WMIS 07 Breathe With Me (29 page)

“Absolutely. Jesus, you guys. I had no idea that he wanted to get married.”

“Seriously?” I ask and grin when I see a text from Mark come across my phone. The girls are all in Meg and Will’s presidential suite on the top floor of the hotel. This place is bigger than my mother’s old house. The guys have made themselves scarce for the next two hours until the wedding because, like Natalie said, it may be unconventional, but it’s still bad luck for Leo to see his bride before the wedding. Jax and Logan chose to go with the guys because they’d both agreed they’d had enough estrogen for a while.

Pussies.

Is Sam nervous?

I glance up at her and smile at the dreamy grin on her face.

No, she’s excited. Leo?

“We haven’t talked about it since the beginning of things,” she insists. “We agreed that marriage wasn’t for us and never brought it up again.”

“Well, I guess he changed his mind,” Brynna says. “I love Leo, Sam. He’s so great.”

“Women all over the world are going to be in mourning when this news hits,” Nic says with a shake of the head. “I’m not afraid to admit that I would have been one of them a few years ago.”

Sam turns to her and chuckles. “And now?”

“Now you’re my friends and I couldn’t be happier for you. You deserve your happily ever after with your rock star.” Nic hugs Sam close then pulls back with a gasp. “We need to find cake! Damn it, Sam! You can’t get married without cake!”

“I’m sure we’ll find something,” Stacy assures her and then bounces on her toes. “Sam’s getting married!”

“Where’s my baby?” Lucy demands as she comes into the suite with Neil right behind her.

“Mom!” Sam runs to her mom and hugs her close, and I feel my heart catch, suddenly missing my mom something fierce.

Leo can’t stop smiling. He looks like an idiot
, Mark responds, making me laugh.

“I can’t believe you decided to get married today.” Lucy laughs as she pulls back to look Sam in the eye. “Are you sure?”

“Never been more sure.”

“I’m heading down to hang out with the guys and scare my soon to be son-in-law,” Neil says as he hugs his daughter. “But I wanted to come up and hug the bride first.”

“I’m so happy you’re both here,” Sam replies with a grin. “I guess having Luke around for times like this doesn’t suck.”

“The boy is resourceful,” Lucy agrees. “Okay, Neil, shoo. This is a woman-only zone.”

“I’ll see you all soon.” He waves at all of us and heads out of the suite.

Your dad is on his way to you. Lucy is with us.
I send the text to Mark and watch quietly as all of these beautiful women fuss around Sam, laughing and hugging and sipping diet sodas. Lucy fits right in, her face aglow in happiness. These women, this family, is magical. They’ve circled around Sam as if they’re her sisters.

What I wouldn’t give to be with my sister on her wedding day.

I tuck the sad thought away for now, determined to be happy for Sam, to concentrate on her happiness today.

Someday, she might be
my
sister-in-law.

The thought stuns me and makes me giddy all at once.

He’s here. Miss u.
Mark’s text makes me grin and my heart light.

You’ll see me soon. Love u.

I tuck my phone away and laugh when Jules continues to glare at Sam’s black leather pants.

“She’s not going to change her mind,” I say to Jules.

“Black leather pants,” Jules says again, pointing at the offending clothing. “How can she get married in these?”

“They’ll look hot on her.” I shrug. “The top is beautiful.”

“You’re wearing black leather pants?” Lucy asks with wide, stunned eyes.

“Yes. But look at the top!” Sam holds up a white tank top with a high neckline. It has large, white lace flowers and is cropped to hit her right above her pierced navel. “It’s white.”

“And the sexiest red shoes I’ve ever seen,” Stacy adds.

“Well,” Lucy says after a moment of consideration. “It’s Vegas, last minute, and you’ve always marched to the beat of your own drummer. I think it’s fantastic.”

Sam sends Jules a smug grin. “See? It’s fantastic.”

“It’s ridiculous.” Jules shakes her head and sighs in exasperation as the rest of us chuckle at her. “You should be wearing a beautiful dress.”

