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Authors: Tracie Peterson

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“I’m hardly that young anymore. I’m four and twenty, soon to be five and twenty. Since you know my mother, you know also that my father is deceased. We have worked to get by without him these last ten years. Everyone does their part, and that is why I was praying. My sister, Elida, is now old enough to help with the laundry service, and with summer approaching, she’ll be out of school and able to help full time. I want to figure yet another way to support our household, but to be frank, I’m not good at anything.”

Mrs. Jameston chuckled. “I seriously doubt that to be true.”

“Well, I tried my hand at serving tables at one of the local eating establishments, but I was rather clumsy. I think all the noise and people caused me to be nervous. Then I tried working at the textile mill, but . . .” She shuddered and tried to block the ugly image from her imagination once again. “A little boy lost his hand. It was horrible.”

“Oh, my dear child, I cannot even imagine how terrible that must have been for you.” Mrs. Jameston patted Cassie’s arm in sympathy.

“I knew I couldn’t work there,” Cassie said, shaking her head. “Now I’m not sure what to do. You would think that God might have gifted me with more beneficial accomplishments, but perhaps that is my own fault. I never cared much for mending, even though there was always a great deal to do. I can iron well, but there aren’t all that many opportunities for such a thing, unless you also make a good cleaning maid.” Cassie looked at the woman and smiled. “Have you ever met anyone quite so hopeless?”

“You are hardly hopeless, child. Besides, I believe I might have a solution.”

“I doubt it.” She clapped her hand to her mouth, then lowered it gingerly. “I’m so sorry. See what I mean? I tend to speak without thinking.”

Mrs. Jameston laughed. “I am not in the leastwise offended. My dear, what I have in mind will benefit us both. I am a lonely old lady. I have one living child who rarely gives me more than a moment of his time, and that is only in order to get money from me. He’s a scallywag to be sure. Then, of course, there are the servants. They have been with me for years and are dear folks, but I need a companion. I like you, Cassie Stover, and I believe you could easily be that very person.”

“But what would I do as your companion?” All sorts of thoughts danced through Cassie’s head. Perhaps a companion was simply a nice way of saying maid or nurse. “I’m hardly trained to care for the sick.”

“And I am hardly in need of a nurse,” Mrs. Jameston said. “I’m talking about a friend—someone to live in my house and keep me company. Can you read and write?”

“Yes. I read all the time. I had to leave school at sixteen, but I’ve kept up with my reading by visiting the library every week.”

“See there—you could read to me and write my letters. My eyes are failing me, and I cannot do close-up work like I once could.”

Cassie smiled. “I think such a situation sounds too good to be true,” she said. “You hardly would need to hire me to be your friend. I’d be happy to come visit you on occasion.”

“That is kind of you,” Mrs. Jameston replied, “but I want someone who would live with me. As I get older, my feet are less steady, and as you have just witnessed, I often overdo. As my companion, you could help to keep me in line.” She smiled rather conspiratorially and added, “Or at least enjoy the adventure with me.”

Cassie laughed. “I think I would like that very much. I hadn’t thought of living elsewhere, but I’m certain my mother would understand.”

“It’s settled, then. Walk home with me, and let me show you around. You can decide for yourself once you see my house.” She got up and immediately Cassie rose as well.

“Let me help you,” Cassie said, offering her arm. “I wouldn’t want you to overdo again.”

Mrs. Jameston allowed Cassie to assist her. They strolled slowly in the opposite direction Cassie would take to go home. No doubt Mrs. Jameston lived in a more elegant part of town.

“I love Philadelphia in the springtime,” Mrs. Jameston said as they walked. “My husband, Worther Jameston, God rest his soul, loved to walk with me this time of year. I suppose that is what caused me to cast aside the better sense I usually display and set out by myself.”

“It’s my favorite time too,” Cassie told her. “A time of renewal.”

“Indeed. I have seen so many springs,” Mrs. Jameston admitted. “I’m not sure to see many more, but with each one, I find that I appreciate the colors and scents more than ever. There is a garden at my house; you’ll spend plenty of time there if you decide to work for me. There are wonderful rosebushes and lilacs, and a bevy of other flowering plants. My man Wills is quite expert in keeping the yard in bloom. It looks festive and peaceful but also fills the air with sweet smells.”

“I shall look forward to seeing it,” Cassie said, trying to picture the variety.

