Whitewash (22 page)

Abda was supposed to pick up the fare he had dropped off just after midnight at the Washington Grand Hotel. He had told Abda to be at the front door at three-thirty but the young man was already thirty minutes late. What could Abda do when another man came out waving for him?

At that time of the morning there were no other cabs waiting. He probably could have told the other man he was off duty, but then why would he be there at four in the morning? And if he had told him he was waiting for a fare who had already booked him, the man would have continued waiting and seen his fare leave the hotel. Abda knew that also would not be good. So he chose to take this man to his destination and hurry back. It was better, Abda had decided, to make his fare wait than to expose him.

Now as he approached the Washington Grand Hotel he could see the front blocked off by police cruisers with flashing lights. An ambulance took up the valet drive-up space. There was nothing Abda could do but park in the next block and walk back to get his fare. He couldn’t keep driving around until the man saw him. It would be impossible. A small group had started to gather, pushed back with yellow crime-scene tape and police officers with ear-piercing whistles and little patience.

If only the other man had waited to hail a cab. If only Abda’s fare had not been late then Abda could be off getting some much-needed sleep instead of trying to politely shove and make his way through this early-morning odd menagerie of street people and churchgoers. Didn’t they have better things to do?

Abda recognized one of the doormen, a Pakistani named Okmar, who had been kind to him several times when Abda had waited to pick up this same fare at odd hours of the morning. He was beginning to think this exchange of favors was getting a bit out of hand with these absurd petty errands.

Abda squeezed past a smelly old woman in a long skirt and a dirty white T-shirt with yellow stains. The woman shot him a look and pulled her bulging black garbage bag closer to her as if worried he might try to grab it. Abda walked on, keeping his anger inside. He grew tired of simpleminded, filthy street bums treating him like a criminal because of his obvious Middle Eastern heritage. Instead, Abda waved at his doorman friend when he looked his way.

Okmar only nodded at him, but came over to the edge of where the crime-scene tape began.

“Did someone fall ill?” Abda asked though he knew very well that it would need to be someone important to get this kind of attention. But in Washington, D.C., it wouldn’t be unusual.

Okmar leaned closer to Abda and in a low voice just above a whisper he said, “Someone got himself murdered.”

Abda was taken aback. His eyes darted around the small group and then he looked to see if he recognized his fare inside the lobby through the windows. All the police activity may have simply made him take another exit.

“Any idea who the poor bastard was?” Abda asked Okmar, only because he looked anxious to tell someone.

“A young man. Rumor is he worked for a senator.”

Abda nodded, feigning surprise though he wondered why anyone would be surprised. It was impossible to go anywhere without meeting someone who worked for a senator or congressman.

“Do you know how he was murdered?” Abda asked, only slightly curious. But Okmar’s eyes widened and he glanced around.

“They haven’t said. But I heard one of them say something about it being…what is the word?” Okmar said, struggling to remember then brightening when he did. He whispered, “
Kinky.
That was what he said.” And he looked at Abda to see that he understood, so Abda raised his eyebrows to show he knew indeed.

They heard a whistle blow and Okmar jumped to attention, returning to his post as the hotel doors opened and they brought out the stretcher. Abda noticed there was no black body bag, only a sheet wrapped tightly from head to foot. He wasn’t sure what he’d expected. Maybe he had watched too much American TV.

He had a perfect view of the back of the ambulance, so he stayed and watched, his fare probably long gone as soon as he saw the commotion. Just as the stretcher jerked and slid into the ambulance the dead man’s wrist slipped out from under the sheet. There was a gasp from the voyeurs, the vultures pressing over the crime-scene tape to get a better look. Abda started to turn away when he saw the flash of something metallic hanging from the dead man’s wrist. He recognized the gold bracelet.

He may have been mistaken. It was absolutely possible. But this would explain why his fare who had never dared to be late before had been late this morning. Abda had a feeling—what the Americans called a gut instinct—that there would be no more favors for a while.

No, Abda knew it was time for them to move on to Florida.

Tallahassee, Florida

Sabrina spent most of Sunday afternoon running errands, including another trip to visit her father in Chattahoochee. Without realizing it she had lumped him in with the rest. When had her father become another errand?

