A Beautiful Lie (2 page)

“Don’t start with me, McCarthy.  You knew I had to finish these photos before we went to dinner.  I don’t even know why we’re doing this.  You know I don’t like to make a big fuss,” she complained as she tried in vain to wipe off the sand from her bare stomach.  All she managed to do was spread it around.

He just stood there staring at her.  If he spoke right now it would probably come out as a squeak or mumbled nonsense.  As soon as she had stood up, all of the blood rushed from his head right to his dick.

She was wearing a pale blue bandeau bikini top that tied around her neck and matching bottoms.  He only knew they matched because the white wrap-around skirt she wore was wet and see-through as it clung to every inch of her hips and thighs, grazing just above her knees.  He watched her brush her hands against her small, firm stomach and it was starting to irritate him.  His hands itched to reach out and do it for her, to touch her skin and feel her warmth.

Dangerous territory.  He had no business thinking those things.  She was his friend and she deserved better than his habitual dirty thoughts.

“Quit your bitching, Parker. It’s your birthday.  What kind of a friend would I be if I didn’t take you out to celebrate?”

“Oh, I don’t know.  How about a good one?  I hate my birthday. You know that.  All that fuss just to be one day closer to death.  It’s idiotic.” She huffed as she finally gave up on removing the offending sand from her skin.

Garrett sent up a silent prayer for that until she untied the flimsy, wet scrap of material from around her waist and started to wring it out into the sand.

He didn’t know what was worse, staring at her bikini bottoms and skin through the haze of wet material or having her stand in front of him practically in her underwear with all that bare, golden skin showing, talking to him like it was no big deal.

Because it
was
no big deal, he reminded himself.  It wasn't like he had never seen her in her bathing suit before...or her underwear for that matter.  But that was a mistake.  It was over a year ago, she was drunk, and really, it could have happened to anyone.

“You know why we’re doing this,” Garrett said softly, cocking his head to the side as he forced himself to look at her eyes and not any lower.

She hated when he looked at her like that, with those bright blue eyes the same color as the ocean that made her melt.  How many times over the years had she needed to force herself not to run her hands down the side of his face when he had looked at her like that?  Too many to count, that was for sure.  Sometimes she wondered if he knew the power he had over her and did things like that just to see if he could get a reaction out of her.

Parker pictured herself cupping his cheek in her hand and smoothing away the sadness.  As quickly as the image appeared, her chest constricted with guilt when his words broke through her errant thoughts.

“He took you out to dinner on your birthday every year, even if he had to do it with you kicking and screaming,” Garrett said with a smile to soften the blow he was sure his words brought.  “It’s my duty as your friend and his to carry on that tradition, especially this year.”

Especially this year, especially this year...
The words repeated on a loop in her head.

It still didn’t seem real; the first birthday in eight years spent without him.  He’d been gone for six months, and she still woke up every day expecting to hear him walk through the door, laugh outrageously loud at something stupid, or get snippy with her when she asked him where he’d been all night.

She wasn’t going to let those dark thoughts mess with her mind.  Not right now.  And definitely not tonight.  She’d spent too much time already lately wondering “What if?” and thinking about all of the things she could have done differently.  Her guilt that most of those feelings revolved around the man standing next to her than on the one she’d given her heart to took up too much residence in her mind and her heart as it was.

Garrett was hurting too.  He’d spent the past six months being her rock and making sure she remembered to eat, shower, work, and anything else she forgot to do when the memories and sadness threatened to overwhelm her.  He needed her to be strong for once, and she was determined to do just that.  Even if it meant she had to celebrate her birthday.

“Fine.  But I draw the line at strangers crowding around the table singing ‘Happy Birthday’ like a bunch of jackasses.”

“Deal.” Garrett laughed.

They turned and made their way across the beach and up the stairs to her condo talking about birthdays past.

