Zero Option (3 page)
Authors: Chris Ryan
'No - ours was open.'
'Then what?'
'I ran back down and into the kitchen, put the lights on in there. Nothing. So I went into the living room, switched on the light, and then I saw the photo on the floor in front of the stove.'
'Yes?'
'I picked it up, finger and thumb, and sat down on that chair.'
'In that chair?'
'No, on the arm nearest to us.'
'What were you wearing?'
'Same as now - these jeans and sweater.
But a different T-shirt ' I broke off, hearing a vehicle draw up outside the open door.
Bates stuck his head out and said, 'Good.
The forensic lads.
A squad from
Birmingham
.'
As men began unloading gear from their van, Fraser said he'd seen enough and was heading back to the incident room. That left me and Bates with the forensic boys.
There were four of them, and they kitted themselves up in white overalls, white hoods, white gloves and white overshoes. I knew that the job was going to take some time. All the same, it was a shock to hear their boss announce that it would last all day at least.
To give us somewhere to base ourselves, they cleared
the kitchen first. The care they took was amazing.
Having carried in lamps and stands, they lit up each room in a blaze dazzling enough for a film production; then they crept and crawled and peered and prodded, dusting for fingerprints and examining every square inch of every surface through magnifying glasses.
As they worked, I looked for a recent photograph of Tracy. The best likeness was a framed photo of her and Tim which stood on the kitchen window-sill. It had been taken just bbfore I'd gone to Colombia, and she must have had it mounted while I was away. It showed her standing behind Tim at the top of one of the big slides at
She'd been laughing and joking as I took it, and her coppery hair was cascading down the back of her neck, shown off by a white windcheater. It was a goodshot of Tim, too; you could see his fair hair, broad forehead and blue eyes, all picked up from his mother.
'There's your photo,' I said to Bates.
'Mind if I borrow it?'
'Help yourself- but I'd like to have it back.'
'Of course. I'll get it copied right away:'
'I can dig out some more negatives of the kid as well.'
'That would be grand.'
After little more than an hour the forensic team declared the kitchen clean - it had yielded no evidence, and the indications were that the intruders bad never gone in there - and the search moved to the hall and sitting room, allowing us at least to get a brew on in the kitchen.
The CID boss spent much of the time with the specialists, and every now and then I was needed to answer a question; but for the most part there was nothing I could do except sit around and feel anxiety eating into me. Where had Tracy and Tim been taken?
Were they being fed properly? Had th'ey got enough clothes? My mind was filled by a horrible image of them stuck in a blacked-out cellar with only a bucket for a toilet, food being thrown down to them, and rats running about the floor. Anger boiled up inside. I'd just love to get my hands on the bastards who'd taken them.
I'd never had any direct evidence that telepathy can work, but at that moment I exerted my will-power in an all-out attempt to send reassuring messages. Hang in there, I was telling them. Don't despair. We're on our way.
It was
when the team called it a day. Their leader promised a full report in the morning, but for the moment he let on that they had found signs of a struggle on the landing. Fibres from Tracy's pullover suggested that someone had grabbed her there and sat on her to hold her down before hustling her down the stairs.
Again I felt anger taking me over; the idea of other men getting their hands on her, bruising her fair skin, made me see red. I imagined Tim trying to scuttle away from the masked intruders but not getting far on his short legs, maybe yelling out as they seized him.
Different fibres they'd found told a more important story. One of the raiders had sat down and leant back in the chair that I'd perched on, resting his elbows on the arms. As soon as this fact reached Bates he lit up, and said that he knew of one well-known IRA player, Danny Aherne, who had a habit of sitting back in chairs to gloat over victims. Immediately the name went back over a secure phone to London.
With the search completed there was no reason why I shouldn't move back into the cottage. But did I want to? For a while I hesitated. It would make sense, obviously - if I was there I'd be able to take any message that came from the PIRA - but the idea of being there alone, with Tim and Tracy gone, seemed too depressing. On the other hand, the thought of spending another night in the mess pissed me offeven more. I had to drive back into camp in any case, because I'd left my
bergen
there, so I decided to have supper in the mess, then head back out.
In the dining-room my luck took a turn for the better.
