Wilbur Smith's Smashing Thrillers (68 page)

The entire mass began to move faster, back towards the east, in a
directly contrary direction to the usual track of the gentle trade
winds. Spinning and roaring upon itself, devouring everything in its
path, the she-devil called Lorna launched itself across the Caribbean
Sea.

Nicholas Berg turned his head to look down upon the impressive skyline
of Miami Beach. The rampart of tall elegant hotel buildings followed
the curve of the beach into the north, and behind it lay the ugly
sprawled tangle of urban development and snarled highways.

The Eastern Airlines direct flight from Bermuda turned on to its base
leg and then on to final approach, losing height over the beach and
Biscayne Bay, Nicholas felt uncomfortable, the nagging of guilt and
uncertainty. His guilt was of two kinds. He felt guilty that he had
deserted his post at the moment when he was likely to be desperately
needed.

Ocean Salvage's two vessels were out there somewhere in the Atlantic,
Warlock running hard up the length of the Atlantic in a desperate
attempt to catch up with Golden Dawn, while Jules Levoisin in Sea Witch
was now approaching the eastern seaboard of America where he would
refuel before going on to his assignment as standby tug on the
exploration field in the Gulf of Mexico. At any moment, the Master of
either vessel might urgently need to have his instructions.

Then there was Golden Dawn. She had rounded the Cape of Good Hope
almost three weeks ago. Since then, even Bernard Wackie had been unable
to fix her position.

She had not been reported by other craft, and any communications she had
made with Christy Ma
r
in
e
must have been by satellite telex, for she had
maintained strict silence on the radio channels. However, she must
rapidly be nearing the most critical part of her voyage when she turned
west and began her approach to the continental shelf of North America
and the passage of the islands into the Gulf - Peter Berg was on board
that monster, and Nicholas felt the chill of guilt. His place was at
the centre, in the control room of Bach Wackie on the top floor of the
Bank of Bermuda building in Hamilton town. His post was there where he
could assess changing conditions and issue instant commands to
coordinate his salvage tugs.

Now he had deserted his post, and even though he had made arrangements
to maintain contact with Bernard Wackie, still it would take him hours,
perhaps even days, to get back to where he was needed, if there was an
emergency.

But then there was Samantha. His instincts warned him that every day,
every hour he delayed in going to her would reduce his chances of having
her again.

There was more guilt there, the guilt of betrayal. It was no help to
tell himself that he had made no marriage vows to Samantha Silver, that
his night of weakness with Chantelle had been forced upon him in
circumstances almost impossible to resist, that any other man in his
position would have done the same, and that in the end the episode had
been a catharsis and a release that had left him free for ever of
Chantelle.

To Samantha, it had been betrayal, and he knew that much was destroyed
by it. He felt terrible aching guilt, not for the act sexual
intercourse without love is fleeting and insignificant - but for the
betrayal and for the damage he had wrought.

Now he was uncertain, uncertain as to just how much he had destroyed,
how much was left for him to build upon. All that he was certain of was
that he needed her, more than he had needed anything in his life. She
was still the promise of eternal youth and of the new life towards which
he was groping so uncertainly. If love was needing, then he loved
Samantha Silver with something close to desperation.

She had told him she would not be there when he came.
He had to hope now that she had lied, he felt physically sick at the
thought that she meant it.

He had only a single Louis Vuitton overnight valise as cabin luggage so
he passed swiftly through customs, and as he went into the telephone
booths, he checked his watch. It was after six o'clock, she'd be home
by now.

He had dialled the first four digits of her number before he checked
himself.

‘
What the hell am I phoning for?
’
he asked himself grimly.
‘
To tell her
I'm here, so she can have a flying start when she runs for the bushes?
’

There is nothing so doomed as a timid lover. He dropped the receiver
back on its cradle, and went for the Hertz desk at the terminal doors.

‘
What's the smallest you've got?
’
he asked.

‘
A Cougar
,’
the pretty blonde in the yellow uniform told him. In America,
small is a relative term. He was just lucky she hadn't offered him a
Sherman tank, The brightly painted Chevy van was in the lean-to shelter
under the spread branches of the ficus tree, and he parked the Cougar's
nose almost touching its tail-gate.
There was no way she could escape now, unless she went out through the
far wall of the shed. Knowing her, that was always a possibility, he
grinned mirthlessly.

He knocked once on the screen door of the kitchen and went straight in.
There was a coffee pot beside the range, and he touched it as he passed.
It was still warm.

He went through into the living room, and called
:

‘
Samantha!
’

The bedroom
door was ajar. He pushed it open. There was a suit of denims, and some
pale transparent wisps of underwear thrown carelessly over the patchwork
quilt.

