WINDWALKER (THE PROPHECY SERIES) (23 page)

“So we are here in your time, before your people disappeared, long before the old earth was destroyed?”

“Yes. I will tell you more. After your death, the wars continued and in my grief, I turned into a warrior with no mercy. I killed everyone in my path, no matter if they were an enemy or not.”

Layla was struggling with the concept of a butcher and the man who’d cried making love to her. She was almost afraid to hear more.

“And then I died,” Cayetano said. “I died, and still my spirit was not at rest because I could not find you. During my journey to find you, my spirit grew stronger. I could see what was happening to The People. They still fought each other, but in doing so their numbers grew small and tribes grew weak. When the white stranger came to our land, they could not stop him, and they were weakened even more, losing land and losing hope, and finally losing a sense of our race.”

Layla slid an arm around his neck.

“Firewalker became angry. But it was when our young began dying at their own hands that his anger worsened. He felt their pain. He shared their sorrow. They were born into a time without hope. Their own ancestors had let them down.”

Layla was crying now, because she’d seen it happening – on every reservation – no matter what tribe – drugs and alcohol had taken over their lives. But the shame had killed them long before their hearts quit beating, decimating the families who were left.

Cayetano continued. “My spirit was in great despair because my actions so long ago were part of what caused the wars that continued after I died. My sadness drew the wind, and the wind became power, and when I finally wept for the loss of my Singing Bird, the Windwalker was born.”

“I knew it,” she whispered. “The first time you held me, I felt the Windwalker’s heart.”

He touched her face. “In my power as Windwalker, I sent the wind to find your spirit, and you were found. But even then our joining would not happen because we were on different paths. Your spirit was pure and beautiful, while mine held rage. And yet you, who walked without me in the spirit world, still loved me enough to offer a solution. It would be dangerous for you, maybe even deadly. But in my selfish need to get you back, I willingly agreed.”

Layla closed her eyes to hear him out because she could no longer bear to see the pain and shame on his face.

“Firewalker had already launched himself toward earth before Layla Birdsong was born, so we could not delay. You were born on earth as Layla, the woman who came here with the New Ones. The people there who loved you taught you all you would need to know to make the Last Walk, without truly understanding why they felt a need to do it. But you learned and learned well, and when it became necessary, you did not fail me or yourself.”

Layla opened her eyes. There were tears on his face. She took his hand and held it against her heart.

“So, I knew all of this would happen before I was born, remembered nothing of it afterward living as Layla Birdsong, and still did what I was supposed to do?”

He cupped her face. “You are a red feather warrior. I knew you would not fail.”

“Because I killed the man from the gang that attacked me?”

“You were a red feather warrior before. Here, before you died, you also killed one of the men who attacked you. When it happened again as Layla Birdsong, it was the signal to me that you were prepared for what lay ahead.”

Layla stood abruptly. “This is crazy. I died here and now I’m back? Why? Am I to die all over again? What does this mean?”

“No. You have already sacrificed yourself for the People. You have returned to the time before your death. This is when we were happy. This is before I turned bad. You didn’t just save our People from Firewalker. You have come to save me. What happened before cannot happen again. You cannot die. You must not die.”

Once again he ran his thumb across the scar on her cheek, then slid his hand along the one on her arm before touching the third mark on her belly.

“These scars you bring with you… they are the same places you were stabbed the day you died in my arms. It is your proof that what you sacrificed for us will stand.”

At that moment, Acat poked her head into the room.

“The people gather, Cayetano. Your guards are waiting.”

“Soon,” he said, and waved her away. “I tell you this so that you understand… the people here know and love you now, because they knew and loved you then. To them, you were only gone for a short time. Not many thousands of years. And the enemies I have are still real, and so is the danger to you. But you brought something with you that, one day, will ensure peace between our People.”

Layla gasped and then jumped to her feet.

