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She'd had to voice it only once. “You killed him, Ava,” she'd whispered while staring out the window and clutching the black-haired doll with porcelain skin and one eye that never quite opened. Jewel-Anne's voice had been filled with a quiet, repressed hatred. “He loved you and . . . and you killed him.” At that moment she'd looked up, her upper lip curling slightly, her fingers twisting a lock of the doll's straight hair. “You're a hypocrite, Ava. A liar, a murderer, and God only knows what else. You
act
at being a wife,
pretend
to be a loving mother.”

Ava had been stronger then and nearly slapped her martyred cousin. “And you're a bitch, Jewel-Anne. I don't care if you are wheelchair boundâyou're a straight-up bitch.”

“Perfect,” her cousin had said. “Because you're stuck with me. I will
never
sell my share of this house to you.
Never
!” Her fingers had stopped moving and hatred seemed to emanate from her small, broken body. She raised a knowing eyebrow and said in a succinct whisper, “The truth is, Ava, I'd rather die first.”

CHAPTER 7

W
hile on the mainland, Dern had bought a fifth of Jack Daniel's, a value-sized bag of Doritos, and twenty pounds of dog food. Not exactly nutrition central, and it did suggest a commitment to the mutt, but so what?

That wasn't the big deal, Dern thought as he set the bottle in one of the near-empty cupboards. Groceries weren't the true reason he'd headed to the mainland. The annoying thing was that he'd learned little on his quick trip.

He'd frequented a grocery store, the liquor outlet, a coffee shop, a sandwich place, and a bar, striking up conversations about Church Island and its inhabitants, and no one seemed to know much other than the same old local gossip he was already wading through.

Yeah, the original owner, a sea captain, had bought up most of the land. Yeah, the place was worth a lot these days, and it was owned almost in its entirety by Ava Church Garrison. All agreed she was “beautiful, and let me tell you, she can be a hard-nosed bitch of a businesswoman when she wants to be. Went completely around the bend when her kid disappeared, ended up in a mental hospital because she tried to slit her wrists or some damned thing. As nuts as the rest of the family.” Local consensus had it she was married to a lawyer from the city, and there was more than a good chance he married her for her money and oh, yeah, the Church family? A bunch of loonies; couldn't be trusted. Even that one in the wheelchair, Jewel-Something-or-Other, odd duck, that one. But she at least had a few brains; Jewel was the one relative who hadn't sold her share of Neptune's Gate to her cousin, the only holdout. Funny thing, that.

At a dive of a bar named the Salty Dog, Dern had brought up Sea Cliff Hospital and had suffered a few long looks of reproof. The consensus seemed to be that losing the hospital wasn't a bad thing. In fact, the three men nursing drinks at the Dog seemed to share a sense of relief.

“Sea Cliff?” Gil, an older guy with long white hair and a voice that was gravelly from years of smoking cigarettes, repeated when Dern had asked about the abandoned asylum. “After that nutcase Lester Reece escaped and disappeared, everyone in Anchorville was mighty glad Sea Cliff closed its gates.” He'd taken a long sip from his whiskey as some country single had played. Shaking his head, Gil added, “No good ever came from that looney bin. Let me tell you. That place was more of a prison than it ever was a hospital.”

The wide-girthed, silent man who had been seated on the bar stool next to Gil had nodded his agreement before burying his nose into a half-full beer glass.

“Fuckin' nut jobs in there. Wouldn't have gone there if I was dyin'!” a third man interjected, a scrawny guy with gapped teeth in a worn flannel shirt and baggy jeans who slid his glass toward the bartender. “Hey, Hal, I'll have another.”

Just then the phone rang and the barkeep said, “In a sec, Corky,” then swept the receiver to his ear and propped it there with one shoulder as he drew another Budweiser from the tap.

“I heard the local shrink Dr. McPheeâI think that's her nameâused to work out there.” Dern nodded toward the plate-glass window with its glowing neon sign filling half the space that overlooked the bay and, farther out, the island.

“McPherson.” Gil shook his head of white hair. “Maybe. Don't know.”

The scrawny guy cackled. “Yeah, McPherson, uh-huh, that's right. My aunt went to see her there a while back. They had clinics for the public, outside the gates of that damned place.”

“On the island?”

“Yep. But they closed, too. Anyway, Aunt Audrey, she didn't like anything about Sea Cliff. It bothered her being so close to the hospital. Quit after three sessions.”

“So where'd McPherson go?”

Corky lifted a shoulder. “Got an office somewhere around here.”

“In Anchorville?” Dern asked.

“Near Third Street. But she still ferries herself out to the island.” He was nodding, agreeing with himself. “The woman who owns most of it, she's a real head case. Went off the rails when her kid drowned.”

The muscles in the back of Dern's neck tightened a bit.

“Went missing,” Gil corrected. “No body was ever found.”

Corky snorted. “If the kid was alive, he'd have shown up by now.” He snagged the beer that Hal scooted across the scarred bar. “Thanks. Y'know, some folks think Lester Reece came back after he escaped and was behind the kid's disappearance.”

“The prisoner at Sea Cliff?” Dern asked, trying not to show too much interest, though anything about the island caught his attention.

“Yup.” Corky took a long swallow from his glass.

“Conjecture,” Gil disagreed. “Reece, too, is probably dead.”

“Nah-ah,” Corky disagreed. “People 'round here, they seen him.”

“Recently?” Dern asked.

“No way.” Gil pulled a disbelieving face. “No one saw him since right after his escape.”

