure there was no one around, he ran quickly and jumped into the waiting black Subaru.

‘Go, go, go Danny,’ he yelled at the top of his voice. ‘Maybe daddy might think twice about kneeing people in the bollocks now, eh?’ he smirked, relaxing back in the passenger seat with a sigh of satisfaction. His friend shook his head.

‘Thanks for that mate,’ he said, throwing Billy an endearing look.

‘Wassak,’ he replied.

‘Fancy a McDonald’s?’ Danny said, grinning.

‘Yeah, think I deserve a Big Mac.’

‘We’ll be on CCTV there. Good alibi mate,’ said Danny.

‘You think of everything don’t you?’ Billy grinned.

It was reasonably quiet at McDonald’s and they got served straight away.

‘I think I’m in love,’ Billy cooed as he threw his tray of food on a table. There was a young man sitting at a nearby table tightly holding a bunch of flowers.

‘What’s your fucking problem, nobhead?’ Billy asked. The man stuck a middle finger in the air and resumed drinking his Coke through a straw.

‘Weirdo,’ Danny said screwing up his nose.

‘I’m gonna have the fucking twat,’ said Billy. ‘Nobody does that to us and gets away with it, right Danny?' Billy rose from his chair and its legs scraped nosily on the tiled floor. The young man stared at Billy with deep-set dark eyes that were hidden under his woollen hat.

‘Leave it,’ Danny said, blocking his friend’s path. ‘Look, her, over there,’ he pointed to a young waitress who was giving him the eye. 'I think she fancies me,’ he whispered. The waitress winked and proceeded to clear the tables around them. Slowly but surely she got to theirs. She stood with her hand on the back of Danny’s chair and holding a wet cloth with the other.

‘Did you notice how dark it was last night Billy?’ The waitress leaned over to pick up their used cartons, exposing a large cleavage.

‘No, why?’ asked Billy, screwing up his nose.

‘Because this little angel must have fallen from heaven,’ Danny said, smiling up at the waitress.

‘Can I get you two any fink else?’ she giggled. Billy was transfixed.

‘When’s your next day off?’ Billy asked, speaking directly to the waitress’s chest.

‘You’re cute,’ she said. ‘Tomorrow actually, why have you something in mind?’

‘Well it could be your lucky day,’ he grinned.

She reached over and pulled up Danny’s sleeve. Taking a pen out of her top pocket she held his hand in hers as she wrote down her phone number on his forearm. ‘Anytime after eleven,’ she said, pulling the sleeve back down and releasing his hand slowly from hers.

‘I’m Danny and this is my mate Billy,’ he said.

‘I’m Shaz, will you be coming?’ she said, looking at Billy.

‘I hope so,’ he replied, swallowing hard.

‘Well who knows it might just be your lucky day too little man,’ she said over her shoulder as she winked at the boys and walked back to the counter.

‘I’ll call you. Can we have more Cokes over here, gorgeous,’ Danny said.

‘Large ones?’ she called back.

Billy nodded as he watched their new-found friend. Neither spoke a word. As she walked back to the table, Billy noticed the man watching her and he glared at him with his chin jutted out towards him. Shaz put the drinks on the table and leaned heavily against Danny’s arm.

‘Who’s that fucking weirdo?’ Billy asked, nodding in the man’s direction.

‘Ah, he’s harmless. Me mate Tracy says he’s in love with me,’ she said. ‘Bless him, he comes in most days and sits there holding a bunch of flowers. Tracy finks that he’s too shy to give them me, he always take them home with him,’ Shaz whispered in Billy’s ear as he drank his Coke through a straw. ‘I’m glad he doesn’t give them me; they’re those ones that stink vile,’ she laughed heartily.

‘Fucking wanker,’ Billy shouted out loud in his direction. ‘He better leave our girl alone from now on.’

Shaz smiled as she walked back to the counter wiggling her large hips for their benefit.

‘I am in love Danny,’ Billy said, visibly swooning. ‘Now that’s what you call a woman.’