“I have benches and chairs out there and frankly spend far more time outdoors than in, when the weather permits. I seldom leave Philadelphia, even during the heat of summer.”

“What of the epidemics?” Cassie wondered aloud.

“Sickness is everywhere. We try to take precautions, but I will not give myself over to worry. We often traveled during the summers when Mr. Jameston was with me. Perhaps, if you agree to be my companion, we can take a few trips as well. I’ve not traveled in years.” Mrs. Jameston gazed ahead. “My house is just up the street. The last one on the right.”

Cassie caught a glimpse of the impressive four-story brick structure as they drew near. “It’s beautiful,” she exclaimed. “The homes on this street are so grand.”

Mrs. Jameston paused at the drive. “Sadly, it doesn’t feel quite as much like a home anymore as it does a museum. As I mentioned before, my son Sebastian is seldom here, but when he is, he gives no thought to others. I find most days, I simply wander the rooms until I grow bored, then take myself outdoors.”

Cassie felt sorry for Mrs. Jameston. Here she was with her money and her beautiful home, yet there was no happiness in her voice. She was lonely and idle—and Cassie wondered if she was merely waiting to die.

The drive stretched alongside a beautifully manicured lawn. The grass had greened in the warmth of early spring, and along the walkway were tulips of various colors. The sight was cheery and bright, yet a palpable sorrow seemed cast over the entire place.

Mrs. Jameston smiled as she opened the front door. “I hope you like it.”

Cassie stepped inside the house and stared in wonder. Many times in her life she had walked past the houses of the wealthy and wondered what she might find inside. Now here she was.

The foyer was large with a highly polished tile floor. The walls were covered in a gold-patterned paper that gave the room an air of elegance. There wasn’t a hint of dust on any of the paintings or furnishings, and everything smelled of wood oil and lemon.

“Ah, here’s Brumley,” Mrs. Jameston announced.

Cassie noted the man appeared to be in his late fifties. He was dressed in a dark suit that had been tailored to fit him some twenty pounds ago. Still, he carried a look of refinement as he gave the ladies a curt bow. “Madam,” he said, acknowledging Mrs. Jameston.

“Brumley, this is Miss Stover. We attend church together, and I have asked her to become my companion and live here with us. She is considering the idea at present.”

Cassie couldn’t be sure, but it seemed a look of relief passed over the man’s features. He straightened his snug coat.

“I’m pleased to meet you, Miss Stover. Please let me know if I might be of assistance.”

Cassie nodded. “Thank you. It’s very nice to meet you, Mr. Brumley.”

“Brumley has been with me for more years than either of us care to own,” Mrs. Jameston said with a smile. “Now come, Cassandra. I will show you around.”

Boston

Marcus Langford looked up from the paper gripped tightly in his hand and frowned. “If only Richard would have communicated more often. I have his latest letter, but that’s nearly a week old.”

“Does it offer anything useful?” Nelson Stafford asked as he took a chair opposite Mark’s desk. As head of United American Mariner’s Insurance, Nelson had been equally grieved to learn of Richard’s death while investigating a case of suspected fraud.

“Time and again the same name is mentioned whenever Richard was able to convince someone to talk.” Mark slammed his fist on the desk. “I’m certain the man must be involved in his death. I intend to figure it out for myself and see that he pays for what he’s done.”

“Are you sure you can be objective about this, Mark?”

“I can,” he assured, “but I cannot be without feeling. Richard was a good friend.”

“To both of us,” Nelson said, leaning forward. The three men had worked hard to help make United American Mariner’s Insurance a successful company. Nelson’s brown eyes seemed to bore into Mark’s soul. “I want to catch the person or persons responsible as much as you do.”

Mark leaned back, nodding. “I know that, and I didn’t mean to imply otherwise. I’m going to leave for Philadelphia in the morning. I will find Rich’s killer. I promise you that much.”

CHAPTER 2

Philadelphia

M
rs. Jameston has hired you?” Dora Stover asked her daughter.

Cassie laughed at her mother’s surprise. “Yes. She said she needed a companion—a friend. I told her she needn’t hire me to be her friend, as I would happily do that anyway, but she insisted. She wants me to move in immediately.”