Corky complained, “But Old Remus Calhounâ”

“Is a bald-faced liar. Likes to stir things up.” Gil seemed convinced that the rumors were false. “Remus claims he saw Big Foot, too, and swears when he was in Scotland he caught a glimpse of Nessie.” He took a long swallow from his drink, then wiped his mouth with his sleeve and said, “What're the chances of that?”

“So no one saw Reece again? After his escape?” Dern asked, and the silent guy shook his head and even Corky gave it a rest.

“Most likely drowned tryin' to get away from the islandây'know like those guys who used to try and break out of Alcatraz,” Gil thought aloud. “One of 'em Churches claims they seen him swimmin' away that day.”

“Which one?” Dern asked.

“Oh, damn . . .” He paused, thinking. “He was the brother of that invalid girl up at the island. What's his name? Jim or Jack or . . .”

Corky snorted with an edge of disgust. “Jacob.”

“Yeah, that's it,” Gil agreed. “The computer geek.”

Silent Guy nodded again.

Gil added, “Old Lester, he's kinda like our own version of Elvis, though. People keep thinking they see him, just like they did with the King for years, but nah, he ain't around. No more'n D. B. Cooper is.” He let out a hard laugh that morphed into a coughing fit. As he hacked, his sallow face flushed a sudden deep red.

“You okay, Gil?” the barkeep asked as Gil got control and took a long sip of his drink.

“Yeah.” Gil cleared his throat.

“Maybe ya should switch to menthols,” Corky advised.

“And maybe you should shut up.” Gil sent Corky the evil eye, but the smaller man didn't seem to notice or care as he burrowed his nose into his drink.

Dern finished his own draft and didn't ask any more questions about Church Island or its inhabitants. But he thought he'd have a talk with Jacob, who, now pushing thirty, was off and on the island, always “going to school.” He spent a few minutes just listening as the others talked, and the conversation turned naturally to the coming crabbing season, then the latest football news. He drained his drink, set some bills on the bar, and left the three men still arguing about the Seahawks' chances of making it to the play-offs. Gil was certain Seattle would pull through, but the silent guy just shook his head and motioned for another drink. Ever the optimist, Dern thought caustically.

As the door closed behind him, he heard Corky's shrill voice still bitching about “that fuckin' idiot of a coach.”

Now, back on the island, with the old dog curled up in front of the wood stove, Dern thought about Ava Church and decided most of the rumors about her had a modicum of truth. She was gorgeous with that thick, dark hair, and beneath the sadness in her eyes, there was a spark of intelligence and more than a bit of rebellion. She'd apparently been a dynamo, a self-driven woman, before fate had beaten her down.

She was attractive, even sexy, despite the ugly scars he'd seen running up her wrists, evidence that some of the town gossip was spot-on.

He decided against pouring himself a drink and went out to check on the stock. He'd tried to run down Jacob, but once again, the guy wasn't around, the door to his basement apartment locked tight.

Wyatt was waiting for her.

Seated in the den, the television turned to some news channel, he looked up when Ava walked through the archway to the kitchen and set the remote on the table. “I heard you went into town.”

She nodded. “So did you.”

“I know. I invited you, remember? Lunch?”

“Wyattâ”

“You made it pretty clear that you didn't want to go with me because you didn't believe that I'd come to bed last night.”

She felt her temper ignite but knew renewing their fight wouldn't solve anything. She held up a hand before the old debate heated up again. “Let's not go there again.”

He seemed to smolder for a moment, then said, “Okay, you're right. Arguing's not going to help.” Some of the tension left his features. “No big deal. We can have lunch another time. I was just surprised to hear that you went into town.”

“It was kind of a whim,” she said, hoping to smooth the waters. “I just needed to get out. Tried to see Tanya, but she wasn't around. How about you?”

“Business,” he said. “Checked in with Outreach.”

Outreach was a small offshoot of the Seattle firm for which he worked. So they were both equivocating, stepping around the truth. When had they gotten so distant, so far away that they needed to avoid the real issues in order to communicate? He must've felt it, too, that fine line of trust between them fraying, as he was staring at her as if she were a complex puzzle he couldn't quite piece together.

“You could have come with me,” he said softly. “I asked.”

“I know. I just . . . I thought we needed a little time apart, even though we get plenty.” She glanced around the room with its cozy furniture and big windows. “But I did need to get out of here, you know, had to see something besides these four walls.”

“I suppose.” Then nodding, he added, “Yeah, I get it. You could go stir-crazy here.”

“Some people think I already am.”

He snorted a laugh, walked up, and hugged her fiercely. “I know,” he whispered against her hair. “We're working on that.” He'd always been strong and athletic, and whenever he'd held her, it had felt that he'd never wanted to let go. Now the scent of his aftershave reminded her of what it had been like to fall in love with him. Tears burned the edges of her eyes, but she blinked them back. “Next time, come with me,” he said.

“Okay,” she agreed, fighting the urge to break down and cling to him.
But, really, do you trust him? Even now as he's lying to you?

She let go of him and started to step away, but his hand stayed on her arm. “What's happened to us, Wyatt? We used to be . . .”

“Closer?”

“I was going to say we used to have fun with each other.”

“I know.” He kissed the top of her head. “We will again soon. I promise.”

He had the brains not to add,
when you get better,
but it was there, standing between them like an invisible barrier, one they couldn't really define, much less scale.

“I'll hold you to it,” she said, lying through her teeth as he reached for his jacket, which had been slung negligently over a nearby chair.

“Good. Now, look, I have to go to Seattleâit's just for a night, maybe two, depending on how receptive my client is to negotiating his way out of a lease; then I'll be back. In the meantime, you can always reach me on my cell.”

She nodded.

“And I've asked Dr. McPherson to stop by again.”

“I already have an appointment with her later in the week.”

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