The shack was deserted, he went down the steps of the front stoop and
straight on to the beach. The tide had swept the sand smooth, and her
prints were the only ones. She had dropped her towel above the
high-watermark but he had to shade his eyes against the ruddy glare of
the lowering sun before he could make out her bobbing head - five
hundred yards out.

He sat down beside her towel in the fluffy dry sand and lit a cheroot.

He waited, while the sun settled in a wild, fiery flood of light, and he
lost the shape of her head against the darkening sea. She was half a
mile out now, but he felt no urgency, and the darkness was almost
complete when she rose suddenly, waist-deep from the edge of the gentle
surf, waded ashore and came up the beach, twisting the rope of her hair
over one shoulder to wring the water from it.

Nicholas felt his heart flop over and he flicked the cheroot away and
stood up. She halted abruptly, like a startled forest animal, and stood
completely still, staring uncertainly at the tall, dark figure before
her. She was so young and slim and smooth and beautiful.

‘
What do you want?
’
she faltered.

‘
You
,’
he said.

‘
Why? Are you starting a harem?
’
Her voice hardened and she
straightened; he could not see the expression of her eyes, but her
shoulders took on a stubborn set.

He stepped for
ward and she was rigid in his arms and her lips hard and
tightly unresponsive under his.

‘
Sam, there are things I'll never be able to explain, I don't even
understand them myself, but what I do know very clearly is that I love
you, that without you my life is going to be flat and plain goddamned
miserable
.’

There was no relaxation of the rigid muscles. Her hands were
still held stiffly at her sides and her body felt cold and wet and
unyielding.

‘
Samantha, I wish I were perfect - I'm not. But all I am sure of is that
I can't make it without you.
’

‘
I couldn't take it again. I couldn't live
through this again
,’
she said tightly.

‘
I need you. I am certain of that
,’
he insisted.

‘
You'd better be, you son of a bitch. You cheat on me one time more and
you won't have anything left to cheat with - I'll take it off clean, at
the roots.
’
Then she was clinging to him.
‘
Oh God, Nicholas, how I hated
you, and how I missed you - and how long you took to come back
,’
and her
lips were soft and tasted of the sea.

He picked her up and carried her up through the soft sand. He didn't
trust himself to speak, it would be so easy to say the wrong thing now.

‘
Nicholas, I've been sitting here waiting for your call.
’
Bernard
Wackie's voice was sharp and alert, the tension barely contained.
‘
How
soon can you get yourself back here?
’

‘
What is it?
’

‘
It is starting to pop. I've got to hand it to you, baby, you've got a
nose for it. You smelled this coming.
’

‘
Come on, Bernie!
’
Nicholas
snapped.

‘
This call is going through three open exchanges,
’
Bernie told him.
‘
You want chapter and verse, or did nobody ever tell you that it's a
tough game you are in? There is a lot of competition cluttering up the
scene. The cheese-heads have one lying handy.
’
Probably Wittezee or one
of the other big Dutch tugs,
Nicholas thought swiftly.
‘
They could be
streaming a towing wire within a couple of days, And the Yanks are
pretty hot numbers, McCormick has one stationed in the Hudson River.
’

‘
All right,
’
Nick cut through the relish with which Bernie was detailing
the threat of hovering competition.

‘
There is a direct flight at seven tomorrow morning - if I can't make
that, I'll connect with the British Airways flight from Nassau at noon
tomorrow. Meet me
,’
Nick ordered.

‘
You shouldn't have gone running off
,’
said Bernard Wackie, showing
amazing hindsight. Before he could deliver any more pearls of wisdom,
Nicholas hung up on him.

Samantha was sitting up in the centre of the bed. She was stark naked,
but she hugged her knees to her chest with both arms, and under the
gorgeous tangle of her hair her face was desolate as that of a lost
child and her green eyes haunted.

‘
You're going again
,’
she said softly.
‘
You only just came, and now you're
going again. Oh God, Nicholas, loving you is the toughest job I've ever
had in my life. I don't think I have got the muscle for it.
’
He reached
for her quickly and she clung to him, pressing her face into the thick
pad of coarse dark hair that covered his chest.

‘
I have to go - I think it's Golden Dawn,
’
he said, and she listened
quietly while he told it to her, Only when he finished speaking did she
begin to ask the questions which kept them talking quietly, locked in
each other's arms in the old brass bed, until long after midnight.

She insisted on cooking his breakfast for him, even though it was still
dark outside and she was more than half asleep, hanging on to the range
for support and turning up the early morning radio show so that the
music might shake her awake.