Danny laughed. ‘You were in love with Pam two minutes ago. Make your bloody mind up.’

‘Shaz what?’ Danny asked as they passed the waitress to leave.

‘McDonald,’ she said pointing to the McDonald’s sign. ‘That’s what they call me.’ 

Danny placed a ten pound note down her blouse. ‘For you,’ he whispered in her ear. ‘Don’t work too hard, it could be a tiring day tomorrow,’ he said with a wink.

‘Hey, Danny you don’t think maybe we should have offered to wait and give her a lift home do you?’ asked Billy, as they stepped outside. ‘We don’t want him to spoil our fun,’ he said, throwing a backward glance at the man sat at the table near the window with the bunch of flowers still firmly in his grasp.

‘Patience, Billy,’ he laughed as he strutted down the precinct in front of his friend without looking back at McDonalds or the girls watching after them.

‘I think I’m gonna dream about Shaz all night.’ Billy pulled at the crutch of his trousers. ‘I’m getting a stiffy.’

‘Pam or Sara?’ asked Danny.

‘Nah, Shaz is the only girl for me now,’ sighed Billy.

‘My God! Look at me Pam,’ Linda said, tilting her daughter’s face to her.

‘When did it happen? Where? Your dad’ll... The police, we must report it,’ Linda cried. She sobbed as she rocked her daughter in her arms.

It wasn’t long before two Police cars were gracing the driveway of the Forrester’s home. Linda’s call to her husband’s receptionist had sounded frantic. Bill bounded into the house still in his dentist’s scrubs.

‘Where’s Pam?’ he asked as Linda flew into this arms.

‘She’s safe. She’s upstairs with one of our female officers, sir,' the young uniformed officer answered as Bill held his wailing wife to him. He stroked her hair and made soothing sounds in an attempt to stem her tears.

‘Can I see her? Is she okay?’ he whispered, to the officer over the top of Linda’s head. ‘What’s happened?’

An older looking lady, with kind eyes, walked down the steps towards them and stopped midway. ‘I’m sorry Mr Forrester, you can’t,’ she said softly. ‘Your daughter has been raped and we have to be ever so careful about contamination at this stage. Even though your daughter has had a shower, we want the best chance of obtaining any evidence that remains. We’ll look after her, I promise you,’ she said reassuringly.

Bill Forrester looked horror-struck. ‘What?’ he said with a lump in his throat that threatened tears.

‘Once we’ve gone through the routine procedure here, we’ll take her down to a specialist suite we have at the Child Protection Unit. She’ll need to have a medical examination and make a statement,’ the plain-clothes officer explained.

‘If you could just give us ten minutes sir?’

Mr Forrester nodded, a numb expression on his ashen face.

‘I’ll put the kettle on,’ Linda said, wiping a lone tear that tricked down her already mottled red, puffy, cheek. Bill smiled kindly at his wife but the smile didn’t reach his eyes.

‘That would be lovely, thank you,’ said the officer.

Bill Forrester followed his wife into the kitchen. They could hear the uniformed police officer talking on the radio in the hallway. Appearing at the kitchen door, she made her apologies and left to attend another call.

‘What’s Pam said?’ Bill asked his wife.

‘Not a lot. Older boys who abused her naivety, and treated her badly from what I can gather. There isn’t enough education in her world, Bill. She didn’t say who they were, where it happened or when, all I know it’s happened today. They could’ve killed her,’ Linda cried. ‘She’s only a baby, my baby,’

Bill reached out to his wife and she went into his arms. He held her tight for a moment or two as she clung to him and sobbed as if she would never stop.

The whistling kettle pierced the tension of that moment and, on automatic pilot, Linda robotically pulled away from Bill’s embrace and started to take cups out of the cupboard and place them on the work surface. How many did she need? She couldn’t think straight. She placed four tea bags in the teapot and hoped that would suffice, filled a milk jug and slid the sugar bowl onto the wooden tray.