“It doesn’t matter.” Sam smiles and pulls Jules in for a big hug. “It doesn’t matter what I wear, Jules. I could be in ratty old pajamas and it wouldn’t matter. All that matters is that I’m marrying Leo. He’s the best part. Not what I wear.”

“Except the shoes,” Stacy says fiercely.

“The shoes are always the exception,” Sam says with a wink.

“I’m so happy for you,” Jules says with a hoarse whisper. “We all know what you and Leo have gone through, and no one deserves to be together more than the two of you. Natalie will make lots of babies for you to spoil.”

“Yeah, I will,” Nat agrees with a grin.

“What are you doing about vows?” Meg asks. “Knowing Leo he’ll want something original.”

“We already wrote them.”

“You did?” I ask. “You’ve barely seen each other today.”

“We did it in the cab on the way to get the license. He writes songs for a living. This was a breeze.”

“I can’t wait to hear them,” Nic says with a sigh. “It’s all so romantic.”

“When do you think you and Matt might get hitched?” Brynna asks.

Nic looks surprised by the question, then just shrugs. “No idea. Eventually, I’m sure.” She bites her lip as if she’s thinking about it for the first time. “There’s no rush.”

“Okay, ladies,” Sam announces and begins stripping out of her casual clothes. “I’m getting dressed and getting married.”

“Want me to touch up your hair?” Stacy asks.

“Yeah, can you make it all messy and cool like that night when Will proposed to Meg?”

“Absolutely.”

Sam, Brynna, Stacy and Nic all file into the bathroom to primp. The rest of us went to our respective rooms earlier to change into something nicer than jeans and tank tops, although I’m beginning to think it wasn’t necessary.

Not if the bride’s wearing leather pants.

Lucy sits beside me and takes my hand in hers companionably. “How are you, darling girl?”

“I’m great. This weekend has been a blast.”

“It sure sounds like it,” she says with a chuckle. “I’m glad. You all needed it. A little play time is good for the soul.”

“It is.” I smile at the kind woman beside me. “Were you shocked when Luke called?”

“Between you and me? No.” She cranes her neck to see into the bathroom. The noise is echoing in the vast space as the girls chirp and giggle.

“I’m surprised it took this long,” Meg adds as she falls into a deep-cushioned couch and sips her soda.

“Sam’s stubborn,” Nat says. “I knew it would happen eventually, but I thought he’d have to work at it a little harder.”

“I’m just thankful that Elvis isn’t officiating,” Jules says as she reapplies her lip gloss. “Are you almost done in there?” she calls into the bathroom.

“Coming!” Stacy calls back.

“Okay, who wants to place bets on who cries first during the ceremony?” Meg asks.

“Neither are going to cry,” I reply with a smirk. “They’re both too badass for that.”

“Have you ever heard the song “Sunshine”?” Meg asks. “Leo wrote that for her. They wrote those vows together. There will be waterworks.”

“I’m not betting against that,” Nat replies.

“Me neither,” Jules agrees.

“He wrote “Sunshine for her”?” I ask with a sappy grin on my face as Meg nods. “That’s the most romantic thing I’ve ever heard.”

“Still wanna bet?”

“Hell no.”

“We have to go!” Nat yells back to the bathroom.

“I’m ready!” Sam comes walking down the hallway on her high red shoes, those black pants hugging her every curve and that white lacy tank is absolutely stunning, showing off her pierced navel.

Her hair looks messy in a classy, rocker way and her blue eyes are shining above blood-red painted lips.

“You’re magnificent,” I whisper and feel my eyes fill with tears. “Oh, Sam.”

“Oh, my sweet girl,” Lucy sniffs as she stands to hug Sam. “You’re the most beautiful bride I’ve ever seen.”

“Thanks, Mom.”

“Come on,” Meg says with a sniff. “Let’s put my brother out of his misery and get you two hitched.”

Sam smiles triumphantly. “Let’s do it.”

***

This might be the most beautiful wedding I’ve ever seen. And it’s in Vegas.

Amazing.