There, eating on his own, sat Tony Lopez, the American SEAL
Who'd
joined D Squadron for a two- year tour. There was nobody I'd rather have fallen in with. Tony and I had been close ever since we'd been captured by the Iraqis during the Gulf War and spent six weeks together as
guests
ofSaddam Hussein. We hadn't been treated as badly as some other allied prisoners, but our spell in gaol had been tough enough, and it had forged a lasting friendship. On the operation in Colombia Tony had acted as our liaison officer and anchor-man. Being Puerto 1Kican by birth, and having Spanish as his first language, he'd proved an invaluable link with the natives.
'Hi there, Geordie!'
He raised a knife in greeting.
'Any news?'
I shook my head.
'Nothing yet.
All right if I come and join you?'
'Go right ahead.'
Thinking of Tony and his penchant for Mexican food, I chose chilli con carne, with a green salad on a separate plate.
'They've searched the house from top to bottom,' I told him as I sat down.
'A couple of small clues, but no fingerprints.
They reckon the sods all wore gloves.'
'How many of them?'
'They think there were four.
One to grab Tim, one for Tracy, one to take the picture, one to stand guard outside.
Very brave of them - the twats.'
'Anything
on their vehicle?'
'Nothing. Too many other tyre marks.
One print of- a trainer in a mud patch behind the house.
Otherwise, blank.'
'Geordie, I'm sorry.
I wish to hell there was something I could do.'
'Thanks.
Listen, why not come back and have a beer?
What I need most is company.'
'OK. I'd like that.'
As soon as I'd eaten I checked in at the incident room to see if anything was moving, and found a depressing lack of progress. The place was full of computer terminals, fax machines and newly-installed telephones, but activity had died down for a day and, like me, everybody was waiting - waiting for the word from the other side, waiting for a tip-off from an SB tout.
Tony picked up his car, an ancient red BMW that he had found going cheap in loss-on-Wye, and followed me out to the cottage. Driving down the lane, seeing the cottage's windows dark, I was hit by a wave of despair. All through our time in the jungle and during the marathon journey back, my expectations had built up: home, bed with Tracy, decent food, family life, picking up my relationship with Tim… now all this had turned to ashes.
Once inside the house, we gravitated to the kitchen.
For one thing, the Aga was ticking over and making the room warm; but somehow I didn't fancy being in the sitting room where the photo had been taken.
I got a couple of cans of lager out of the fridge and we sat, one either side of the pine table. 'Cheers!' I said.
'And God rot the PIRA.'
'Amen to that.' Tony's dark chestnut eyes were watching me steadily. 'Geordie,' he said, 'you look pretty much washed up.'
'I am. I didn't get my head down till after three.
Then I was up at five-thirty. I'll try and get a proper kip tonight.'
When the telephone rang, I jumped a mile. 'Jesus!' I exclaimed. 'This could be them.' I snatched the receiver up and snapped, 'Yes?'
Silence.
I was on the point of saying something more when I realised what was happening. I listened a moment longer.
Nothing.
Then the line clicked and went dead.
'It was them,' I said. 'They just wanted to know if I was here. Nuisance calls - that's going to be their game.'
I dialled the incident room in camp. 'I had a call,' I reported. 'I'm sure it was them.'
'If it happens again, take the phone off the hook,' advised the SB officer on duty. 'In the morning we'll get the lines re-routed so that any calls
they
malce come in here.'
'OK, then.'
I sat down again and swallowed a mouthful of beer.
'Couldn't they trace it back?' Tony asked.
'Too brief.
The line's tapped anyway, but what we need to do is keep them talking, to give the Special Branch a chance of DF-ing them. The trouble is, the fuckers are probably using a mobile and cruising around in a car.'
We sat, in silence for a while. Then Tony said, 'Know what? This reminds me of the first time I came here.
Remember? That was a low spot, too.'
Tony knew better than anyone how, in the aftermath of the Gulf War, Kath and I had become estranged, how I'd hit the booze, and how, when she had gone back to her parents in Belfast for a trial separation, I was really bumping along on the bottom.
For a few weeks he'd moved into the cottage, partly because it suited him, but also because he knew he could help me just by being around. Apart from any thing else he was an excellent cook, aiad with him in residence I'd started eating sensibly again. One way or another, I owed Tony a good deal.
Now he said, 'You just gotta take it easy. I know it sounds stupid if I say “C'mon, relax”, but there's nothing else for it. Sooner or later they'll come back on the air with a demand. Or the SB guys will get a lead.'
