Wicked Sexy (Wicked Games Series Book 2) (7 page)

“And did you confirm that the people who arrived at the studio with FBI badges were, in fact, FBI agents?”

“Yes.”

He looks uncomfortable with my question. I suspect I’m echoing some of his worst fears about who he’s dealing with. “How?”

“I’ve got contacts inside the agency.”

“Let’s hope those contacts are who they say they are.”

He growls, “I’ve known them for over twenty years, Tabby!”

“Oh, please. You’re not that naïve.”

Connor’s face flushes. He turns to me with a glint of steel in his dark eyes. “I was in the corps with those men. I’d trust them with my life. They
are
who they
say
they are.”

After a quick mental calculation, I switch gears because my curiosity is getting the better of me. “Exactly how old are you?”

He turns his glower back to the road. “Older than you.”

“By how many years, precisely?”

“More than ten. Now back to the subject.”

Obviously he’s not going to divulge his precise age, but “more than ten” puts him at
least
at thirty-seven or thirty-eight, depending on the month he was born. I look closely at the skin around his eyes, his jaw, the backs of his hands. It’s all unwrinkled and tight, just as perfect as it looked in the pool. I wonder if he uses special cream, or if he’s just genetically blessed, because to have skin that gorgeous at his advanced age—

“Jesus Christ, princess, cut a guy a break, will you?” he snaps, bristling under my microscopic inspection.

Perversely pleased I’ve been upgraded from “sweet cheeks” to “princess,” I smile. In a teasing tone, I say, “Look at you, Mr. Senior Badass Hot Guy, still gettin’ out there with the young whippersnappers to fight cybercrime! Impressive! But I’ll understand if you need to be in bed by seven tonight. Gotta rest those creaky old bones. We don’t want you breaking a hip.”

Slowly, Connor turns and looks at me, only now the aggravation is gone, replaced by a sly
gotcha!
smugness.

He drawls, “Hot?”

Oh shit.

I attempt an attitude of nonchalance. “It’s good manners to be polite to your elders.” When his look of smugness only deepens, I hastily add, “Actually, I think your hearing aid is malfunctioning. I didn’t say ‘hot,’ I said…um…something else.”

Nonchalance = epic fail.

“Oh, I must have misheard!” says Connor, all wide-eyed, blinking innocence. “This pesky hearing aid is always malfunctioning on me. Let’s see, what rhymes with ‘hot’? ‘Trot’? No, that doesn’t work. ‘Cot’? Hmm. ‘Badass Cot Guy.’ Unlikely. What could it be, what could it be?”

He pretends to think hard, while I slide lower in the seat, trying to make myself invisible.

He keeps guessing all the way into Albuquerque, gleefully torturing me with words that rhyme with “hot” while I keep trying to steer the conversation back to Miranda, until finally I give up and sit with my arms crossed over my chest and my eyes closed he as proceeds to shove a giant fistful of crow down my throat, and all I can do is swallow.

Bastard.

S
o getting
my dick on board with my “strictly professional” plan with Tabby is a spectacular failure, evidenced by the way it reacted when I saw her at the pool in her running outfit, and in the car on the way to Albuquerque when her voice was breathless with stifled laughter and she looked at me as if she actually
liked
me.

In the second case, not only did my cock get hard, my chest went tight and my throat felt like I’d swallowed a rock. All from a look.

Imagine what might happen if she looked at me like that while she was naked. I could spontaneously combust.

And then she said I was hot, and my dick got so excited, I was worried I’d make a mess in my pants if I drove over a stray bump in the road. It’s like I’m a teenager again, all boner and no brains.

I can’t stop thinking about it. I can’t stop thinking about her. I’ve already jacked off twice since we checked into the hotel, and if I don’t figure out a way to manage this soon, I’m in big trouble.

Unfortunately, I know of only one way to satisfy an itch.

Scratch it.

T
he Hotel Andaluz
is a vast improvement over the Best Western in Tulsa. I appreciate the Spanish-inspired décor, the russet pavers underfoot, the dark wood ceilings and bisque stucco walls. My room is lovely, spacious and quiet with a claw-foot bathtub big enough for two that keeps leering at me. I wonder if it’s coincidence the room is called the Romance Suite.

