You Found Me (216 page)

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I
w
as
i
n
my
r
o
o
m
b
y
m
y
s
e
lf,
a
l
on
e
w
i
t
h
my
th
o
ught
s.
Th
e
y
'd
t
a
ke
n
th
e
shoe
l
a
c
e
s
ou
t
o
f
my
shoe
s,
w
h
i
ch
w
e
r
e
l
a
y
i
n
g
o
n
th
e
fl
o
o
r
,
th
e
to
n
gue
s
h
a
ng
i
n
g
l
oo
s
e
l
y
.
I
t
d
r
o
v
e
me
nut
s
f
o
r
the
m
t
o
b
e
t
h
at
w
a
y
.
I
p
r
e
f
e
r
r
e
d
my
s
hoe
s
t
o
b
e
t
i
e
d
at
a
l
l
t
im
e
s,
eve
n
w
he
n
I
w
a
s
n
't w
e
a
r
i
n
g
the
m.
S
o
m
et
im
e
s
I
'd
gon
e
m
onth
s
wi
thou
t
ty
i
n
g
the
m.

T
h
e
r
e
w
e
r
e
n
o
mi
rr
o
r
s,
n
o
s
h
a
r
p
ob
j
e
c
t
s.
Noth
i
n
g
t
h
at
c
ou
ld
b
e
u
s
e
d
in
a
n
y
h
a
r
mf
u
l
m
a
nne
r.
Th
e
w
a
l
l
s
o
f
my
r
oo
m
w
e
r
e
b
a
r
e
,
a
p
ale
b
l
u
e
.
Th
e
f
l
o
o
r
s
w
e
r
e
l
i
no
l
eu
m
a
n
d
c
o
ld.
M
y
f
e
e
t
r
e
s
te
d
o
n
the
m.
I
w
a
nte
d
t
o
lay
in
my
be
d
bu
t
I
did
n
't
w
a
nn
a
p
ick
my
f
ee
t
u
p
a
n
d
b
e
f
o
r
c
e
d
t
o
p
u
t
t
h
e
m
b
a
ck
d
o
wn
a
g
a
i
n
.

I
w
as
nu
m
b
.
I
sat
th
e
r
e
st
a
r
i
n
g
a
t
th
e
w
a
l
l.
W
as
I
r
e
a
lly
he
r
e
?
H
ad
th
i
s
r
e
a
l
ly
h
a
pp
e
ne
d?
M
y
b
ra
in
w
as
bu
z
z
i
n
g
wi
t
h
a
thou
sa
n
d q
ue
s
t
i
on
s a
n
d my
m
i
n
d
w
as
sc
r
e
a
mi
n
g f
o
r
s
il
e
n
c
e
.
Sil
en
c
e
.
Th
a
t
'
s
a
l
l
I
'd
w
a
nte
d
.
No
w,
f
o
r
b
e
tt
e
r
o
r
w
o
r
s
e
,
th
a
t
'
s
w
h
at
I
h
ad.
I
did
n
't
un
d
e
r
s
t
a
n
d
w
h
at
w
as
go
i
n
g
on
,
bu
t
at
th
e
s
a
me
t
ime
I
kne
w
ex
ac
t
ly
w
h
at
w
as.
W
h
y
i
t
w
a
s
a
l
l
h
a
pp
e
n
i
n
g
I
did
n
't
kno
w,
bu
t
I
kne
w
it
w
as.

I w
a
s
gonn
a
b
e s
t
ar
te
d
o
n m
e
d
i
c
a
t
i
on
s:
Tex
t
r
a
(
an
a
nt
id
e
p
r
e
s
s
a
nt
)
a
n
d
D
a
r
j
o
n
(
p
ain m
e
d
ica
t
i
on
)
. I
w
as
gonn
a s
t
art
f
am
i
ly
the
r
a
p
y
wi
t
h
D
ad
a
n
d
a
ne
w
d
o
c
t
o
r
.
D
r.
O'
N
a
s
sis
w
as
no
w
v
i
e
w
e
d
as
a
f
r
i
e
n
d
o
f
th
e
f
am
i
l
y
,
thu
s
h
e
c
ou
ld
n
't
b
e
b
r
oug
h
t
o
n
as my
th
e
r
a
p
is
t
.
H
e
w
as
kep
t
as
a
r
e
f
e
r
en
ce
be
ca
u
se
o
f
th
e
note
s
he
'd
t
a
ke
n
a
n
d
th
e
t
ime
spen
t
wi
t
h
m
e
.