She pulled a small carpetbag from beneath her bed. “I know it’s unexpected, but the pay will be such a help. I can’t bear to work in the factories. And with Elida’s help with the laundry service, you should be able to get by without me. Since I’ll be living with Mrs. Jameston, you will have my portion of food as well.”

Her mother sat on the edge of the bed. “We’ve hardly been starving, Cassie. I knew you were hoping to find a position, but I hadn’t expected that finding one would take you from the house. It will be hard to have you gone. I’ll worry about you.”

Cassie went to her mother and smoothed back an errant strand of graying brown hair. “You mustn’t worry over me. I will come home to visit as often as possible. Mrs. Jameston said I may have Saturdays off to be with you. I can also help with the laundry if there is too much for you to handle. And of course we will all be in church together on Sundays.”

“Oh, I know all of that,” her mother replied, taking hold of her daughter’s hand. “I’m just surprised.”

Cassie sat down beside her. “I won’t take the job if you’d rather I not.” It hadn’t occurred to Cassie until just that moment that perhaps her mother was afraid to live there without her eldest daughter.

“I wouldn’t dream of it. It’s definitely an answer to prayer. The extra money will help to make repairs on the house. We’ve long neglected our sweet refuge.”

A quick glance around the room at the sorry state of peeling wallpaper and chipped paint on the window frames proved that much. And that was just at first glance; Cassie knew that the chimneys were in need of repair, as was the roof.

“We shall soon see the house set to rights,” Cassie promised. “Not only that, but there should be money enough to buy some new clothes for Elida. She can hardly continue to wear my old rags.”

“I know you’re right. Mrs. Jameston has a generosity of spirit that is unmatched by any woman I know. She will be good to you, I’ve no doubt. I suppose I shall have to endure missing your company.”

“Why will we miss Cassie’s company?” Elida asked as she bounded into the room. She spied the carpetbag. “Where are you going?”

“I have a new job,” Cassie replied. She got up and went to the dresser to gather her clothes. “I am moving to Mrs. Jameston’s house to become her companion. You will need to come home quickly after school each day and help Mama with the laundry.”

Elida frowned. “I don’t want you to go. I’ll be afraid to sleep here by myself. You know how noises frighten me, and Mama is so delicate. You said so yourself.”

Their mother looked at Cassie oddly. “Delicate? You described me as delicate?”

“You are delicate, Mama.” Her cheeks flushed. “Father always said so. He said you were like a delicate flower.”

Her mother snickered as if it were an old joke. “He also said I was as stubborn as a mule. I hope you won’t start calling me one now, however.”

Elida put her hand to her forehead as if she were about to swoon. “It will be ever so terrible without you here. Who will read to me?”

“I’m certain that while Cassie is a superior reader,” their mother interjected, “I am quite capable of sharing a good book with you, Elida.”

“But this room is so big and at night it will be so empty without you.” Elida looked at Cassie with her eyes wide. “What if I get sick? What if I have a fit of apoplexy?”

Cassie laughed at her sister’s dramatics. “Do you even know what a fit of apoplexy is?”

“Well, it must be truly bad, because Mrs. Radisson has such fits all of the time, and she is often too ill to attend to her family.” Elida crossed her arms and shook her head. “I do not think you should go.”

“Even if I did not move to Mrs. Jameston’s house,” Cassie began, “I believe I would move to another room and give you more space.”

She and Elida had shared the large bedroom to conserve on heat. They each had their own bed and dresser, with Elida’s side of the room also strewn with dolls and mementos that were precious to a young girl. “You’re nearly grown and you need a room all to yourself. I was going to suggest as much on your birthday. You needn’t be afraid.”

“But I will be,” Elida insisted. “I don’t want you to leave.” She came and wrapped her arms around Cassie’s waist. “Sometimes I wake in the night and hear creaking upstairs. I start to worry about it, but then I see you sleeping so peacefully that I know everything is all right or you would surely be awake too. Now you’ll be gone, and I’ll have to face that all alone.”

Putting aside her clothes, Cassie sat down with Elida. “I will be back for visits, but you must be brave. The house creaks and groans because it’s old. This job will allow us to make proper repairs. It might also allow us to buy you some new clothes.” She looked at the pale blue dress Elida wore. It had once belonged to Cassie and had been made over for her little sister. The years had taken their toll on the gown. “You’ve seldom had a new frock. Just think of it. A dress that no one else has ever worn but you.”

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