Authors: Dennis Larsen
“What are his chances?” the
younger Marshall asked and followed up
with, “If he does survive will he still be
himself?”
“He’s suffered not one, but two,
very serious MI’s in the past two days.
He’s incredibly strong, a lesser man
would be dead already. I can’t predict the
outcome but in my experience he’s got a
50/50 chance of coming out of this okay,”
the doctor carefully phrased his reply,
looking at his watch before excusing
himself and moving to the next patient.
“50/50? Could be worse,” Bev
said.
“Yeah, I guess, wish there was
something we could do other than wait. I
feel so helpless.”
“You should get some sleep. I’ve
got a room across the street at the hotel.
Take my key and sleep for a couple hours,
I’ll monitor things from here until you feel
up to it.” She pulled a passkey from her
wallet and handed it to him. “Take your
time; I’ll phone if anything happens. Your
phone on now?”
“Yup, I’ll take you up on that but I
won’t be long,” a very tired Jeremy said,
every ounce of energy he possessed
zapped from his body.
He walked the short distance to the
hotel, made it to the room but had a hard
time remembering how he actually got
there. He toppled over on the freshly made
bed and was out before his head hit the
pillow.
Five hours later the vibration, and
then the sound of his cell phone ringing
could be heard as it shifted about on the
countertop, waking him up. “Hello, what’s
up? Anything happened?” he managed to
get out, his mind still very fuzzy.
“Jeremy, get back over here,
we’ve run into a problem!”
He was suddenly very awake.
“What kind of a problem? What’s going
on Bev?”
“Just get over here as quickly as
you can.” He could hear the sounds of
nurses talking in the background and a
doctor issuing orders.
“Okay, I’m on my way! I’m
coming!” he said into the phone, already
moving down the hall and running toward
the hospital and his father.
The look on Beverly Marshall’s
face was grim. A collection of nurses and
doctors
were
huddled
around
the
monitors, each taking notes, commenting
to one another and the doctors whispering
in distinctly subdued tones.
“What’s happened?” Jeremy said,
not specifically to anyone but to all those
present. Beverly took him by the elbow
and pulled him aside.
“They’re not sure, but your father
has started to run a fever and is having
mini-seizures,” she said, trying to keep her
composure.
“But what does that mean? What
do they think is causing it?” Jeremy spoke
loud enough for all to hear, which was his
intent.
“I wish I knew,” Bev said and then
again more quietly, “I truly wish I knew.”
The doctor that they had spoken
with earlier, with the graying temples
approached the two with a look of grave
concern on his face. “Mrs. Marshall, Mr.
Marshall, I’m afraid we have some rather
distressing news for you. It appears that
Mr. Marshall has, and is experiencing, a
number of small but devastating strokes.
We’ve intervened with some medication
to expand the vessels that feed his brain
but we don’t know, and won’t know for a
time, how much damage has already been
done. His heart is still pumping arteriole
blood throughout his system but it’s just
getting by.”
Jeremy spoke first, “What are you
saying? That he won’t be able to recover
from this or if he does he’ll be a
vegetable?” He hated to use that phrase
but couldn’t think of any other way of
putting it, and he had to know.
Bev jumped in before the doctor
could respond, “How long could he stay
like this?”
“Could be minutes, hours or days,
we just can’t predict it, but if we take him
off the life support that is sustaining him at
the present time, he’ll pass fairly quickly.
His heart just can’t cope and his brain is
showing less function even as we’re
speaking.”
“Do you think you could give us a
minute doctor?” Bev asked, nodding at
Jeremy.
“Sure, take a minute, but we need
to know how you’d like to proceed,” he
said.
“Well Jeremy, I don’t know about
you but I know your dad, and I don’t think
life to him would be worth living if he had
to be in a home surrounded with machines
keeping him alive. We’ve got the money to
do that if you think that’s best, but I just
don’t see that as what he’d want. What do
you think?”
The son looked at his shoes, both
hands in his pockets, trying desperately to
make the right decision based on what
was best for his dad and not what was
best for him. “I think you’re right. He
loved life too much to want this as his
ending. I know he believed in an afterlife,
I’ve heard him say what a wonderful
reunion it would be with grandma and
grandpa when he joined them. If it’s his
time, I think he’d want to go, as hard as
that will be on us, I think that is what he
would want.”
United in their decision, they
shared a more compassionate hug than
they had earlier in the day. “Doctor, we
need some time to say our goodbyes,
would you please turn off the equipment
and let him pass naturally,” Beverly
requested, tears staining her blouse as she
heard her own words issue the death of
her husband.