This time she found a Whataburger restaurant and bought him a cheeseburger with pickles and onion, remembering the fries and adding a chocolate shake. The charge nurse just shook her head at the bag Sabrina pretended to hide inside her tote. There was no pretending or hiding. The scent of French fries and onions overpowered the sterile hallway and admitting area, but instead of getting reprimands she got requests for orders.

“Next time,” she promised and received smiles, none of the usual frowns and scowls. She’d remember to keep this promise. She wasn’t beneath buying her father some compassion with a round of cheeseburgers.

He sat quiet and calm this time, arms stretched out on the recliner’s armrests, head lolled onto his shoulder. His eyes were glassy, but still looking everywhere. Now, instead of darting around they moved in slow jerks like images in an old-fashioned movie.

She hated when they did this to him. She almost preferred the fidgeting; at least there was some energy, some hope of life captured and trapped, but fighting its way to the surface. Like this, he reminded Sabrina too much of a zombie, an empty shell. It took everything she had inside to keep from grabbing him by his shirt collar and screaming into his face, “Dad, are you in there?”

She sat in front of him on the edge of the chair, holding the fast-food bag in her lap. She waited for his eyes to find her. They flitted across her face but didn’t stop, didn’t even hesitate. She already had allowed herself too high of hopes. How could she expect to bring him a cheeseburger and fries and make everything okay again? Although it had worked for her when the tables were reversed. How many times had her father brought her a hot-fudge sundae or a cheeseburger when he knew she needed cheering up? Once when she came in second in the state science fair and they both knew she should have taken first. Again, after a fender-bender that smashed up her car. Time after time he was there to make it all better with some fast-food treat that took the place of the words he couldn’t come up with.

Sabrina unwrapped the cheeseburger and set it out with the fries and shake on a tray table between them. Then she sat on the edge of her chair and watched and waited. Two hours later when she kissed him on the forehead and left, the food remained untouched.

The sun had already begun to sink behind the forest of tall pines. This time Sabrina tried to pay close attention so she wouldn’t miss her turnoff and end up on Highway 90 instead of Interstate 10. Otherwise, as soon as the sun went down, she would lose her sense of direction. Not much of a scientist when it came to navigation.

The two-lane blacktop was missing the white center guidelines. It didn’t help matters that several road signs had been pushed over by tropical storms from the season before and were still not repaired. Last time Sabrina had taken a right turn when she should have taken a left, and she ended up alongside Lake Seminole. This time she vowed to keep her mind on the road and not on her disappointment.

When she first made the move to Florida she had been confident her presence alone would bring her father back. She could get him to snap out of it with the sound of her voice and tales from happier times. But as the weeks dragged into months, the realization tugged at her optimism, weighing it down. She functioned by rote rather than by reason.

After her mother’s death, Sabrina walked around in a fog. She found solace in her routine. Her predictable, boring life—as Eric had labeled it once upon a time—had ended up saving her sanity. She put herself on autopilot, which was exactly what she needed at the time—reason had become too painful. Her father hadn’t been as lucky. Just when the three of them needed each other the most they split apart.

Sabrina had done exactly what she had promised herself she wouldn’t do. She let her mind and eyes wander off the road. She didn’t even see the black sedan until it roared up behind her. The car’s tinted windows and the escaping sunlight made it look like a driverless machine out of control. Something right out of a Stephen King novel.

She pulled as far over as she could to the side of the narrow two-lane back road. There was no oncoming traffic, but too many curves to be certain. She started to slow down and the sedan rammed into her bumper, slamming her body against her seat belt.

What the hell is wrong with this guy?

She skidded to the shoulder, trying to ease her car over the steep drop-off from the blacktop to the dirt shoulder. One tire, then two, but it was more mud than dirt and the car started to slide. Finally the sedan veered into the other lane, roaring up alongside her. Sabrina kept a firm grip on the steering wheel and glanced over at the shiny black car. It was still impossible to see beyond the tinted glass. She expected it to pull ahead just as it jerked toward her.

There was a scrape and crunch of metal. Another violent punch sent Sabrina’s car hurtling out of control despite her twisting the steering wheel. Steering didn’t matter. The tires were no longer touching blacktop or dirt. Her car flipped sideways over the rain-filled ditch. All she saw was water and sky.

Tallahassee, Florida

Sabrina spent most of Sunday afternoon running errands, including another trip to visit her father in Chattahoochee. Without realizing it she had lumped him in with the rest. When had her father become another errand?