‘Why do people always make tea in times of shock?’ Linda said with a sniff as she wiped her nose with a tissue before stuffing it in her trouser pocket. Bill shook his head.

‘I know I need something stronger than bloody tea,’ he said, as he perched on a stool at breakfast station and put his head in his hands. ‘When I find the bastard that did this to our Pam I swear I’ll...’ he cried, dragging his hands through his hair. ‘Let’s just say they won’t get the chance to do it again,’ Bill said grinding his teeth. Linda saw the hatred in his eyes and she knew he wasn’t lying.

‘I’ll get you a brandy,’ she said. Collecting a glass from the cabinet she headed for the drinks globe, poured a large Cognac and handed it to him. He took the bottle from her hand, drank from the glass and filled it again.

Linda took the tea upstairs with an assortment of biscuits on a plate. Pam’s door was still closed and she paused awkwardly outside, not knowing what to do. Her hands occupied, she tapped the door with her foot and an officer opened it just enough to take the tray from her. The room with its curtains drawn was dark compared to the rest of the house and she couldn’t see her daughter but could hear a mumbling of voices.

‘We shouldn’t be much longer now,’ she whispered. ‘Could I just remind you not to touch any of the clothes that Pam was wearing, please,’ she said.

‘No, no I won’t. I’ve already been told to leave them. Me and her dad are downstairs in the kitchen if you want us.’

Linda and Bill sat in silence sipping their drinks as they stared into space. They waited for the sound of Pam’s door opening, or a creak of a floorboard on the stairs that would indicate to them that someone was leaving her room.

‘She didn’t have a boyfriend did she?’ asked Bill.

Linda shook her head. ‘Not that I’m aware of, no.’ The two looked at each other, a question was on their lips, but neither of them spoke.

‘She only goes to the riding stable on her own, apart from school. Do you think it’s someone she met there?’ Linda said, putting her hand to her mouth to silence her gasp. Bill shrugged his shoulders.

A shuffling of feet upstairs warned them that someone was on the move. Bill jumped off his stool and Linda followed him out into the hall. A uniformed officer was coming down the stairs with a number of brown sealed bags in her hands. ‘Pam’s clothes,’ she said, as if she needed to explain. Pam followed behind, her pallor grey. She looked longingly at her parents with sad puppy dog red eyes. Bill and Linda both smiled at her, eyes filled with tears.

‘Mrs Forrester,’ the plain-clothes officer said, breaking their reverie. ‘We’ll need you to come with us so that you can consent to the examination and to be the adult present for the interview, if you would?’

Linda nodded, smiling weakly. ‘Of course,’ she said softly. She reached out and grabbed her coat from a peg in the hallway, a force of habit as it wasn’t cold.

‘Is it alright if I come along?’ asked Bill.

‘Yes, of course Mr Forrester but I think it best if mum sits in on the interview,’ she said.

‘I understand. It’s just… I want to be there.’

‘That’s not a problem. It’s likely to take a few hours so be prepared for a wait. We’ll have to take photographs and there will be a medical examination. Do you both want to follow us in your car?’

‘Yes, whatever’s best,’ Bill said heading for the kitchen to pick his car keys from the breakfast bar where he’d left them.

‘Should you be driving?’ asked the uniformed officer as he passed her in the hallway. Bill handed his keys to his wife. ‘Perhaps not,’ he said wanly realising how much alcohol he had consumed.

Bill and Linda followed the police car that transported their daughter. ‘Keep positive love. At least she’s alive,’ Bill said, trying to comfort her.

‘I know,’ she sighed. ‘We have to think she’s one of the lucky ones. She shouldn’t be going through this. We should have been able to protect her.’

‘Don’t even go there,’ he said, and she saw his jaw tighten.

‘What if they’ve given her some horrible disease,’ Linda said, with a sob that caught in the back of her throat and made her cough.

