Wicked Nights With a Lover (26 page)

Fondling her breasts through her dress, he tried to rouse her into quickening her pace, desperate to end his torment.

“Marguerite,” he begged.

If anything, she slowed her movements, the tight, dragging sensation of her body on his too much. A hissing breath escaped him as she ground down on him and then held herself still, unmoving save for the flexing of her inner muscles around his cock.

He tightened his hold on her hips, prepared to toss her on her back and finish what she had begun.

Her voice stopped him, hard and firm in a way he had never heard. “No. This is my game.” She stared down at him, her delicate jaw locked hard, determined, the fire glowing in her whiskey eyes more than passion … more than lust.

With a nod, he loosened his hands on her hips and thrust his hips up. Her hands pressed harder on his chest, stopping even that effort on his part. She angled her head in warning at him and tormented him with another delicious squeeze around his cock.

He stroked her breasts, found her nipples through the fabric and circled them. Her breath hitched. Gratified, hoping to rouse her into losing control, he tweaked the tips until they were hard points prodding her bodice.

With a slow moan, she released herself, gave herself to him, pushing her body over his again and again, building to a furious, violent pace. His body burned, every nerve stretched, bordering on pleasure and pain.

He clenched his teeth, fighting the need pounding through him, begging to burst free.

Her scream undid him, followed by the sudden drop of her body, sinking deep, quivering all around him.

He pushed up into her sucking warmth, claiming her one last time, bursting from the inside out until he saw spots.

She draped over him, her milk and honey fragrance heady and intoxicating. He smoothed a hand over her jet tresses, silk through his fingers. He was still smiling, dazed, enjoying the aftermath when she pulled herself free of him.

Standing, she straightened her clothing with cool efficiency. He watched, marveling that this composed creature was the woman of moments ago who had made love to him with such abandon. She scooped up a few pins scattered upon the chaise, not even looking at him. It was as if he were no longer in the room at all.

“Marguerite,” he began, having no idea what he wanted to say.

She looked at him then, her eyes dull and vacant, more brown than gleaming whiskey. “Yes?” she asked, hardly pausing before adding with a ring of finality, “I have a carriage waiting.”

For a moment he thought he saw a flicker of some emotion, something, cross her eyes. But then she was gone, without a farewell, her tread a parting whisper across the carpet.

Moving to the window, he waited for her to emerge. When she did, he waited for her to look up, toward the room where she knew she had left him. Every fiber of his body pulsed, leaning forward as though he would dive through the glass to reach her. If she would only look at him, mouth his name …

His will was insignificant right now. His body weak and broken from her use of him. But that had been her purpose. His mouth pressed into a grim line. She had wanted to ruin him, punish him, leave a mark on him, a permanent imprint.

Foolish female. A corner of his lip curled. Didn’t she know she already had?

With a grim heart, he turned from the window, no longer willing to see if she turned and looked for him or not. It didn’t matter.

The rain broke free from the skies. Not that its arrival came as any surprise. The winds had been howling for some time, and the air rumbled dark and foreboding outside the carriage. She had ceased peeking out the window, unwilling to let the cold and wet inside with her.

Marguerite felt a twinge of pity for the driver and groom suffering outside in the cold downpour. If Ash had not been in such a hurry to be rid of her, he might have waited for a more promising day.

She smoothed a hand over her skirts and inhaled a deep breath, instantly detecting
his
familiar scent on her. She doubted she would ever be rid of it, even after she’d changed garments and bathed. He’d always be there, in her head, her blood, her skin.

The carriage picked up speed and she guessed London had fallen behind. She reached for the strap to steady herself on the seat. In this weather, she wished the driver would take more care, even if they were now on less-crowded roads.

A crack of thunder shook the earth and Marguerite jumped, her heart skipping to her throat at the sudden crash of sound. She shivered, unable to recall the last time she’d been caught in a thunderstorm … especially the likes of the one that raged outside the walls of her carriage.

