Authors: Dewey Lambdin
It was “bad form,” and un-gentlemanly, for Lewrie to accept it. The proper form would be to wave it off, tell the man whose throat one wished to slit and bowels one tried to spill what an heroic defence he had put up, so “honourably,” but, Lewrie wasn't feeling especially charitable that evening, so he took hold of it and gave the young fellow a grave nod. Damned if he'd let
any
armed Frog ponce about with a swordâ¦he might relent and give it back, once sure that both ships would float and sail.
“Merci,”
he said, its hilt to his face in salute.
He stumbled aft along the enemy warship's starboard gangway, a tangle of dead and wounded, of splintered wood, sails, rigging, and hidden ring-bolts, to the enemy's quarterdeck, where some of his sailors were capering and laughing that particular uproarious good humour that only whole survivors could laugh, atop slain foes.
“Cap'm, sir!” Ordinary Seaman Martyn chortled, handing him yet another sheathed sword. “âEre's âer cap'm's blade, sir. Won't âave a need f'r it in
âis
life no more, Cap'm, nosirree!”
“Mus' be worth fifty guineas, sor!” Able Seaman Clancey hooted, producing yet another. “An' thayr First Off'cer's sword, âere, âtis a fine'un, too, sor. Poor feller's not long f'r this world, neither, we reckon,” Clancey callously snickered, pointing back towards the wheel, where an officer who'd had a leg shot off at the hip, and the other one bent at an un-natural angle, was being tended by two French sailors.
“A guinea for each of you, lads,” Lewrie told them, “but, let's not be makin' a career of lootin' the deadâ¦even Frenchmen.”
“Thankee, sor!”
“And, let's stay cold sober, too, âfore I have ye all at âMast,'” Lewrie sternly reminded them.
Lewrie took a tour of the quarterdeck, taking in the heavy damage, the strewn corpses and dis-mounted guns, with his lips pursed in a silent whistle. Unlike most combats reported in the
Marine Chronicle,
where the French fired a few broadsides to salve their captain's conscience and uphold honour before striking, this ship had fought to winâ¦and had paid the price. It was a slaughterhouse!
French frigates carried over-large complements compared to English warships, sometimes as many as 350 or more. For raiders such as this
L'Uranie,
intent on prize-taking and long cruises, they carried more officers, petty officers, and sailors to man and safeguard those ships they took, leaving enough aboard
to maintain the raider at full strength if she was required to fight to keep possession of her prizes.
But, with so many men aboard, it was no wonder that every shot through her hull or bulwarks had reaped
L'Uranie's
over-manned crew as thickly as a farmer's scythe would cut down a field of grain. Excess hands could replace gunners and sail-tenders for a time, but if battle lasted long enoughâ¦
To Lewrie, gazing down into the waist, it looked as if half of those 350 Frenchmen lay on deck where they fell, or whimpered their lives away in those two long rows of savagely mutilated! A few more lanthorns bobbed about, fetched from
Proteus,
so his own petty officers could survey their own frigate's damage from out-board, or rig thick rope mats as fenders to protect both ships as their hulls thudded together, orâ¦to pick and hunt among the dead and wounded for their shipmates, leaving the French where they were, for now.
Triage,
but of a different form. From the French quarterdeck, Lewrie could look over at his own ship and shake his head at how many shot-holes and shattered planks he could count in the feeble, bobbing hand-lanthorn lights.
And what's me own “butcher's bill”?
he sourly wondered, feeling sick at his stomach, in addition to bone-tired;
What'd Twigg tell me, back in London? Save mine arse from the gallows whilst far overseas by doin' somethin'⦠glorious!
He felt like spitting a foul taste from his mouth.
This “glorious” enough for
â
em, hey? I slay enough Frogs, sacrifice enough o'
my people,
t'keep me neck un-stretched? Price is too damned high!
Surgeon Mr. Hodson and Surgeon's Mate Mr. Durant would tell him the cost, soon enough, Lewrie was sure.
He
shoved
himself erect from his slump on shot-gnawed railings, all but shook himself like a hound to wake himself from his lassitude. With three captured swords under his left arm, Lewrie descended an un-damaged ladderway on the larboard side to pace the main deck and waist of the French frigate, looking up at the cross-deck beams and the boat-tier, where the ruins of cutter, launch, gig, and jolly-boat sat like a pile of gayly-painted scrap lumber.