This particular wedding chapel offers an outdoor garden option. It’s evening, just past sunset. We are sitting in ornate white iron chairs facing an arbor, covered in white twinkling lights.

“You’re gorgeous,” Mark whispers in my ear.

“Wait till you see your sister,” I reply with a smile.

“It’s a different kind of gorgeous,” he says and brushes his knuckle down my cheek. “You take my breath away, M.”

I take his hand in mine and kiss his palm softly.

We’re all here. All of the Montgomery siblings and their significant others. Nat and Luke, Mark and I. Jax and Logan. Even Leo’s band and their families are here, smiling and anxious to get this show started.

Leo, dressed in black ripped jeans and a black button-down shirt rolled on his forearms, escorts Lucy down the aisle to her seat, kisses her cheek and joins the justice of the peace on the small stage. The song “Sunshine” begins to play, signaling that we should all stand and turn to watch Sam, dressed in her unconventional wedding attire, walk down the aisle with her dad. Neil is smiling at his daughter proudly, clasping her hand tightly in his own, and I can’t help but remember that my daddy will never walk me down the aisle. Mark won’t escort my mama to her seat. Tiff won’t stand by my side as I pledge myself to the man I love with my whole heart.

Will they know anyway? Will they be with me? Can they see how happy he makes me?

I inhale deeply as Mark wraps his arms around me from behind and kisses my head before whispering, “It’s okay, M. Just breathe through it.”

How does he always know?

I feel his chest move against my back in a long, deep breath and I do as he asks, taking a cleansing breath and refocusing on the here and now.

Sam’s carrying a small bouquet of tiger lilies, her eyes are pinned to Leo’s. I glance over at the groom to find him watching his bride, his jaw dropped in awe and love and everything in me goes soft at the romantic moment.

She passes her flowers to her mom when she hugs and kisses her before joining Leo on the small stage. He takes Sam’s hands in his and whispers something down at her that makes her cheeks blush and her smile widen.

“Family and friends,” the tall man begins as we reclaim our seats. Mark wraps his arm around my shoulders and pulls me close to his side. “It’s my pleasure to officiate this special occasion. Samantha and Leo have asked that we make this quick, and I have to say, unconventional.”

“Imagine that,” Will says with a chuckle. We all smile and nod.

“This very special couple has decided to exchange rings as they recite their vows to each other. Samantha, please recite your vows to Leo.”

Sam clears her throat and pulls a ring out of her bra, holding it up for all of us to see.

“Best storage system ever,” Leo murmurs softly, making Sam laugh. She takes a deep breath, reaches for Leo’s hand and looks up into his eyes solemnly.

“I promise you, Leo, until my very last breath, to fight for life, for joy, for us. To never take your actions, words and kindness for granted, and to keep leaving you secret notes when we are away from each other.” Leo grins as Sam slips his ring on his finger and continues speaking.

“I vow to grow with you and not apart, to make my accomplishments, ours, and your challenges, mine. I will always love you deeply and honestly, as your equal and your partner. I fiercely want to grow old with you; so we can sit on our front porch on a warm summer’s eve, so we can hold our frail hands together and laugh, so I can simply be with you, and know that I am home. I was born to tell you I love you, to be your wife, to be with you, forsaking all others, for the rest of my life.”

I watch through tear-filled eyes as Leo swallows hard, takes a ring from his pocket and looks deeply into Sam’s eyes.

“I promise you, Samantha, my sunshine, until my very last breath, to fight for life, for joy, for us. To never take your actions, words and kindness for granted, and to write you love songs as often as possible.” Sam bites her lip, trying to keep her tears at bay, and failing.

“I vow to grow with you and not apart, to make my accomplishments, ours, and your challenges, mine. I will always love you deeply and honestly, as your equal and your partner. I fiercely want to grow old with you; so we can sit on our front porch on a warm summer’s eve, so I can hold you in my arms, so I can simply be with you, and know that I am home. I was born to tell you I love you, to be your husband, to be with you, forsaking all others, for the rest of my life.”