She scooted to the center of her seat and settled more snugly into the squabs, desperate to warm herself. As if she would find some sort of reassurance in being warm and cozy in her carriage whilst a storm raged inches away. Unbidden, a voice floated across her mind.
I see a carriage, wheels turning, rolling so fast… horses scream. It’s raining. Thundering.

Thunder.
How had she forgotten Madame Foster’s mention of thunder? There had been no thunder the day the carriage nearly ran her down in St. Giles.

Her heart pounded hard in her chest, making it difficult to breathe.

She replayed the rest of Madame Foster’s prophecy, searching for an inconsistency, proof that she was wrong to suspect …

Ash!
Ash was not here. He had sent her away. Madame Foster said Ash was with her at the end. There was no chance of having the accident Madame Foster described. Not now. Not with her husband safe and sound, miles away in London.

Chapter 25

N
ot one hour after Marguerite’s departure, Ash saddled his mount and fell in hard pursuit of his wife.

As he rode out, thunder cracked in the distance and he winced, pulling the collar of his great coat up around his face.

Hopefully, she would forgive him. He hadn’t needed much time with his thoughts or solitude to realize he had made a colossal mistake. Putting Marguerite away from him only drove home how desperately he loved her. Distance and time between them wouldn’t change that.

Hopefully, the fact that she wouldn’t even sleep one night alone at his estate might absolve him in her eyes.

Whatever the case, he would not let fear keep them apart another day. He would make amends and show her his love. In time, perhaps she would grow to love him, too.

At the driver’s shout, Marguerite scrambled to the window. Heedless of the rain and wind lashing like needles into her face, she peered outside.

“What is it?” she called up, fearing her voice was lost in the storm.

Fortunately, the driver’s voice was not. His loud bellow rang out with terrible clarity. “Highwayman!”

Marguerite whipped her head to look behind them. Dread tightened her chest. Through the hazy rain, she made out the lone horseman. Much of him was indistinguishable. She could only identify a dark-swathed shape crouched low over a mount. He rode hell-bent after them, shouting something, but the words were lost in the roar of rain and wind. Just the same, she imagined she heard his ominous threats.
Stand and deliver? Your money or your life?

A terrible chill chased down her spine. The carriage lurched forward, increasing its already furious speed. She dropped back inside the carriage, swiping a gloved hand at her dripping face as she was tossed about like a marble inside a box.

She glanced around wildly as though a weapon languished in the confines of the carriage, waiting to be snatched up for just such an event.

Then her world turned over. The carriage rolled. Her shoulder struck a wall, then her back smacked the ceiling. She screamed, her hands groping, clawing for something, anything to hold on to. She rolled, spun like a child’s toy inside the constantly spinning space. Bile rose in her throat. She bit it back, swallowed. Fought the hot swell of panic.

Then, everything stilled. The carriage stopped, seemed to hang on the edge of a precipice. Horses screamed, whinnied wildly over the clap of thunder.

Adrenaline pumped through her blood, numbing her to the cold. She panted heavily, her knuckles white and bloodless where they clutched the wall. Several wet strands of hair hung in her face. The dark pieces of hair fluttered with her every exhalation. She swiped at them to better see and take measure of her situation.

It wasn’t good. The conveyance had somehow turned on its side. She was sprawled on the inside wall of the carriage, the door above her head. The carriage wobbled suddenly, moaning like the storming winds, and she sobbed a gaspy breath, fingers clinging tighter, knowing it wasn’t over. She wasn’t safe yet.

Wood creaked, groaned as the carriage tottered. Deciding she couldn’t remain inside, she sucked in a breath and stretched a trembling hand for the door above her head. Her thin, wet fingers stretched long as she tentatively rose to her feet, afraid to upset the carriage’s precarious balance.

The horses’ screams had quieted to panicked whinnies. Where was the driver? The groom? The
highwayman?

Her thoughts for them all abruptly fled. She screamed as the carriage shifted, plunged down with a shattering force that sent her crashing into the wall.

At impact, her vision grayed, edges blurring to black. Stunned, her body ached. She shook her head to stay awake, to move, to act.