This time she found a Whataburger restaurant and bought him a cheeseburger with pickles and onion, remembering the fries and adding a chocolate shake. The charge nurse just shook her head at the bag Sabrina pretended to hide inside her tote. There was no pretending or hiding. The scent of French fries and onions overpowered the sterile hallway and admitting area, but instead of getting reprimands she got requests for orders.

“Next time,” she promised and received smiles, none of the usual frowns and scowls. She’d remember to keep this promise. She wasn’t beneath buying her father some compassion with a round of cheeseburgers.

He sat quiet and calm this time, arms stretched out on the recliner’s armrests, head lolled onto his shoulder. His eyes were glassy, but still looking everywhere. Now, instead of darting around they moved in slow jerks like images in an old-fashioned movie.

She hated when they did this to him. She almost preferred the fidgeting; at least there was some energy, some hope of life captured and trapped, but fighting its way to the surface. Like this, he reminded Sabrina too much of a zombie, an empty shell. It took everything she had inside to keep from grabbing him by his shirt collar and screaming into his face, “Dad, are you in there?”

She sat in front of him on the edge of the chair, holding the fast-food bag in her lap. She waited for his eyes to find her. They flitted across her face but didn’t stop, didn’t even hesitate. She already had allowed herself too high of hopes. How could she expect to bring him a cheeseburger and fries and make everything okay again? Although it had worked for her when the tables were reversed. How many times had her father brought her a hot-fudge sundae or a cheeseburger when he knew she needed cheering up? Once when she came in second in the state science fair and they both knew she should have taken first. Again, after a fender-bender that smashed up her car. Time after time he was there to make it all better with some fast-food treat that took the place of the words he couldn’t come up with.

Sabrina unwrapped the cheeseburger and set it out with the fries and shake on a tray table between them. Then she sat on the edge of her chair and watched and waited. Two hours later when she kissed him on the forehead and left, the food remained untouched.

The sun had already begun to sink behind the forest of tall pines. This time Sabrina tried to pay close attention so she wouldn’t miss her turnoff and end up on Highway 90 instead of Interstate 10. Otherwise, as soon as the sun went down, she would lose her sense of direction. Not much of a scientist when it came to navigation.

The two-lane blacktop was missing the white center guidelines. It didn’t help matters that several road signs had been pushed over by tropical storms from the season before and were still not repaired. Last time Sabrina had taken a right turn when she should have taken a left, and she ended up alongside Lake Seminole. This time she vowed to keep her mind on the road and not on her disappointment.

When she first made the move to Florida she had been confident her presence alone would bring her father back. She could get him to snap out of it with the sound of her voice and tales from happier times. But as the weeks dragged into months, the realization tugged at her optimism, weighing it down. She functioned by rote rather than by reason.

After her mother’s death, Sabrina walked around in a fog. She found solace in her routine. Her predictable, boring life—as Eric had labeled it once upon a time—had ended up saving her sanity. She put herself on autopilot, which was exactly what she needed at the time—reason had become too painful. Her father hadn’t been as lucky. Just when the three of them needed each other the most they split apart.

Sabrina had done exactly what she had promised herself she wouldn’t do. She let her mind and eyes wander off the road. She didn’t even see the black sedan until it roared up behind her. The car’s tinted windows and the escaping sunlight made it look like a driverless machine out of control. Something right out of a Stephen King novel.

She pulled as far over as she could to the side of the narrow two-lane back road. There was no oncoming traffic, but too many curves to be certain. She started to slow down and the sedan rammed into her bumper, slamming her body against her seat belt.

What the hell is wrong with this guy?

She skidded to the shoulder, trying to ease her car over the steep drop-off from the blacktop to the dirt shoulder. One tire, then two, but it was more mud than dirt and the car started to slide. Finally the sedan veered into the other lane, roaring up alongside her. Sabrina kept a firm grip on the steering wheel and glanced over at the shiny black car. It was still impossible to see beyond the tinted glass. She expected it to pull ahead just as it jerked toward her.

There was a scrape and crunch of metal. Another violent punch sent Sabrina’s car hurtling out of control despite her twisting the steering wheel. Steering didn’t matter. The tires were no longer touching blacktop or dirt. Her car flipped sideways over the rain-filled ditch. All she saw was water and sky.