You Found Me (35 page)

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did
n
't w
a
n
t
t
o
w
e
ar
it
t
o
my
o
wn
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ot
h
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r
's
f
un
e
r
al
tho
u
gh
.
I did
n
't
e
v
e
n
wa
n
t
t
o
g
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t
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bu
t
th
at
w
a
s
a
l
r
e
ady
o
u
t
o
f
my
h
a
n
ds.
I
j
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st
s
t
a
r
e
d
at
it
f
o
r
a
m
i
nu
t
e
.
I
w
a
nte
d
t
o
bu
r
n
i
t
.
T
o
t
h
r
o
w it
a
way
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d
p
r
ay
I
'd
nev
e
r
s
e
e
it
a
g
ai
n
.
B
u
t
I
did
n
'
t
.
I
c
ou
ld
n
'
t
.
I
g
o
t
u
p
a
n
d
made
my
w
ay
t
o
th
e
s
ho
w
e
r
.

I
w
al
ke
d
i
n
t
o
th
e
b
a
th
r
o
o
m
a
n
d
l
oo
k
e
d
a
t
my
f
ac
e
. 
I
t
w
a
s
te
r
r
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b
l
e
,
j
u
st
t
e
rr
i
b
l
e
.
I
l
ook
e
d
as
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f
I
w
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s
hun
g
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r
,
s
tone
d,
a
n
d
s
ho
t
a
ll
in
th
e
s
a
me
n
i
g
h
t
.
I
s
t
ill
h
ad
my
g
l
a
s
s
e
s
on
,
w
h
ich
I
p
r
o
b
a
b
ly w
ou
ld
w
e
ar
t
o
th
e
f
un
e
ra
l.
I
f
I
p
u
t
my
c
on
t
ac
t
s
in
I
w
ou
ld
l
oo
k
eve
n w
o
r
s
e
,
a
s
su
mi
n
g
I
c
ou
ld
g
e
t
the
m
i
n
.

I
w
a
s
so
t
ir
e
d,
so
d
i
l
u
t
e
d.
I
f
e
lt
li
k
e
I
w
as
n
't
w
ho
l
e
,
li
k
e s
o
m
eth
i
n
g
w
a
s
go
n
e
.  S
o
m
eo
n
e
.  I
w
a
nte
d
t
o
d
i
e
,
bu
t I
c
ou
ld
n
'
t
.
I
j
u
st c
ou
ld
n
'
t
.
I
did
n
't
w
a
n
t
t
o
m
i
ss
o
u
t
o
n
a
nyth
i
n
g
th
at
mi
gh
t
h
a
ppe
n
.
I j
u
st
w
a
nte
d
t
o
w
a
k
e
u
p
fr
o
m
th
is
n
i
ght
m
are
t
h
at
w
as
c
o
n
s
u
mi
n
g
m
e
;
e
a
t
i
n
g
me
a
l
i
v
e
.

I
g
o
t
in
th
e
s
ho
w
e
r
a
n
d
j
u
st
l
e
t
th
e
wa
te
r
r
un
.
I
t
w
a
s
bu
r
n
i
n
g
. I
did
n
't
w
a
n
t
it
t
o
s
top
.
I
hu
rt
so
m
u
c
h
.
E
v
e
r
yth
i
n
g
i
n
side
o
f
me
hu
r
t
.

E
v
e
r
yth
i
n
g
i
n
side
me
w
as
s
c
r
e
a
m
i
n
g
.
I
j
u
st
w
a
n
t
e
d
t
h
e
p
ain
t
o
g
o
a
wa
y
.
W
h
y
w
ou
ld
n
't
it
g
o
a
wa
y
?
Th
e
ra
ci
n
g
tho
u
ght
s
h
ad
r
et
u
r
ne
d
a
n
d
w
e
re
c
o
n
s
u
mi
n
g
me
on
ce
a
g
ai
n
.
Th
e
b
u
r
n
i
n
g
he
l
pe
d.
I
d
id
n
't
hu
r
t
a
s
m
u
c
h
.
Th
e
wa
te
r
t
o
o
k
t
h
e
p
ain
a
wa
y
.
Th
e
p
a
in
i
n
sid
e
.
Th
e
p
ain
fr
o
m
w
h
at
h
ad
h
a
ppe
n
e
d.