The roaring in her ears altered. Became something else. Not the storm. Not the crush of adrenaline. Blinking, she shrieked as water rushed inside the carriage, penetrating every crack, seen and unseen.

Tears, burning-hot at the back of her throat, choked her as she struggled to rise. The water, black and thick as the pond she used to throw rocks in as a child, overcame her, sucking her down, eating up her body with a speed that she could not fight.

She tilted her face to the ceiling above her. The door seemed so far staring down at her. She reached a hand for it, a single cry reverberating through her heart.

Ash.

Ash vaulted off his mount before the horse ever came to a full stop. His boots sank ankle deep into the mire that was once a road.

“Mr. Courtland!” His driver shouted from the side of the road where he had been thrown, waving an arm weakly for him. “I thought you were a highwayman!”

Ash didn’t bother to comment that facing a highwayman would have been a less dangerous prospect than crashing the carriage.

His groom was already to the bridge where the carriage went over.
With Marguerite in it.
He sprinted to join him, his heart in his throat, two words a mantra rolling through his head.
Not her. Not her.
The screaming horses thrashed in the water, fighting to keep their heads up, fighting to pull the carriage from the depths of the stream.

“Should I cut their reins?” the groom cried.

And let the carriage sink deeper? “No!” he shouted the instant before jumping over the small brick wall.

The shock of icy-cold affected him little, didn’t stop or slow him from diving beneath the opaque water. The carriage was easy enough to locate. Every second seemed to crawl until he located the door, however. Until his fingers closed around the latch and wrested it open.

Lungs afire, he reached within, his arm sweeping wide, fingers clawing through lightless water, brushing something soft. The silkiest of seaweed grazed his fingertips.

Exulted, he kicked himself closer and pulled Marguerite up by a fistful of hair. Her limp body tumbled into his arms. The seconds stretched, felt like forever before he broke the surface and dragged freezing air deep into his constricted lungs.

He swam to the water’s edge, shouting at his servants for their clothes—anything to warm her.

Emerging, he carried Marguerite a few feet before dropping down and lowering her to the ground. The sight of her gray face, her lips a chalky blue, struck terror to his heart.

“Don’t be dead. Don’t be dead. Don’t be dead.” Air blew from his lips like hot steam as he choked out this new mantra.

He rolled her to her side and pounded her back with fierce whacks. Water dribbled past her lips, but he had no idea if that was enough. He flipped her to her back again and pressed an ear to her chest. Nothing. Not a sound. Not a movement.

“Marguerite, no!” He pushed on her chest, not really knowing what he was doing, but knowing he had to get her slight chest to rise and fall with breaths. “Sweetheart, breathe! Breathe!” he shouted, pumping his hands over her chest again and again, willing it to move, to rise. Willing her to live!

Still, no sign of life. She didn’t stir.

A great sob built in his chest as he grabbed her icy-slick cheeks in his hands. Holding her face close to his, he pressed his lips to hers, half-kissing, half-blowing his breath into her parted mouth. Willing her to take his own air, willing her to live, to
be
again.

“Please, Marguerite.” His voice broke against her frozen lips, tore and twisted into a sound he had never heard from himself. Not even when his sister died. Raw, ugly sobs burst from his lips, pulled from some place deep and forgotten, never touched before. “Please, Marguerite. I love you.”

The sound of her name on Ash’s lips washed through her, tugging, pulling in a strange way. Consciousness returned gradually.

Marguerite looked down and knew the sight should have confused her, panicked her, but a great calmness filled her. A lightness. A peace she had never known.

It was done.

It had come to pass as Madame Foster said. Ash had somehow found her. He was over her, holding her … with her at the end. Only it wasn’t
her
anymore.

She hovered above herself, above Ash. Floating weightless, free. No longer cold. No longer afraid. A great warmth suffused her. And yet even in her warm, tranquil state, she could not fight her sadness as she stared down at Ash clutching her sodden, mud-soaked body.

His whispered words reached her. “Marguerite, I love you.”

How she longed for those words in life.

He wept, his great shoulders shuddering. His sobs scraped the air, the sound raw and ugly. She never thought Ash capable of tears. Tears for her.