Connor was the one who arranged the rooms with the front desk, and hell if I’m about to ask him.

I take a shower, change into a pair of black leggings and my favorite travel top—a body-skimming, tie-dyed, one-shouldered number in brilliant blues made of some kind of space-age knit that folds to the size of a hankie and never wrinkles—and slip on my casual shoes, the ones with only a four-inch heel.

Then I get a text from Juanita:
Hey. Can I use ur shower? Water is out at my house.

“Oh God,” I mutter. “Did your mother forget to pay the water bill again?”

I answer:
Yes, of course. I’m on a job for a few days. Clean up after yourself, plz.

She responds:
Suck a bag of dicks.
With a minion emoji flipping me the bird at the end.

I reply:
Charming. I’m sure Sister Mary Claire is so proud of you.

Two seconds later:
Sister Mary Claire can suck a bag of dicks.

I chuckle. We really need to get Juanita a new catchphrase.

I’m starving, so I decide to go up to the rooftop bar, order some tapas, and enjoy the view of the mountains.

Unfortunately, my travel companion has had the same idea.

Connor spots me the second I walk out onto the patio. He’s sitting across the bar at a long, raised stone table with a fire glowing in a low trough down its center. He lifts a hand as if he’s been expecting me.

Which he shouldn’t be, because we left each other in the lobby with a “See you at six a.m.”

Feeling self-conscious, I make my way slowly across the patio toward him, weaving through tables. He watches me, his gaze contemplative and intense. The firelight lends his face a soft, pleasing glow. I wonder cynically if that’s why he chose that particular seat.

Yes, I’ve noticed the knot of girls at a table on the other side of the patio who are gaping at him over their margaritas. This fool has groupies everywhere.

“Great minds think alike,” he says as I stop beside him. He gestures to the next seat.

“Let’s not get carried away.” I lower myself to the stool.

He smiles. Catching the eye of the waiter who’s making the rounds, Connor calls him over with a crooked finger.

“Yes, sir?” asks the waiter.

“Johnny Walker Blue and an ice water with lemon.”

The waiter gives a short bow and retreats.

Now my self-consciousness turns to irritation, because if those girls don’t stop staring and whispering, I’m going to go over there and smack the giggles right out of their stupid little mouths.

Noticing where my attention is, Connor drawls, “Guess they like hot senior guys,” and chuckles.

“God, you’re like a dog with a bone. Can we be done with that, please?”

Looking at me from the corner of his eye, he only offers a noncommittal “Hmm.”

How are his biceps bulging when he’s not even using them? How is his jaw so sharp, it could cut glass? How are his lashes that impossibly thick and long?

How the hell did all of that suddenly go from irritating to interesting?

“I like this outfit,” he says, eyeing me. “You almost look like a normal human being.”

I make a disgusted noise. “I’ll be sure to never wear it again.”

I’m aware that I’m being a bitch to manage my discomfort over my inconceivable attraction to him, but hopefully he won’t catch on, because I’ve pretty much been a bitch to him from the get-go, so I think this is a safe course of action. It’s the logical course of action, at any rate. Just stay on the bitch train, get through this job, and we can both go our separate ways without him ever guessing I might have once had a wee lady boner for him.

Because honestly, I can’t think of anything more mortifying than Connor discovering that. The “hot” slipup was one I cannot, under any circumstances, repeat.

Connor says, “You’ve got that look again.”

Startled, I glance at him. “What look?”

“The one you get when your brain is tripping all over its own feet.”

I toss my hair over my shoulder and gaze off into the middle distance like a disinterested cat. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

He gives me another mysterious “Hmm.”

For a moment, he just examines my face in silence. There’s a strange tension in him, a stillness, like a held breath but in his entire body. Then he abruptly swings around in his seat so he’s facing me, his massive thighs on either side of my barstool, his booted feet planted on the floor.

Trapping me.

“What do you think you’re doing?” I ask, my voice high with panic.

“Got something to say to you. It’s important, so don’t talk until the end.”