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An hour and a half later they were seated at a back corner table at Sorrento’s just finishing up their meal.  Sorrento’s was a small, family owned restaurant on the outskirts of town.  The tables were covered with green vinyl and the booths with red leather.  Pictures of Italy and old Sicilian families littered the walls and the white, silk carnation covered in dust in the center of their table had seen better days.  Garrett liked to tease Parker by calling her favorite place a “hole in the wall.”  Luckily, the amazing food made up for the less than perfect atmosphere.

Parker was wiping the corner of her mouth with her  napkin as Garrett sat watching her.

His best friend was gorgeous. There was no denying that.  If it was possible, she was even more beautiful than the first day he met her, and he was stunned stupid when he laid eyes on her all those years ago in the coffee shop just off campus.

After a quick shower at her condo when they had got back from the beach earlier, she had let her naturally wavy hair air dry.  The auburn waves had golden highlights from the sun and hung down past her shoulders.

He watched as she used her fingers to sweep her long bangs out of her eyes at the dinner table.  Garrett always had the urge to do that for her.  How many times had the three of them, and some random hook-up he’d found, been out to dinner over the years when his hand would raise on its own accord to smooth the hair away from her face?  One time he even had to pass it off by quickly signaling the waitress for another drink.

Even if Parker didn't like celebrating her birthday, she still liked dressing up and going out.  When she had got out of the shower, she chose an olive colored strapless mini dress that had a relaxed top all the way down to her hips.  It hugged the tops of her thighs and her perfectly round bottom tightly, featuring gold-studded detailing that accentuated her toned physique.  This was her favorite dress to wear when her skin started to darken from the summer sun and she was in the mood to feel sexy.

She was glad Garrett chose to dress up as well.  He looked good in anything he wore, but when she stood up from her spot in the sand earlier and saw him in a pair of black dress pants and a long sleeved blue button down with the sleeves pushed up to his elbows, it was enough to make her mouth water.  It reminded her that it had been far too long since she last saw him in the clean, crisp lines of his Navy Service Dress Whites. The pants, with a permanent military crease that ran down the front, showed off his muscular legs, and the tailored jacket hugged his well-defined chest and broad shoulders.  How many times had she stood in rapt attention when he shot his cuffs and adjusted his collar?

Her precarious thoughts were threatening to consume her, so it was a good thing Garrett chose that moment to place a small, gift-wrapped box on the table in front of her as the waitress cleared their plates.

Parker’s eyes lit up and she clapped her hands together, practically bouncing up and down in her seat with excitement.

"You hate birthdays yet pee your pants over presents.  There is clearly something wrong with you," Garrett joked.

"Shut up and give me my present," she replied with a sassy tone.

He shook his head and laughed as he slid the box across the table towards her.

She reached out and snatched it up into her hands and tore the wrapping paper off in three seconds flat.

"Hey, I took a lot of care wrapping that present and you didn't even appreciate it." Garrett pouted.

"Oh you did not," she fired back. "You wouldn't know how to wrap a present if your life depended on it.  Who did you con into doing your dirty work for you this time?" She asked with a raise of one of her eyebrows.  "Tiffani with an 'I', Bambi, Destiny..."

Garrett feigned a look of indignation that she would suggest such a thing, but unfortunately she was right.

Over the years he never had a shortage of women at his disposal.  Some would say he was trying to overcompensate for the fact that the only woman he had ever wanted, he could never have.  But Garrett would never say that.  He was just bored and he tired easily of the same thing day after day.  He needed variety.  It was the spice of life after all, right?

Parker slid open one of the flaps of the box, and Garrett gave up the staring contest.  He would never win anyway.  She knew him too well.

"Alright, fine.  It was Buffy," he admitted with a roll of his eyes.

She barked out a laugh at his attempt to hide who he really was from her.  She'd seen so many women come and go from his life over the years that she couldn't keep up.  She never understood why he didn't just find a nice girl and settle down, even though the thought of it made her chest ache.

The smile dropped from her face when she opened up the last flap and saw what was in the box.