“No! Tell me I did not drag our people on that Last Walk just so you could turn them into warriors? They’ve suffered enough.”

He grabbed her hand when she would have pushed him away.

“It is not the people who came with you, although our numbers are now more impressive. It is the baby you carry.”

Layla spread her hands across her flat belly.

“I’m pregnant?”

“I do not know that word,” Cayetano said. “But you are with child.” His shoulders slumped. “And that is the price I agreed to pay to get you back.”

Now she was scared all over again.

“How is a baby your price?”

“Because the child you carry is not mine. It belongs to the Windwalker – the spirit I became. But if we are able to change history and I never go the bad way, then Windwalker never exists. And the only child you ever bear will belong to something I never become.” He shrugged. “It is a trick of time, and of the Old Ones justice. It is the price for my loss of mercy. I will never give you a child of our own. But the child you bear will change history.”

Layla’s head was spinning.

“How? I don’t understand.”

“The shamans tell me the knowledge you and the New Ones have will help the change. We will grow stronger faster. Our cities will prosper. New ways of doing things will make living easier. But most important, the child you carry will be a peacemaker who puts an end to our wars. By the time white men come, we will be one endless tribe, united in purpose and spread all across the lands.

Layla touched her belly again. “How can a child stop wars?”

“I do not know. I know only what the shaman said.”

“Is it promised that I will bear a healthy child? What happens if I lose it?”

“Then we are doomed, and when Firewalker sweeps across the sky in the times to come, there will be no Layla Birdsong to save our people, and they will perish with all the rest.”

The thought was horrifying. Her hand fell on the scar on her face. Once she’d turned her fear to rage. She could do it again – would do it again – as many times as it took to keep her and this baby alive – to keep all of them alive.

Acat poked her head around the door again.

“It is time. Do I tell the guards you are ready?”

Cayetano didn’t move. His gaze was on Singing Bird’s face. Was she ready?

Layla’s shoulders stiffened. Her chin was up, her eyes narrowed.

“I want my bow and the quiver of arrows, and I want my father’s knife.”

Acat looked confused. “I do not know this.”

Cayetano wanted to argue, but knew he must trust her instincts as much as his own.

“Do you mean the weapons you had when you came back?” he asked.

“Yes.”

“I will bring them,” Acat said, and scurried away.

“What are you going to do?” Cayetano asked.

“This first step back into your world will be on my terms. I will not show fear.”

The answer surprised him, but it was the right one.

“It is good,” he said softly.

Acat came running and laid the weapons at Layla’s feet.

Layla strapped the knife and holster on her leg, just above the knee, knowing every time she took a step her skirt would part just enough for it to be visible. Then she slung the quiver over her shoulder and picked up the bow.

“I am ready,” she said.

Cayetano exhaled slowly. “Together,” he said.

A dozen guards joined then surrounded them. Layla stopped again.

“Once we begin the walk to the temple, tell them to walk behind us. Tell them we walk alone.”

He frowned. “That is not safe.”

“No. It is wise. They have not seen me in this way since we came back. I must be seen as the warrior, or they will not care what I have to say.”

Once again she was right, but the thought of losing her all over again was horrifying. Still, if his Singing Bird was brave enough to do this, then it was not his choice to make.

He gave the guards their orders, ignoring the shocked looks on their faces as they moved toward the doorway.

Cayetano looked every inch a chief. His headdress, a spire of long pheasant feathers fastened into his headband, bobbed as he walked, and the wide leather belt at his waist was studded with gold and turquoise, as were the leather cuffs that spanned his arms from his elbows to his wrists. A chunk of turquoise the size of his fist hung from a cord to the middle of his chest, not unlike the bulls-eye on a target. It was a ‘look at me’ challenge that couldn’t be ignored. His leather sandals laced up past his calves, accentuating the strong muscles in his legs. He was a most impressive man, but it was the pride he felt for the woman at his side that was most notable.