He looks dangerously intense. His dark eyes are heated, drilling into mine. His cheeks are flushed from the fire, or from something else, but I don’t have time to think about what that something else might be, because he opens his mouth and starts to speak, and my brain faints dead away, leaving me to fend for myself.

“I want you. Bad. Don’t know exactly why, you’re a complete pain in my ass and pretty much the most contrary, foul-tempered woman I’ve ever met, and you’ve made it really clear what you think about me, but every time I look at you, I have an almost overpowering urge to touch you, kiss you, do a lot of bad things to you, and I don’t know how to manage it. Yeah, it might be more prudent for me to keep this shit to myself, but I know that when you don’t talk about shit, it festers, gets worse, and if the way I feel about you gets any worse, I won’t be able to put my goddamn shoes on in the morning. So I’m putting it out there.”

He takes a breath. Deeply shocked, I stare at him with my mouth open, my heart up in my throat.

“We’re both professionals. We have a job to do. And I don’t mix business with pleasure. Ever. But the way I figure it, we’ve got one more night until the work actually starts, and if I don’t do something to get you straight in my head, I won’t be able to do the job at all.”

He stops abruptly. Then he waits, watching me with unwavering intensity as I attempt to digest what just happened.

I whisper in disbelief, “You’re propositioning me?”

His gaze drops to my lips. When he looks back into my eyes, his own are burning. “You liked that kiss.”

He gives me time to deny it, but I don’t. How could I? We both know I’d be lying.

He adds, “And you called me hot, so I know you don’t think I’m a complete troll, even though you act like you do.”

“That was an accident.”

“Yep.” He nods. “And you fuckin’ hated yourself for it. Which is why I know it was true.”

Things are happening in my body. My nipples harden, my breath quickens, there is a distinctive throb and ache between my legs. All because this jarhead I hate just told me he wants to do bad things to me.

Bad things. Dear God, were any two sexier words ever spoken?

Connor says tersely, “It’s your turn to talk.”

Staring at him, I bite my lower lip. Seeing that, his eyes flare. He leans closer, and then closer still, until I can smell the fresh, soap-scrubbed scent of his skin, count every piece of stubble glinting copper along his hard jaw.

In a voice like sandpaper, he says, “Tabitha.”

I hesitate for a moment, fighting the simultaneous urges to slap him and surrender to him, hating myself for being intrigued, hating this excruciating disconnect between what my mind insists is logical and what my body is loudly demanding. Ultimately, my curiosity wins out by a hair.

I say, “About those bad things you mentioned…”

He reaches out and takes my wrist in his big, warm hand. He gently pulls me off my chair and toward him, so I’m standing between his open thighs, our chests almost touching. Our gazes locked together, he murmurs, “I want to make you come.”

I exhale, a small, astonished noise, my eyes flared wide and my heart pounding.

At my reaction, he presses closer, his mouth at my ear, his voice gruff with desire.

“I want to put my face between your legs and eat your beautiful sweet pussy until you come so hard, you forget your own name. Then I want to slide my hard cock inside you and fuck you, slow and deep. And when you’re about to come again, I’ll put a finger in here—” He reaches around, palms my ass, slips a finger between my cheeks until he hits the tender spot that makes me gasp—“and kiss you, so that when you go off, you’re full of me everywhere, your whole body is full of me, and all you can think of is me, all you can do is feel me fucking you, how much you love it, how incredible it feels, and how you never, ever want it to stop.”

A noise involuntarily escapes my lips, a low, breathy moan that sounds as if he’s already inside me.

A loud throat clearing. “Excuse me, folks.”

The waiter has arrived with our drinks. Connor and I ignore him completely. He sets the drinks down and quickly leaves.

Into my ear, Connor breathes, “Talk to me, sweetheart.”

I close my eyes, losing myself inch by inch to the most powerful desire I’ve ever felt. “We can’t.”

“Yes, we can. One night. Just to get it out of our system.” His other hand finds my hip, curls possessively around it. He drags me closer to his body, so we’re flush against each other, crotch to chest.

He’s hard everywhere.

Nearby, someone snickers, enjoying the scene we’re making, but I could care less.

My trembling hands climb iron pecs and flatten over them. “We shouldn’t.”