Garrett bit his lip nervously, worried about her reaction to the gift.  Every year for her birthday his friend had showered her with lavish, expensive jewelry: diamond earrings, a ruby necklace, an emerald bracelet. Every year Garrett tried to convince him to give Parker something more meaningful.  Something she wanted and wished for.  Something that actually showed he cared and not how much money he shelled out.  Parker wasn't the flashy jewelry type but every year he draped her in expensive gemstones that Garrett rarely, if ever, saw her wear.

He sat there second-guessing his decision for sixty-eight seconds while Parker stared wordlessly down into the box.  Was she sad that she didn't get her usual gift of jewelry?  Did it make her miss him even more?  Garrett wanted to try and keep things the same for her this year, but it just didn't seem right to buy her something
he
usually did.  That was one thing he couldn't do.

Before he could panic for another second, Parker’s voice rang out, causing several of the other patrons to look their way.

"Oh my God. Garrett, where did you find this?  I can't believe you did this!"

The smile on Parker’s face grew so big she thought she might get a cramp in her cheek.  She had been looking for a lens to fit her mother's camera for three years.  She had called every photography store all over the world and no one carried it anymore.  She knew her camera was a dinosaur, but she couldn't bring herself to part with it.  That camera was the only thing she had left of her mother since her father had decided to give every single thing to Goodwill two days after she died.  Thank God her mother had given her the camera long before then.

Parker delicately pulled the long, black cylinder out of the box and turned it around every which way to get a good look at it.

"Garrett, I can't believe you found this.  How in the world...where did...it must have..."

Listening to her fumble with words and reverently inspect the lens made Garrett realize he had made the right decision with the gift.  Not to mention the fact that hearing her speak his name made him twitch in his pants.  When Garrett and Milo had met Parker, she quickly became one of them and adopted their ingrained military habit of calling everyone by their surname.  It had been too long since he had heard his first name tumble past her lips.

"I cannot reveal my sources, Parker.  Let's just say that sometimes it pays to have top secret military clearance," Garrett said with a wink.

The funny thing was Parker was pretty sure he wasn't joking. Knowing his way around computers like he did definitely had its perks.

Parker gently placed the lens back in the box, stood up, and made her way around to where Garrett sat.  He tossed the napkin from his lap onto the table and stood up quickly as soon as she left her chair, always the gentleman.  When she got to him, she didn’t hesitate to mold her body to his and wrap her arms around his neck.

Parker was a hugger.  He had learned that about her quickly, and over the years Garrett had to try not to cringe whenever she got too close to him.  He would never admit just how much it excited him when she pressed her body into to his and he could feel every single inch of her curves and softness.  And therein laid the problem.  When she got that close, he got excited—literally.  Her skin, her smell, her breasts pushing up against his chest, all of it made his dick stand at attention.  But of course he chalked that up to a normal reaction he would have around any gorgeous woman.

Garrett quickly wrapped his arms around Parker and returned the hug.  Anything else would just be rude.  They were friends, after all, and friends hugged all the time.

“Thank you so much, Garrett.  The gift is perfect,” she whispered against his cheek. Her warm breath floating around his ear and the way she softly said his name again made him grind his teeth.  She always smelled like coconuts, beach, and fresh air, and tonight was no different.  He breathed her in and held the scent inside his lungs, letting it burrow down inside him like he always did.

Parker pulled her head away so she could look at his face, and her breath caught in her throat.  His usual pale blue eyes had darkened, and he stared at her like she was something to eat.  Butterflies beat furiously in her stomach but as soon as she blinked, the look was gone, replaced by soft eyes and a friendly smile.  She forced herself to smile back at him and not make the moment awkward, even though she was still wrapped tightly in his arms.  She wondered, not for the first time, what he would do if she leaned forward and kissed him.  Their faces were so close she wouldn’t need to move very far.  Just a few small inches and her lips could be pressed up against his, and she could finally see if he tasted as good as he looked.