'Yeah, but what if they're maltreating Tim? He must be shit-scared, Tony. Poor little bugger - he's not even four and a half.'
'I know.'
'And what if somebody's molesting Tracy? Christ, I'd rip his bloody bollocks offwith my bare hands.'
'It's tough,' Tony agreed. 'But you can't do anything about
it
.'
'Why the luck didn't I drop Farrell while I had the chance? There's something about that guy, Tony. It's as if there's a superior force protecting him. I'm getting to think he's invincible.'
'Aw, you're imagining things.'
But Tony had never seen Farrell. He'd flown out to Colombia with our training team, but when everything had gone tits-up he'd had to stay behind in Bogotfi as our anchor-man, liaising with the British Embassy and the Americans. The result was that, to his great chagrin, he'd missed the fire-fight in the jungle. I'd already described the final showdown to him half a dozen times - how we'd blown up a pile of ether drums in the laboratory with a mega bang and fought our way back to the air-strip; how I'd slashed the tyres of the narcos'
Twin Otter so that it couldn't take o and how, as Farrell had tried to slip away into the forest, I'd wounded him with an MP 5 before running out of ammunition. I'd told Tony about that moment, when I had Farrell on the deck in front of me, when a mate had run up and handed me another sub-machine gun with a full mag on it, shouting, 'Go on, finish him oflq.' But somehow the hatred had drained out of me, and I'd let my victim get captured…
'All we needed to do was throw him in the river,' I said now. 'The crocodiles would have had him in a flash. The water was heaving with them. I didn't even have to kill him; the crocs would have done the job for me. He'd just have disappeared off the face of the earth.'
'Too bad,' Tony agreed. 'But don't let the guy bug you. You'll get even with him in the end.'
Neither of us wanted to make a night of it, so Tony went back to camp soon after ten-thirty, and I locked up all round.
Foxy Fraser and his SB team didn't seem to think that I was under any threat myself on the
contrary,
he'd said I was the fulcrum over which the PIRA would try to exert pressure with their lever. In other words, they positively needed me where I was, so I could initiate moves to have Farrell released. All the same, I didn't feel like taking any chances. That was why I'd badgered the store man in the armoury in camp into letting me take a Sig 226 pistol home overnight.
So, after a soak in a hot bath, I took a few precautions before I went to bed. Ever since my bad experiences in Iraq I'd had a thing about the bedroom door, finding it impossible to sleep unless I locked it. I turned the key and stood a chair against the inside with two saucepans balanced on it, so that even if somebody did get through he couldn't come in without making a hell of a clatter.
I put the phone on the floor beside the bed, laid the pistol on the bedside cabinet, and finally turned in.
I must have laid awake for some time, because afterwards I remembered how our resident owl had tuned .up in the oak tree outside the window, but in spite of all my anxieties I eventually dropped off. Some time later I became aware of a scratching noise. I rolled over on my back and listened. There it was again: a scrape, followed by a click. I knew the sounds exactly because I'd made them myself, dozens of times - sounds of someone picking a lock.
The noise was coming up from the front of the house and in through the open window. Without being able to see anything, I somehow knew that the men at the door were wearing black balactavas Jesus Christ! The PIRA were back. And this time they'd come for me! Moving my hand carefully I reached down, brought phone and receiver under the bedclothes, and dialled the incident room. All I got was Mac's recorded voice saying, 'Sorry, old boy, we can't deal with your call at the moment, we're rather busy.
Call back in half
an
hour.'
'Twats!' I muttered.
'Fucking useless!'
Then I thought: the Sig.
Of course, the Sig.
What was best?
Fire out the window at the intruders, maybe drop one and scare the rest off
?.
Or let them come in and hope to drop the lot?
But it was too late to wonder; they were inside already. I heard a sound on the stairs, a low voice. The door handle of the room turned, and at the same moment there was a different noise outside, the faint clank of my aluminium ladder being stealthily placed in position. Then I became aware of movement at the window and saw a black figure loom up, blotting out '
the starlight. I was trapped.
I lay dead still on my back, holding my breath. The window was to my left, the door straight ahead. The door began to open. Faint light showed through the crack - a torch. The chair I'd propped against the door fell over and dropped its load with a crash. At that instant I sensed movement in the opposite corner of the room, over my right shoulder. Someone else had got in already, and was coming from that direction. There were men all round me.