Connor’s soft lips hover over the wildly fluttering pulse in my throat. He whispers, “We definitely should,” and touches his tongue to my skin.

Electricity crackles through me. I arch instinctively, sucking in a breath, my fingers digging into Connor’s chest. He makes a sound like an animal and takes a hot mouthful of my flesh.

The instant my eyes roll back in my head, an ear-piercing alarm sounds, shattering the moment. People start to shout. Chairs scrape back from tables. Connor and I break apart, panting.

He says, “It’s a fire alarm.” Then, angrier, “A fuckin’
fire alarm
,” like he can’t believe the timing.

Saved by the bell
, I think. A semihysterical laugh bursts out of me.

Connor grabs my hand. We move in the opposite direction of the rest of the crowd and run to the door with the red Exit sign illuminated above it on the opposite side of the patio from the main entrance. Inside, a stairwell leads to the ground floor.

We take the stairs two at a time, Connor ahead of me, still gripping my hand. The stairwell echoes with the sound of our footsteps pounding against metal, the blare of the alarm. We burst through the door on the first floor and out into the night. We’re on the side of the hotel, on a lit pathway that leads to the parking lot.

Before I can get my bearings, Connor pulls me off the path into the shadows of the building, presses me back against the wall, and takes my face in his hands.

“One night,” he says roughly, staring at me like he’s starving. “Say yes.”

We’re both out of breath. I know it’s not from the sprint down the stairs.

“Connor, the building could be about to burn down—”

“Let it burn. Say yes.”

I laugh. A wild, dangerous feeling is growing inside me, a chafing at the seams, like an animal that has grown too large for its cage. “You said you wouldn’t kiss me again.”

“Only because you were about to cut off my balls.
Say yes
.”

The way he’s staring at me, the heat in his eyes, the hardness of his jaw, the raw, unmistakable
need
—I’ve never been looked at like this by a man. I feel as if I’m standing in the sun for the first time. I feel like I’ve been living underground my entire life, and I’ve just crawled out of a hole into glorious, burning sunlight.

Burning being the operative word.

Things destroyed by fire: the earth in 2 Peter 3:10 in the Bible; Rome in 64 A.D.; London in 1666; Chicago in 1871; Boston in 1872; San Francisco in 1906; the Hindenburg in 1937; much of Europe in WWII.

Tabitha West in 2016?

When I freeze, Connor says, “Stop thinking.”

“That’s like asking me to stop breathing.”

One of his hands drifts down and very lightly grips my throat. His thumb rests over the pulse throbbing hard in my neck, betraying me more than any words ever could.

He murmurs, “Give your brain a night off. Your body wants this. And so does mine.” Slowly, he presses his pelvis to mine, his chest to mine, his thighs to mine, until our bodies are flush together and I have irrefutable evidence of how much his body wants me.

I squeeze shut my eyes so I can’t see that incredibly enticing look on his face turn into something a little less enthusiastic. “It’s called nonconcordance.”

A pause, and then, “What?”

“My body and my brain sometimes don’t work together. Especially in things like…this. I can’t help it. I get stuck in my head. I’ll start reciting lists, narrating what’s happening, anything to distance myself. It’s like being a spectator in my own body.”

He gently thumbs over my cheekbone. He doesn’t speak, but his silence has a quality of thoughtfulness to it, as if he’s working through what I’ve said.

“Once it happens, I can’t…that’s it. So.” I give Connor’s chest a gentle push, but he doesn’t budge.

After another moment, he says quietly, “Permission to engage the enemy, ma’am.”

Furrowing my brows, I open my eyes. “Um…I don’t know what that means.”

“I want to kiss you,” he breathes, staring at my mouth.

When I don’t respond because my mind is in a death match with my hormones, Connor simply lowers his head and brushes his lips along the length of my jaw.

I shudder. He nuzzles his nose beneath my ear, inhaling against my skin, which makes me shudder again. He releases my throat and slides his hand into my hair. He takes a fistful of it and gently tugs, tilting my head back to expose my throat. He murmurs, “Just feel this. I’ll stop in ten seconds. And I want you to count the time. Out loud.”