“Sir ⦔ a voice intruded, and Lewrie turned to face it. Mr. Midshipman Darcy Gamble stood there, tears in his eyes. Nearby, Mr. Midshipman Grace knelt by a still form, just rolling it over face-up. “âTis Mister Larkin, sir,” Gamble told him, and Lewrie looked down to see the rictus of agony on the poor lad's face, his final expression to the fact of his own hard death, so early in life. And the flickers of Midshipman Grace's cheap tin candle-lanthorn made the lad's wounds even more lurid. “Oh, damn,” Lewrie softly muttered. “Poor, wee lad.”
“Still has his pistol and dirk in his hands, sir,” Grace added, snuffling as he looked up at his captain. “He went down fighting, sir.”
“Honourable wounds to the front, aye,” Gamble pointed out, striving for the stoicism the Navy demanded, but still on the ragged edge of open sorrow for a fallen mess-mate.
“We cannot let him just lie here, sir, perhaps ⦔ Grace said.
“Time enough for Mister Larkin later, Mister Grace,” Lewrie told him, after harumphing to clear his throat. “There's our ship, and our wounded, to see to, first. First, last, and always. Mister Gamble.”
“Sir?”
“Pick one,” Lewrie told him, extending the three sheathed swords to him, hilts first. “With Lieutenant Catterall fallen, you are now an Acting-Lieutenant, and Third Officer into
Proteus.
You, Mister Grace, are now our senior Midshipmanâ¦for now, our only Midshipman, though there may be a likely lad or two I may advance, later.”
“I see, sir,” Grace replied, sadly thoughtful.
“Up to you t'show âem the ropes of table, duties, and cockpit,” Lewrie further said, hoping new and demanding duties and responsibilities might take his mind off Larkin's loss.
“Hmm⦠a bit grand, these, sir,” Gamble said, his mouth cocked into a shy
moue,
selecting the plainer sword, though one with a finer and more serviceable blade. Midshipman The Honourable D'arcy Gamble came from well-to-do parents, and could, when confirmed by Admiralty, easily afford better to wear on his hip, but for now, his choice gave Lewrie an even better estimation of him.
“Very well, Lieutenant Gamble. Seek out Lieutenant Langlie and tell him my decision,” Lewrie ordered. “My respects to him, and he is to work you âtil you drop to make both ships fit to sail, again.”
“Aye aye, sir,” Acting-Lieutenant Gamble said, with sudden pride awakening in his eyes.
“I'll have Andrews see to Mister Larkin, Mister Grace,” Lewrie added. “For now, we've needâ¦what?” he asked, feeling a cold chill in his innards as Grace's face screwed up in fresh, shy grief.
“Sorry, sir,” Grace all but wailed as he got to his feet. “We saw your man fall. Didn't wish t'be the one t'tell you, sir, but⦠I s'pose I must. Heâ¦was in the main top with the other marksmen andâ¦was shot, and tumbled out, and hit the ⦔ Grace had to pause, and gulp, “the edge of the gangway, sir, andâ¦!”
“He's gone?” Lewrie croaked, suddenly much weaker, and wearier. “Andrews is gone?”
All these years, my right-hand man, Cox'n, and�
he
thought, squinting his eyes in pain;
How many people must I get killed? Strangers, enemiesâ¦friends? For he wasâ¦
“Theyâ¦passed him out a starboard gun-port, sir, with theâ¦other dead,” Mr. Grace managed to relate. “Sorry, sir. Sorry.”
Gone. “Fallen” was the euphemism of the age. It was what was done with Navy casualties in battle. The dead were put over the side, at once, to clear the decks for those who still fought, a brutal necessity to maintain their morale. In many cases, the hopelessly mangled and sure to die were “put out of their misery” by a petty officer with a heavy mallet, then shoved, un-conscious and un-knowing, out the ports, too, as a “mercy” for an old shipmate whom the surgeons couldn't save. It was why the inner sides of the hull, by the guns, were traditionally painted red, as red as fresh-spilled or fresh-splattered bloodâ¦in the heat of action, the living
might
not notice.
Lewrie looked down, not at Larkin, but at a bare patch of deck, willing himself not to weep. Andrews â¦
Matthew
Andrews!â¦a long-time companion, was dead and gone. No matter the gulf between common sailors and officers, how aloof and apart a captain must appear to his hands, Andrews and Aspinall had been his touchstones with reality, a pair of close
friends,
really, and his loss felt like an abyss, a part of his own years in-company with him, had been cut away and lost. In a way, perhaps it was best that Andrews had been put over the sideâ¦best that he was
physically
gone, for Lewrie didn't think he'd be able to bear to look on many more familiar dead faces. There would surely be enough of them, already.
