You Found Me (19 page)

S
o
ci
et
y
h
as
a
l
wa
y
s
t
a
ug
h
t
th
at
m
en
,
n
o
m
a
tt
e
r
w
he
re
o
r
w
he
n
,
sh
o
u
ld
nev
e
r
c
r
y
.
I
'
v
e
n
o
id
e
a
w
he
n
th
is
th
i
nk
i
n
g
beg
a
n
.
G
r
o
wi
n
g
up
,
my
D
ad
en
c
o
u
r
a
ge
d
c
r
y
i
n
g
(
no
t
th
e
r
i
gh
t
t
e
r
m.
“
A
l
l
o
w
e
d
i
t
”
ma
ybe
?
N
o
t
r
e
ally
s
u
r
e
).
A
n
d
I
did
n
't
d
i
sa
ppo
i
nt
. A
nyth
i
n
g
a
n
d
ev
e
r
yth
i
n
g
I
c
r
i
e
d
a
t
.
A
r
o
un
d
th
e
7
th
g
r
ad
e
,
I
m
a
n
a
ge
d
t
o
on
ly
c
r
y
w
he
n
ne
c
e
s
s
ar
y
.
To
da
y
,
I
f
e
lt
it
w
a
s
ne
c
es
sa
r
y
.

W
h
y
w
as
I
c
r
y
i
ng
?
I
w
as
t
o
r
n
bet
w
e
e
n
th
e
ma
n
y
r
e
as
o
n
s.
Gu
i
l
t
.
So
r
r
o
w.
P
ai
n
.
De
p
r
es
si
on
.
A
ng
e
r
.
H
a
p
p
i
ne
ss.
W
ho
l
enes
s,
o
r
l
ack
th
e
r
e
o
f.
I
d
id
n
't
kno
w
w
h
i
ch
it
w
as.
I
w
as
th
i
nk
i
n
g it
w
as
a
l
l
o
f them.
A
ll of them at
once.

M
Y
M
O
TH
ER
WAS
D
EA
D
!
S
h
e
w
a
sn
't
s
uppo
s
e
d
t
o
b
e
bu
t
sh
e
w
as!
W
h
at
h
ad
g
on
e
w
r
ong
?!
W
h
y
h
ad
th
i
s
h
a
ppene
d
t
o
m
e
?!

D
ad
w
as
ho
ldi
n
g
m
e
. 
B
ot
h
o
f
u
s
s
t
a
n
d
i
n
g
the
r
e
,
s
tunne
d
.

W
hy
d
i
d
t
h
i
s
h
a
p
pe
n
?
W
h
y
d
i
d
n
't
I
ju
st
a
p
o
l
o
g
i
ze,
s
ay
th
i
s
w
as
a
b
ad
i
d
e
a, a
n
d
l
e
a
v
e?
Why
d
i
d
I
a
s
k
h
er
to
lun
ch
i
n
the
fi
rst
p
l
ac
e
?
M
y
mi
n
d
s
c
r
e
am
e
d
a
n
d
tho
u
ght
s
ra
ci
ng
.
Th
e
d
o
c
to
r
t
a
ppe
d
me
o
n
th
e
sh
o
u
ld
e
r
a
n
d
I
j
u
m
pe
d.
I
w
a
s
l
o
st
in
tho
u
gh
t
a
n
d
did
n
't
r
e
al
i
ze
he
'd c
o
me
i
nt
o
t
h
e
r
oo
m.

“
Th
e
r
e
's
noth
i
n
g
e
l
se we c
a
n d
o
. W
e
'
v
e
t
r
i
e
d
e
v
e
r
y
th
i
n
g
pos
si
b
l
e
.
I
'
m
s
o
r
r
y
f
o
r
yo
u
r
l
os
s
.
”
I
c
ou
ld
n
't
s
e
e
be
ca
u
se
o
f
th
e
te
a
r
s.
H
e
tu
r
n
e
d
t
o
D
ad.
“
I
f
y
ou
'
l
l
c
o
me
w
i
t
h
m
e
,
y
o
u
can
f
ill
ou
t
th
e
ne
c
es
sa
r
y
f
o
rm
s
a
n
d
p
a
p
e
r
w
o
r
k
.
”
D
ad
w
en
t
w
i
t
h
th
e
d
o
c
t
o
r
,
l
e
a
v
i
n
g me
th
e
r
e
.
I
did
n
't
k
n
o
w
w
h
at
t
o
do.
The
re
sh
e
w
as,
d
e
ad.
I
wa
nte
d
t
o
s
ay
s
o
m
eth
i
ng
.
B
u
t
w
h
at
c
ou
ld
I
s
a
y
?

Mom,
I
d
i
d
n
't
m
ean
to
k
il
l
yo
u
.
It
w
a
s
a
l
l
an
a
cc
i
de
n
t,
h
o
n
est.
It
w
as
n
't
on
p
u
r
po
s
e.
It
was
n
't
on
p
u
r
p
ose.
I
...i
t w
a
s
n
't
on
p
u
r
pose
...
I
p
r
o
m
i
se
..
.
D
ad
c
a
me
b
ack
i
n
a
n
d
s
a
i
d
i
t
w
as
t
ime
t
o
g
o
.

T
h
e
d
r
i
v
e
ho
me
w
a
s
s
l
o
w
go
i
n
g
. 
I
t
w
a
sn
't
a
n
y
l
ong
e
r
th
an
u
s
u
al,
bu
t
it
f
e
lt
m
u
ch
l
ong
e
r
.
D
ad a
n
d
I
w
e
r
e
q
u
i
e
t
m
o
st
o
f
th
e
w
a
y
. We
t
al
ke
d
f
o
r
a
f
e
w
s
e
c
on
ds
a
bo
u
t
w
he
re
we
w
a
nte
d
t
o
e
a
t
.
I m
ent
i
one
d
s
o
me
o
f
th
e
r
e
s
t
a
u
r
a
nt
s
ne
ar
u
s.
H
e
m
ent
i
one
d
th
e
r
e
s
t
. At
th
e
m
o
m
en
t
we
w
e
r
e
stu
ck
bet
w
ee
n
H
a
r
d
ee
's
a
n
d
th
e
c
h
ic
ke
n
p
lace
th
e
y
j
u
st
bu
il
t
.
Ea
t
i
n
g
w
a
s
n
't
th
e
i
ntent
i
on
,
bu
t
i
n
s
te
ad
s
o
r
t
o
f
a
w
ay
t
o
g
e
t
b
ack
t
o
th
e
way
th
i
ng
s
w
e
r
e
.
M
a
k
e
u
s
f
ee
l
li
k
e
w
h
at
w
as
h
appeni
n
g,
w
asn't
r
e
a
lly
h
appenin
g
.