‘She needs us to support her. We can’t go thinking anything like that otherwise we’ll go to pieces. We don’t know exactly what’s happened yet; so let’s not let our imagination run wild yet, eh? One step at a time,’ he said, with a glace in her direction as he patted her leg.

The building they were led to wasn’t the police station as Bill and Linda expected, but a large detached stone dwelling that could have been someone’s home. Bill was shown into a lounge area, while Linda went with Pam and the officers into what he was told was the medical room.

‘The doctor should be here in the next half an hour. Can I get you a coffee or a cup of tea?’ the clerical officer asked him.

‘Thank you,’ Bill said as he watched the lady go into the kitchenette. He heard her filling the kettle, saw her arm reach to a shelf for a mug and listened as she opened a drawer where no doubt she got out a spoon.

‘Sugar?’ she shouted.

‘Yes please, two,’ Bill said.

‘Will this doctor be a man or a woman?’ Bill asked as he stood up and started to read the posters that were pinned to the wall. ‘Chlamydia’ one read, another ‘Vaginal Warts’. He shuddered and turned away.

‘I’m sorry I don’t know. It just depends who’s the police surgeon on call, but don’t worry, they’re all really lovely,’ she reassured as she studied him over her half moon glasses from the doorway.

Bill walked back to his seat and sat down, leaned forward and picked up a magazine from the low table in the centre of the room and prepared himself for the wait.

‘I’m sorry, mum, for causing you all this trouble,’ Pam said, as she sat on the examination table with her bare legs dangling over its side. She was draped in a dressing gown and looked so young and forlorn that all Linda wanted to do was cuddle her.

‘You haven’t caused us any trouble darling, you never have. Stop blaming yourself. We’ll get through this together, don’t worry, everything will be alright,’ she sighed, patting the bed beside her daughter as she realised she couldn’t touch her, just in time. Her hand rested on the bed. ‘I’m just so glad you told me and didn’t try to deal with this all by yourself.’

‘Doc’s here,’ said the plain-clothes officer, rushing into the room. Seconds later the door opened with a creak and closed with a groan.

Doctor Lesley Lord proved to be sweet, gentle and kind, with the best of bedside manners.

‘Pam, this is going to be a bit uncomfortable for you, but we need to take some samples. First of all I need some of your hair,’ she said, combing Pam’s locks with care. She collected the hair caught in the brush’s bristles.

‘This may seem insignificant to you, but it may give us anybody else’s hair that may have become entangled with your own, on contact,’ she said gently.

Pam shivered as the thought of her ordeal came back to haunt her.

‘You cold?’ Doctor Lord said.

‘No,’ said Pam.

‘Next I’m going to have to cut a sample of your hair, but we’ll do it from underneath so you won’t be able to see. I’m no hairdresser, as my friends will tell you,’ she smiled kindly at Pam. ‘I once tried to cut my best friend's fringe and twenty years later she still hasn’t forgiven me.

'The next sample is a bit more intimate I’m afraid. I’m going to have to take a sample of your pubic hair. Do you understand Pam? Is that okay?’ Pam nodded her head as the doctor guided her down to lie on the bed.

The room was deathly quiet and the lighting was dimmed. Doctor Lord directed a spotlight onto Pam’s body. Pam could hear the telephone ringing in the next room and a mumble of voices as she stared up at the ceiling, praying for the whole thing to come to an end. She felt a gloved hand run over her body.

‘I’m examining your body for any bits, scratches or bruising Pam, then I’ll take swabs and taping from your breasts and legs. This might help to pick up traces of semen or saliva that your attackers might have left behind.’

Pam swallowed hard as tears came into her eyes and rolled down the side of her head onto the pillow beneath.

‘I’m sorry,’ said Doctor Lord, 'but I am going to have to take some internal swabs from you in case they deny having sexual intercourse with you. Are you okay with that?’

Pam nodded once more but didn’t take her eyes from the circle of light on the ceiling as she reached out for her mum’s hand. The doctor nodded to Linda that contact was okay and she let her daughter squeeze her hand tight.