I reached for the Sig, felt, groped, snatched in the dark - but the pistol wasn't there. It had gone from the top of the cabinet.
Panic.
I went to roll out of bed, only to find I couldn't move. A tremendous weight was holding my legs down. I glanced to my left: the black figure was half-way in through the window. I looked
straight ahead and saw the man with the torch coming at me from the doorway. Looming bigger and bigger, he was almost on top of me. In spite of the dark I could make out the shape of a pistol in his hand. Within seconds I could see the faint sheen on the muzzle, the ring of death. I was looking straight down the barrel at point-blank range.
BANG! Instantly I was wide awake, shaking and soaked with sweat. The sheets were knotted up around me. Struggling free of them, I felt for the bedside lamp and switched it on. The Sig was still on the cabinet, the phone on the floor where I'd left it. The chair and saucepans stood unmoved against the door. The corner to my fight was empty.
I lay back on the pillow, gasping. My watch said 2.45. For a few seconds I glared round the room in disbelief, llinking; then I turned the lamp offagain, got up and went to look Out of the window, standing well back. By now the moon had risen and the garden was brightly illuminated. I watched for a minute or two and saw that all was peaceful.
I started shuddering. After the Gulf I'd been plagued by terrifying dreams very much like this one. It was those bad nights that started the trouble between me and Kath. My answer to this terror had been alcohol; I'd gone on the booze, and that had made everything far worse. Was all that crap about to start again? And would a Scotch or two be a good idea now?
'No, for Christ's sake,' I told myself. 'The one thing you do not need is a drink.' So I went back to bed, sickened by the knowledge that a long, lonely war of nerves lay ahead. I'd just come through one nightmare, but another was beginning, and this one was going to be far worse.
THREE
Even though I was dog-tired I couldn't sleep. I'd got over my fear of an immediate attack, but there was no way I could stop thinking about Tim and Tracy. After a while I went to lie on Tim's bed, imagining the look of his head on the pillow when we came in to check him last thing at night, the way his flaxen hair lay softly on the back of his neck. Even at four and a bit he was still wedded to Billy, his teddy bear, and usually dropped offsucking one of the damn thing's ears. Now Billy sat forlornly on the window-sill, and I knew that Tim, wherever he was, would be all the more miserable because he hadn't got the little bugger with him. What heartless bastards the PIRA were, to lift a kid as young as
that.
In time I began to feel cold, and forced myself to accept that lying in his room wouldn't bring him back.
So I returned to my own bed and tried to shut my mind down. I heard the clock in the hall strike three, then four - but that was all. I must eventually have nodded off, and the next time I came to it was
.
Since I was officially on leave I had no need to hurry into camp. So instead I called the incident room to make sure there had been no developments, then made myself breakfast and spent an hour going through Tracy's things. As usual, her desk was in perfect order: there were a couple of unpaid bills, but otherwise she had everything beautifully squared away. A school
34 exercise book contained a record of her expenses, in her neat writing, and she'd collected the drawings Tim had done at school into a folder. Most of them seemed to have violent subjects - tanks exploding, planes being shot down - and it wouldn't have taken a psychologist long to work out where all that came from. But the tidy way in which Tracy operated nearly choked me, because it made me realise how much she'd done for me.
At the time of Kath's death she'd been working as receptionist in the Camp Medical Centre. A week or two before I got posted to Northern Ireland she and her friend Susan had been thrown out of their lodgings in Hereford, so I had suggested they should occupy Keeper's Cottage while I was abroad. Events then speeded up in a direction I hadn't anticipated: Tracy and I
fell
i-or each other, and she had moved into the cottage for good, taking over Tim as though he were her own son. In a few months she had grown up with incredible speed and developed from a lively, knock about girl into a responsible foster mother. She'd kept on her job for a while, but then, when I went to Colombia, she'd given it up.
Driving away from the cottage wrenched me back to the present. In camp again, I was heading for the Kremlin when I spotted Jimmy Wells, the int officer, coming towards me on a converging path. A scrawny fellow with a narrow face and lank, dark hair brushed sideways over the top of his head, he usually went about with a hunted look, as though he were permanently worried; but his harassed appearance belied him, because he was at heart a cheerful character, always inclined to make the best of things.
'Hi, Geordie,' he called. 'No news yet?'
'Nothing so far.'
'Got time for a natter?'