Blaming himself, too, scathing himself, for Andrews had been the one to go ashore and lead his dozen “Free Black volunteers” aboard the night in Portland Bight on Jamaica when he'd stolen them from one of the Beauman family's plantationsâ¦as a cock-snooking lark!
Had he not, would Andrews still live? Without that act,
Proteus
might still be in the Caribbean, not
here,
in
this
hour, engaged with a French frigate of greater firepower. Groome and Rodney might not have run away, were there no circus to lure them, no Africa in which to die. Whitbread, the others, might not be buried at Cape Town.
Yet, had not Andrews run from his own master on Jamaica, first? Run from the softer chains of a house slave, better fed than the field hands, garbed in wealth-flaunting livery, yet run in spite of all? As the others had run, put everything at risk for a
whiff
of freedom, even the Royal Navy's harsh version. Andrews, and they, had endured sailors' poverty, plain victuals, and unending, back-breaking work in all sorts of weather, living with the constant risk of death or disablement, the sure coming of rheumatism or arthritis, the sicknesses
that arose when hundreds of men were pent together so closely in a foul and reeking wet gun-deck, for â¦what? To be
free
men, to live a wild and adventurous life as free deep sea rovers;
paid
for their suffering, and worthy of their hire! Freely entered into, and, in the Navy, ready to fight the enemy, the ocean itself, to live, and maybe die, free!
“Damme,” Lewrie softly spat, raising his head, at last, stiffening his spine after a long, sad sigh. Steeling himself to play-act a role of captain, second only to God. He had two ships to save, perhaps hundreds of men, his own and the enemy's, to succour and tend to, prisoners to keep a wary eye on, and, sometime after the sun rose, another French frigate to be alert for, and possibly fight.
And, he was mortal-certain, the first of many at-sea burials, as early as tomorrow's Forenoon Watch, with more to follow as they sailed into the equatorial heat. There was a convoy to re-join and round back up, should anything have happened to
Jamaica.
Duty, that grim, demanding bitch, come to call with all her nagsome sisters, would never give a man a moment of his own! There
would
be a time to grieve Andrews and all his deadâ¦once anchored in a safe harbour.
“Very well, sirs,” Lewrie forced himself to rasp, clapping both hands together in the small of his back. “Let's be about it, hmm?”
Stern, now, a facade of grim stoicism back on his face, Lewrie made the shaky crossing back aboard
Proteus,
though his shuddery limbs threatened to betray him. There was no formal welcome from side-party or bosun's calls, just a bone-weary man clumping awkwardly to the oak planks of the larboard gangway of a shot-to-pieces ship.
“Sir,” Sailing Master Winwood said, doffing his hat as he came forward from the quarterdeck, limping from a leg wound upon his right thigh, his breeches cut away to reveal a thick, padded bandage.
“Mister Winwood,” Lewrie acknowledged. “Oh. I know.”
Mr. Winwood held in his hand a coin-silver bosun's call on its chain,
Andrews's
call, and mark of his post as Coxswain. Crushedâ¦by the musket ball that slew him, or by his fall from high aloft?
“So many, sir,” Mr. Winwood said in his usual mournful way. “I am told by Mister Hodson that we've nigh twenty fallen, and ten more in a bad way, with at least thirty others more-or-less lightly wounded.”
“Admiralty will be
so
impressed,” Lewrie sarcastically growled.
“Even so, it is a signal victory, sir,” Mr. Winwood said in his gravest manner. “Off to the Nor'east,
Jamaica
has come to grips with the other Frenchman, or so it would appear. The lights of both ships are close-aboard each other, and all gunfire has ceased, so one might assume that she has conquered her foe, as well,
Captain. We have won. And, from what little I saw aboard our foe, before I sustained my own trifling wound,” he proudly alluded to his leg, no matter how stoic
he
wished to appear, “they must have suffered over an hundred fallen, and a like number disabled. Aye, Captain Lewrie, Admiralty
should
be impressed. Perhaps a quarter, or a third, of the French squadron in the Indian and Southern Oceans eliminated at one blow, too, sir? Well!”
“Forgive me, Mister Winwood, but, at the moment⦔ Lewrie attempted to apologise.