Beverly leaned over the heavily
sedated Marshall in the hospital bed, she
held him, his head in her bosom as she
rocked back and forth, her tears spilling
and running down his face. Jeremy stood
away in the shadows of the curtains giving
her some time alone with his father. He
could hear her gently speaking to him,
offering words of comfort and enduring
love. The nurses had done as requested
and disconnected all the tubes and
machines, except for a lone heart monitor,
that beeped out the rhythm of his
weakening heart. Ten minutes after his
stepmother entered, she exited, running
past him and into the nearest bathroom.
Jeremy took a deep breath and
entered the confined space of the intensive
care room, closing the curtain behind him.
He knelt by his father’s side took his hand
in his and held it firmly. There was no
response. “Dad, I’m here, it’s Jeremy. I
don’t know if you can hear me but I had to
tell you I’m sorry for all the stupid things
I’ve done. I wish I could turn back the
hands of time and spend the past two years
with you, but I can’t, and now here we
are. You can’t imagine how I’ve missed
you. I guess you raised a son just as bull-
headed and stubborn as yourself. I’ll
never forget you dad, the times we spent
together I’ll one day tell my own son, and
your memory will live on.”
A beep on the monitor alerted
Jeremy that something had changed; he
looked up to see the bps signal dropping,
now only registering 36. This is happening
too fast, he’s slipping away faster than....
“Dad, I need you to know that I love you. I
always have and I always will.” At that
moment a miraculous thing happened,
Jeremy didn’t know if it was his father
speaking back to him in the only way he
could, or just the muscles reacting to death
as one finally gives in, but there was a
very
distinct,
knowing
squeeze
of
Jeremy’s hand, the assurance that a son
needs to carry on, and then he was gone.
The blue signal on the monitor flat-lined,
and a steady beep sounded the end of a
remarkable life.
CHAPTER NINETEEN
Lester
bolted
upright,
sweat
dripping from his nose and chin, his hands
clenched together in a balled up fist, a
cluster of bedding squeezed tightly
between them. Drawn from his murderous
dream too quickly, he’d literally held the
fate of Virginia May in his hands, and now
it was lost. His nights, over the many
years since she’d left him, were filled
with such dreams, but they teased him,
never
completing
the
act
whether
malicious or sexual. He kicked the covers
off and lay back on the cool sheets, letting
his heart rate return to normal as he
thought of the things that he needed to
accomplish before he returned to his bed.
The phone call he’d had with Felix the
day before still troubled him.
“What an arrogant jerk,” he
thought. “I’m done with the whole damn
thing if that five grand isn’t in the mailbox
this morning!”
The thought of which gave him the
energy to rise from the comfortable bed
and throw on some shorts so he could
check for the money. The walk down the
path to the mailbox was a beautiful one
this time of the morning. The sun glistened
off the dew that covered everything, a pair
of hummingbirds hovered over some
honeysuckle that lined the drive and lead
to the modest farm home. A mailbox sat at
the end of the drive, weeds lined the ditch
and were on the verge of consuming the
box. Lester flipped down the front door
and peered inside. A manila envelope was
stuffed into the enclosure, folded over on
itself with nothing written on the outside,
but he knew it was for him. He pulled the
parcel out and bounced it lightly in his
hand.
“Looks like I’m still employed,”
he said, as he strolled back up the dirt
path, thinking of what mischief he might
cause today.
The parcel contained the $5000 he
had requested, 250 well-worn $20’s
stacked and bundled, with a green rubber
band holding them together. However,
there were no directions, instructions or
pictures to compliment the money and no
indication of what they wanted done next.
Lester assumed the plan would move
forward as discussed with Felix, one
more off the cuff 'outing', and then they
would decide the next move based on the
publics and authorities response. Today
would be tricky; the police presence in the
area near the Air Force Base would
certainly be extensive. The people of the
county had all but demanded the Sheriff
Department increase their patrols, and
some neighborhoods had instituted a
watch program, civilians taking turns
walking the streets to stop or report
suspicious activities. Sheriff Lupo had
warned these individuals to stay within
the laws and only carry firearms if a
permit was issued, but Lester knew better,
every one of them would be packing,
increasing the risk to him and them.
He had spent a couple of hours
drinking coffee and sizing up possible
targets while looking over the map pinned
to the wall in his cloaked office. The
pictures, that covered a portion of the
wall, brought back some adrenalin filled
memories that fueled his desire for more.
Unbeknownst to Blanche, she would be
the subject of his next photo shoot, but
there was much to be done before he
could have his fun with her. A house on
Pine Breeze Circle caught his eye, much
like the others, it had access from a green
belt and very quiet. The officers
investigating the previous crimes would
be looking for another nighttime caper. If
he acted during the day maybe he could
shake them up and prove that he was more
than a one-dimensional criminal. It had
been a while since he'd worked during the
day, he would want to blend in, the van
would be out, too many watchful eyes and
people were already on the alert. The