The moment Cayetano and Singing Bird stepped out of the doorway into the sun, a roar went up in the city below that sent a chill up her spine. She paused, not for effect, but because she was so shocked. They were saying her name.

Singing Bird. Singing Bird.

Cayetano was watching her, gauging her reaction.

She lifted her chin and took the first step down with him at her side.

It was immediately evident to the crowd that something was happening. Cayetano and his woman came down the steps alone, with the guards flanking them instead of leading the way.

Before, the guards would have surrounded them, and Cayetano would have held her hand as they moved through the crowds. Singing Bird’s demeanor would have been affectionate and happy, both with him and with those around her.

This woman was still Singing Bird, but she had changed. She was no longer smiling and the only thing she was holding was the bow in her hand.

As they came down the steps of the temple, the more clearly the people saw her. They remembered the condition of Singing Bird’s near-lifeless body they had carried into the palace, and saw hard muscles where soft curves had been. They saw scars on her body and anger on her face that they didn’t understand. As they began noticing the weapon strapped to her leg and the bow and arrows she was carrying, they didn’t know what to think. Was she going to the temple or going to war?

Layla eyed the crowd closely as they moved past the throng, looking for familiar faces, but now that everyone was dressed the same, it was difficult to single anyone out who’d come with her from before.

Finally, it was a man with short hair that caught her eye; Montford Nantay, one of the officers of the tribal police. Then she saw his brother, Johnston standing beside him. The shock on their faces as they saw her was understandable. She hadn’t recognized herself. How could they? She had a sudden urge to connect and shouted out.

“Nantays!”

A slow smile of relief spread across their faces as they raised a hand in greeting.

Layla felt their disbelief and knew she was being judged. She wasn’t the same. They had yet to decide if they liked that or not.

As they kept moving toward the temple, the hot sun put a knot in her belly. Even though she knew this heat would not grow worse, the memories of Firewalker were still with her, but she couldn’t show fear. She walked with her shoulders back, meeting gaze after gaze with her chin up and her fingers curled around the bow.

The walk was a long one, through the marketplace, beyond the river, then into the brick-paved playa surrounding the temple. But Cayetano was at her side, and the longer they walked the easier she began to feel.

The quiet in the crowd began to shift, first to a murmur, then once again to many voices saying her name. By the time they started up the steps of the temple, it was an ongoing cheer.

Cayetano was so proud of her he could hardly maintain his stride. Her instincts had been right. Show no fear. She had their attention in a big way.

The guards stopped at the base of the temple and then turned to face the crowd as Layla and Cayetano climbed the steps. As they reached the top, four elders came out of the small room.

Layla arched an eyebrow questioningly.

“Shamans.”

She greeted each of them with a nod, and just as she turned to face the crowd, saw an expression on one of the men’s faces that surprised her. He didn’t like her, and without a memory of the past, she didn’t know why.

But that was for another time. Today was about setting the stage for what was to come. As she turned around, she immediately thought of the day she’d climbed on top of Leland Benally’s truck and spoke to the thousands about what was ahead. Somehow, she had to make that happen again.

She stood at Cayetano’s side, waiting - wishing for the wind to carry her words, but in this world, Windwalker did not exist.

Cayetano lifted his arms and the crowd was instantly silent. When he began to speak, Layla was surprised how easily his voice carried to the crowd below.

“By now you have seen the strangers who came among us. You know Singing Bird brought them, and this is true. You saw their burns. You saw their pain. She too, suffered greatly. You have seen her scars. You have seen her burns. She protected them with her life, and killed their enemies to keep them safe. She left us as the woman at my side. She comes back to us a red feather warrior.”

Cayetano caught her eye as he took a step back.

She moved forward without hesitation, unaware that she stood with the majesty and assurance of a queen.

“I have a story to tell you. I had a journey to take that none of you knew… a warning from our own shamans that could not be ignored. It is about the people who came back with me… the New Ones who stand among us today.”